fantasy land

Xie Tiao is cooking noodles for himself.

When the water is boiled, bubbles will come out, and the water vapor will evaporate. When the noodles are put down, the water mist will be suppressed a little.

When he woke up, he seemed to know what happened during these days. He deprived himself of the right to stay by Qi Hengzhi's side, his mother had passed away, and his only reason to cheat was gone.

Because he can no longer deceive himself, his feelings for Qi Hengzhi are gratitude rather than other dirty selfish desires.

He thought of death, his mother was no longer in this world, and when all the filth found him here, he had no reason to stay.

Xie Tiao began to sleep for more than ten hours a day. He slept during the day and woke up late at night, reducing his diet every day.

Every day, Xie Tiao boiled a portion of noodles with plain water, every day, on the first day, he ate half a bowl, on the second day, on the third day, he left two-thirds, on the third day and the fourth day, he Eat less.Almost only moved a few mouthfuls.

Every day, he took more painkillers.

His stomach hurts so badly that he can't feel it.

He was punishing himself with hunger, especially because of his anorexia, which was already serious.

He didn't want to eat. With this body, eating anything would be a waste and defilement.And his abdominal pain has reached a certain limit.

Like a dying animal knowing that its death is coming, it will hide secretly. This time, Xie Tiao made great determination to escape. He dressed himself up, bought a pair of scissors and cut his hair short. The way Hengzhi used to chat with him during the casual chat, he concealed his personal information as much as possible.And this hiding place is an asset recorded in the name of Xie Tiao's mother's aunt. In fact, it is Xie Tiao's mother's private property. She is the only refuge she can leave for Xie Tiao during the family mutation.

Because of the drop in the bucket, Xie Tiao did not take it out to pay off the debt.

There are many things, and finally let him find a cave to shelter in despair.

In this extreme pain, Xie Tiao even felt peace.

"When I was blamed, hurt and punished, my soul stopped condemning my body.

Allow me to sleep peacefully. "

On the 16th day, at dusk, the doorbell rang.

There are few strangers in this building, but occasionally there are people from the property management who come up to collect fees. A few days ago, Xie Tiao asked someone to pay the water and electricity owed earlier. covered the whole body.

He saw a pair of shoes, well-cut trousers, and looked up again, he saw Qi Hengzhi!

That's Qi Hengzhi!

Xie Tiao completely panicked at that moment.

He was going to lose, he was going to be caught by Qi Hengzhi.

His dirty mind can no longer be hidden and avoided, and he is about to be discovered naked by Qi Hengzhi.

He broke out with the greatest strength in his life, pressed the doorknob, and blocked the door forcefully,

With a cry of fear, he wanted to shut Qi Hengzhi out of the door.

He really sat down, and heard Qi Hengzhi's muffled groan, that voice was very painful.

He looked down and saw that half of Qi Hengzhi's right hand was clamped on the door, being pressed by his body.It was already flushed, and the bone knots were flushed and congested.

Xie Tiao stared at Qi Hengzhi's hand, gritted his teeth, and finally cried out in the next second.

Damn him, he actually hurt Qi Hengzhi's body like this.

It's as if all the strength in my body has been drained,

Xie Tiao fled, crouching down in the corner with his head in his arms.Teeth chattering.

"Sell me, kill me, I was wrong, I was wrong..."

He let out a roar, like a dying animal, his voice gradually weakened.

Qi Hengzhi walked towards him, every step seemed to step on Xie Tiao's heart, pushing him to the brink of collapse, he stared at his bloodshot eyes and said hoarsely, "Don't touch me!"

I got stolen....

Xie Tiao shivered and curled up, his stomach convulsed with pain, he couldn't see it, he could only feel that someone was holding him tightly in his arms.

Covering him with warm body temperature, wrapping him with the smell of dust, whispering in his ear with a trembling voice:

"Xie Tiao! It's okay, it's okay,"

"Don't be afraid, I'll take you home."

In Qi Hengzhi's arms, Xie Tiao's violent reaction took a while before he stopped. After he calmed down, he was like a puppet. Qi Hengzhi gently wiped the tears on his face with his hands, but he didn't see any reaction.

His eyes were empty, avoiding Qi Hengzhi's distressed gaze.It's just that he stopped struggling, and with Qi Hengzhi in his arms, he carried him into the bedroom and placed him sideways on the bed, like a fragile object.

"Xie Tiao, I'm here."

Xie Tiao lowered his eyebrows and remained silent.

Qi Hengzhi resisted the coldness in his heart, and coaxed softly: "If you don't want to go to the hospital, let's take a rest, wait for me, get something to fill your stomach, okay?"

Xie Tiao still didn't answer.

In an empty kitchen, there is a single milk pot on the stove, no refrigerator, only one locker, no vegetables or meat at all, only a pack of noodle sticks, a bowl and a pair of chopsticks on the stove.

Only in the trash can, two or three doughs were made, the clear soup lacked water and swelled, all of which Xie Tiao couldn't eat.

Qi Hengzhi's heart fell to the bottom.

If he came later, would Xie Tiao die of hunger strike?

Ever since that night when he was naked and frozen all night, Qi Heng knew that Xie Tiao had a stomach ulcer, which could kill him, but he didn't know that Xie Tiao also had anorexia.

Now Xie Tiao is by his hand, and he will never be gone again.

His people guarded downstairs, outside the community, it was equivalent to making a net to imprison Xie Tiao inside.

But... Xie Tiao like this, lifeless, with a broken soul, is he still the one in his heart?

How many sins did he commit?

He still can only cook noodles.

When the hot water was smoking, the noodles were sprinkled into the pot, and he was thinking that if he put his own flesh and blood in it, it would make Xie Tiao better.He is willing.

Pity it didn't work.

He had to send Xie Tiao to the hospital.

Qi Hengzhi turned off the fire, and he was leaving the kitchen with his face upright, but he saw a scene that made his blood freeze instantly.

In the bedroom, Xie Tiao half propped up his body, his eyes were as straight as a knife, he was looking at Qi Hengzhi, he was smiling, but her eyes were full of nostalgia.

And his hand was holding on to a pair of scissors, the blade was sharp, and he raised his arm, as if he was about to stab his heart fiercely.

.......

He could no longer restrain the butterfly in his heart.

The black butterfly, seeing Qi Hengzhi again and starting from his embrace again, seemed to be awakened, attracted, nourished by Xie Tiao's longing and lust, fluttering and fluttering its wings.

The butterfly wanted to fly to Qi Hengzhi, flew to Qi Hengzhi's heart, stopped, and kissed his collar.

Tell him how painfully and desperately he misses his master, the heart that simmered the butterfly.

"Why can't you be obedient!"

Xie Tiao trembled and blamed himself: "Be quiet, be quiet, don't be moved by Qi Hengzhi anymore, after I've endured it, I'll miss him with you, okay?"

But the butterfly flaps its wings.

Even if the sea is stormy between the heart and the heart, even if the gap is as difficult to fly as a moat, it still flaps its wings.

It doesn't think so much, and there isn't so much right and wrong.

Butterfly only knew he was going.

Xie Tiao couldn't hold back the butterfly.

He couldn't force the nostalgia for Qi Hengzhi to emerge from his heart.

He can only kill butterflies.

Holding a murder weapon that stabs the heart in his hand, he is merciless.The heart awaits the release before its naked secrets are unraveled, without fear.

They want to push their master to death together.

It's a pity that Qi Hengzhi rushed over too fast, I don't know what happened.

Xie Tiao was held in his arms and finally cried out.

Trembling and convulsing, the whole body trembled unnaturally, and the tears that flowed out mixed with hoarse voices stained their clothes.

That hurts, it hurts.

"I can't, I'm dirty."

"I don't have clothes on. I never have clothes on."

I'm angry, I'm trash.

I am trash.I deserve it.

Why don't I just die now.I hate myself, I hate myself.I am someone who should not exist.

Maybe when you need, you can also give me to others, and you can also take my clothes off.

Because of those things, I seem to be stripped of my right to wear clothes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Qi Hengzhi." That was the saddest cry Qi Hengzhi had ever heard.

Xie Tiao fell into his arms, apologizing to him at the last moment.

"sorry Sorry…."

I'm sorry, Qi Hengzhi...