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"Rape, long-term forced sex, self-loathing, anorexia. Symptoms of schizophrenia. Parents have a history of domestic violence, and the father has a criminal history. Low self-esteem, long-term anxiety, mental stress. In addition, the body has long-term malnutrition and chronic diseases."

Li Manli looked at Xie Tiao's case and sighed.

She is one of the best psychiatrists in Beidu, and also an old friend of Qi Hengzhi. In her professional career, she has seen many strange and suffering souls, but she still feels sorry for Xie Tiao's illness.

Xie Tiao stayed in the hospital.

Surprisingly, he didn't cry or make trouble, as if he had accepted Qi Hengzhi's arrangements for him, but he closed himself more and more, for example, he was friendly to all the medical staff, but he was afraid of Qi Hengzhi, and spent most of the time alone.

"He is a restrained patient," Li Manli said to Qi Hengzhi.

"For example, the compulsive sex mentioned earlier, then he should be afraid of sex, and the source of this should be social relations. To help him get rid of anorexia, I will make a plan, eat regularly, how much each time, and help him explore. What kind of environment can I eat more relaxedly. The problems caused by my parents are actually human and social relationship problems. I can establish a trust relationship with him first, and of course a trust relationship can be diagnosed and treated.”

At the end of Li Manli's speech, she concluded: "This is a very polite child, but trust is still a bit difficult for him."

"Perhaps you can provide Xie Tiao with some trustworthy and soothing items, whether people or people, as a therapeutic medium, which may bring positive stimulation to Xie Tiao."

Qi Hengzhi nodded. He was watching Xie Tiao from outside the glass room. In this fully buffered room, the powder blue wallpaper played cheerful cartoons. Brush and paper, the therapist is drawing with him.

He was wearing a hospital gown, thin, with sunken cheeks,

He is already an island in this world.

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Qi Hengzhi sent two necklaces, one was old and made of ordinary metal, with blooming flowers on one side and the word "Qi" on the other.A new point is a simple meticulous butterfly with a Chinese character "Thank you" on the back.

After hearing the background of the two necklaces, Dr. Li couldn't make a judgment.She glanced at Qi Hengzhi, and felt that this was not only a trust given to his patient, but also a cruel experiment for the pedestrian outside the isolated island in front of her.

Both necklaces were sent to Xie Tiao.

In the treatment room, only Xie Tiao was alone in the corner. He first saw the "Xie" necklace that Qi Hengzhi made for him, and reached out to touch the beautiful box. The smile on his face could be called warm and loving, like The child looked at his treasure, but couldn't let go of his alienation and politeness.His expression was like nostalgia, a taste of sweet memories, he only licked the honey lightly, but didn't miss it, and put the rose in the box in an instant.

Xie Tiao looked at the second bag.After opening the paper bag, his hand stopped obviously.

His expression began to show cracks, those defenses, self-protection, and combing restraint were like bricks and stones falling in an earthquake.The sky and the earth collapsed, huge waves surged, and the isolated island was filled with dust.His self-preservation turned to powder.Surround to protect the soft heart of the owner.

But Xie Tiao stretched out his hand, as if even stretching out his hand was a difficult trek.

Until he came across that plain blue flannel box.It opened to reveal the old necklace lying inside.

It is very old, with fine lines, and the darkness of the wine pool and meat forest, and even the back of the pendant, because the alloy material has been corroded by the environment, exposing the cheap metal material inside.

It's a street-stand-grade, ubiquitous necklace.But Xie Tiao looked at it and slowly shed tears.

There was no sign, tears flowed naturally across his calm face, he was as intimate and dependent as if seeing an old friend, he took the chain out of the box with both hands, looped it around his neck, bowed his head and It's a good buckle, I've been doing it for a long time, but I don't feel bored at all.

Then he stood up, walked to the glass window, and admired his own appearance in the reflection.

He held the pendant with flowers on one side and words on the other with both hands, and watched it for a long time in the palm of his hand.

Reunited after a long absence, the wanderer returns to his hometown, the lost child returns to his paradise, the wandering wanderer returns to the embrace of his mother, and the isolated island does not need to support itself in the wind and waves.

This is what might be called a diagnosis.

Qi Hengzhi outside the one-way glass kept looking at Xie Tiao. From the moment he picked up the necklace, Qi Hengzhi felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

Pain wrapped around his heart.The blood seemed to stagnate uncontrollably, squeezing his heart ache.

Regret wrapped itself around him like a spider web robbing him of his breath.And the strength that has supported the body for so long is also lost,

Like a building collapsing.

Qi Hengzhi was trembling behind the one-way glass.

Every joint and every nerve in his body screamed.

See, this is what you call love.

This is the love you keep saying!

His eyes were filled with tears, and his heart ached so much that he couldn't bear it, like a sack, he fell heavily on the chair.

He didn't dare to take another look, but his eyes seemed unable to close,

The Xie Tiao in his eyes peeled off the most fragile soul under the layers of cover like sheets of paper and locked his eyes.

Those scars, tears, the semen poured on by others, the rotten red meat turning over the maggots.

Qi Hengzhi spat it out.

The assistant stepped forward quickly and handed Qi Hengzhi a tissue and warm water, but Qi Hengzhi didn't look at the dirt on his body at all, and just looked at Xie Tiao.

He felt sorry for his Xie Tiao.

He was wrong.

A proud, self-righteous fool,

To be insincere is an injury, to be blind to pain is an injury,

He thought he had given Xie Tiao new feelings, but in fact it was not as sincere as the protection and waiting for him back then.

The only fortunate thing is that Xie Tiao still loves him, loves him who gives him protection, strength, and waits for him.

■

Xie Tiao's anorexia improved a lot, and Qi Hengzhi sent him many old things one after another, such as his usual pillows, books, Xie Tiao's own desk lamps, storage boxes and so on.Now Xie Tiao is able to eat on time and talk to the nurse.

Xiang Hang and Tini also took time to visit him, and once even Sister Lang came.Although Qi Hengzhi's impression of Fantasy Garden was mediocre, he knew that these people really cared about Xie Tiao, so he didn't stop him.

The last sticking point left by Xie Tiao is the issue of love.

Or maybe it's about Qi Hengzhi's feelings.

Growing like vines intertwining each other.In the past few years, Qi Hengzhi has become inseparable in his life.Some of the vines formed by those fetters were even like ropes, which made Xie Tiao feel pain, cutting into his flesh and blood, but during the time when he was trying to give up, every time he touched it, Xie Tiao was covered in blood and tears.

Has he lost his memory?No, his memory is normal, and his emotions have also returned to stability. Maybe it's subconsciously avoiding a topic like "Qi Hengzhi" that would hurt his master, and he never brings up Qi Hengzhi.

This may be beyond the scope of psychological treatment, but as a buffer for Xie Tiao to return to normal, Dr. Li suggested that he stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time.

In the office, Qi Hengzhi suddenly proposed that he would watch Xie Tiao's treatment from the sidelines.

Li Manli almost jumped up.

"You can't do this, this has broken professional ethics, and my license may be revoked by the supervisor!"

"This is one point. In addition, I don't recommend you to do this. It is not an easy task for him to let him show his deep psychological activities without any cover. If you are discovered, Xie Tiao will appear How about a stress response, would you like to see such a scene?"

"I just want to know what happened when I was not around." Qi Hengzhi said in a low voice.

"Hengzhi, we have been friends for many years, and I will do my best to help Xie Tiao, but I cannot help you with this matter."

"Heng Zhi! Heng Zhi..."

"Manman," Qi Hengzhi used their childhood nickname, "I can't find a way."

Li Manli frowned, looking at Qi Hengzhi, she couldn't bear it, her slender ankles, wearing lambskin shoes, stepped on the ground, making a stomping sound.

"Maybe there is a way." She gave Qi Heng a reassuring smile.