A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

"What I saw with my own eyes, isn't it false?" Qin Yufeng pursed his lips, "Ji Shinian, if you do this, where will you put his wife, and...and let me, how to deal with myself?" As he spoke, he vigorously shook off Ji Shinian's hand. He walked so fast without any purpose at all, but when he finally stopped, he found that he had returned to the downstairs of the community where they lived.

Ji Shinian reached out to hold his hand, and said softly, "Go back!"

Qin Yufeng struggled, but didn't break free. The other party's hand was so tightly held, as if he wanted to crush his own hand bones, but under such circumstances, Ji Shinian's insistence made him Annoyed, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Ji Shinian's wrist fiercely, separating the opponent's hand from his own. With such great strength, when he shook off, Ji Shinian's hand was left with red and purple spots. bruises.

When the two entered the elevator, there was no one else in it, and the atmosphere seemed very depressing. Ji Shinian opened his mouth and said, "I...and him..." Halfway through the sentence, I couldn't continue. It was not his will, but after all, it happened, and the facts made him irrefutable.

Qin Yufeng didn't speak, and was silent all the way. After opening the door, he looked at everything at home that he had already become familiar with—the sofa that the two of them picked up from the furniture store together, and the history books that Ji Shinian bought for him spread out on the table. Books, the cups of water they drink every day... He stood there stiffly for a while, then walked into the guest room.

Ji Shinian wanted to follow, but the door was closed in front of him. He looked a bit frustrated, but he didn't knock on the door and went in after all, turned around and went to sit in the living room.

The day was dark, and night fell in a blink of an eye.

Qin Yufeng still didn't come out. He was lying on the bed, as if a honeycomb had been thrown into his brain, and those bees rushed out of the nest and slammed into his brain, stinging the fragile brain from time to time, making people The pain went deep into the bone marrow, but he didn't know what to do. He stretched out his hands and tightly covered his eyes. He used to fight with the people who smashed the scene in the teahouse. He had never had such pain when his leg was broken. He never knew that a The pain in the heart is a hundred times worse than the pain in the body.

When he was with Ji Shinian, he knew that it was more because of fear of loneliness and longing for warmth. Although he had never liked a woman before, he knew that what he liked was definitely not a man. The physical impulse is obvious, but the emotions are so ignorant, like a toddler who has just learned to walk, and his movements are completely dependent on inertia or instinct.

But today, when he saw Ji Shinian and other men... At that moment, his brain seemed to be thrown into a bomb, and his brain was full of golden flowers, and he felt uncomfortable at that moment Yes, his heart seemed to be strangled by a big cold hand, and it became difficult to breathe. He wished he could rush up and strangle the man who said he would accompany him for the rest of his life, but when he saw that man's eyes changed from He was flustered like never before, but his heart softened in an instant. He just punched the other party, and even went back to their house unintentionally.

Qin Yufeng raised his left hand to cover his eyes, and the coldness of his hand relieved his burning eyes a little. In such silence, he later realized that he was really serious about Ji Shinian With such feelings, but this feeling makes him dazed and afraid. If that person can do such a thing today, he is not sure what will happen in the future. Qin Yufeng told himself, before it is too late, don't...don't In too deep.

When this thought came to his mind, his heart was sore and empty, as if something precious was about to be stripped from his life, but he forced himself to ignore that feeling, and in the next second, he Sitting up from the bed, he opened the door and went out.

Ji Shinian was still sitting on the sofa, and the room was already dark. He heard the noise and turned his head to look, and saw Qin Yufeng walking towards the door. In the dark room, his voice was a little hoarse: "Where are you going?" ?”

Qin Yufeng didn't speak, reached out to open the door, and walked out, he didn't take anything, those clothes and shoes were all bought for him by Ji Shinian, he didn't even take a penny, he thought, those The money should be paid back to him. This kind of thinking made him feel a little shy, as if the relationship he has been with for so long can be measured by material things and is not worth mentioning.

"Why are you going?" Ji Shinian saw the door was about to close, and asked again, this time in a louder voice.

Qin Yufeng knew what he should say, and even if he wanted to leave, he shouldn't just walk away in such a vague way, but he was born emotionally dull, and in this situation, he couldn't even say a word , pursed his lips, and finally said nothing.

When Ji Shinian heard the door slam shut, he subconsciously chased after him. Qin Yufeng walked so fast. When he arrived at the elevator, the elevator was just descending. Ji Shinian kept reaching out to press the elevator, annoyed. Kicked up, the cold iron door was so hard, all the strength rebounded to his toes, and he arched his body reflexively due to the pain.

When he finally got downstairs, Qin Yufeng was nowhere to be seen. A large truck passed by. After the car passed by, a tall and straight figure was exposed in his sight. At that moment, Ji Shinian unexpectedly had A feeling of relief, and then rushed up without even thinking about it, the sound of rapid braking and the driver's verbal abuse could be heard in the air.

As if Ji Shinian hadn't heard of it, he rushed across the road and grabbed Qin Yufeng. He didn't speak, but stared at him with a pair of eyes, full of paranoia.

Qin Yufeng turned his head, and Ji Shinian saw the indifference and indifference he had never seen before on his face. At that moment, his heart throbbed, as if this person was going to disappear with the wind in the next second. Suddenly he reached out and hugged Qin Yufeng's waist, he obviously felt that the other party's body stiffened, and then began to struggle.

Ji Shinian almost exhausted all his strength, but it was still in vain. Qin Yufeng usually looked at him as gentle as a spring breeze, and everything was easy to discuss, but once he decided on something, he was so stubborn that he was a little anxious, and blurted out: "Qin Yufeng, where do you want to go, have you forgotten what you promised me?"

Qin Yufeng stopped moving Ji Shinian's hand. After a long time, he suddenly smiled. Under the cover of the night, no one could see the bitterness in that smile, "Yeah, I forgot." I forgot all of it. Oh, huh... Time is really a scary thing. One second I made a vow, and the next second my star shifted. When I said that, I was thinking of a lifetime, but how long has it passed?

When Ji Shinian heard him say "forget" so decisively, he felt a dull pain in his heart, and he felt a little at a loss. After a while, he said: "I won't let you go, you belong to me, and you don't have my permission." , you are not allowed to go." When he said this, his tone was cold and domineering, and only by listening carefully could he hear the panic hidden in that tone.

Qin Yufeng almost laughed angrily at his words. This time, he pushed the opponent's hand away with all his strength, but after all, Ji Shinian is also a big man of eight feet, and it's not a cover for him to be ruthless. Pulled by the people, he rushed to the driveway without knowing it. Suddenly, a strong light came from the side, and Ji Shinian's mind went blank for an instant. His body was faster than his brain, and he rushed towards Qin Yufeng.

Qin Yufeng was thrown onto the curb by him, and his back hurt so badly. When he realized it, he hurriedly went to see Ji Shinian, and then he saw Ji Shinian laying motionless beside him. Holding his breath, he walked over and turned him over. The other party's forehead bled a lot, and the blood flowed quickly, spreading to his fair face in an instant.

At that moment, Qin Yufeng's heartbeat almost stopped. He wiped the blood on Ji Shinian's eyes with trembling hands, and called his name in a hoarse voice, but the person in his arms didn't respond. Get up and down, and dial 120 in a hurry. This is not far from the hospital, and an ambulance will come soon.

Qin Yufeng watched those people lift Ji Shinian into the car, and followed them in a daze. He sat on the car and grabbed Ji Shinian's hand with both hands, his mind was full of regret and guilt, why did he do that? Why don't you want to listen to him when you argue with him? If something happens to Ji Shinian...

After Ji Shinian was sent to the hospital, he immediately went to the operating room for first aid. Qin Yufeng stood in the empty corridor and walked back and forth, his eyes were red and sore, and his mind seemed to be caught by a wild cat catching a ball of thread.After waiting for more than two hours, Ji Shinian was finally pushed out. He had six stitches on his forehead and suffered a slight concussion.

He lost too much blood and passed out. When the car drove over, he reached out to push Qin Yufeng, but he tripped over something on the ground, fell to the side and hit his head on the flower bed by the side of the road. The strong inertia made his head suffer. Here comes the hard thump.

Ji Shinian was pushed into the ward by the nurse, and Qin Yufeng was sitting beside him watching. It was past eleven o'clock in the evening, it was dark outside, and there was a dim light in the ward. Qin Yufeng looked at Ji Shinian through the light. His face at that time was pale. He was injured from the hairline to his forehead, and part of the wound was in the forehead hair. In order to prevent infection, the doctor shaved his hair. With light stubble hair and a thick bandage wrapped around his forehead, Qin Yufeng felt a little strange about Ji Shinian, with a trace of fragility that he had never seen before.

(Note: Under this statement "Time is a terrible thing... the next second the stars will move"

I've liked this saying for many years, I don't know who said it, it's not my original anyway. )