love letter from the down and out

ah. "Crazy..." The little lunatic muttered embarrassingly: "They are all crazy, and I think you are not far from crazy." "It's a lot of talking. Just now I have time, Ji Wanxuan urged Ye Yuwen to take him to find the object of grievances, while still happily threatening him on the way: "My fingers are broken, if you dare to One step closer to Shen Fang, I'll kill you, believe it or not? The little lunatic got a headache from being read by him, and couldn't bear it anymore, he covered his ears and shouted: "You haven't cut off your finger yet!" "Shouldn't it be broken sooner or later? Ji Wanxuan didn't argue with him, walked around the pile of waste bricks, and saw the young boy surrounded by a group of gangsters at a glance. Yang Linxuan shouted as loudly as his good friend: "Stay away from my brother! "Which one is this acting on?" Ji Wanxuan curiously looked back at the little lunatic with an inexplicably gloomy expression: "Did you call?" "It's no wonder that Ye Yuwen led himself to waste time walking around the streets after such a short journey. He was waiting for helpers here in circles. Yang Linxuan actually skipped class. Ji Wanxuan thought of it at the first time. Then he began to think about Ye Why did Yu Wen call Yang Linxuan, a young master who can't lift his hands or shoulders? Leaving aside the huge possibility that he is completely crazy, the only answer left is that he wants Yang Linxuan to stop him. Ji Wanxuan really Surprised." Are you really sick? "It was Ye Yuwen who asked him to cut off his fingers, and Ye Yuwen was the one who regretted it first. Did he think that after going through so many things, Ji Wanxuan would still accept his favor? Ye Yuwen's face was very pale. Ugly: "I have no grievances with you, and your cut fingers don't count. "" That's up to you. "Ji Wanxuan shook off him and walked forward, knocked the unsuspecting Yang Linxuan unconscious with a knife in his hand, turned around and pushed him into the arms of Ye Yuwen who was chasing him. "Take care of him. "After giving the instructions, he turned his head and greeted politely a row of thug-like youths who were looking at each other: "Hello everyone, I heard that this man owes the boss a finger, I'll come and help him pay it back. "Crazy, completely crazy. Ji Wanxuan was led to a bungalow with a yard, and under the weird respectful gazes of others, he wandered around the room consciously with his hands behind his back. On the table, on the ground, everywhere It’s potted plants and unfinished statues. He feels that this boss is very affectionate in private, like a retired artist, not as bloody as when he threatens others, and he always asks for a finger. Of course, many famous people in the world Serial perverted murderers think of themselves as artists. Ji Wanxuan went deep into the tiger pool, feeling very calm. There was a little lunatic yelling outside the door. Yang Linxuan didn't say a word, probably still fainted. The boss seemed to be When I came back, I was listening to my subordinates report on work outside the door. Occasionally, I said "um", very impatient. Ji Wanxuan picked a chair and sat down, feeling quite dazed. Why did he come to such a place? When the boss stepped into the threshold, he also felt the magic, and directly said "fuck me" to Ji Wanxuan. "Why is it you every time. "Ji Wanxuan raised his eyelids, met Bai Xiaoyu's speechless eyes, and after a while, smiled.

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The last time the cue went to Bai Xiaoyu to guide the way to Chapter 33.I have considered Xiao Ji's reaction after his mother's death for a long time. Our chick is the kind of person who can hold back very much, but he doesn't feel it at all.He only knows that there is a string in his mind that is about to break, whoever gets close will suffer, so he doesn't want to get close to anyone at this moment, not only to protect himself, but also to protect the one he loves.And the person he loves, Shen Fang, is the person who understands him best besides his mother.There is a detail that may not be included in the text, but put it here: Shen Fang always followed behind Ji Wanxuan who thought he was walking alone.

Goodbye jack

The cold wind was blowing, above the one-story house with fine snowflakes floating, two people wrapped in thick coats were sitting on the red brick roof in a daze.Regarding seeing Ji Wanxuan again, Bai Xiaoyu said from the bottom of his heart: It's really a dog.When he used to be a school bully, he used to hang out around Xinzhong and the sports school. Later, he didn't want to hang out. He found a place to live and started to focus on his hobbies - planting flowers and playing with mud.But obviously even the retirement declaration has been distributed, but there are always so-called "on the road" people who think that he is here to hide his strength and bide his time, and every now and then someone calls the boss to come and join him.In fact, they are all just half-children in the nearby old city, messing around together, and the leaderless group of dragons forced him to be the boss.While playing with his own mud, Bai Xiaoyu turned all these people into his flower-moving brothers.The so-called Longtan Tiger's Den in the outside world's legends is actually just a nursery run by this retired employee.As for the broken finger, Bai Xiaoyu did say this, but he just mentioned it casually.However, this person has been around for a long time, no matter how much he spends on self-cultivation, there is a deep hostility engraved in his brows and eyes, so everyone except himself takes this seriously. "I haven't seen such a troublesome and annoying little kid for a long time." Bai Xiaoyu took a cigarette in his mouth, and glanced irritably at the person next to him who was pretending to be stupid: "You are one of them." But Ye Yuwen had Nothing less than that, he is a natural troubleshooter.The little brother was so good at carrying flowers for the big brother, but he insisted on finding trouble for nothing, and acted like a shrew in the street to go crazy because he was bumped.Bai Xiaoyu was forced to come out of the greenhouse, but in the end, he was only pulled by his younger brother to settle the quarrel and fight in the children's family, so naturally he was so annoyed that he wanted to curse.Maybe I said something serious, who would have thought that another annoying spirit would be recruited in the end.Ji Wanxuan pretended not to understand his sarcasm, turned his head and asked, "Do you still have cigarettes? Give me one too." Bai Xiaoyu gave him all the cigarettes and lighters, and Ji Wanxuan clamped the body of the cigarette and lit it , took a breath in the cold wind very unskillfully, was choked by the acrid air again, and coughed laboriously.Bai Xiaoyu sneered, propped his chin and dusted off the cigarette ash.He asked, "Where's your sister?" Nie Ziyu left a deep impression on people back then, and in recent years he would occasionally think of the little girl with the ponytail.Ji Wanxuan took another breath persistently, but this time she didn't choke.He replied: "Going abroad." "...Going abroad?" Bai Xiaoyu seemed surprised, and after a moment of ecstasy, he asked, "Which country?" Ji Wanxuan glanced at him, and asked without answering, "Do you like her?" ?” Bai Xiaoyu breathed out a smoke ring expressionlessly: “Hi your mother, you are a god.” Ji Wanxuan was very calm: “My mother passed away.” He still had filial piety pinned to his sleeve.The gang leader was silent: "...I'm sorry." Ji Wanxuan: "It's okay." Bai Xiaoyu: "..." He spat, and changed the subject: "What's your relationship with that little psycho? He asked you to come here, so you really come here " Ji Wanxuan thought for a moment, and honestly replied: "I'm not very familiar, I've met him three times." Bai Xiaoyu: "..." Ji Wanxuan added: "I promised him to come because the only way to scare a lunatic is to He is even crazier." Bai Xiaoyu: "Then if I really want your finger when I come back, will you really give it?" Ji Wanxuan looked blankly into the distance: "I don't know, I didn't think so much, take a step Let's take a step." "..." Bai Xiaoyu looked at him, and frowned tightly: "You always wear a mask, are you tired?" He said this without end, Ji Wanxuan was stunned for a while, He unconsciously touched his own skin, but there was nothing but the coldness.Bai Xiaoyu: "I don't know how you usually are, but I've seen you twice, each time with such an ugly dead face. Do you really want to cry? If you want to cry, just find a place where there is no one Well, don't laugh, it's really ugly." People's emotional outlets probably really have a valve.Children's valves are always unscrewed and unobstructed. They cry when they want to cry, and laugh when they want to laugh.But the older you get, the tighter this valve becomes.Emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy pile up in front of the tightly closed exit, and most of the time they will dry up by themselves, but sometimes, those emotions will slowly accumulate like water and sand, just waiting for a certain opportunity, and they will completely rush out. Human emotional defenses.Crash is often only a moment.Bai Xiaoyu looked at Ji Wanxuan who suddenly burst into tears and gasped for breath, and was instantly at a loss. "I'm really crying... I just said that I was crying secretly by myself, why don't you go back and cry?" Ji Wanxuan ignored him, from weeping with restraint, to sobbing very low, and finally emotional Completely broken, the boy finally cried out with a hoarse voice.From the end of the summer, the pain has gradually deepened step by step until now, and finally all of them were cried to a little snow in this vast winter.After all, he is human too.It hurts, it hurts, and occasionally you want to die early.He cried for a long time, till the end, those foolish boys thought that their boss had really done something to him upstairs, and walked out of the room like a dementia to look up.Bai Xiaoyu drove them away impatiently while waving his hands, and at the same time took out half a piece of crumpled toilet paper from seven or eight pockets on his body, and stuffed it into Ji Wanxuan's arms regardless of whether it was clean or not. "Cry slowly, don't cry dumb..." He felt a little broken.Especially when he saw the two streaks of blood on the bottom of the nose behind Ji Wanxuan's raised head, Bai Xiaoyu's legs went limp.In winter, the wind is strong, and as soon as the warmth of the nasal cavity appears in the air, it is quickly cooled into a cold and viscous liquid, but it can't flow out no matter what, and it can't be frozen.Ji Wanxuan touched a nosebleed, cried even more sadly, and choked up intermittently: "I may faint later, please take me to the hospital, don't tell others." Bai Xiaoyu is going crazy.Ji Wanxuan didn't faint, but he was dragged and pushed downstairs.Bai Xiaoyu stood staring blankly at each other