fantasy land

His heart was severely burned by Qi Hengzhi's tears, and the pain went to the bone marrow.

He rushed to Qi Hengzhi's side, but was at a loss.

He forgot to ask, if Qi Hengzhi didn't want this side of himself to be discovered, then his approach would be Qi Hengzhi's harm.He hesitated even more, anxious, not knowing whether to advance or retreat, but Qi Hengzhi's tears continued.

When he looked up at Xie Tiao, tears filled his eyes.

Xie Tiao was hit by that kind of sadness, he forgot the gap of identity, hugged Qi Hengzhi,

Qi Hengzhi buried his face on him, slowly, Xie Tiao's clothes became wet.

"Xie Tiao. Thank you" Qi Hengzhi's voice was hoarse.With the vapor of crying.

He beckoned and asked Xie Tiao to sit beside him.

There were still tears in his eyes, like a small lake.

"Let you see a joke."

Xie Tiao shook his head violently, he knew that Qi Hengzhi was in pain at the moment and could not be described as a joke.He looked at Qi Hengzhi with concern in his eyes.

"Seventeen years ago, my parents were killed on their way to Los Angeles to attend my grandfather's birthday party, you know that, right?"

Xie Tiao nodded.

Qi Hengzhi looked at him with cracks finally appearing in his eyes.

"What I didn't tell you is that at that time, I was also the instigator."

"The news of my mother's pregnancy was sent back to Los Angeles first. My sister and I were very curious about the upcoming siblings. Jinzhi was just a little girl at that time. She asked me if my mother would love the new kid more."

"We are all pampered children. While our parents' love makes us happy, we all want them to love us more."

"So at that time, we made a private agreement that we would "see" the child in the womb as soon as possible, and we would announce to him that he came later than us, and we should not take away too much love from our parents."

At this time, Qi Hengzhi's voice became slower and slower.

"At that time...there was a typhoon in Southern Province, and many traffics were shut down, but Jinzhi and I lost our tempers. We called our mother, acted like a baby, and acted like a spoiled child. We wanted my mother to come quickly, and we must hurry up on Grandpa's birthday. .”

Xie Tiao's heart gradually sank, so...could it be said that the parents of the Qi family chose to walk in the rain because of a few childish words from the child?

Qi Hengzhi saw the doubt in Xie Tiao's eyes.

"Yes, because of this reason, my parents are in a hurry to hurry and encounter that series of accidents."

"They didn't even have whole bodies."

"My mother was so burned that she couldn't be human..."

"Qi Hengzhi!!" Xie Tiao screamed, Qi Hengzhi lowered his head and pressed his heart with both hands!

There was a tearing pain there.

He hissed like a beast.

It's unbearable to hear.

Xie Tiao slipped, knelt in front of Qi Hengzhi, watched him vent, and waited for him to calm down.

After a while, Qi Hengzhi spoke again: "Children who lost their parents. It's like their roots have been pulled out. Our three brothers and sisters are such people."

He looked at Xie Tiao, his expression was like that of rice paper soaked in water, and he couldn't stand the slightest tugging, and if he was tugging again, he would split into a puddle of mud.

"After they left, no one waited for me to go home."

"When I was young, I also thought about what I would be like if my parents hadn't left. What would I be like if I wasn't such a selfish person."

"At that time, I was the one who made the call. My sister was not there, she was playing with toys, so it was only me. I told my mother on the phone, you must come back, and you must let my sister and I see the child in the belly first. , earlier than anyone else, we have something to ask him."

"My mother said something at that time, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life. She said what to do if the rain was too heavy, and I said I would wait for them, no matter how heavy the rain was. Maybe because of this, my mother and the others..."

Qi Hengzhi couldn't continue.He wiped his face before continuing to confess.

"When I was young, for a year or two, I didn't speak."

"My grandmother has been taking care of me, and the doctor has been telling me in various ways that I am not the instigator, I am not wrong, and I am not a sinner."

"I'm a victim."

"After that, I started talking again. You know, at that time, I was funny. People stop talking after a long time. When I was twelve or thirteen years old, I could only speak intermittent words, which was very painful. Not appropriate."

Qi Hengzhi took Xie Tiao's hand and recalled the past more than ten years ago.

"But I always feel guilty."

"Xie Tiao, it's my fault if I don't cherish what I have. It's my fault for being selfish and stubborn."

"So much so that meeting you still hurts you."

Xie Tiao's eyes fell.

He didn't know that before that, he didn't know that there was so much darkness hidden under Qi Hengzhi's silent heart.His heart hurts... his heart hurts... his heart made of meat hurts like it's been crushed.

He cried, and Qi Hengzhi grew younger.

"These are my self-pity, and it's something I have to deal with."

"The fear and pain will always be with me. Reminding myself that I'm weak. It's up to me to get over that."

"Even overcoming hatred, hatred will make people lose their reason and judgment. If I am swallowed, I will become the same as the murderer who killed my parents, dark and vicious, and I can only rely on more hatred and more blood. "

Hatred is a bloodthirsty blade, quietly hidden in the hands of mediocre killers.

"you are not."

"You're not bad." After a long silence, Xie Tiao finally spoke his mind.

He finally knew that the vocabulary used by Qi Hengzhi was always neutral. If he had many doubts, he would say some doubts, he was in pain, he would say he was a little uncomfortable, he was happy, he would say it was okay.

Whether it's spoken words or hints to yourself.

Even if he is baked and scorched by the flames in the fire, because he has lost the power to express the degree of truth.

Since then, it has become a Qi Hengzhi who stays on the line.

Be cautious from beginning to end.

This is Qi Hengzhi, the fine steel left in the intense fire tempering.

Xie Tiao held Qi Hengzhi's face in his hands.

Between his hands, Qi Hengzhi's face is not as serious and dignified as he imagined, it is fragile, it is Qi Hengzhi who is suffering and still holding his head up.

He could no longer bear the pity in his heart.

He kissed Qi Hengzhi's tears with warm lips.

The cherry-pink tongue gently stretched out a small horn, gently licking the tears and marks on Qi Hengzhi's face like a cub's rolling tongue.

When their eyes met, their eyes were full of love.

"Why are you crying..."

Qi Hengzhi was still crying, but Xie Tiao's lips and tongue were so warm and delicate, kissing his face made him feel itchy.

He also saw Xie Tiao's tears.

"You cried, and I cried too..."

Xie Tiao laughed, cried and laughed at the same time.

He wanted to kiss Qi Hengzhi, so he really kissed him, the bitterness of tears in his mouth, and the sweet body fluid from the bottom of his tongue.

■

Experience shapes character.

From a young age, Qi Hengzhi's schoolwork was divided into two parts, one part was normal people's courses, with normal people's social life and family warmth.Another part is military training under the Russian system.When a child is destined to join the battlefield, just like Achilles in the myth, the elders undoubtedly hope to soak him in the river Styx to train him into an indestructible body.He once wandered into the Russian military camps and got a chance to survive under the harshest conditions. There was no preferential treatment, no tolerance, and only the cold wind of Siberia.

His parents looked ahead and let go of the heel-holding part of the myth.He cried countless times as a child, and even when he was aphasic, he was still educated.

And Qi Hengzhi's military skills such as physical fitness and fighting are comparable to those of special forces after undergoing rigorous training.

All of this is redundant to say too much.

He may be perfectly nested into the domineering president popular in many literary works.But no matter how flat the character is, it takes a lot of blood and tears to get to this point.

At the age of 19, he started to take over the Golden River, and what made Qi Hengzhi famous was the Thunder method.

His first step is the rule of man, and he firmly believes that it is his philosophy to manage everyone well.

All those who work for him enjoy supreme preferential treatment, and once they betray, they will step into hell.will be hunted like never before.He punished the fleeing traitors severely, and the methods were astonishing.After dozens of days of pursuit, the captured traitor was shot dead by Qi Hengzhi in front of all his subordinates. The blood splashed on the wall also stimulated people's nerves.

The second step is to lead by example.

He has been on the battlefield and passed by the real hail of bullets.That was when he escorted a batch of important weapons through the jungle with mercenaries.Only a stupid leader would rush to the forefront again and again. Qi Heng's fault, he appeared just right, like a booster, firmly supporting the river.

He used fear to put the beast in a cage for him to drive.From the wrist to the backstage, Qi Hengzhi was as hard as a steel plate.

Calm, alert, ruthless.

It can be said that Qi Hengzhi is a god of war without Achilles' heel.

If he hadn't met Xie Tiao.

But he did.

God of War has his Achilles heel.

Qi Hengzhi has Xie Tiao.

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That night Xie Tiao slept with Qi Hengzhi in his arms.

Maybe this is the first time that Qi Hengzhi is warmed by Xie Tiao's body temperature.

Qi Hengzhi was tired from crying and fell asleep, but Xie Tiao kept looking at him with the moonlight outside the window.

After moving into the small building, his daily life slowly formed a schedule.Prepare breakfast for Qi Hengzhi every morning and send Qi Hengzhi to work. If he doesn't come back the night before, Xie Tiao will sleep until he wakes up naturally.

Then he will go to the hospital, stay with his mother, and go to the supermarket regularly in the afternoon. If Qi Hengzhi wants to come back for dinner at night, he will arrange takeaway or buy materials.

Xie Tiao's own cooking skills can only reach the conventional level, what kind of conventional method?It's the only way to get things cooked.Xie Tiao can handle it by himself, he will try his best to arrange takeout according to Qi Hengzhi's taste.I also thought about whether I should improve my kitchen skills. At night, Xie Tiao usually reads in the study room. There are many books in the study room, and there are all kinds of books. At first, Xie Tiao thought that those books would be older. But later he found that Qi Hengzhi would add the latest books in due course, like the recent bestsellers on the market, Qi Hengzhi bought them and put them on the bookcase, so he happily gnawed on them.

Stability used to be his biggest delusion, now, he naturally kept the promise to light the lamp for Qi Hengzhi.

Except that he felt that Qi Hengzhi was a little nervous about his own safety, he felt like he was dreaming about everything else.

It's as good as dreaming, even he didn't dare to think about it when he was dreaming before, the extravagance was beyond his imagination.

He also sometimes felt that Qi Hengzhi's reason for guarding the house was as unthinkable as an excuse. How could Qi Hengzhi lack someone to guard the house?Is this a gentle excuse?He really couldn't figure out Qi Hengzhi.

As Qi Hengzhi got busy, they became a little distant.He vaguely felt that Qi Hengzhi didn't want to touch him?

The stolen peace made Xie Tiao get used to the silence, thinking wildly.But dare not delve into it.

But today, he met Qi Hengzhi's tears, and he saw Qi Hengzhi's pain.

He suddenly felt less afraid.

The stars and the moon are heavy, breathing in the stars, like eyes and Xie Tiao looking at each other.

Xie Tiao got up, closed the curtains, and when he lay down with his lover, his heart finally fell to the ground.

■

A few days later, Qi Hengzhi realized that fate had tricked him.

It was rare for him to lose control of his emotions. Since Xie Tiao discovered that he was emotional that day, not only did the two of them linger that night, but Xie Tiao became more considerate to him afterwards.

Usually, the two of them get along with each other in a point-and-shoot manner. Xie Tiao never seems to let go of his estranged respect for him, but there is a difference after that night, Qi Hengzhi will cry and be sad.I got some closeness and care for him again. .

After thinking about it, he laughed out, showing undisguised satisfaction in his smile, blinding Qi Jingzhi who was on the phone at the desk, and gave him a nod from the air.

"Hmm, Lele picked up a puppy?"

"Hey, Dabao is not very energetic recently. He has a skin disease. If two dogs are put together, they will be contagious. Otherwise, you can take them home and raise them." He switched hands to listen to the phone, and pushed the coffee brought by his assistant to the dog. He walked over to Qi Hengzhi, and then said: "Well, is the injury serious?" He said to the other end of the phone.

"That little guy, let's put it in the pet hospital for treatment first, then look around and we'll help find someone to adopt." Qi Jingzhi smiled contentedly: "Thank you for your hard work, see you tonight."

"Your sister-in-law said that Lele picked up an injured puppy after school today. She said that the hind leg was injured, and it must have been run over by a car. He has liked these small animals since he was a child."

Qi Jingzhi pushed the cup: "Have a drink. It is said to be Brazilian coffee beans. I think it is too burnt. I remember you take this sip. If you want it, I will take it back for you."

"Your sister-in-law inquired about the question. Their system at Beidu University is relatively strict. Xie Tiao should have dropped out of school at that time. It is unlikely that he will directly return to the degree. You can prepare for the preparatory exam and start studying from the preparatory department. But Qi Ya also set up a scholarship fund in their school, but if you operate it like this, there will be a lot of gossip. I'm afraid you don't want it. Your sister-in-law said that it is better to go to their school. The style of study is better, and liberal arts are also strong, so you can apply Preparatory course, when the time comes, transfer to a formal degree." You

Qi Jingzhi said while observing Qi Hengzhi's expression, seeing him listening attentively, the corners of his mouth curled up.

"The details are up to you. If your sister-in-law says she can help, just ask."

"Well, I just heard what happened to Dabao."

The old dog in Dabao's family is bound to have some physical problems.

"The doctor said that he has some problems with his liver. He has been in a bad mood recently. Your sister-in-law and I have been controlling his diet."

Qi Jingzhi put the documents on the table aside, and then said: "If Dabao is in better health, he can take this puppy home that he picked up. One is for raising, and two are for raising. You are right." Qi Jingzhi opened the picture in WeChat and handed it to Qi Hengzhi: "Your sister-in-law just sent it. This puppy is quite cute after washing it."

In the picture is a white dog with a simple and honest appearance and looks thin. Maybe it was hungry enough during the wandering, and the whole dog has a skeleton left.But after taking a bath, the whole dog is still very energetic, with big eyes like black grapes, very lovable.

Qi Hengzhi looked at his heart and thought of Xie Tiao.

Qi Jingzhi watched him put down the phone, and said, "Okay, let's do this first, and you go back early, your sister-in-law is waiting for me to go home for dinner." Qi Jingzhi got up and was about to leave work, when suddenly he heard Qi Hengzhi say: "Brother, I'll take this dog back."

■

"Go back early tonight."

Xie Tiao didn't receive Qi Hengzhi's text message until it was almost six o'clock in the afternoon. Usually Qi Hengzhi would go home late, and he would have more time to prepare dinner. Now he was a little messed up, so he had to make a mess of the kitchen , Hurry up, and at around seven o'clock, half of the dishes are ready, and just as he took off his apron, he heard Qi Hengzhi's doorbell.

When they arrived, Xie Tiao put down his apron and went to the front. As soon as he reached the living room, he saw Qi Hengzhi enter the door.

"what!"

Xie Tiao whispered, Qi Hengzhi hugged a puppy!

He was sticking out his tongue, with snow-white hair and black eyes, exhaling towards Xie Tiao.

Xie Tiao quickly walked a few steps to Qi Hengzhi, wanted to hug the puppy but didn't dare to reach out, a big smile appeared on his face, and asked: "This is..."

"I was hit by someone while wandering outside. My eldest brother's son found it and couldn't take it home. I thought you would like it so I brought it back."

like?Xie Tiao liked it very much.

Qi Hengzhi handed the little thing to Xie Tiao, Xie Tiao took it carefully, the puppy's soft belly was warm, Xie Tiao's hand sank into the snow-white plush, his whole heart was in a mess, he helped the dog Follow the fur, coax the dog in a low voice, "Good boy, don't be afraid, you have a home!"

"Give him a name."

Xie Tiao laughed so hard that his whole body was in a daze, and he suddenly woke up after Qi Hengzhi said, "A little while! A little while! You eat first."

Xie Tiao was restless during this meal, he kept walking around with the puppy in his arms, and suddenly said: "Snowball, he looks like a snowball, let's name him that!"

"it is good"

Qi Heng's response, Xie Tiao's happy and pleasant smile on his face made his heart feel warm and soft, and he felt that he had made the most wise and correct choice this year.

However, Qi Hengzhi regretted it that night.

Xueqiu might not be used to the new environment, and he had just finished his wandering life. He was a little anxious, and kept calling all night. Xie Tiao couldn't bear it to keep calling like this, so he held him in his arms and coaxed him, stroking his fur.Afraid of disturbing Qi Hengzhi's sleep, he went to the small room with Xueqiu in his arms.

How can he sleep alone?Qi Hengzhi had no choice but to pick up the quilt and go looking for Xie Tiao, thinking as he walked, if he brought a dog home, he would be a dog!