I suspect my boyfriend is playing missing

I suspect my boyfriend is playing missing. No.20 is eight days old.I stayed in the house we rented together for 28 days, and there was no one there!No phone!The regular mail has arrived!What I hate the most in my life is leaving without saying goodbye. If you want to break up, it's okay, you can tell me face to face!How much does it mean to avoid seeing like this?If you are sick, you will be notified by the hospital, if you are kidnapped, you will be notified by the kidnappers, and if you are dead?The crematorium doesn't know whether to take care of the notification.

I was burning with anger.

I feel that I have fallen into an impasse of self-constructed emotions. I have trouble sleeping and eating, irritable and irritable. I have become a hooligan who cried, made trouble and hanged himself.

Lying on the bed that was once covered with traces of our entanglement, I looked at the light through the heavy curtains, it was dawn, and it was another sleepless night.Overdrawn for many days, tired, sleepy, and more anxious, I feel that the left and right hemispheres of my brain have split into eight, and I am going crazy.

While I was half asleep and half awake, I felt that the edge of the bed had collapsed. When I opened my eyes, it was my best friend, not my boyfriend, and the disappointment surged up again like a dark cloud, overwhelming the sky.I took a deep breath, and No.20 said to him eight times: "Xu Tianji, you don't have to stay with me all the time, I'm fine."

Xu Tianji's real name is Xu Tianxi. The little doll in crotch pants can't speak clearly, saying that his name is always "frog, frog".

I'm 25 years old and I've known him for 23 years, and he doesn't look like a frog at all, using my penchant for bending into a paper clip, he's damn handsome (not that).Well, the handsome guy is above average and a little bit above, but unfortunately he is straight (crossed out unfortunately).Of course it has nothing to do with me, he's my best buddy, and these days, he's the only one by my side.

At this moment, he is sitting on the ground next to my bed, with his back leaning against the edge of the bed, and I can touch the ends of his soft hair as soon as I raise my hand. The hair quality is very good, and it must feel very comfortable to the touch, unlike my boyfriend’s hair , standing upright with his hands tied, that bastard who has all kinds of colors everywhere.

I looked at Xu Tianji's back and beat his head, No.20 said nine times: "Hey, seriously, don't do it again, mind your own business." He tilted his head to avoid my hand , said in a low voice: "You don't care, I am happy!" The words are so fucking gentle.

I wanted to laugh a little, and leaned out half of my body to look at his side face: "It's okay to skip work for so many days, it's not because your school expelled you, right?"

"If so?"

"Why, back then your department kept you in tears... unless you seduced a little girl from your department right after you became a full-time student?!"

I lay back on the pillow: "Tsk tsk tsk, the teacher is disqualified."

"fart!"

I blocked his fist with my hand, and the depressive atmosphere in the room dissipated by 1%.In fact, I'm not in the mood to tease him. I don't want to see him like that. The sea of ​​sadness in his eyes almost suffocates me. How can he be so sad, as if he was the one who ran away with his boyfriend.

These days, my panic is like being hung by a finger-thick rope at an altitude of 8000 meters. I can’t tell when the rope will break. At that time, my heart will not be smashed. I can’t see the bottom Someone continued, but Xu Tianji couldn't catch it either.

I covered my eyes with the back of my hand, and said sullenly: "Frog, why do you say, it has been fine before, is it because he doesn't like the rice cooked these few times, or because I didn't save him in front of his buddies last time What's the problem? He said, even if he has someone else and wants to break up, it's okay, just make it clear to me, and I won't rely on him. What is it to hang on to me like this! It's been so many days... the flowers in the house It's all dried out, no matter how I water it, it's all dead..."

I felt liquid oozing from the back of my hand, and I was a little surprised. I thought it was dried up like a flower, but it turned out that 70% of the human body was water.A hand touched my face, helping me dry the spilled liquid, and a voice said softly, "Fool."

I gradually fell asleep while losing water, exhausted physically and mentally.Before falling into a deep sleep, the last thought was: "Frog, don't feel sorry for me."

When I woke up, I saw Xu Tianji sleeping next to me in a half-sitting position, with one arm pressed against my face, which almost suffocated me.I moved my arm, opened the curtains and looked out the window, the night was full of stars, my day and night turned upside down and the day passed, and my boyfriend still didn't come back.

I got out of bed and felt that my bones were aching from sleep. I turned my head and saw that Xu Tianji had also woken up and was staring at me blankly, obviously not quite sober.I kicked him with my feet: "You go home quickly, this is a matter between me and Lao Du, what are you meddling with outsiders."

That's right, Lao Du is my boyfriend, the man I fell in love with blindly.I said this to Xu Tianji on purpose just now. Rather than hurting his kindness, I was more afraid that my abnormal state and unstable emotions would affect him. Even though at this moment, I am so lonely, I really need someone to accompany me.

Xu Tianji was really injured, his eye circles seemed to be red instantly, he bit his lower lip, I knew it was a sign of getting angry, I waited for him to scold me with great backbone and slammed the door to go home angrily, but only waited for him to come. One sentence: "You don't want to dump me!"

Now it's me who wants to slam the door: "Xu Tianji, do you have the strength to pester a married man like a brown candy!"

"Energetic!"

Hearing this, I was so angry that my brain was congested, and the anger bursting out of my body just wanted to kill this psychopath, but I didn't know whether to kick him to death or strangle him to death with a tight hug.Thousands of emotions squeezed into one sentence at the end: "Then are you hungry? Shall I order some noodles for you?"

Hearing my words, Xu Tianji couldn't help laughing with a puff, but this smile was shorter than a shooting star, like words randomly scratched on the sand, which will be washed away by the tide of sadness before leaving traces in the future.

I couldn't take it anymore, so I stepped forward to cover his eyes with my hands, his long eyelashes trembled in my palm, and my voice trembled too: "What are you doing, frog, are you sad? What, I didn't look for anyone to go crazy but you made me go crazy, please let me beg you? Are you accompanying me or torturing me, huh?" After speaking, I was so shocked that my skin got goosebumps, Bah bah mother is dead.

Xu Tianji didn't speak, and the only response to me was the endless silence in the empty room.

I can't stay in this room anymore, it's too stuffy!It's so boring that I'm almost suffocating!For the first time in many days, I walked out of the house and looked back at the neighborhood under the night sky. The moonlight was everywhere, the shadows of the trees were mottled, and every house was lit. Only the window of my house was dark.A month ago, I was kicked out because of Lao Du coming out of the closet, and no one in the house would keep a light for me anymore.

I stood in the wind and looked at the buildings in a daze, and Xu Tianji looked at me in a daze. We were like children who couldn't find a home.Well, there is one who is a fool who never returns home.

The wind was so cool, it made my brain ache, and my mind was finally cleared up, why the hell am I waiting here like a mentally handicapped person, I decided to go to his house to find him.

Sitting in a taxi, the more I think about it, the more I feel stupid to death. When did I take Lao Du's words as an imperial decree, and he wouldn't let me go to his house? Wang Baochuan of the kiln.I'm a fan of the authorities, but Xu Tianji is a fan, why didn't you remind me? !Thinking of this, I glared fiercely at the person next to me who has been silent since getting in the car and condensed into a statue.

When we arrived at the destination, we walked another 1 kilometer before seeing the legendary old Du's villa.That's right, Lao Du is a self-proclaimed rich second generation. His family is powerful and powerful. The brackets are the size of a fat peanut, and the brackets end.In the words of some of my cronies, Lao Du's mother is always looking forward to Lao Du's ability to bring him a poor, kind and beautiful Cinderella back, so that his mother can have a chance to practice it. In the air, the scene of the overwhelmed little girl was frightened away.However, I am a man, and the story is changed to the real version of Prince and Cinderella. There is no expectation of being photographed, only shady underground love. Except for the discovery, I never had the slightest thought of leading me to see my parents.There is a song how to sing - "I still can't have a name."

The villa is brightly lit, and there are occasional cars of various brands coming in and out. Could Lao Du be in a window?I have no idea.I smiled and joked with Xu Tianji: "Guess if I stopped a car at this time and forced them to tell me where Lao Du was, how many results would there be? A. I was beaten away. B. I was invited in to tell me the truth Then he was beaten away. C. happened to stop Lao Du's car." Xu Tianji's face was so ugly that I thought he would rush over to beat me up for the Du family in the next second.Okay, okay, just talk about it, it’s okay, the baby is scared to death!

I pulled Xu Tianji who was on the verge of rage and hid behind the hidden high wall on the side of the villa. There was a small iron gate for easy access. I pushed it quietly. The iron gate was locked, but the gate of the villa could be seen through the crack , you can also see the people coming in and out of the gate.The two of us sat down against the wall, I took out my mobile phone and dialed the number that I had dialed countless times, but no one answered as always.The anger in my heart suddenly couldn't be broken, I threw the phone out fiercely, and the sound of parts breaking came from a distance, so I was relieved...

It was late at night, and all the lights in the villa were extinguished.I turned my head to look at Xu Tianji, and found out why his eyes are so bright, brighter than all the silly stars in the sky at this time.I sat next to him, and his body temperature was my only heat source.Did it cool down today?Why is it so cold, I leaned my head on his shoulder and slowly closed my eyes.

I lay on Xu Tianji's lap and was awakened by the morning light. When I opened my eyes, I saw Xu Tianji was covering me from the sun with his hands.What a warm man.I straightened up and planned to praise him a few words, but after meeting my eyes, I saw the familiar and deep sadness in Xu Tianji's eyes again.Enough is enough!

I, Erkang, possessed me, shaking the shoulders of "Xu Ziwei" crazily, and roared: "What's wrong with you, do you know something? What does your expression of mourning every day mean, tell me! Tell me! you say!"

...fucking silent again.

Suddenly, I was enlightened: "Could it be, could it be!" I felt that Xu Tianji held his breath, his pupils widened suddenly, and he became nervous, did I guess right?

I gritted my teeth and said word by word: "I think about why you have been with me all the time! I think about why you are always so sad!"

Xu Tianji's face was pale...

I continued to smack seven inches cruelly: "You boy is very capable, you have lied to me for more than 20 years, you are not straight at all, are you!"

Xu Tianji's lips began to tremble...

I gave a fatal blow: "I know, it must be, you have a crush on Lao Du! You are worried about him and afraid that I will know it! Oh, don't explain! I won't listen, I won't listen, I won't listen!"