almost lonely

Ning Juechen nodded, "It's like going to a movie." "Xu Ye didn't continue this topic. After a while, a huge gameover flashed on the screen. He frowned and slammed the mouse irritably: "You do the question, you don't know how to ask me. "

Ning Juechen wants to say that the rest is not good, I have finished writing all the things that I know, although there are not many.But Xu Ye is not in a good mood now, and his expression is a bit fierce, he dare not say it.

Grandma cooked Xu Ye's favorite crucian carp soup, and enthusiastically invited Ning Juechen to have dinner together.Ning Juechen felt uncomfortable in his stomach today, he hesitated to find a reason to refuse.When the old lady was carrying the soup, she was still muttering: "Lanlan doesn't eat onion, ginger and garlic, Chenchen can eat it." After speaking, she grabbed a pinch of coriander in the soup, and Ning Juechen couldn't bear to leave after seeing this scene .

Later, what he was worried about happened. He started to vomit halfway through eating, put down the bowl and said to go to the toilet, and then threw up on the edge of the toilet for a long time.It was so long that Xu Ye came to knock on the door and asked him what's the matter.Ning Juechen cleaned up the filth on the ground, wiped his face with cold water, opened the door and replied nonchalantly: "It's okay, I'm going to the toilet."

Xu Ye lowered his head and stared at him: "I heard you vomit in it." Ning Juechen's face was bloodless, and there were still drops of water on his chin: "I... got stuck in a fishbone." Xu Ye twisted his head slightly Mei: "Don't lie to me, this is not the first time for you, did you throw up after gym class on Tuesday?"

Ning Juechen bit his lip and didn't respond, Xu Ye was very fierce every time he frowned and spoke seriously, he was a little scared.Seeing that he kept his head silent, Xu Ye felt unspeakably irritated, and rudely stretched out his hand and twisted his wrist to drag him out of the door: "Put on your coat and follow me to the hospital."

Ning Juechen thought they were going by bike, but as soon as Xu Ye went out, he walked straight to the entrance of the alley without looking back at him.Ning Juechen put his hands on his stomach and hurriedly followed him, calling him in a low voice as if to please him: "Brother Ye." Xu Ye didn't slow down and ignored him, Ning Juechen boldly pulled his sleeve: "Brother Yi, Slow down, I... have a stomachache." Xu Ye touched a layer of cold sweat along his hand: "Now that I know it hurts, why did I go earlier?"

——But I didn’t know before that I could tell others when I was in pain.

Ning Juechen moved his fingers, grabbed Xu Ye's hand, and did not let go when he got into the taxi with the cheek.They crowded in the back seat, and Ning Juechen obediently leaned beside Xu Ye.In fact, it was not as painful as it was at the beginning, but when Xu Ye asked him, he still lied and said that it hurt so that Xu Ye would not pull his hand away.

When I went to the hospital, the doctor told me to do a gastroscopy. Ning Juechen wrung his fingers and asked if he could not do it. Xu Ye stood behind him and flicked the back of his head: "Don't even think about it." Ning Juechen was a little carried away just now. He turned his head and asked him, "Are you coming with me?" This was the first time he asked Xu Yu.Xu Ye nodded: "Okay, you will definitely not come obediently by yourself." They made an appointment for a gastroscopy next Saturday.

That morning Xu Ye was waiting for him at the door of Ning Juechen's house. Ning Juechen was wearing a black hooded sweater, which made him look thin and white.He greeted Xu Ye with a sullen face, the corners of his mouth were a little stiff with nervousness.

Seeing him wanting to laugh, Xu Ye managed to hold back: "Are you so scared?" Ning Juechen refused to admit it: "No, I'm hungry." Xu Ye rode out steadily after he sat down: " Okay, you're hungry. I haven't had breakfast either, let's eat together when you're done."

Ning Juechen started shaking non-stop from the moment he entered the hospital, and Xu Ye was also a little nervous because of him, so he accompanied him every step of the way to draw blood and receive anesthesia.Seeing him wrinkling his face and swallowing the liquid in the glass vial, Xu Ye asked him how he felt.Ning Juechen thought for a while: "It's a bit bitter, I can't feel my tongue." After a while, he said: "I seem to be choking to death on my own tongue..." Xu Yi didn't hold back his smile after hearing his description When he came out, Ning Juechen gave him a pitiful look and was called into the gastroscopy room by the nurse.

After I went in, I lay down and made some preparations, and then the doctor held a finger-thick black tube through his mouth.Ning Juechen twisted his fingers hard, and began to retch non-stop because of the strong discomfort of the foreign body invasion, and his throat rubbed against the tube with unconscious swallowing movements.

He could hear the nurse telling him to breathe, to breathe, but his body seemed unable to do so. Retching gradually turned into suffocation, and no air came in.He twitched in pain, his eyes blurred, crowded with colorful patches.

——He recalled the disgusting smell of smoke and alcohol on his dad, recalled the moment when the hot soup splashed on his arm that day, recalled how easily his dad grabbed his neck with one hand.He didn't know how the black tube was pounding in his stomach, he was just about to be overwhelmed by the feeling of suffocation like dying.

In fact, the whole process is very short, but a few minutes.Finally the tube was pulled out, Ning Juechen gasped for breath, sat up in embarrassment and wiped off the sticky and wet tears and saliva on his face.

When he pushed the door to go out, Xu Ye was standing at the door waiting for him, Ning Juechen's nose was sore the moment he saw him.He thought, from the past to the present, in his entire suffocating life, it was Xu Ye who made everything different.Ning Juechen walked towards Xu Ye, his throat was still burning, and he called him loudly: "Brother Yi!"

Ning Juechen didn't know how Xu Ye treated Lu Juelan.Maybe Xu Ye is very good, nine tenths are given to Lu Juelan, only one tenth is given to him.But what Ning Juechen wants and dares to want is so little, one hundredth is enough. ——Xu Ye gave him ten times.

14 The person you like is

Time turns and it is a new year. The first week of March is the social practice week of the [-]th Middle School. All the sophomores will go to the social practice base in the suburbs to participate in a five-day spring camp.Due to safety concerns, the school has not held spring and autumn tours for several years. This week can be said to be the day that students look forward to the most in the whole high school stage.

That day, Xu Ye rode his bike to the second house at the alley to wait for Ning Juechen as usual, and happened to meet Lu Juelan pushing the bike out, and Ning Juechen followed behind with his head bowed.A year and a half ago, Xu Ye waited for Lu Juelan to go to school together at this gate, and saw his twin brother who fell from the sky for the first time.A year and a half later, he still came here to wait for someone, but the person waiting had changed.The three of them bumped into each other and looked at each other, the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Xu Ye greeted Lu Juelan and glanced at his bicycle.She was so precious in the past, she refused to even install the brakes, and kept saying that "it would destroy the beauty of the dead plane", but now even the back seat is installed, and she is still pink. It seems that the charm of the school girl is really great.

Ning Juechen stood where he was and did not dare to move, hesitatingly and calling out brother Yi with little confidence.Xu Ye turned his head to the back seat and raised his chin: "Why are you standing there stupidly, come here." Ning Juechen secretly glanced at Lu Juelan's face before leaning over lightly.Xu Ye noticed that Ning Juechen was wearing a new wristband he gave him last year. It was black, with a white line tattooed on it.

September NO.15 is Lu Juelan's birthday, and Xu Ye didn't forget that he made such a fuss with him. He charged a high price for the materials in the game, did a mission for more than a month, and gave him a magic costume.Ning Juechen thought of it incidentally, Xu Ye bought him a pair of Nike wristbands.

When Ning Juechen received it, he didn't dare to answer it: "Why did you give it to me?" "Stupid, birthday present, isn't it NO.15 tomorrow?" Xu Yi stuffed the thing into his hands.

Ning Juechen kept it carefully and never used it. Xu Ye asked him several times why he didn't wear it.In fact, Ning Juechen was reluctant, this was his first birthday present, and he didn't even know when his birthday was before.

A few days ago, ink was accidentally stained on the old white wristband, and it hadn't been cleaned after rubbing it for a long time, so I had to take out the new wristband Xu Ye gave me and put it on.

After Xu Ye rode out for a while, he braked suddenly, and Ning Juechen stuck his head on his bulging hiking bag: "...forgot to take something?" "Have you brought your medicine?" Xu Ye asked.

Ning Juechen lowered his head and took out the medicine box from his bag and showed it to him: "I brought it." The last time I went for a gastroscopy, the diagnosis was chronic gastritis caused by long-term irregular diet. Rely on diet conditioning.Xu Ye supervised Ning Juechen to take his medicine on time every day, and took care of his breakfast and lunch. He was not allowed to eat too much too fast.

After a few months, the situation has improved a lot. Ning Juechen has gained some weight, and a little flesh can be found on his cheeks.He was really white, with a red mark on his face, Xu Ye couldn't help but want to pinch his face for fun.

At the beginning of this semester, there was a preliminary examination. Ning Juechen probably was too nervous, and the weather turned cold and he caught a bit of cold. The stomach disease that was almost healed suddenly relapsed vigorously. After the physics test, he vomited bile in the toilet all out.After Xu Ye found out, he took him to the hospital for an examination like a kitten.

The fourteen classes of the second year of high school all got on the bus in a team at the school gate. There were 45 people in their class in a 49-seat bus, and Ning Juechen reserved a place for Xu Ye at the side, only to see a few tall boys at the back of the line being assigned to other cars.

He stood up and put the seat-occupied schoolbag on the upper luggage rack, turned around and bumped into Wu Tian who was walking by, Wu Tian looked at him with a playful smile: "There is no other seat, I'm sitting here."

Ning Juechen frowned, didn't speak, and sat down by the window stiffly, wringing his hands tightly