love letter from the down and out

Having to kneel down on the ground in excruciating pain, the other half watched all this almost indifferently, until he followed Ji Yuan to stand in front of the tombstone with a familiar smiling face, Ji Wanxuan blinked suddenly, thinking calmly "Ah, I don't have a mother anymore." Accompanied by this exclamation, the emotionless half of his brain suddenly shattered into a puddle of blood, which smeared in front of his eyes along the sky, brought depression and was bounced back thousands of times. Ten thousand times the pain.It was pitch black.He swayed suddenly, and fell forward amidst exclamations and cries.Don't cry, just sleep.He will wake up.

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Respond to the comments section.I started writing this book intermittently a long time ago. There are many supporting roles, and there are too many things I want to write. I feel that it is a bit slow-motion, but I like to describe group portraits very much, and the plot needs it, so I will not change it.The upper part is [this book] will end on the 28th, the next few days will not always be this kind of atmosphere, there will be a wave of very sweet candy next to the broken mirror, Brother Fang will come back the day after tomorrow.The three-dimensional is too busy. The next part will be [opening a new book] on New Year’s Day. When the time comes, the number of words will be halved and the rhythm will be faster. It’s all my favorite part of reunion. It’s very easy to write, and I like it very much. If you feel that the development is too slow, you can wait. The next book is um.It is indeed a very, very long article. After seeing the hard work here, I am very lucky to have a time together with you.Thank you so much for liking it. Of course, if you really can’t stand it, don’t embarrass yourself. I hope to bring you an OK experience_(°:з」∠)_

Severed finger

This sleep seemed to be a bit long and heavy. When she woke up, it was very dark. Ji Wanxuan thought for a long time before realizing that she was at grandpa's house.A cup of hot water was put on the bedside table in advance, but it was already cold.The small building is equipped with floor heating, and it is not cool to step on the ground with bare feet. Ji Wanxuan walked silently, and when he opened the door, he passed the study and saw the orange light coming from the crack of the door.He was so thirsty that he went downstairs and drank two full glasses of water.When I came back, the door of the study was no longer closed, but opened a crack. Jiang Yunqing seemed to be right by the door, and hesitated when she wanted to push the door out.She asked, "Shall we take Doudou home?" Go home?Ji Wanxuan was a little confused.Aren't they at home now?Ji Yuan replied to her in a very soft voice: "Let him choose after he wakes up, maybe he wants to stay in a familiar environment." It turns out that going home refers to my uncle's house.Ji Wanxuan felt that she agreed with Ji Yuan's opinion.really.My uncle just moved to a new house this year... last summer, but people were hospitalized one after another before he could live in the popular house.The whole family is busy in the three-point line between the small building, the hospital and work, and they are not very familiar with their new home, so why should the nephew intervene.Ji Wanxuan is very self-aware now.For a long period of time from now to the future, he will be an existence that makes people feel tired and uncomfortable just looking at him.But no one did anything wrong. It is human nature to tend towards warmer and better things. Ji Wanxuan can understand it very well, but it is his choice and freedom not to want to shine anymore.The next morning, under the surprised eyes of Jiang Yunqing's energy, Ji Wanxuan sat down at the dining table, said good morning to the three of them in a warm voice, and said calmly: "I want to suspend school." Ji Baicen's chopsticks fell on the table .Jiang Yunqing hurriedly helped him pick it up, but as soon as she put it back on her son's plate, she quickly withdrew her hand as if waking up from a dream, and left the seat saying "I'll get new chopsticks".I didn't come back for a long time.Ji Wanxuan looked in the direction of the kitchen pityingly, and heard Ji Yuan ask him: "Are you sure?" Ji Wanxuan nodded: "Very sure." Nervous, it really doesn't make sense to stay in school any longer, it's just a different place to be in a daze.I haven't noticed it before, but Ji Yuan is probably the person in the family who respects Ji Wanxuan's opinion the most.He had suspended school before breakfast, and after dinner, Ji Yuan called the company to ask for leave, got dressed and prepared to take his two children out.The main purpose is to handle the suspension procedures for Ji Wanxuan, and send Ji Baicen to school by the way.Jiang Yunqing opened her mouth several times at the door but couldn't say anything. Ji Wanxuan smiled at her, and the woman turned her back and stopped trying to stop her.But she seemed to be crying.Ji Wanxuan shut up awkwardly, and followed Ji Yuan out.When he was a child, he often laughed when he didn't know what expression to make, but the more he grew up, the more he realized that sometimes laughing doesn't make people happy.Although he felt the same as before, except that he ate less because of the cold weather, had insomnia all night because of the small bed, and was too sleepy to talk because of the insomnia, there was no change.Walking into the letter again, although it was only a few days, it seemed like a century had passed.When Ji Yuan went to see the teacher, Ji Wanxuan didn't go back to class directly to pack his things, he went to the east school building to sit for a while.The landlord and Da Mao and Er Mao have already moved out of Peng Ye’s house and put them back on Xinzhong’s campus, but they have neither returned to the old school building, nor have they ever appeared in the teaching building. I don’t know where they started a new life.The old cat litter is still there, but it’s just a cat teaser that’s empty and no one is playing.He picked up one and played with it for a while, then he felt that it was not interesting, so he got up and left.When I went back to class from the laboratory building, the classroom was very quiet.Zhang Yifeng had probably told everyone about his suspension of school, and Ji Wanxuan returned to his seat under the silent gaze all the way, opened his mouth and laughed.He originally thought that Wen Ya would not help him tidy up the table in a fit of pique, and let everyone fill his notebook with all kinds of draft paper with nagging words, which was already too much.He never expected his classmates to be so old-fashioned, and even folded a whole jar of paper cranes for him, with hundreds of candies mixed in, which he couldn't finish eating in a year.His sugar bowl was empty once before, and Shen Fang filled it up for him once, but now, the classmates who had eaten his sugar together gave him such a big brand new sugar bowl.Ji Wanxuan sat on the seat, put away each book with thick paper clips, zipped it up, hugged the sugar bowl and stood up.The moment he was about to walk out of the class, Ning Zeyang raised his voice and yelled: "Ji Wan, are you back?" Obviously everyone is in Yancheng, and obviously has all the contact information of this person, but at this moment, the class leader But suddenly there was an illusion of an almost eternal farewell in his heart.Can we meet again.Standing outside the door, Zhang Yifeng lowered his head and knocked out a cigarette from the box.Some girls in the class couldn't hold back their sobs, and the boys cursed "fuck" in a low voice in the last row.Ji Wanxuan smiled and winked at everyone skillfully.But it didn't answer the question. "Study hard and make progress every day, everyone." He stepped out of the gate of Class [-] of the third year, and took off the unburned cigarette from the head teacher's mouth.Holding the sugar bowl in his hand, he couldn't move his hands, so he just ordered "less smoking" and left.Ji Yuan was waiting for him at the end of the corridor.This person is probably Shunfenger, and when he took the schoolbag for Ji Wanxuan, he asked him: "Why don't you coax your classmates and tell them to come to play at home when they are free." Ji Wanxuan cautiously pushed him: "Aren't you just Have you asked for a few hours off, hurry up and go back to work." Ji Yuan didn't say anything, but he put Ji Wanxuan down at the fork in the road between going home and going to work, saying that he would only help him with the burden luggage.Thank you very much.Ji Wanxuan got out of the car empty-handed, watched his brother-in-law's black crowd leave, and walked in the direction of his grandfather's house with his pockets in his pocket.Fate is always like this, and the probability of meeting two people who don't want to meet is extremely high.Ji Wanxuan stopped on the road, looked at Ye Yuwen who suddenly appeared in front of him, with pure curiosity in his eyes. "You're not dead yet?" The little lunatic is really crazy, and he grinned as if he liked his attitude: "Do you miss me?" "Crazy." Ji Wanxuan bypassed him and continued to walk forward.He regretted choosing this deserted path.Ye Yuwen chased after him like a dog. "Why don't you ask Shen Jiazhen why he still allows me to wander outside? Because I haven't done anything, he can't do anything to me at all. I told you that it's useless to find Shen Jiazhen. You still don't believe me, and you insist on messing with me. You see, I just told that person about my father's story and how Shen Jiazhen killed him, and that person went crazy to your school." This little speaker is really annoying.Ji Wanxuan was expressionless: "Your father is not dead." Ye Yuwen's face changed, and he screamed: "He is dead!" "He looks like that, he might as well be dead!" "What do you really think Shen Jiazhen is Is it a good thing? Do you believe everything he says?" "You think that Ye Zhining's organ donation consent form was fabricated by me? Fuck! Shen Jiazhen brought it home with his own hands! My dad He was also the one who ran into someone to kill him!" Ji Wanxuan no longer cared whether these words were true or not.He stopped his pace and looked back at Ye Yuwen: "What do you want?" What do you want to stay away from Shen Fang.This encounter was purely accidental. The little lunatic probably hadn't had time to think of any conditions in advance, but when he rolled his eyes, he suddenly came to inspiration, and said happily: "Someone wants one of my fingers. Shen Fang will do it for me. I will give it to you." Let him go." Ji Wanxuan didn't hesitate for half a syllable: "Is mine okay?" "...What?" Why can't I even understand the words.Ji Wanxuan repeated word by word: "I said, can I replace you?" Ye Yuwen's face twisted, and his tone was stiff: "The thumb of the right hand." Wasted half.Ji Wanxuan nodded: "Yes