A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

Gu Yan was pushed and hit the wall of the cubicle, his thin back hurt from the bump, but what made it even more difficult for him to accept was the attitude of the other party, his eyes turned red for a moment: "Ah Nian, these years you How are you doing, I miss you very much!" He raised his hand, wanting to hold the other's hand, but he took it back halfway.

"Oh... Please worry about it." Ji Shinian said indifferently, "Don't you see now, I'm doing fine."

Gu Yan was silent for a while, his voice was very difficult: "Don't lie to me, when I came back, Brother Yu said that you have been alone all these years, that you are not happy... I was sorry for you at the beginning, but I didn't Way, my mother threatened me with death, if I don't go with her, she..."

"Okay, it's all over, why are you still talking about him?" Ji Shinian casually stroked the sleeves of his suit, "You turned me into a gay back then, and then you left suddenly, I Speaking of Gu Yan, since you left, why did you come back? Even if you come back, why do you still dare to appear in front of me?"

His cold and heartless words were like sharp thorns made of ice, piercing Gu Yan's heart without falling. He stretched out his hand to cover his heart, took a few deep breaths, and finally found the courage to speak again , he said: "Ah Nian, I know I'm sorry for you, but I have already been punished. Over the years, I haven't missed a single day of you. I've been suffering from guilt and longing all the time. Now I'm finally back, you, you Can you give me another chance?"

Ji Shinian showed surprise on his face, and then couldn't help showing a sarcastic smile: "What are you kidding, today is your wedding day, in this situation, you want me to give you another chance?"

Gu Yan seemed to be burned by his smile, he looked away, and explained in a low voice: "I don't want to come back all these years, but my family controls everything, I can't come back, if it wasn't for me this time I promised to get married, but I don't know when I will have the chance to return to China... Ah Nian, I miss you so much!"

At this moment, Ji Shinian felt that he didn't know the man in front of him. Except for the similar appearance, he and the clean and pure boy in his memory seemed to have no overlap at all. He frowned, and didn't want to No matter how much nonsense with the other party, he stretched out his hand to push the door to leave, but at this moment, Gu Yan hugged him.

The man was a little thin, but this time it seemed that he had exhausted half his life's strength. Ji Shinian struggled, but he didn't break free. Then he saw the man hugging his waist and slowly slid to the ground in an almost humble posture. Kneel there.

Ji Shinian didn't know what he was going to do, he pulled down his trouser chain in a daze, and then he heard the other party say: "A Nian, you used to like the way I treat you the most", he said and buried his head, Then move from light to heavy.

Ji Shinian came back to his senses in a daze, stretched out his hand and grabbed the other person's hair, forced him to look up, and said sharply, "Gu Yan, are you crazy?"

"Yes, I'm crazy." The pain from his scalp made him frown. He looked straight into Ji Shinian's eyes, no longer avoiding them, as if desperate, he said, " I only liked you in my life, and they forced me to leave you. At that time, I thought that you liked me so much, and I would come back one day, but now I came back with great difficulty, and I saw someone else beside you. Man, you even smiled at him, you have never treated me like that before, I am going crazy, I am going crazy with jealousy... Ah Nian, tell me you don't like him, right?"

Ji Shinian was horrified by his desperate and crazy expression.

At this moment, Gu Yan lowered his head again, his movements were so hard that it even made Ji Shinian feel very painful.

Ji Shinian looked down at the black head buried in front of him, like a ghost, and a strange joy spread in his heart. The feeling seemed to be revenge for this person who had made him suffer for many years. The pain in his body and the twisted emotions in his heart Ruyi collided with each other, making him forget to resist for a while.

And his non-resistance revived Gu Yan's desperate heart in an instant, and he acted harder at the moment.

Ji Shinian's eyes flickered for a moment, realizing what he was doing, he hurriedly reached out to shake Gu Yan away.

But at this moment, the door of the compartment was knocked open with a bang, and he subconsciously turned his head to look over it. At that moment, his heart was filled with guilt and panic that he had never felt before.

Qin Yufeng stood there straight, his hands clenched into fists, and his eyes were covered with cobweb-like bloodshot eyes. Ji Shinian heard him say, "What are you doing?" Trembling uncontrollably.

Ji Shinian pushed away Gu Yan who was kneeling on the ground. He opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word. At this moment, Qin Yufeng punched him, and he said angrily in a hoarse voice: " Ji Shinian, you fucking bastard." Then he turned around and strode out.

Ji Shinian reached out and touched the corner of his mouth, and felt the bright red blood, but he didn't care about that much, he hurriedly straightened his pants, and chased after him.

He pushed Gu Yan away with such force just now, but he pushed Gu Yan and fell to the ground, hitting his head against the wall of the cubicle. The pain went from his fragile scalp to his heart, but the pain on his body was far less than that. heart.

Gu Yan looked at the man who left in a hurry. After knowing him for so many years, this man had always looked indifferent and calm, as if the sky had fallen and could not change his expression slightly, but at that moment, he changed from Ji Shinian He saw panic on his face, he never thought that Ji Shinian, who was always as indifferent as ice, would sometimes be afraid and care so much about a person's feelings.

Gu Yan leaned weakly on the floor of the cubicle, with silent tears streaming down his eyes. He was born with a golden spoon in his mouth. In the eyes of outsiders, he is the proud son of heaven who gathers thousands of favors and gets everything he wants. But God knows that he has never been happy in all these years. If he was happy, it was only during the time when he was with Ji Shinian.

When he was a child, when children of the same age were playing around with runny noses, he was required to stay at home and learn piano and various etiquette; when he was a little older, his academic performance declined slightly, and he would be blamed by his parents and hired a bunch of His tutor asked him to make up lessons at home; when he reached adolescence, his family did not allow him to fall in love; when he was in college, because of his parents’ strength, he gave up his favorite art major and chose business finance; later, he finally met the person he liked , although the man was cold-tempered, he was very kind to himself, but when his parents found out about his sexual orientation, his mother even threatened him with her life and sent him abroad. person, or a woman...

All his life, he lived under the strong control of his parents. His natural cowardice made him dare not resist, so he could only compromise again and again, and walked the path arranged by others. In the end, after a long time, he lost everything. Instinctively resisting, he finally had the courage this time. He tried desperately to restore the relationship that had soaked his entire youth, but in the end it was all futile!

In grief, he was like a ball that was punctured by a needle after being exaggerated to the extreme. He was blown to pieces, his soul was scattered, and the last light in his eyes finally disappeared.

Qin Yufeng walked faster and faster. When passing by the banquet hall, Yu Jinshao saw that his expression was not right, and asked, "What's the matter?" He didn't speak, didn't even look at the other party, and walked out without squinting.

Yu Jinshao was a little confused, because Qin Yufeng had been polite and humble all the time since they knew each other, and he had never seen him like this before. What happened to make the always good-tempered person so popular.

Just as he was wondering, he saw Ji Shinian chasing him out from behind. The man who had come from everywhere was disheveled, his hair combed back was scattered on his forehead, and there was even a trace of bright red blood on the corner of his mouth. It looks so dazzling against the skin.

The guests in the venue also noticed this scene, and there was a moment of silence. When Ji Shinian went out, he finally couldn't help whispering. Yu Jinshao touched his nose, got up and walked out. When he arrived at the hotel entrance, he had long since disappeared. The figure of those two people.

"Qin Yufeng." Ji Shi shouted as he walked quickly.

Qin Yufeng's mind is full of the scene he saw in the bathroom just now, the groom at the wedding today, that handsome and modest man, and the husband of that beautiful woman, kneeling between Ji Shinian's legs, and Ji Shinian's face On the ground, with a twisted pleasure, a raging fire ignited in his mind, and the fire became more and more intense, burning his senses and reason to pieces in an instant.

"Qin Yufeng, stop for me." Seeing that he was ignoring him, Ji Shinian raised his decibels to call him, and then ran, anxiously losing his usual demeanor that was full of flesh and blood.

Qin Yufeng was grabbed by his arm and finally stopped. He turned around and looked at Ji Shinian with anger and pain in his eyes. He had always thought that although this man was indifferent and sharp, he was a very good person. But I never thought that this person could do...do that kind of thing with someone else's husband at someone else's wedding banquet, and what did he think of himself when he did this? He reached out and pressed his forehead tightly, unable to say a word.

Ji Shinian has always been a person who doesn't bother to explain, but now looking at the other person's red eyes, he opened his mouth for the first time, even with a hasty and nervous tone, he said, "It's not what you think."

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The author has something to say: The author may be killed by the blade

If you deal with it like this, the little fairy with a mental cleanliness probably won't be able to stand it, but... life is like this, it's not satisfactory

His one-shot mistake is like a thorn stuck in your heart, and also stuck in Daqin's heart. Human beings are not sages, and no one can guarantee to avoid mistakes, but this thorn cannot be removed overnight. I hope it will give you hope to see development~