I suspect my boyfriend is playing missing

Xu Tianji's lips stopped shaking, he looked at my eyes and turned off the phone and restarted, returning to the familiar words like "You look bad and you forgot to take your medicine." or "Why is it hard to live in a mental hospital? Why run around? "'s concerned eyes.

I patted his chest, and was about to say something, when suddenly, I saw a car driving into the villa, and a man wrapped in a coat and wearing a mask got out of the car.Old Du!Hold!Don't say you're wearing a mask, I'll recognize you even if you're mummified!

I couldn't care about anything else, so I rushed out in a swish, and ran the best sprint speed in history. 30 meters, 20 meters, ten meters... I am getting closer and closer to him.

In less than a month, Lao Du lost a lot of weight, and the mask covered most of his face, but still couldn't block the two big blue and black eye circles.As expected, he was locked up by the family, was it because of coming out of the closet... He came out of the closet for me...?Lao Du has followed the established path of his family since he was a child. His temper is arrogant and cowardly. It seems that I have misunderstood him all the time. How much courage does it take for him to dare to disobey his father and come out of the closet?I stared at him while running, and thought sadly: "So you are so energetic, you are so thin..."

I ran to Lao Du with distress and joy, and called out with trembling voice: "Old Du, it's me."I was afraid that he didn't hear me, so I called him again loudly: "Old Du, why are you in a daze! I have been looking for you for a long time, and I have been waiting for you at home for more than 20 days. I am almost worried to death. All the flowers in our house are dead. Your favorite That pot of narcissus in my house was about to bloom..." My incoherent speech was cut off abruptly, because Lao Du just wiped my clothes and walked over with an indifferent expression, half-eyed stingy at giving me.I turned around and looked at his back and shouted hoarsely: "Du Wendao, you bastard!" The bastard entered the carved door, inside the door was a bright future, and outside the door was the scorching sun.My body fell to the ground, my heart sank into the abyss, and I passed out.Xu Tianji really didn't catch me...Knocked me to death.

When I woke up again, it was night again.I went back to the rental house where Lao Du and I shared, and I don't know how Xu Tianji's thin body brought me back.I was lying on the bed with my head resting on Xu Tianji's leg. I found myself getting used to waking up on his lap, but it was actually uncomfortable. He was too thin and he clucked too much.

I looked at Xu Tianji and wanted to say: "Look, my buddy was dumped." Then I wanted to say: "I lost my love and made me die. Am I a bitch again?" I thought so, and said But as thin as a mosquito: "Frog, I want to go home." Xu Tianji lowered his head and rubbed my fingers one by one. After a long time, he patted my head: "Okay."

After a month, I stood again in the... corridor at the door of my house. The familiar narrow stairs meandered upwards, and there were ghosts I couldn't see that were perfectly hidden by the darkness.Time passed by every minute and every second. I took a deep breath for the last time and reassessed the current remaining physical strength. It is estimated that I can withstand a few KOs, so I mustered up the courage to push open the concealed door.What caught my eye was a mess...

The contents of the locker in the square hall were emptied, the door was wide open, and several suitcases were scattered on the ground.My dad and my brother were going back and forth packing things into the suitcases, the atmosphere was flustered and depressing.I felt my heart was beating so hard that it seemed to burst out of my chest.I walked up to my dad in a few steps: "Dad, dad... Is our family moving? Where are you going? Dad, dad! Answer me, dad!"

My dad ignored me, and still silently folded the clothes in his hands, winter, autumn, summer... one by one from the closet and put them into the suitcase.I haven't seen each other for a month, and my dad's hair turned out to be more than half gray... My tears gushed out like water from the gate, blurring my vision, I couldn't see them clearly, and they couldn't see me clearly. .....

"Dad, Dad! Talk to me! Look at me! Don't you want me? I'm your son, don't you want me?"

My dad ignored my hand, which was shaking like a sieve, holding his arm tightly. A drop of liquid fell from his drooping eye socket and burned my arm.

I turned my head to pull my brother again: "Xiao Yuanzi, far away, help my brother to persuade my father, help my brother to persuade my father!" I tried to touch his hand in vain, but it was difficult to move forward under his indifferent expression.I almost collapsed watching the things belonging to our family of four being packed and boxed one by one. Where they were going, there was no place for me.Overnight, my mind seemed to go backwards for 20 years, and I became the helpless child I was when I was five years old. Watching my parents coaxing my newborn brother, tremblingly counting on the new child, When will I be thrown out.I knelt on the box in front of my dad, and my voice was hoarse when I shouted: "Dad, please, don't want me, I'll change! I'll change! I don't like men anymore, I'm going to like women! I'm obedient ! I'm going to get married! Go on a blind date! Please, don't want me..."

There was a pair of arms beside me trying to pull me up, I knew it was Xu Tianji, but now, I don't want anyone, I don't need anyone except my parents.I shook him off and stumbled towards my room, where are my things?No one can throw away my things!Rushing to the door of the room, I saw my mother standing by my bed with her back to the door crying.I was overjoyed in my heart: "Yes! Mom! My mother won't be willing to let me go!" I went up and wanted to put my arms around her shoulders, and wanted to hug her and say that I would never let them worry about me anymore.However, with a distance of more than one meter, I walked more slowly and panicked, and several times I wanted to turn around and escape.In the end, my legs mechanically led me to my mother, and I could clearly see her emaciated face, red and swollen eyes, and the photo she was holding in her hand...that was my posthumous photo !

My brain exploded with a bang, and all kinds of things from before rushed in, and the chattering made me feel like I had a splitting headache.In these 30 days I don't eat or drink and I'm never hungry, I'm always weak in the sun, my flowers are dry and dead, no one cares about me... because I'm already dead.I turned around stiffly, Xu Tianji stood behind me and looked at me quietly, tears streaming down my face.

My desperately sealed memories rushed out of Pandora's box.A month ago, Lao Du and I were returning to the city from a self-driving tour. He was driving and I was chatting with him. What a wonderful atmosphere.

At that time, the co-pilot had nothing to do. I picked up my mobile phone and wanted to surf the Internet, but it was his by mistake. I accidentally saw the text message from the floating window, only to find out that he had arranged a blind date next week.I questioned him with a text message, but Lao Du said straightforwardly: "Isn't this obvious? I am definitely going to get married, but getting married and being with you are two different things. Why are you more serious?" I yelled at him. Go, it's either a clean break, or he comes out.In the car, the two people talked more and more stiffly, and the noise became louder and louder. In a rage, Lao Du actually told me to get out of the car. On the expressway under the drizzle, he sneered and told me to get out of his car.

Just fuck it.As soon as I got out of the car, he drove away like a breeze, and didn't even leave me a mobile phone or a wallet.This inhuman bastard, break up!Do not break up and save the eggs?

Xu Tianji, you are an idiot, why did you call me at that time, no one answered and kept calling me?It's fine to call, you heard Lao Du swearing on the phone that he left me on the highway, why are you in such a hurry to drive to pick me up?You just let me go on by myself. If I can't go on, I'll be killed at worst. Why do you... put yourself in it.

When Xu Tianji found me in the middle of the expressway, I was walking with pain in my legs and feet, and I was swearing at the sky.He only wanted to pull me into the car, who was drenched in the rain, and stopped without taking a good look.How could it be such a coincidence that the moment I opened the door, a brick truck slid on the road and failed to brake, and crashed straight into our car. The last scene I saw before I was alive was Xu Tianji in the cab desperately reaching out to me. hand.

Before going home, I thought there were two of us.After returning home, I knew we were two wandering souls.I finally understood the deep sadness in Xu Tianji's deep eyes, and also saw other deeper emotions besides the deep sadness---pity and love.Unfortunately, it was too late.

Unfortunately, it's too late, now my heart and lungs are filled with hatred. For the first time, I know that ghosts can also hurt, and ghosts also have hatred.

Xu Tianji said: "We will be able to reincarnate after 49 days."

I said, "I want revenge."

Xu Tianji said: "Shall we reincarnate together, I will go wherever you go."

I said, "I want revenge."

Xu Tianji said: "Let it go, don't think about it anymore."

I said, "I want revenge."

Xu Tianji said, "Look at me, look at me."

I said, "I want revenge..."

I went back to the rental house again, and every item here has memories shared by me and Lao Du. Every time I look at it, I feel more resentful, and I don’t want to forget this hatred.Old Du is still alive and well, and maybe the scraps of his conscience that have not faded away will make him sleepless and suffer a lot.But how long?One month, six months, one year?After that, he was doomed to have a full house of children and grandchildren, and his wife and son, while the frog and I lost any possibility forever.I don't meet people well, what's wrong with the frog?Misunderstanding me?He was so good, he could have a future.

Now, I only do one thing every day, which is to look up various ancient books and ghost stories, and find any feasible or unfeasible methods.Strangers can't see me, and I can't hurt Lao Du who is a stranger, but I have to try, there is always a way, there is always a way, shouldn't I turn into a ghost?I must kill Lao Du, I want him to be buried with him!I am possessed.