fantasy land

"Xie Tiao, I want to introduce a friend to you."

Dr. Li's voice was gentle. During this day's treatment, he led a big white bear into the treatment room and walked up to Xie Tiao.

This is a doll suit, Qi Hengzhi is wearing a clumsy performance costume, through the mesh of the eyes, he looks at Xie Tiao with a nervous heart, worried about being rejected.

And in the grid, Xie Tiao's eyes glowed brightly, like stars, he approached the big white bear, and pressed against its furry belly, with a soft voice and a smile in the corner of his eyes, he asked: " Do you have wings?"

Big Pyrenees didn't, he shook his head vigorously.

"It's okay, neither do I."

Xie Tiao comforted the white bear like a big brother, and said, "We can play together."

Therefore, Xie Tiao had a playmate, and the white bear always appeared in the evening and afternoon. Xie Tiao would hug him, stroke his soft fur, and read books with him. Often, Xie Tiao would hold a book and lean against the white bear. reading picture books for him.

At that time, Xie Tiao was as patient as a clumsy child.I also have fewer worries and show a relaxed smile.

Sometimes, Xie Tiao would paint for this new friend, his talent for painting is still there, Xie Chunqiu is a bad person, but he drew a good painting,

Xie Tiao is still able to draw a cute, clumsy, but loving little bear.He said: "Give it to you, it doesn't matter if no one likes you, and me."

"There are very few people who like me, so it's okay, okay?"

Unexpectedly, the next moment, he heard Xie Tiao say: "Someone loved me, I know it."

Qi Hengzhi can only be silent, his tears are also silent, and his tears are also crying, he loves you, he loves you.

Qi Hengzhi stayed with Xie Tiao for a month like this, and in all the time he could spare, he wore thick doll clothes and accompanied Xie Tiao, Qi Hengzhi was recording.

Their deformed relationship still needs to be solved. No matter whether they get together or break up in the end, whether Xie Tiao can accept him again, they must give each other a decision.

He can't lie to himself.

Can….

Qi Hengzhi is not a god, he can't control the ending, he can only record everything he can remember with his eyes, even if they have to separate one day, even if Xie Tiao can't forgive him, he still has some memories that he can keep in his heart.

He thought, looking at Xie Tiao's eyes through the grid was a little hot, but his heart was also hot.

While waiting, Qi Hengzhi fell ill, his throat became hoarse, and he could not speak.

Aphasia.

Qi Hengzhi was speechless again.

Three days later in the morning, after breakfast, Xie Tiao found that the treatment had changed to another room. That room was like a treatment room, with a chair and a glass wall. He saw Qi Hengzhi sitting in the room opposite him.There is a whiteboard in front of Qi Hengzhi's desk.

"Xie Tiao, if you can see me, if you want to hear me say something, you can knock on the window."

Qi Hengzhi's eyes looked this way, Xie Tiao's heart was beating wildly.

He was walking around, but Qi Hengzhi didn't follow him, Xie Tiao leaned against the glass and waved his hand, waving his hand in a big way, Qi Hengzhi still didn't respond, Xie Tiao knew it was a one-way glass.Qi Hengzhi is in the box, he is an observed person.

Xie Tiao stood outside the cage.Qi Hengzhi couldn't see him.

He looked left and right for a while, lowered his head, and looked at Qi Hengzhi who was waiting for him at this moment.

Qi Hengzhi is not like Qi Hengzhi.Even though he was still neat and tidy, Xie Tiao remembered that Xie Tiao once stroked his shoulders and helped him straighten out the fine wrinkles on the clothes.At that time, Qi Hengzhi's body was fresh and fleshy, healthy and tall.

At this moment, the clothes were too big, covering his body empty.There was an indelible weariness on his face.Xie Tiao even saw his white hair from a distance.

After being taken to the hospital, he didn't see Qi Hengzhi again. He didn't expect that the moment they met, Xie Tiao's heart felt astringent.

"Tuk...Tuk...Tuk..." There was a knock on the window.

Qi Hengzhi's heart really fell to the ground.He smiled, relieved but reserved, like a student being inspected by a teacher, bowing his head and starting to write on the whiteboard.

"My voice has been broken for the past few days, and I can't speak." He didn't ask Xie Tiao to knock on the window again, and wrote almost two lines before turning around to show Xie Tiao.

"Manli said that maybe my aphasia happened again, so forgive me for talking to you like this."

"...Thank you, Tiao."

Qi Hengzhi's voice!Hoarse like gravel, he opened his mouth with difficulty, as if he had torn his congested throat, and let out an ugly, dark, but desperate cry, but this cry was very restrained, and it came through the radio equipment in the room.

"I'm afraid that I write too slowly and you don't want to read it."

Xie Tiao knocked on the glass.

Over there, Qi Hengzhi smiled, laughing was uglier than crying.

"It's so kind of you"

"I troubled Dr. Li to arrange such a room for us."

"Sitting in this room, you can hear me and see me." The words were too forced for Qi Hengzhi, he stopped, and the voice was still harsh when he spoke again: "I can't see, I can't hear, there is only one man. Unless you'd like to see me,"

"Is this like the way I treated you before?" He looked at the glass, the curve of the corner of his mouth was still there, but his eyes were slowly closed.

"It was always you who waited for my gaze, and I didn't know anything."

"I'm sorry." The voice was bloody.

"I want to experience the cruel things I have done to you. Since you left, I have been looking for a chance to redeem my sins."

"But I was wrong. It turns out that I made so many mistakes that are too numerous to write down. It made you suffer so much."

"The treatment has been hard. Seeing you get better day by day is the happiest thing I've ever done. Let me know that those injuries can still be repaired."

"Actually, I should wait for you and never appear in front of you again, so that you won't be affected by me and get better slowly, right?"

Qi Hengzhi wanted to show a smile, but it triggered a cough, which was so painful that he recovered after a while.

"I saw it when you selected the chain that day, Xie Tiao."

"I don't know whether to hate myself or to be thankful that you are still willing to hang that chain."

Qi Hengzhi turned on the phone, slid to a picture, and showed it to Xie Tiao through the glass. It was a photo of him and Xiaoxiong's clothes. He took off his profile picture and vigorously showed Xie Tiao a smiling face.

"The white bear who played games with you is also me. I'm sorry to deceive you in this way, because I'm too afraid that I won't have another chance."

"Xie Tiao, I want to ask you, are you still willing to accept me? Let's start over."

A microphone is near the glass, amplifying his hoarse voice.Qi Hengzhi walked to the glass, he didn't know where Xie Tiao was, he just put his hand on the glass, his fingers spread out and pressed against each other.

He was thin, with sunken eye sockets, bloodshot eyes, and even those unshaven stubbles were glaring.Qi Hengzhi shouldn't be so depressed.

But at the moment Qi Hengzhi is in such a mess, in front of him, looking at him is full of deep guilt.

"If there are really two Xie Tiao, can you say sorry to the little Xie Tiao?"

"Qi Hengzhi is sorry for him."

"But Qi Hengzhi needs him."

"Qi Hengzhi needs Xie Tiao, a real Xie Tiao, Qi Hengzhi is not as powerful as Xie Tiao imagined, you see, without Xie Tiao, Qi Hengzhi can't even speak."

"Qi Hengzhi wants to wait for a chance to redeem his sins, to wait for a chance to start over with Xie Tiao and spend the rest of his life together."

"Qi Heng will wait."

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