go back and try love

Early in the morning, Zheng Yu came to knock on the door, and shouted excitedly: "Wenxuan! I heard that there will be a bonfire party by the sea tonight. Let's go out for a stroll and come back to participate!"

An Wenxuan stared at him blankly, without responding for a while, Zheng Yu stepped forward with a smile, raised his hand to caress his little face, and said with a petting smile, "Why are you so dazed?"

Those peach-blossom eyes were clear, filled with tenderness like water, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and there was a playful smile rippling, still the stunning good looks.

...Is everything yesterday just a dream?

"No, nothing," An Wenxuan lowered his eyes slightly and murmured, "Yesterday...."

"What happened yesterday?" Zheng Yu quickly interrupted, and then stretched his muscles and bones, showing a comfortable attitude, "I slept well yesterday, how about you?"

"Well, I'm fine too." An Wenxuan looked into his eyes and smiled lightly. His long eyelashes were warm in the sunlight coming in from the window.

Zheng Yu turned his head awkwardly, and scratched the broken hair on his temples: "Let's go, finally come out, hurry up and play."

This is abroad, and the two of them don't have to worry about being recognized. They are dressed in casual clothes and a peaked cap, like two students who are going out for an outing. However, this trip to Mauritius was completely improvised, and Zheng Yu didn't do it either. Too much homework, but in the morning, I asked the hotel attendant, and heard that Cordang Watergate, Port Louis Market, and Chinatown were worth visiting, so he chartered a special car to take them to Port Louis in the city center.

The whole city of Port Louis is surrounded by the Moka Mountains, and there are many historical buildings left over from the colonial period. Zheng Yu’s first stop was at Fort Adelaide, which is located at the highest point of Port Louis. Built under the instruction of the world, from here you can overlook the entire Port Louis, the mist is gradually thinning, and the city surrounded by greenery is bathed in the warm morning light. An Wenxuan likes this picturesque scenery very much——

The neon crosses the sun, but for a moment, the epiphyllum is beautiful, and the fingers are gone, the deep nostalgia, the invincibility of time,

And morning bells and evening drums, floating clouds and stars, spring flowers and summer rain, autumn moon and winter snow, in this unfeeling world, it goes round and round, endlessly, the happiest and most complete.

Before he knew it, the gentle breeze blew away the sorrowful cloud between his brows, a faint smile rose from the corner of his mouth, and he took a few mouthfuls of fresh air greedily, causing the people beside him to giggle and feel that he put his hands After pinching a few times on his waist, he pursed his lips in reproach: "What are you laughing at?"

The man tilted his head and said jokingly: "After inhaling the smog for so long, we are suddenly exposed to fresh air. Let's take it easy, lest the body can't accept it for a while! Not to mention, the smog in the north is thicker, and it gets into the nose when you inhale it." It is soft, yet full-bodied. Aftertaste carefully, there is still a slight lingering sweetness. It was my mistake that I didn’t prepare the taste of my hometown for you this time. If you accidentally suck too much fresh, you will pass out. ..."

An Wenxuan smiled, listened to his nonsense, and continued: "Dizzy, how?"

Zheng Yu pretended to be thinking, and sighed helplessly: "I can only put you behind the exhaust pipe of the car and take a few breaths...."

An Wenxuan resisted the urge to roll his eyes, snorted softly, and turned his gaze back to the dreamy morning scene, but before he knew it, a refreshing smile appeared on his brows and eyes. Compared with this person, he seemed to be There are too many burdens, and even when you come out to play, you still look forward and backward, but if you think about it carefully, there is nothing in the world, except life and death, which is not a nostalgic matter. If you are bored or hurt, just let it go.

Feeling that the man put his hand on his head and pressed it, his voice was a little frivolous: "Look at you, your hair is all up! Haha, are you going to receive WIFI signals?!"

Turning his head slightly, he glanced at the handsome face with an exaggerated smile, he still didn't change his stubbornness, but he had already lived in seclusion in his heart, he could let go of the world, but, could he let go of him?

Plaza Cordan is a shopping mall in Port Louis. Neither of them likes to shop. However, there is an area in the center of the square with colorful umbrellas. It is the most famous parasol street. The parasols inside change with each season and The theme event of the shopping mall was changed. When they arrived, the theme was strawberry red, and the parasols propped up were suspended in a patchwork pattern over the street, like peach blossoms blooming in the blue sky, burning.

An Wenxuan looked up, the sunlight passed through the gap of the parasol and fell on the stone road, the colors were mottled, wandering in it, it was like a fairyland of glazed glass, like a dream, he took this beautiful scene into his eyes contentedly, he turned his head brightly With a smile, the smooth and fair face glowed with charming colors: "Hey, it's really beautiful!!"

Unexpectedly, the man was facing him with the mobile phone, and before he could react, there was a click, and the most beautiful scene, the person he loved the most, had been firmly fixed in the frame by him. Looking carefully at the screen, his brows were lowered, It is full of youthful and soft colors, and there is a silent word on the mouth: "It is very beautiful."

——The people on the bridge look at the scenery, but they don't know that you are the most beautiful scenery in the eyes of others. The bright moon adorns your window, but you adorn other people's dreams.

"what are you doing?"

Zheng Yu walked over and gently embraced him: "It's okay, I just took a picture of you."

An Wenxuan didn't say anything, grabbed the corner of his clothes, pointed to the handicraft stall next to him: "Look."

There were Mauritian handicrafts on the stall, and the two looked at them with great interest. The shell carvings were exquisitely crafted and the patterns were lifelike, while the small fish and shrimps made of wood were also colorful and vivid.

"Xuanxuan, look!"

As soon as An Wenxuan turned his head, he felt that something was placed on his head. Zheng Yu pointed at his head and laughed loudly: "It's so similar!"

An Wenxuan was baffled, and turned his eyes upwards subconsciously. Unexpectedly, Zheng Yu clapped his hands excitedly: "Haha, Xuanxuan, this little yellow duck is so similar to you! It's amazing!!"

Hearing this, An Wenxuan took off the things on his head and took a closer look, but was half-dead from anger——

This is a yellow doll with a simple shape, a bulging head and a bulging body. The most noticeable thing is the two big eyes. There are bean-sized black dots in the oval black circles. It is indeed similar to An Wenxuan. The frightened expression when the eyes are wide open is very similar.

"Don't buy it!" An Wenxuan grabbed the doll and wanted to put it back angrily.

Zheng Yu immediately went to grab it, and yelled like a fool: "No, I want this!!"

An Wenxuan was afraid that he would pick it up again, so he put the doll on his back and taught him like a parent: "How old are you! You still buy dolls!! Don't sell them!!"

Zheng Yu stretched out his hand, hooped him into his arms, and grabbed him behind his back: "No! Give it to me!"

Regardless of other people's eyes, the two kept fighting until Zheng Yu buried his head into his neck and blew air, making him numb, and then An Wenxuan realized that something was wrong. Two big men, for such a duck doll, What is it to flirt and cuddle in the street!

Unable to break free, An Wenxuan stopped his movements, buried his head in his chest, and said in a muffled voice, "Release me first!"

Zheng Yu held the duckling doll in his hand as he wished, but did not let go, but hugged him tightly, put his lips to his ear, and said softly: "Wenxuan, let me buy it, without you , at least have it with me."

*****

The bonfire party is not very lively, but it is still a lot of fun to light a bonfire on the beach and listen to the sound of the waves. Let go of the usual restraint, the mountains and waves, the sunset, the night is full of stars, the music is playing, and everyone gathers around the bonfire. Yanyan laughed, but the two of them just sat quietly in the corner. I don't know if the scene at this moment is too warm, or the loneliness in my heart is too terrible. An Wenxuan slightly leaned on Zheng Yu's body, like a drowning person grabbing a piece of driftwood, Not willing to let go at all.

I thought I was ready to let go, but in such a dim light, I was so sad that I couldn't breathe. Before he came, he was walking through the wind and snow, and he was never alone. Why did he feel deserted after he came, swarming with butterflies...

Zheng Yu turned his head slightly to him, sniffed the light fragrance of his hair with the tip of his nose, put his hand casually on his shoulder, and gently stroked his cheek with his fingers. At this moment, as if God had mercy, he bestowed the two of them with the time to cut like a lotus , all doubts, doubts, and anxiety are dispelled by the warm red bonfire. The beach is the mat, the sky is the quilt, and the waves play music. look forward to.

Life is like water, when you look back, it has already flowed away in a hurry, and when you turn around, it is another story of time, seeing all the prosperity in the world, the most beautiful is nothing but ordinary, with the free and easy breeze, the pride of picking up a wave, holding your hand, The road is dyed with the fragrance of flowers, laughing all the way, singing all the way, a lifetime, a couple.

The sparks ignited by the bonfire are swaying and flying, and merged with the stars all over the sky, forming a long golden-red river connecting the sky and the earth. The hotel staff set up a table, prepared the audio equipment, and invited tourists to show their talents. Singing, dancing casually, no comparison of high and low, aiming to have fun, even if the five tone is not complete, it can win the applause of the whole house.

I don’t think so, there are really some good singers among the tourists. As soon as they opened their mouths, it was Carpenter’s classic song "Yesterday Once More". Singing this song with a thick and deep voice, it has a distant artistic conception like an old-fashioned gramophone.

Looking back on how it was years gone by

(Looking back on the years that have passed)

And the good times that I had

(Reminiscing about the good times we had)

Makestodayseemrathersad

(Feeling so sad today)

So much has changed

(everything changes too much)

It wassongsoflovethat Iwouldsingtothem

(This is the song about love that I want to sing to the years)

And I'd memorize each word

(I can remember every line of the lyrics)

Those old melodies still sound so good tome

(These beautiful melodies are still beautiful to me)

Astheymelttheyearsaway

(as if they melted away the years)

The two looked at each other at the same time, their round and bright black eyes were like the brightest stars in the night sky, Zheng Yu moved closer to him, and touched lightly at the corners of his eyes, An Wenxuan trembled slightly, and tightly grabbed the corner of his clothes.

——For me, the best time is at this moment, if possible, time, stop at this second...

After today, I will embrace a beautiful memory like a dream, and walk towards a barren future without you,

From now on, flowers bloom and fall, dreams wake up and dreams shatter, it's all just joy in vain.

Zheng Yu suddenly remembered something, leaned against his ear, and said in an intoxicated voice: "Wenxuan, go up, you can sing much better than him!"

Hearing this, An Wenxuan let out a light snort, and a haughty smile flashed across his clear and bright eyes, showing a rare lack of modesty: "Please, let alone being a trainee, even from my debut, I have also sung Years, of course it will sing better than him!"

"So, go up and sing, I'll accompany you." Zheng Yu got up, pulled An Wenxuan up, held his hand, and walked to the stage.

An Wenxuan was taken aback, and asked in a panic: "Hey, are you serious?!"

Peach Blossom's eyes were raised, the corners of his mouth were curled up, and he raised a smoky smile: "Of course it's true!"

He dragged him onto the stage, and discussed with the hotel staff that he wanted a guitar. An Wenxuan glanced at it speechlessly. "

"Whatever, I will cooperate with you." Zheng Yu shrugged his shoulders, thought for a while, and added, "However, it's best not to be too biased, I may not be able to play."

Recalling that during the WXW period, a few people practiced English songs specially to cope with the sudden talent show in variety shows, An Wenxuan thought for a moment, and said: "Then Boyfriend."

If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go

(If I were your boyfriend, I would never let you leave me)

Ican take you places youain'tneverbeenbefore

(I can take you places you've never been)

Baby take a chance or you'll never ever know

(Honey, why not give each other a chance)

I got money in my hands that I'd really like to blow low (Swagswagswag) onyou

(Without you, no matter how much money I have, it's useless)

Chillin by the fire why weeatin' fondue

(Even the biggest test, we can solve it)

Idunno about me but I know about you

(I can forget my name for you)

Sosay hello to false set to in three two

(Can you come over and say hello to each other first)

I'd like to be everything you want

(I can do everything you want)

Heygirl, let metalk to you

(Hey girl can I have a word with you)

If I was your boyfriend, never let you go...  

(If I were your boyfriend, I would never let you leave me...)

Zheng Yu lowered his eyelids, plucked the strings with his slender fingers like flowing clouds and flowing water, and occasionally raised his head to look at the person, just sitting there quietly, and he was better than all kinds of scenery. Under the reflection of the bonfire, the arc of his eyes was a little bit orange, he smiled, and there was something deep in his peach eyes, which made people unable to figure it out.

An Wenxuan sings with heart, Zheng Yu concentrates on the accompaniment, there seems to be silence between heaven and earth, leaving only the sound of nature playing and singing. A love that is about to die.

An Wenxuan looked sideways, looked at the man with lowered eyebrows and plucked the strings, and took a tight breath: "if I was your boyfriend, neverlet yougo...."

You really are a Gu, if you get involved, you will be entangled for a lifetime.

Like telepathy, those eyes that look like autumn water looked over softly, glanced at each other, everything in the world quietly disappeared, only the eyes of each other were entangled in the air, and in an instant, a huge wave was set off in the heart raging waves.

... A trace of coolness passed through the corners of the eyes and spread slowly. Is it raining?

Extra: First Kiss

A bunch of people were drinking a little too much, giggling and fighting.

An Wenxuan didn't like this kind of scene very much. If Lin Che, the oldest among the trainees, said that everyone practiced too hard recently and needed to relax properly, he wouldn't want to come out for dinner with this group of people who he didn't know very well. , especially when Ren Shaobai was temporarily called away by the teacher, he had no reason to stay.

But before he could open his mouth to express his willingness to leave, a group of people who were full of wine and food clamored to add some entertainment programs to add to the fun, and the king game on the wine table was undoubtedly the most depressive for this group of minors who were severely disciplined. long-standing hormones.

Several of them were boys, and the scale of the game was very large. Some asked the two people whose numbers were called to dance and touch each other in public. An Wenxuan was shy and frightened when playing such a game, for fear that he would encounter bad luck. , It’s just that God treats all beings equally. The new king read out his number. An Wenxuan held the cards in his hand tightly, sweating from his palms.

"Number 3," the ending of the word "King" stretched out, and he glanced slyly towards the door, "Go out and meet the first girl passing by, Kiss!"

As soon as the words finished, whistles sounded in the room, An Wenxuan blushed so much that he almost buried his head in his clothes.

"Who, who! Hurry up!!" After a long time no one stood up, everyone shouted impatiently.

An Wenxuan bit his lower lip tightly, and was about to tear the playing cards into pieces, but the shouting of the crowd still didn't stop: "Hurry up, or everyone will show their cards!!"

"Oh yeah, it's such a good thing to do!" A drunken voice sounded, An Wenxuan looked for his reputation, only to see the pair of evil eyes in the corner glanced at him vaguely and then quickly moved away. He said to everyone, "I didn't see it clearly just now, you wait! I want you to see what a kiss is!!"

"It turned out to be Zheng Yu!" Everyone was slightly disappointed, this level of punishment was nothing to him at all.

...Hey, why is he...

I saw that tall figure stood up staggeringly, opened the door, and just happened to be a girl with an ordinary appearance walked by the door, he stepped forward, hugged her around the waist without saying a word, put her on the mouth, and then kissed her.

The atmosphere that had just dropped was instantly ignited, and whistles and surprises were heard everywhere.

"Wow--"

"call out--"

And An Wenxuan sat there dumbstruck, unable to utter a word.

"Snapped--"

When Zheng Yu wobbled back to his seat, there were five bright red finger prints on that beautiful face, and everyone joked, "Hey, how do you feel?"

He drank a glass of wine, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked: "It's so so~~~"

"Hahahaha!"

"You are great!"

Everyone laughed, but he picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it nonchalantly. He drank a lot tonight, his eyes were blurred and misty, like a bottomless pool of spring water, the brilliance flowed, and he glanced around lightly, still feeling unfinished He licked the corner of his mouth lightly, and raised a meaningful smile.

While laughing and joking, An Wenxuan felt a strange feeling in his heart, and silently put the playing cards back.

Perhaps, this person misread his own cards...

The game was finally over, and An Wenxuan ran out as if he had been granted amnesty. As soon as he went down the stairs, he felt a strong hand grabbing his arm and dragging him to the dark corner of the stairs. He was about to yell , the warm breath with the smell of alcohol rolled into his ears numbly, causing him to tremble unceasingly: "Hey, senior kid, how can I say, I helped you! Didn't you show anything?!"

Only then did An Wenxuan realize that it was the frivolous boy with the captivating peach blossom eyes. Although he was not very happy when he first met, as he said, he was indeed the one who helped him out just now. After thinking for a long time, he bit his lower lip lightly: "That, that, thanks..."

"Forget it," the man was impatient, and rudely interrupted his polite speech, "I'll ask for some thank you myself."

An Wenxuan couldn't quite understand his words, a trace of doubt flashed across his clear and moist eyes, shining like jewels in the darkness: "Huh?!"

He raised his hand and stroked his soft lips. The corner of this man's mouth had a sinister arc, and his eyelids could not be opened anymore, but there was still a playful light in his eyes, as if he was talking to himself, "If you want, kiss Get up, it must be more comfortable than that girl..."

Before An Wenxuan could react, two warm things were pasted on his lips, his brain went blank instantly with a bang, and he felt the slippery tongue flying unscrupulously in his mouth.

Except for each other's heartbeat, the surrounding world seemed to be silent.

The smell of alcohol between his lips and teeth made that handsome face red, and in the end, there were only six words floating in his empty brain——

Paralysis, my first kiss! ! !

****

"An Wenxuan! Practice is over, go to the director's office!"

"Wow!"

There was a voice of envy. After four years as a trainee, everyone knew what it meant to be in the director's office at the critical moment when the company was planning to launch a new group. An Wenxuan suppressed the excitement in his heart and pretended to be flat.

There were already three people waiting at the door, An Wenxuan's pretended calmness could no longer hold back, and he yelled with the brightest smile, "Shaobai!"

Ren Shaobai was leaning lazily against the wall, still drooping his eyes, as if he hadn't woken up, but the moment he saw An Wenxuan, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he returned it like a breeze. With a smile like: "You are coming too!"

An Wenxuan nodded vigorously, and then looked at the other two—fortunately, they were all familiar to him.

"Hello!" Suddenly, a frivolous greeting sounded from behind.

When An Wenxuan turned his head, he couldn't help frowning. The man had his hands in his pockets, his seductive peach eyes were full of smiles, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and there was a hint of unruly in his evil charm. Compared with the young peach blossoms in March at that time, Its scorching beauty can amaze the whole spring.

"There is him? Didn't he just come here for a year?" A slightly disdainful voice muttered beside him, "Damn! This background is really fucking amazing..."

Greeted alienatedly, An Wenxuan glanced at him calmly, then lowered his eyes, what happened, like the wine that day, had long been forgotten by this person, and to himself, it was not What pleasant memory, faintly recalled, like petals falling, only slightly rippling on the calm lake.

There are always too many coincidences in life, even two parallel lines may intersect, but this person is a stranger after all, even if they really debuted together, they will not be fellow travelers, so let it be, meet you, hello, goodbye , everyone do not disturb each other, each other is safe.

"It's all here, come in!" The person inside shouted.

After making up his mind, An Wenxuan breathed a sigh of relief, turned his head and opened the door to another journey in his life——

All encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence,

The flowers on Moshang are blooming and returning slowly. Goodbye.