A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

That morning, Yu Jinshao wanted to keep him, but he couldn't bear the other party's insistence, and finally watched Yang Bei leave. He looked at the other party's somewhat embarrassed and panicked back, and felt a strange emotion in his heart.

Yu Jinshao later remembered what Boss Fujishan had said when he was in the clubhouse when he was talking about business with him. He searched Yang Bei's name, only to find that this young man had a high degree of topicality on the Internet and also had a lot of fans.

Artists don't always have a high degree of privacy. When he searched, he found a lot of things about Yang Bei. Like a ghost, he went to watch the movie called "Bewilderment" according to the recommendation in the information.

The young man on the screen wore very light makeup, his eyebrows and eyes were modified more and more delicately, his whole body was full of youthful atmosphere, but there was always a lingering sadness in his eyebrows and eyes, which made people feel a little moved just by looking at him. If you don't open your eyes, it's no wonder that Mr. Zhang always has a grudge against him.

The protagonist in the film has a cold and tough temperament, stubborn and resolute, but also very emotional.From the youthful teenagers to the thirties, Yang Bei played the character in the story vividly and vividly. For many days afterwards, Yu Jinshao always thought of the scenes about teenagers in the film, although His reason is very clear that this is just a story, but whenever he thinks of the boy being forced by life - watching him lose the girl he likes, watching him go far away from home and struggle alone, and how many years later he will not be able to reunite with his first love. The look in the eyes, the sparseness between the lines... I can't help but feel distressed, and I am deeply moved by it.

Yu Jinshao invested in some films in Yancheng, whether it was intentional or not, they met from time to time, and gradually became friends. Yang Bei would not curry favor or cater to him because of his status and wealth, and even kept a reasonable attitude. In getting along with each other again and again, Yu Jinshao was surprised to find that this boy's character and experience were so similar to An Xiuyang in that movie. He also knew Yang Bei's secret, but this secret made him Uncomfortable and helpless——Yang Bei actually fell in love with his brother's boyfriend, the man he called his brother.

I don’t remember what started that day. Yu Jinshao and Yang Bei drank wine together. At first they were chatting, but then Yang Bei went crazy, gulping down wine, drinking non-stop. That day he was drunk He was very powerful and said a lot of things that he never mentioned.

When I was a little sober at first, I was talking about my experience from childhood to adulthood. His father passed away when he could not remember anything. His mother took him away from home and came to Yancheng. Mother and son depended on each other. Very good, I just wanted to get ahead by studying and give my mother a good life in the future, but later, his mother was overwhelmed by the burden of life and passed away. He became an orphan, was deceived by gangsters on the street, and became the child of those people. Puppet, he was unwilling in his heart, and never gave up trying to break free from those dark shackles, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch anything...

Later, he drank more and more, his emotions seemed to be a wild horse that had taken off his stiffness, and he was not suppressed or controlled. When he spoke again, nine out of ten sentences mentioned the name "Qin Yufeng", although he didn't say a word. Talk about your liking and love for that person, but how could someone as sensitive as Yu Jinshao not be able to feel that forbearing and strong feeling.

He looked at the boy lying powerlessly on the table, the dim light hit his young and handsome cheeks, reflecting sadness and powerless gloom, his porcelain-white cheeks were blush like sunset, his hazy eyes were full of water vapor , Yu Jinshao felt as if his heart had been hit hard by something, the pain and throbbing came suddenly and violently, as if he was bewitched, he leaned slightly and kissed the boy's cheek.

They all drank, that night, Yu Jinshao asked the driver to drive Yang Bei home, he personally helped him up the stairs, entered the house, he turned and closed the door, but was hugged from behind by the other party, Yu Jinshao froze, and I heard the other party say in a slightly pleading voice: "Don't go." The voice was low, three points pitiful, seven points sentimental.

Yu Jinshao turned around and met Yang Bei's reddish eyes, his heart beat violently, and for a moment in a daze, Yang Bei pressed his lips to his, and then kissed awkwardly.

His movements were so jerky and he had no experience at all, but Yu Jinshao was dazzled by that kiss. Such a green feeling made him understand that the person in his arms was much cleaner than he imagined. This kind of cleanliness, It made him feel more pity and love in his heart, but in just a moment, he held back the boy's body tightly with his hands, and then kissed him back heavily. After a long, long time, the person in his arms almost disappeared. Breathing, he let go of him.

At that moment, Yu Jinshao's eyes were very bright, but also very deep, his heart was beating very fast, and the suppressed emotion was almost going to break through his chest and explode.

For so many years, he has experienced countless people, but no one has ever made him feel that way. He took a deep breath, and the movements of his hands became frantic. After that, it was like riding a roller coaster. Frantically tearing at the other party's clothes, in the bright and overly bright living room, Yu Jinshao looked at the young man's white and slender body, the body was young and clean, the skin was as white as porcelain, but there were bruises and bruises on the knees and elbows of different sizes. Yu Jinshao didn't have any doubts about the scars of the first time. These scars must have been injured during filming.

He put Yang Beiping on the sofa, the love and affection in his eyes were so real, and the other party seemed so enthusiastic, but when he was about to kick the door, he heard a short note from the lips of the person under him, that That short word made him feel as if he had been poured from head to toe by a bucket of ice water, the heat on his body dropped in an instant, and the vigorous part also became weak.

He heard so clearly that the other party called "Brother", and Yu Jinshao knew only one person Yang Bei called his brother. At that moment, Yu Jinshao's heart seemed to explode. Anger, embarrassment, pain, loss... All kinds of emotions came together, mercilessly invading his brain, but he was very clearly aware of a fact - he was regarded as someone he liked by the person he liked. I have become someone else's substitute, and it is still at such a passionate moment.

Yu Jinshao got off the sofa and threw a blanket over the boy's naked body, then he casually grabbed his messy shirt and draped it over his shoulders, sitting quietly, the night was getting darker, he was alone in pain torment.

This sudden and frantic affair was like a huge farce, but it made his heart sink, and he fell into the abyss.

That night, he sat on the ground beside the sofa for a long time before his mind calmed down. Then he started to tidy up the messy room, dressed Yang Bei, carried him to the bed in the guest room, and covered him. After finishing the quilt, as if nothing happened, he went back to his bedroom, took a shower and went to sleep.

The next day, Yang Bei got up and came out of the room without any strange emotion on his face. Yu Jinshao was not sure if he still remembered what happened last night, but he felt a sense of emptiness while he was relieved. Feeling lost.

That day, Yang Bei stayed at his house to eat breakfast, and then left. After that, Yu Jinshao didn't see Yang Bei for a while, and he would occasionally send a message or call Yang Bei, saying that he was invited to eat and relax. But he was very clear in his heart that he just wanted to see him.

Yang Bei's career has just started, and he is busy most of the time, and he is rarely able to keep his promises. Occasionally, the two of them meet each other, but they come and go in a hurry. Yu Jinshao is such a shrewd person, so he naturally noticed the relationship between Yang Bei and him. Obscurely alienated, but even though he knew it in his heart, he couldn't control his emotions and actions.

The Yu family's business is also involved in the entertainment industry, so he naturally knows a lot of the inside story, so he helped Yang Bei eliminate people who were interested in him in private, and created a lot of resources for him. In this way, people who don't care will not take a second look, and people who care can always do a lot of things for each other with all their heart and soul, and never say a word.

Time passed slowly, and the emotions in people's hearts ran towards an unknown direction like a runaway wild horse. The Yu family moved to the domestic business district, and it went very smoothly, and Yu Jinshao also settled down here.

Because of his partner at work, he and Ji Shinian often met to discuss things or have meals, and the relationship unknowingly returned to the way it was before, and then he met Qin Yufeng. During the relationship, he found that although this man He has a good appearance that is rare in the world, but he is not careless. He is a down-to-earth and honest person. He treats others with sincerity and loyalty, and his personality is straightforward and kind. At that time, Yu Jinshao, even though he was a rival in love, admired him very much and never gave him any favors. There was nothing to look at, so the two gradually became friends.

Yu Jinshao has never seen Ji Shinian like someone like this, even more than he liked Gu Yan back then. They lived together, went in and out together every day, and their life seemed very harmonious. Looking at it, Yu Jinshao sometimes couldn't help it. I was so envious, a thought always inadvertently flashed in my heart, if I and Xiaobei could do the same, it would be great.

The two of them, one is strong and the other is gentle, one is proactive and the other is reserved, they complement each other in character, and they are in love emotionally. Yu Jinshao thought that their relationship would last forever, but at Gu Yan's wedding that day, something happened What, it was just a matter of going to the bathroom. When he came out, Qin Yufeng's eyes were bloodshot. The man who had always been as gentle as a spring breeze lost his temper, and Ji Shinian hurriedly followed behind him. When he went out, he saw the scars on the face of the proud son of heaven, and his eyes were full of anxiety.

He simply didn't want to think about what happened afterwards. First, Ji Shinian was in a car accident and he was discharged from the hospital not long ago. Later, Yang Bei fell from a building and was seriously injured. When Yu Jinshao received the news, he put down the meeting in his hand and went crazy He rushed to the hospital, he grew up so big, he had never been so scared, it was the first time, when Yang Bei's life and death were unknown, his heart was filled with fear, every breath seemed so difficult, with Knife-like pain.

When he saw the video tape, he was angry at first, angry that the person he liked had such an unscrupulous side, he didn't understand, what kind of deep feelings could make him so desperate; He was even more annoyed why the person he liked loved another man, and what annoyed him the most was, how could this man...how could he not cherish his body like this.

But when he saw the weak and pale person lying on the hospital bed, all the anger in his heart turned into distress. The person trapped in the bed was so thin and weak, as if a gust of wind could blow it away. At that moment, Yu Jinshao sat by the bed, holding Yang Bei's hand kissingly, he thought, when you wake up, no matter who you are hiding in your heart, I don't want to care so much anymore, he wants to treat him well, It is a man's nature to protect the one he loves. When a man likes someone, he is always foolish and desperate.

But he just didn't go to the hospital to see him for two days because of the backlog of work. When he went again, the room was already empty. My lover, we left this city together, so decisively, we didn't even leave or take anything away.

Falling in love with a stubborn and long-lasting person, if the other person also loves you, it is definitely a great happiness, but if the person in the other person's heart is not yourself, it is a heart-piercing torture, the despair of not getting what you want .And Yu Jinshao is obviously the latter.

The relationship between Ji Shinian and Qin Yufeng seemed to have come to an end, so Ji Shinian chose to let go, but they hadn't started yet, and he and Gan gave up on it. Therefore, during the years when Yang Bei left, Yu Jinshao always used Going to the capital for various reasons, and then visiting or "meeting" the person he cared about, Yang Bei's eyes gradually recovered, but his legs recovered very slowly.

Every time he went to the capital, the first thing he did was to visit him. He chatted with him and pushed him out for a walk. During a conversation with Qin Yufeng, he had an insight into the heart of this man. Regarding the relationship between him and Ji Shinian, Qin Yufeng had too many scruples and timidity in his heart, but even so, he always only had Ji Shinian in his heart. Yang Bei could not get involved in that relationship, almost is hopeless.

After that, he communicated with Yang Bei cryptically, and the other party responded to him with endless silence. Yu Jinshao was very disappointed, but there was no real solution.

After another year, Yang Bei finally stood up. In that year, many things happened that were unbelievable to Yu Jinshao. Qin Yufeng returned from the capital to perform in Yancheng, and Ji Shinian and Qin Yufeng separated. A year later, they met.

Yu Jinshao didn't know what happened in the middle, and then Ji Shinian suddenly announced that he was going to get married. No one knew that this indifferent and tough man was also vulnerable in his heart, but Yu Jinshao knew that he always treated him like his own brother. He couldn't bear to be hurt, watching him torture himself, he couldn't help but feel distressed in his heart, then he and Qin Yufeng went from friends to opposites, and he began to hate this person who shrinks back in the face of feelings, but he still hopes that Qin Yu Feng Neng turned his head back, but in the end, he still didn't change his mind.

Ji Shinian found someone to be a surrogate for Qin Yufeng's child, raised him alone, and with the child's company, his mental state gradually recovered, and in getting along with the little guy, Ji Shinian's temper seemed to be quite different. It has become a lot softer, and it no longer releases unlimited air-conditioning wherever it goes.

When Yu Jinshao and him occasionally met and chatted, Ji Shinian always talked about that child. When he mentioned the child, his eyes would often be stained with a casual smile. Seeing him like this, Yu Jinshao felt relieved a lot, so He didn't want Ji Shinian to have anything to do with Qin Yufeng in his heart, so even though he knew many things about the capital, he never mentioned it to Ji Shinian.

After another year, Yang Bei's leg injury healed, and he returned to the entertainment circle. Yu Jinshao didn't know if it was because of his work and career, or because he finally figured it out and understood that there was no possibility between himself and Qin Yufeng. That's why he left Qin Yufeng's side, but anyway, he no longer lived with Qin Yufeng, which finally gave Yu Jinshao's hopeless relationship a glimmer of hope. Although Yang Bei never accepted his love, at least , he no longer deliberately avoids or rejects himself.

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