go back and try love

Although the company has blocked the news, there were a lot of onlookers at the time, and some rumors spread on the Internet. Originally, An Wenxuan's sexual orientation was questioned because he was popular with male fans. Now it is even rumored that his parents came to visit him. For a while, homosexual rumors were rampant. However, Zheng Yu's father did not know if it was the trick of Zheng Yu's father. Zheng Yu's name did not appear in front of the public.

However, An Wenxuan didn't have the energy to care about the criticisms against him on the Internet, because he was feeling a headache from the nearly 11-hour flight. Holding the ticket to Mauritius, An Wenxuan's eyebrows were frowned, although this African The island countries in the east exempt Chinese citizens from visas, but this instant trip is too troublesome. There is no direct flight to the mainland, so he can only transfer from Hong Kong Airport to Maolin Airlines, depart the night before, and arrive in Pulai It was already local afternoon at Sance International Airport, and Zheng Yu was waiting for him at the airport. The two of them got into a taxi without talking much.

The place was sweltering, sitting in a taxi, An Wenxuan was sweating on his forehead, and subconsciously tugged on his neckline. Zheng Yu turned his head, looked at him, took out a tissue from his pocket, and wiped the sweat off his forehead. When he reached his neck, An Wenxuan hurriedly turned his head out of the window, his hands were stiff in the air for a few seconds, and then slowly lowered to wipe off the sweat on his neck. The car was heading north along the beach road, and you could see it from a distance. The blue sky is indeed a country known as a natural oxygen bar——

But, why do I always feel breathless...

When they finally arrived at the hotel, the waiter led them to the reserved room and brought them the most famous pear juice in the area. The room was spacious and opposite to the sea. An Wenxuan looked at the room and found that there was only one big clean bed in the room. He pursed his lips, Cautiously asked: "You, you only booked one room?"

Zheng Yu rolled his eyes and chuckled lightly: "No, two rooms, this is yours, mine is next door."

"Oh."

He didn't know whether he was happy or disappointed, he just nodded and turned to look out the window.

Zheng Yu stopped on the spot for a moment, and leaned forward, wanting to wrap his arms around his waist, but in the end he only put his hand on his shoulder and patted him: "You take a shower first, change your clothes, and we'll go out for a walk later."

With a slight trembling of his body, An Wenxuan responded in a low voice: "Okay."

As soon as you go out, you will find the hotel's private beach. The long coastline has beautiful scenery, the fine sand is soft, and the smell of the sea is refreshing and comfortable. The islands are scattered and the waves are churning. In the distance is the famous Mount Monet in Mauritius. The green belt of mountains, the same color of sea and sky, listening to the waves hitting the reefs, and the singing of gulls, is like walking in a painting.

"Want to go surfing?" Zheng Yu asked him with a shallow arc as soon as he stepped on the beach and saw various styles of surfboards on the shore.

An Wenxuan shook his head: "No, I don't know how, just walk."

"Ah."

Barefoot, the two walked along the coastline silently, watching the sunset on the sea level, the sky began to slowly turn red, the sea water shone brightly like jewels, the waves came quietly, and then receded quietly, occasionally Not reaching the ankles, with bursts of cold, tourists in twos and threes on the beach, some lying on the beach, taking a nap with their eyes closed, some chasing each other, laughing and talking.

An Wenxuan raised his head occasionally, and glanced at the people beside him faintly. There was a layer of orange-red halo all over his body, his outline was soft, and his breath was warm. At this moment, the scenery was beautiful and the wind was warm, but the people around him, although not Changing to be domineering, but to him, it is the best after all, but, the beautiful night, the helpless day, even the best of him, will be separated...

At dusk, when the sun is setting and the distant mountains are alone, the tired birds are returning to the western sky. On the beach of the hotel, sun umbrellas are set up and round tables are set up. The staff are busy preparing a buffet for the tired tourists.

"hungry?"

An Wenxuan sighed lightly, regretting coming here, this kind of trip is really tormenting, the more careful this person is, the more uneasy he will be.

"Zheng Yu, I'm too tired today, I want to go back to my room to rest early."

His eyes dimmed, and he smiled miserably: "Okay."

All the way to the door, Zheng Yu stared at the hair on the top of his head, down to his snow-white neck, clenched his hands tightly into fists, watching An Wenxuan smile at him alienatedly: "Okay, you too, hurry up... "

Zheng Yu suddenly kissed that person, and with undeniable strength, he carried him into the room, shook off the restraint of the whole day, and wantonly ravaged those soft lips.

"Hmm..." Falling into the familiar domineering embrace unexpectedly, An Wenxuan felt a sense of emptiness that oxygen was being robbed, and couldn't help but clung to his arm vigorously.

Ignoring his slight struggle, Zheng Yu hugged his thin body tightly as if he had exhausted all his strength, the four lips were tightly pressed together, the body fluid in his mouth mixed together without distinction, and his hands were Can't wait to strip his clothes.

Although his eyes were reddened by desire, he still clearly felt that An Wenxuan's body stiffened for a while. He let go of his lips in a daze and stared at those black eyes that showed a little bit of embarrassment. Zheng Yu understood clearly. , only smiled sadly, and said: "Wenxuan, do you think that since we want to separate, we shouldn't cross the line?"

His mind was understood, An Wenxuan felt uneasy, pursed the corners of his mouth lightly, finally, sighed almost inaudibly, and wrapped his arms around his neck: "Forget it, then..."

"Then don't cross the line." Zheng Yu answered the words calmly, raised his hand to grab his hand, and pulled it to his side. At this time, the red in his eyes slowly faded, and he pretended to be indifferent and said, "Just now. ..Just treat it like a good night kiss, you, go to bed early."

An Wenxuan froze on the spot, opened and closed his mouth, but couldn't make a sound, followed him to the door, watched him leave a faint smile, and the door was tightly closed.

The man left, but he still stared at the door, his eyes were empty and empty, as if the moment the door closed, it took away its only color, and the sadness accumulated in his heart almost made him suffocate, He took a few short breaths, his body swayed a little, and he walked slowly to the door, put his hand on the handle, and held it tightly, but he didn't press down for a long time.

"Wenxuan," a faint voice suddenly came through the door.

An Wenxuan was stunned, he didn't move, he almost stopped breathing, all his nerves were tuned to his ears, and he listened carefully to the sound outside the door.

"Whether you can hear it or not," the voice outside the door forbears and mourns, "I beg you, if you have a girlfriend in the future, you must hide it and don't let the media know, let alone me... .”

After a long pause, her tone trembled uncontrollably: "I don't want to see you kissing me with other women, I don't want to know how much you love her!!"

Is the greatest sorrow met by fate but not together?

Even if you are close at hand, it seems like a stranger. Now, you meet, get, and lose in a hurry, leaving only a scar in the bottom of your heart. It hurts you whenever you want, and you don’t even have the ability to resist. .

An Wenxuan's heart seemed to be hit by a heavy hammer, his mind was buzzing, his hands were tightly clenched on the doorknob, what is this?

...Isn't it decided?

Why are you still telling me this? !

I can't keep any promises, just like at the beginning, I can't keep my heart, I don't make promises lightly, in this way, neither you nor I will be sad, from one story to another, starting over, isn't it best of it?

The murmuring sobs continued: "Really, really, please, don't let me know..."

I screamed silently in my heart, but my eyes were blurred by tears, and I could only feel the vibration transmitted from the doorknob to my hand, as if a person was leaning weakly on the door panel, and almost inaudible whimpers came from the door. Passed in thread by thread: "I've never been a good person, if I knew, I don't know what I would do, so you must not let me know..."

Mechanically repeating the words "don't let me know" and "I don't want to know", An Wenxuan bit his lower lip to ensure that he didn't make a sound. In a word, he wasn't even sure right....

"An Wenxuan, if you meet someone like me in the future, you must run far away, and don't be entangled again..."