I miss you so much

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From 2006 to 2008, no.

July 2009, 7, Jiangnan, sunny.

He called me and scolded me for my waywardness.

It was me who changed my cell phone number so he couldn't find me anymore.

I'm of college age, and he should be too.

May 2010, 8, Beijing, sunny.

I came to look for Lu Han but couldn't find him,

His mother said that he was not in Beijing, but went to Korea in 08.

No wonder I couldn't find him.

Zhang Liang and Xu Chen went abroad.

I found that I only have such a short memory in Beijing.

September 2012, 2, Seoul, Yin.

i don't see others

Guess he must be very busy.

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The summer of cicadas.

In very hot Beijing, busy people rub shoulders one after another in the afternoon sun.All kinds of cars that she could name but couldn't name drove past her, leaving a cloud of dust behind.Xu Yi was choked up and coughed, and said with a frown. "The imperial capital is really getting better and better, and even the exhaust smells a bit expensive."

"..." Xu Wensi glanced at him and laughed a little.

It was three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and the overseas bell rang on time. After a short while, students in school uniforms came out one after another from inside. After obtaining permission, Xu Yi and Xu Wensi walked out here in a single file. in the crowd.

"Yiyi, your school is really big."

"Yeah." Xu Yi pulled Xu Wensi, who was swaying from side to side, and sighed from time to time, and turned into a teaching building. "I didn't know the way on my first day at school."

"One by one, if you could predict the future at that time, you should have asked Lu Han for an autograph earlier."

Xu Yi gave her a sideways look, and Xu Wensi silently closed his mouth.

There's a reason Xu Wens is like this.When she was hiding in her room watching the trailer that day, Xu Yi came over from behind with a biscuit in her mouth and looked like a hooligan. Xu Wensi knew that Xu Yi followed TVXQ, so he introduced the person who introduced the video to her.

"Look, look, this handsome man with a telescope, his name is LUHAN."

Xu Yi just nodded blindly, uncharacteristically, and spoke after a long silence. "I know."

Xu Wensi stopped talking, looked at her sideways and asked. "you know?"

Xu Yi got an affirmative answer. "He's my deskmate in high school." Just when Xu Wensi wanted to sneer at how it was possible, Xu Yi replied. "You won't forget that I studied abroad."

That chuckling tone.

She remembered it all too clearly, Xuyi's sudden departure and reappearance that year.

"Jiang Xuyi?" The voice was slightly vicissitudes, the teacher back then was already at the age of graying temples.

"Hello teacher."

The man in front of him is much older than before. I heard that he was already a candidate for the vice principal a few years ago. Later, when the rumors were already turbulent, his opponent fabricated him and cheated him. He temporarily stopped his work and withdrew his candidate. He couldn't beat his gray hair overnight. Although he has resumed his job now, he is no longer living for fame and fortune.

"Xuyi, you left a lot of deeds when you left like that back then." The head teacher smiled and turned to pour boiling water from the water dispenser. Even though it was after school, he was the only one in the head teacher's office.

"Teacher, tell me about Xu Yi's deeds." Xu Wensi leaned forward and asked with great interest.

The homeroom teacher turned around and handed the tea to Xu Yi and Xu Wensi with kind faces.It seems that he can no longer find the occasional fierce appearance before. "Do you know that Luhan? Are you a star now? Back then, Xuyi and him were at the same table, and Xuyi was sleeping with Luhan as a cover. At that time, people in our office were discussing whether they were talking Falling in love, otherwise how could the relationship be so close..." He smiled and then sighed again. "The song that Xu Yi sang was really nice, but I also thought it was quite sudden that you left like that. But the next day Lu Han didn't even come to school. Although he still likes to make trouble when he comes to school, I It can be seen that he actually misses when you were around sometimes, and often looks at your position in a daze."

Time flies so fast, the Lu Han who went abroad in the third year of high school is now a star again, and the Jiang Xuyi who was back then is now what he looks like now, with less childishness and less stubbornness from that year, everything has changed.

"Xuyi, it just so happens that you are here. A few days ago, Yao Momo was organizing a classmate reunion, and I will give you the address. The address is... I can't remember it, so you can leave a number so I can ask Yao Momo to send it to you. .”

"Ah... Teacher, no need, I still have..." It's a pity that the last word disappeared in the air when Xu Wensi enthusiastically wrote down Xu Yi's mobile phone number.

I haven't seen my classmate for many years, if I really met, I don't know if it would be embarrassing, or if I remembered that she left without saying goodbye that year.

Under the warm yellow evening light, Xu Yi and Xu Wensi bid farewell to the class teacher.

Just like walking home that year, the stop sign at the bus stop has already changed its appearance. I don’t know if the bus that met him still exists. So many memories, all flooded in at this moment.

Back then when he was wearing a red and black school uniform, when he was fighting against a broken guitar for a dream, when he was at the same table...

"Axu, you are having a great time in Beijing."

"Tsk, are you envious?"

"I'm envious that your tablemate is a star."

"Tch... that is, isn't your tablemate playing the piano pretty good too?"

"Don't mention him, isn't he insulting the piano when he plays the piano with such a low moral character?"

"..."

That day Xu Wensi took Xu Yi's hand home and asked her many, many stories about her time in Beijing.The stories that I didn't dare to ask before, now I understand everything.

It turned out that she was not so lonely that year, and she did not come back because she was isolated.

On the day of the real alumni reunion, Xuyi received a call from Yao Momo in the busy morning.She seemed very excited on the phone, explained that she was too busy and forgot to send her the address, and told her to come. Today is a rare classmate who is here, and then said a few words without substance before hanging up Telephone.

It was about five o'clock in the evening, and the location was on the third floor of a hotel not far from her company. After greeting the manager, she hurried over there.The time was exactly at [-]:[-], she stroked her long hair that had already been shawl, took a deep breath and opened the door to enter. There was already a roaring noise inside.Her appearance didn't disturb anything for a while, it was like the feeling of being in the class for the first time, not knowing what to do at this moment.

"Xuyi? You're here." It was class monitor Yao Momo who spoke. I heard that she was admitted to a key university and is now studying for graduate school.She greeted Rasu and sat down. "Xuyi, you really haven't changed at all."

Xuyi touched his face, frowning. "Have it?"

"Yes..." She nodded in agreement, as if she suddenly thought of something. "Ah... Zhang Liang and Xu Chen will come later... Hey, say Cao Cao, Cao Cao is here."

Following Yao Mo's gaze, he was interrupted by the students around him. Yao Mo got up to talk to them, and the group of students gathered around to say hello and discuss the current situation.It was originally a scene of harmonious atmosphere, but it fell silent in Zhang Liang's high-pitched voice.

"Heartless Jiang Xuyi, you actually appeared."

Heartless, huh, the word is really accurate.

"What's the matter, aren't you happy?" She pretended to be upset.

He immediately rejected it with a flattering face, "No..." That delicate facial features have not changed, but the greasy temperament on his body is even worse.Tilting his head and giving Xu Chen a friendly smile, he found that he had actually lost a lot of weight. He was no longer that chubby, and his three-dimensional facial features seemed to be slowly showing.

Yao Mo greeted her and sat down. Three tables were filled, except for a seat beside her.Zhang Liang and Xu Chen were right next to the empty space beside her. "here……"

"A classmate will arrive later."

Xu Yi nodded thoughtfully, but didn't think of anything else.

A group of people were chatting and laughing, discussing about the company they were working for, discussing various things, and toasting loudly. During the period, someone asked about her career, but she just said modestly that she is now working in a music company.Saying so, she moved on to the next person, but suddenly the surroundings became quiet, Xu Yi bit his chopsticks and looked up, and found that they were all looking at one place - behind her.In this damn position, she was about to turn her head when she heard a sentence, the voice was very clear - Lu Han.

"What's the matter... It's not easy for me to come here."

Yes, I knew that he might come, but I still reported that I might not meet him by chance to participate. It was just a deviation of luck, and I happened to meet him.The surroundings greeted each other with pleasantries and said that they would like to sign autographs when they saw a celebrity, but as he took a seat around Xuyi, the topic gradually left him.

Xuyi lowered his head, evading a little, brushing all his hair to the side facing him, trying to hide.It's just that Zhang Liang seemed a little too clever in this situation.

"Xuyi, why are you keeping your head down? Why didn't you say hello when your deskmate came?"

"..."

"At the same table." His tone was flat, he habitually lifted her long hair and pinned it behind her ears, and he looked at her side face seriously.Read another sentence, "Jiang Xuyi."

This is what Xu Yi was afraid of, so he mustered up the courage to raise his head to greet him, and forced a smile. "haven't seen you for a long time."

She could see that Lu Han's eyes were clearly dark, and the indescribable aura froze her smile for a moment.

Her leaving without saying goodbye, maybe it was just a trivial matter, maybe he was angry because she didn't make a single call or try to contact him in these years.What is extremely disappointing is that she did nothing, and she clearly said she liked it.

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