An Angel's Observation Diary

When looking down on the city from the uppermost sky, the layout becomes clearer. Rasigal took Crito and sat down on a chair by the side of the road, and he could look down on the whole city when he lowered his head.

"This is the city of my dreams. I can probably understand why they made the city like this." Crito looked down at countless fallen angels flapping their wings and shuttling through the city. He could still spread his wings when he fell, but he still carefully grabbed the corner of Rasigel's clothes.

"Maybe it's because they were once angels." Rasigal said, "I thought you wouldn't like fallen angels, they should be regarded as enemies."

"I don't think they are enemies, I just find it difficult to understand them." Crito reached out and pinched the feather that had been floating down from the sky. The feather was gray-black, with tiny white fluff faintly visible at the root, "For me In other words, demons will be easier to understand than them."

Rasigore looked at the feather in the angel's hand and didn't speak. What he didn't tell Crito was that it wasn't just because of the undisguised hatred of the passing fallen angels, but because of the This color was far more dazzling than he had imagined, instantly brightening up this somewhat gloomy city.

No wonder they're jealous, and if I ever had wings like that, I can't help but miss them too.Rasigal thought so from the bottom of his heart.

"I don't like fallen angels." Rasigal said, "The only reason they are accepted here is because no one cares about them, otherwise they wouldn't even be able to find a place to stay in the Demon Realm."

"But your friends are here to meet you." Crito looked at him, "Aren't they fallen angels?"

"They're just passing by."

"Why did you choose to be here? In fact, in my opinion, Lilliet is not as suitable for meeting friends as Saris." Crito was a little puzzled, "And you also said that you don't know Lilliet, so it shouldn't be suitable for you. meeting place."

La Sigore was stunned for a moment, and then smiled meaningfully, "That's just what you saw, Kerry, Lerlett has many reasons to attract the demons to come here."

"Like?" Crito asked.

"Lilliet has many angels..."

"There are also many in Saris, and it is closer to the entrance of the enchantment. In theory, more angels will appear there."

"The angels here are different from Sarris's." Rasigal wanted to avoid this question a little bit, but he was helpless when Crito asked, and directly pulled him to spread his wings and fly over the edge of the city.

It was a building similar to a huge theater, the dark red lights looked a bit too coquettish and dazzling, Crito narrowed his eyes uncomfortably.

"Most of Sarris's side are angels who have obtained a pass to stay in the devil world for a short time, while the angels in Lillet are another kind. They are willing to do anything to stay in the devil world." Rasigel paused, and then Then he said, "Many demons want to try the taste of angels, and Lerlett has enough angels who need to stay in the demon world to provide services. This is why Lerlett can live here even though he is incompatible with the demon world."

Watching Crito remain silent, Rasigal continued, "If you still don't understand, I can take you to have a look."

"No need." Crito interrupted him as quickly as if he had just reacted, and then seemed to realize that he had overreacted, and fell silent.

"Don't think of fallen angels as your kind, they are completely different from you." Rasigel hugged him and slowly descended to the top of the building, "The absence of angels in the demon world is a result, not a reason. I won't let you down."

"I see." Crito said in a low voice, through the window you can see some scenes inside the building, Crito turned his eyes away and looked up at Rasigore, "So you said you don't understand this place, yes To avoid talking to me about this?"

"No, I really don't understand..." Rasigal was a little caught off guard by this question, and blurted out before trying to find an excuse, "I'm not interested in angels, but a long time ago, I received one as a gift." The angel who came here, he should have just come to the demon world at that time, his wings were still white, and then slowly turned gray, even if I didn't do anything, I think when I came to the demon world, I would be assimilated here, no matter what they were before kind of."

"What do you mean by not doing anything?" Crito asked, and when he saw Rasigal frowned slightly and wanted to explain further, he interrupted him with a smile, "Just kidding, I understand what you mean."

Crito looked down through the window to see some of the inside, and then said to Rasigal, "Thanks for telling me this, I think it will be very helpful for my dissertation."

"..." Rasigel suddenly didn't know what to say, and he clicked his tongue and flew back to the upper level of the city, "Are you sure you plan to write this in the paper?"

"Why not? This is my deepest impression of this kind of city." Crito shrugged and smiled easily.

"I thought you'd find it sinful."

"This is indeed a crime for angels." Crito didn't deny it. He was silent for a while, as if hesitating, and then continued, "But for me, such a thing is not unacceptable. .”

"Can you accept it?" Rasigal looked at him in disbelief.

"I mean, I can accept the existence of such a thing." Crito explained helplessly, "In fact, I can only accept it, right? Do you think I should do something?"

"It's possible, isn't an angel a creature with a strong sense of justice?" Rasigal shrugged.

Crito fell silent suddenly. He didn't feel comfortable with the fact that he didn't spread his wings and there was no road under his feet. He grabbed Rasigel's waist to adjust his posture, and then said, "If you meet someone else angels, they might."

"But that's unlikely to change anything."

"I know, so I won't do it." Crito said, then looked up and smiled at Rasigal, "But it's just an excuse, I'm the kind of angel who can't do anything."

Rasigal looked at him in confusion. The angel's voice was not sad, but Rasigal always felt that he was sad for something. He stretched out his arms around Crito's waist, bringing him closer to him. Find out what secrets are in each other's eyes.

"Let's go back first, it's too windy here." Crito said in a low voice, avoiding Rasigal's sight.

Rasigal went back to the house and took off his coat and hung it on the hanger. Looking back, he saw Crito sitting in front of the sofa and pouring himself a glass of wine.

"I thought you were going straight upstairs." Rasigal came over and sat next to him, "Do you have anything to say?"

"I don't need to replenish mana right now." Crito shrugged, "And I think ale is more efficient than sleep."

The angel took a sip of the bubbly golden liquid and continued, "My phrase 'can't do anything' is not a joke, you don't have to worry."

"I don't worry about that." Rasigal laughed, he saw a strand of Crito's hair hanging down from his ear, he reached out and pinched it in his hand and made a circle on his fingertips, "You can do whatever you want Okay, I can clean it up for you when you get too big."

"Oh, I thought I had to wait for you to return to Tyre before I could do anything wrong." Crito joked with his eyes narrowed.

Rasigel tugged at his hair and didn't let go when he saw the angel's dissatisfied gaze, but stopped tugging at his hair.

Crito is very good at self-adjustment. He was obviously not in a good state before, but he quickly returned to normal. Generally speaking, this is a good thing, but Rasigal suddenly hoped that the other party would give him a chance to comfort him.

He knew that the kiss was not just impulsive, but he also knew that it had nothing to do with love.

Maybe it's just because Onikin mentioned Gorsha, Rasigel played with the other's hair unconsciously with his fingers, thinking in a daze, he hasn't seen Gorsha for a long time, thinking this way, Rasigel is very concerned about this A meeting with more expectations.

"Grant, I don't agree with you saying that I am different from fallen angels." Crito's voice was calm, with some bitterness like ale, and Rasigel subconsciously looked at him.

"Some angels are naturally kind, while others are products of rationality. They live in an environment that is very suitable for controlling their desires, so it is easier to control themselves." Crito continued, "So there is no fundamental difference between me and them. What a difference, because I don't think they're wrong."

"It's not wrong, it means you think you can do it too, doesn't it?" Rasigal whispered, he felt that the angel's words were a little dangerous, and such hints tested his concentration a bit, he didn't know that Kerry was just Subconsciously doing this or expressing it on purpose...or to be more direct, seducing him, but the other party obviously didn't realize that there was such a meaning in his words.

Selling myself in order to live in the devil world... If you want to, I can provide you with any conditions.

"No." Crito's response was very firm, which actually made Rasigal secretly heave a sigh of relief. "I'm just not going to do anything, because there is nothing wrong, so there is no need to be corrected."

"I don't see a problem with that."

"There's nothing wrong with it... I just haven't been firm enough."

"Huh?" Rasigal made a questioning voice and signaled him to continue explaining.

"I don't think this is difficult to understand. I have always been very confused about the belief in being an angel and the work of an angel. I don't want to interfere with the way of life of other races, and I don't think what I believe in must be right... ..." Crito's voice was pretending to be calm, Rasigal let his hair circle around his fingertips, he kind of liked this game, he seemed so addicted that he didn't care what the angel was saying.

"I can't become a qualified angel, I can only do what I'm doing now." Crito came to the conclusion on his own, and then shook his hair to save it from Rasigel's hands. "Things that should be considered evil, I can't think that they are evil. Jealousy, pain, abandonment of beliefs, greed, and endless desires, all of these, I never felt for a second that they were wrong. I cheated My heart has been in my heart for thousands of years, now that I have left heaven, I can no longer lie to it.”

The demon king who lost the toy was momentarily displeased. He looked at Crito and said, "I don't think it's a problem. You just need to do what you want, and you don't need to care about other people's definitions of it."

This is a natural way of life for the demons, and Rasigal doesn't understand why it is so difficult and incomprehensible for angels.

"I can't help it, Grant." Crito's voice was a little weak, and after a few seconds he and Rasigal looked at each other, he buried his head in his arms.

He doesn't understand anything, what are you thinking, why are you telling him this.Crito thought in despair, before leaving, Willy's persuasion was not all nonsense, and it was not a good idea to come to the Demon Realm this time.

He was very afraid that he would never go back, because he couldn't ignore the little secret desire in his heart.

That little bit, the desire to stay here, the desire to escape, at some point, stained his heart with darkness.