An Angel's Observation Diary

Rasigore tried to comfort him by stroking his hair lightly, but he didn't even know what he should say.

He thought of Onikin's absurd hints and his own unreasonable impulse, and felt that he had never been so far away from the angel in front of him at this moment, and they were separated by the longest distance in the world, so long that he could not understand the other's pain.

How could this be love?

If it's love, why is he in so much pain, why can he remain indifferent?

Rasigore looked at Crito with incomparable peace of mind, he couldn't feel sorry for him, even if it was just for his sadness.

"After the passage is opened, go back to heaven and talk to your friends about this, okay?" He could only whisper to the other party's ear and say this to him.

Rasigal took Crito to stay in Leicester for a period of time, during which Rasso finally returned to his post and confirmed that the meeting would be held in Tire.

When receiving the letter from Lasso, the angel was still upstairs to replenish his magic power. The other party seemed to have finally started to adapt to this way of life, unlike a few days ago when he complained more or less about the low efficiency of sleep and not being used to eating. Regarding food from the Demon Realm, Rasigal glanced at the date and realized that there was less than a week left before the meeting.

So when they got up together this morning, Rasigal told the angel that they were leaving for Tyre.

"Is there anything interesting about Tire?" Crito was obviously looking forward to the new city, and he was not very quiet when he was sitting in the carriage.

Angel's self-regulation ability is really not a bad thing - after Rasigal found that he had no way to comfort the other party, Angel obviously readjusted his state very quickly, never mentioning what happened that day, Rasigel I am also willing to cooperate with him. Anyway, as long as he can return to heaven, these problems should be solved.

Back to heaven?Rasigal closed his eyes.

Sure enough, it was still too far away.

"Grant?" There was no response, and Crito called his name again.

"Huh?" Rasigal looked at him.

"I was just asking you, is there anything interesting in Tyre?" Crito repeated.

"The city of Tyre itself is the most interesting place in the entire Eastern Continent." Rasigal told him after thinking for a while.

"Because it's your city?" Crito smiled.

The entire Eastern Continent is mine, but the city of Tyre is indeed the most interesting place.Rasigal thought, but didn't speak.

The city of Tire really couldn't be better as the end of the trip, and it has been the place where I said goodbye for the second time.Maybe I should really talk to Gorsha, this short journey with Kerry is more meaningful than he imagined, and I seem to understand something a little bit.

Rasigel remembered that when Gorsha left him that day, he had no desire to keep her, but he always thought of her in the following years.

If that is also love... La Sigore closed his eyes and wanted to recall the scene that day. He always felt that his concern for Gorsha was out of friendship, his thoughts about her were out of habit, and his desire for her was out of habit. Because of hormonal influences, maybe that doesn't seem to be the case now.

Perhaps a little bit, it was because he really loved Gorsha, and it was not until so long later that he understood what Gorsha said when she left.

Rasigal didn't understand anything.

Even compared to Onigim who treats sex as a game, Rasigal actually doesn't know what love is.

If the uncontrollable desire for Angel is caused by love rather than the instinct of the body, then his desire for Gorsha should be the same, but he didn't understand it at that time, and Crito will leave the devil world forever, and Gorsha will always be it's here.

Rasigore tried hard to remember, but when he closed his eyes, all he saw was Crito's face.

Everything looks reasonable, but something still seems to be wrong.

Rasigal reopened his eyes and saw his angel right in front of him.

"The 'channel' will be opened in a few days." Rasigal sighed. He originally wanted to face this matter more calmly, but he couldn't help but say it out.

"Well." Crito nodded, "I think I still have to go back, I only stayed in the Demon Realm for a month, and most of the time was with you, in fact, I can't imagine myself living here alone I don’t know what kind of work I can do in the Demon Realm... In short, I said some inappropriate things before, if I cause you trouble I'm sorry..."

It doesn't matter, as long as you are willing to stay, these are not problems... Rasigal moved his lips and almost said this sentence, but looking into Crito's eyes, he could only say, "I am very happy You can think so."

Rasigal was really happy, Crito could think so.

"When the 'passage' is cleared, I can still come to you." Crito raised the corner of his mouth slightly, a little happy, "Tyre City is very close to the passage, so it should be easy to come to you, as long as you don't run around if."

"That's really embarrassing, I basically won't stay in Tire City." Rasigel forced a smile, he knew that this sentence was a kind of rejection in the eyes of the angel, but he had to say it like this.

Because he was Rasigal, not Grant.

He hoped that the process of their meeting and separation would be perfect enough so that the other party would not leave any regrets, and the debunking of a lie was obviously not included in this list.

Crito looked very disappointed, and Rasigel avoided his sight, trying to ignore him.

He knew Crito didn't mind his identity, but he also knew that Crito would be far more disappointed if he learned that the journey had been accompanied by a lie.

That was an angel who was so honest with himself that he didn't even mind exposing his most powerless and vulnerable places to him. Under such circumstances, Rasigel could only continue to play this role.

He didn't want the angel to forgive himself after knowing the lie, even though he had to.

After all, after I said the phrase "I hope you can go back to heaven", I can no longer face you completely honestly. There is no difference between one more lie and one less.

Rasigal didn't want to turn his head to see what the angel beside him was doing, and he didn't want to think about what the other person was thinking now. In this closed car, the silence between the two was like a river, slowly separating the two, For the first time, he felt so clearly what he was missing.

The city of Tire is a city of mountains and criss-crosses, with almost no flat land. Crito spent every day in the canyon shuttle in the last trip, like a bird.

Along the bridge built between the two hills, Crito spread his wings to glide through the mist, and then landed smoothly on the opposite hilltop. Rasigore faced him, watching him slowly flap his huge white wings, At that moment, a flock of white flying birds rushed from the bottom of the valley to the sky, and the bright snow-white brush made a large reflection, causing Rasigal to narrow his eyes slightly.

Crito sat down on the edge of the hilltop and waved for Rasigal to come over.

"You'd better not sit there," Rasigal said, but went over to sit beside him anyway.

"Why?" Crito asked suspiciously, then lowered his head to look at the bottomless valley, as if he heard the roar of a wild beast, he leaned forward subconsciously, his figure shook a few times due to instability, and was caught Rasigal stopped.

"I'm not joking, be careful."

"What's down there?" Crito asked nonchalantly after he sat down again.

"This is the extreme edge of the Demon Realm, and of course the abyss is below." Rasigal said.

The so-called abyss is a place that neither belongs to humans nor angels and demons. There are some unimaginably huge beasts entrenched there. The magic power is strong there, and all magic will be swallowed and extinguished. Those who can survive there are some A monstrosity of incredible size and speed.

"If you accidentally fall and don't open your wings in time, the magic power will engulf you in an instant. When you reach the middle, you can't open your wings, and you can only keep falling. Usually you won't fall to your death, but the following The beast will tear you apart in an instant."

"Sounds really scary." Crito said, although his eyes were still fixed on the abyss.

"It's terrible. If you have tried the feeling of falling, you will never sit here so easily."

"Have you ever fallen?" Crito turned his gaze to Rasigal upon hearing this. "You've lived here for a long time, so it shouldn't be surprising that you stumbled and fell once or twice."

"Many demons die in the abyss in Tyre every year." Rasigel shook his head, "But that time I jumped down by myself."

"why?"

"In order to save a friend, she is an elf, unable to fly, and has no physical body to resist the monster, so I can only jump down to save her." Rasigel remembered that time when Gorsha fell off the cliff, at that time Nijin and Ku were by his side, and he jumped down without any thought, and didn't realize what he had done until he was in mid-air.

It was after that time that Gorsha confessed to herself.

The memory gradually became clearer, and he remembered Gorsha's face that day. She was so scared, so he reached out to her without hesitation.Maybe Onikin and Ku are right, if there is no love, it is very difficult to save someone regardless of life.

"I think it should be someone you love very much."

Rasigal heard Crito's voice ringing in his ears.

"Is it because of love?" He asked for proof.

"I guess so." Crito smiled, "I imagined myself in such a scene, and found that only the person I love can make me do this without hesitation."

"You mentioned that you have a partner." Rasigel recalled the previous conversation.

"Well, I should jump into the abyss for him." Crito said with a smile, "Even in a more extreme situation, there is a high chance of falling out of heaven and being torn apart by the strong wind. If it was him, I think I would still do it."

There is no way, that guy is the only lover and best friend I have ever had. My first reaction is probably not to let him die.

Although the identity of a lover seems too redundant.Crito recalled that face, and smiled helplessly.Compared with him, the chance of falling into the sky is much higher, so there is no need to worry about him at all.

Rasigal looked at his side face quietly and asked, "Do you love that angel you mentioned very much?"

"It should be." Crito said with a smile, he didn't understand that the love he said was not the same thing as Rasigal's.