almost lonely

Ye said that he hadn't figured out why Feng Feng suddenly changed his attitude. Ning Juechen confessed that he wrote an apology letter for him. Feng Feng was probably moved when he saw that he was so sincere after breaking his hand.

Xu Ye was a little surprised: "You can write my handwriting? I thought that people with good handwriting can't write ugly handwriting." Ning Juechen recalled: "Oh, I wrote it with my left hand."

Ning Juechen hadn't seen Xu Ye from the end of the exam to the New Year's Eve. Lu Juelan had gone out with Xu Ye a few times. Ning Juechen was quite envious, but he didn't dare to ask where they went.

He never asked Xu Ye out to play——he never asked anyone out to play, Xu Ye was his first and only "friend".He didn't know what to say when he asked someone out, where he was going, and what he should do.

He could only think about Xu Ye secretly in his heart, and at the same time spend all day in the room doing math, physics and chemistry problems that he didn't like.When encountering a topic that you can't do, send a message to ask Xu Ye. If Xu Ye replies to him, he will be happy all day.

In fact, Ning Juechen has no idea about Chinese New Year.In the past, when his father was in a good mood, he would buy three kinds of stewed vegetables and cook two bowls of dried noodles as a New Year's Eve dinner.When he was in a bad mood, he would just sit there and drink Erguotou alone. Ning Juechen was afraid that he would go crazy after drinking too much, so he always took the hot leftovers to the house and ate them lightly, hiding far away.

On New Year's Eve, Chen Yuhong cooked a large table of dishes. The family of four sat around the table, and Ning Juechen sat upright, not daring to move his chopsticks.He thought: So the New Year's Eve dinner is like this.

Chen Yuhong cleared her throat: "Our family has a new member this year, and we will celebrate the New Year with four people in the future." The tone was polite, as if welcoming some kind of distinguished guest.So Ning Juechen temporarily forgot the conversation he heard in the corridor that day, and pretended that he was really welcome.They smiled and clinked glasses, and acted very realistically, much like a loving family.

Ning Juechen heard from Lu Juelan that Xu Ye's parents would not go home this year, and that Xu Ye and grandma would celebrate the New Year together. He wondered if Xu Ye would feel deserted and sad.After dinner, he sent several messages to Xu Ye, asking him if he had eaten, what he was doing, whether there were fireworks, and whether he had watched the Spring Festival Gala.Xu Ye didn't reply, Ning Juechen was a little worried.

He didn't dare to call because he didn't know what to say when he got connected, he thought he could call at midnight and wish Xu Ye a happy new year.

So Ning Juechen waited anxiously for the zero o'clock. After the host on TV counted down to [-], he couldn't wait to call Xu Ye. The hand holding the phone was shaking nervously, and his ears were all There was a rushing and chaotic heartbeat, and a cold mechanical notification came from the receiver: "The number you dialed is currently in use, please try again later."

At the same time, Lu Juelan's cell phone rang.

Ning Juechen turned his head and saw that Lu Juelan picked it up impatiently: "Why! Is there anything I can't say in the game, and I made a special call." It turned out that Xu Ye didn't reply because he was playing games with Lu Juelan ?The sound of firecrackers outside was getting louder and louder. Ning Juechen couldn't hear what Lu Juelan was talking about. Judging by the mouth shape, it should be Happy New Year.

He must have been looking at Lu Juelan, and forgot to put away his phone, so the ruthless female voice tirelessly repeated in his ear: "The number you dialed is currently on the line, please call again later."

——What he wants to hear is not your Happy New Year.

Later, Ning Juechen couldn't sleep at night, so he turned on the phone and sent a text message to Xu Ye. He wrote: [Brother Ye, Happy New Year!Nice to meet you. ] Then he deleted the second sentence in a fit of anger.

13 You are my luck

There are altogether [-] classes in their freshman class this year, four liberal arts and ten sciences.According to the final exam results of the first semester, the top [-] students in liberal arts and the top [-] students in science will be assigned to experimental classes, and the rest will be randomly assigned to parallel classes.Ning Juechen found Xu Ye's name on the class list, and he felt lucky for the first time.

When I was in the third grade, I was envious when I saw my classmates drinking a new glass bottle drink. He also went to the canteen to buy a bottle. When he opened the bottle cap, it said "one more bottle".He carefully put the bottle cap into the pencil case, intending to change it the next day.In the end, he was discovered by his father at night, blaming him for being ignorant and wasting money. His father would say all sorts of nasty things every time he got too drunk. After a few strokes, the bottle cap was instantly crushed into a wrinkled and flat lump.

At that time, Ning Juechen was very sad, thinking that good luck would turn bad when he came to him, and his life should not have anything to do with the word lucky.

But because of Xu Ye, he seemed to be able to believe in and look forward to good luck again, and Xu Ye became the word "good luck" itself in Ning Juechen's heart.

On the other side, Xu Ye obviously didn't think so. He went to complain to Feng Feng, and to the grade director, saying how unscientific the basis for class division was, how could one test's ranking be used to determine the number of places in the experimental class, he hung his right hand He didn't take the final exam last semester at all, so it's really deceiving him to put him in the ordinary class.

After a week of arguing with no results, he went to the grade director's office again after school on Friday, and came back half an hour later aggressively, kicked the chair and sat down with a bang, which startled Ning Juechen.Ning Juechen still sat in the front seat of Xu Ye as before. He could leave after school if he had nothing to do, so he deliberately dawdled to pack his things and waited for Xu Ye to come back.

Looking at his expression, Ning Juechen guessed that the appeal was unsuccessful, but he still turned around and asked uneasy: "Can I change it?" The classmate is unfair. I said, let me take the exam again, but he said that it is boring, and the re-examination will only have the grades and no rankings, which is useless. Then he told me that the school also pays the same attention to ordinary classes, no Treat one class more favorably than another, let me settle down and study hard, and don’t think that some of these things are not enough. Damn, I want to go to the first class, but it’s not for studying!”

Ning Juechen silently lowered his head and clenched the pen in his hand, thinking: Of course I know who you went to class one for.Xu Ye sighed heavily: "Oh, I've never been so far apart from Jue Lan." Ning Juechen felt unspeakably uncomfortable for a while, and murmured in a low voice: "Can there be How far away, isn't he just downstairs." As soon as he said the words, he regretted it, and immediately raised his eyes nervously to peek at Xu Ye's face, fearing that he would be angry if he said the wrong thing.

Xu Ye didn't seem to pay attention to what Ning Juechen said, and stared at him seriously for a while with his chin propped, then he raised his hand and rubbed his soft and soft hair: "Did you grow some flesh during the Chinese New Year?" , looks more and more like your brother." Ning Juechen smiled after hearing this: "Then you should look at me more, as if you were looking at him."

He turned back and continued to pack his schoolbag, because he clenched his hand too tightly, the tip of the fountain pen in his hand pierced into his palm, leaving a small blood spot with black ink on the edge.

Although such a beginning couldn't be called happy, the year after that was indeed Ning Juechen's happiest day.Sometimes he wondered if he and Xu Ye would have had a different ending if the latter things hadn't happened.

Could it be that Xu Ye also liked him a little bit?

The start time of the experimental class was half an hour earlier than that of the normal class. At the beginning, Xu Ye followed Lu Juelan. He arrived in the classroom early in the morning just after dawn, and fell asleep on the table alone.But after all, he is a person who is always late and can't change his nature. After two weeks, he can't hold on anymore, so Ning Juechen missed the precious opportunity to go to school with Xu Ye.

In the following month, Xu Ye and Lu Juelan had a quarrel once, and the relationship between the two suddenly dropped to freezing point.Ning Juechen didn't dare to ask more questions, but in retrospect, he probably guessed that it was because Lu Juelan was no longer chasing girls, but had his first girlfriend, so Xu Ye couldn't stand it anymore.

It was like a balance that was tilted to his side by various chances and coincidences. Ning Juechen took the magpie's nest and took the place next to Xu Ye.Before, he didn't even dare to think about it. Sometimes he even felt that every minute and every second he spent with Xu Ye was stolen.

That Sunday afternoon, Lu Juelan had a movie appointment with his girlfriend, and lied to Chen Yuhong that the school had to make up lessons temporarily.Ning Juechen couldn't stay at home, so he sent a message asking Xu Ye if he could go to his house to do his homework, and Xu Ye replied after a while: [Come on, grandma was still talking about you just now. ]

During that period of time, Ning Juechen went to Xu Yi's house every now and then, he couldn't keep up with science, and this time when the monthly exam results came out, he flunked very badly.Xu Ye couldn't stand it anymore, and offered to give him a lecture: "So why did you choose science? It's pure self-torture..." Ning Juechen folded the test paper and put it in the belly of the desk, turned his head and ignored him.

Xu Ye belongs to the kind of contestant who has a good brain and talent, who often doesn't do his homework and still gets full marks in physics, so let's just say, God is really unfair sometimes.

Ning Juechen packed his schoolbag and went to Xu Yi's house.Grandma Xu Ye fell down on the steps of the vegetable market when she was shopping for vegetables last month. She went to the hospital to find out that there was nothing serious, but her spirit was much worse than before, and she looked unhealthy.

Ning Juechen went to buy a bag of fruit at the entrance of the alley, saw the old lady sitting on a bamboo recliner at the door basking in the sun, and waved to him from a distance: "Lanlan is here." Ning Juechen smiled: "Grandma, I am Chen Chen." The old lady squinted her eyes and looked at him: "It's Chenchen, the old lady's eyes are useless. Come in, my son is in the room. I'll peel apples for you to eat!"

Xu Ye was playing a game, Ning Juechen sat down next to him, took out the physics workbook, and called Brother Ye.Xu Ye hummed and asked him: "Your brother went out on a date again?