waiting for the flowers to bloom

All I love is you, whether you are male or female.

——Anonymous

Time always sneaks away when people don't notice, and the holiday is coming soon. Song Fanfan wants to pass the third subject before the winter vacation, but because of the long delay before this semester, there are too few opportunities to practice before the exam. Sui Dong managed to borrow a car of the same model as the test car to practice with him.Song Fanfan had no time during the day, only at night. In the days before the exam, Sui Dong practiced with Song Fanfan until late every day.

There were a lot of people on the day of the exam, so Song Fanfan skipped a day of class and got the night exam.The place where the exam was held was far away, and it was not easy to come here, so they didn't go back to school, they found a place nearby and waited until 6 pm.

Sui Dong was too tired these two days, didn't have a good rest, had a severe cold, and kept coughing, Song Fanfan clearly felt a little distressed.The good news is that Song Fanfan passed the exam smoothly, and Sui Dong's cold is not in vain!

"It's only 8 o'clock, what do you want to eat, treat you to a big meal today!" Although his voice was hoarse, his voice was deeper and more sexy than usual, and his nose and eye sockets were a little red.Song Fanfan looked at the man leaning on the car, who was half a head taller than him, but treated him seriously like a child. He felt relieved suddenly, and smiled slightly: "Whatever. I'll listen to you."

"I suddenly felt like we are like a couple. The husband accompanied the wife to take the driver's license test." Sui Dong was just joking. Seeing Song Fanfan's sudden silence, he wondered if he had said something wrong. "Well, I was just joking, don't take it to heart." Then he started the car and was about to set off.

Song Fanfan suddenly held down his shifting hand, and the car became quiet.

"What's wrong?" It was dark, and Sui Dong couldn't see Song Fanfan's expression, but felt that Song Fanfan's mood was not right.

Song Fanfan lowered his head and shrunk himself into the seat: "What you said before...that we are together...does it still count?"

"What?" His voice was very low, and Sui Dong got a rough idea.

"You said to work hard with you..."

Sui Dong still didn't understand what he meant. "Together with me?" He was thinking about what this sentence meant, and when he saw the person in the co-pilot with his head bowed, he suddenly had a flash of inspiration. What did Song Fanfan mean?Is it what you think?

He didn't dare to be in a hurry, and suppressed the joy in his heart and asked: "Then you are willing?"

"Yeah." Song Fanfan's voice was like a mosquito, but Sui Dong heard it.He didn't know how to describe his mood, he could feel his heartbeat speeding up little by little, and the beating became more and more violent, he threw himself on Song Fanfan happily and hugged him full! ! !There was no extra movement, just hugging him like this, feeling a little uneasy, Song Fanfan hugged him tighter: "Don't be afraid. Trust me, okay?"

There should be nothing to try, right?Song Fanfan didn't know why he had such an idea today, maybe not only today, maybe at a certain moment before, he had already moved his heart, but only then realized that this is what he likes, and he didn't think about it that difficult.He has lived cautiously for 20 years and has never been willful. It was a rare time that he didn't want to bury his feelings. Although he didn't know what would happen later, he wanted to try.

Sui Dong's reaction made Song Fanfan excited and embarrassed. In fact, he was also very scared and a little regretful when he finished speaking, but when the two hugged each other firmly, he was thinking: That's it!

Seeing that this semester is coming to an end, every time he goes through a final exam, Song Fanfan feels like he has walked through a purgatory on earth.The state of anxiety remained from before the exam to the end of the last subject. Although he did not have the uneasy confusion before, but because he had left too many lessons when he was decadent, he had no intention of picking them up.After finally getting through the last door, and counting with his fingers every day that there are still a few days off for the holiday, Song Fanfan packed his things and went home without a moment's delay.

Sui Dong called Song Fanfan only to find out that he had gone back, he was a little dumbfounded: "You are too anxious, you just left after the exam, and you didn't tell me."

Song Fanfan's voice came from the other end of the phone, sounding weak, "I'm sorry, I left in a hurry and forgot. Are you coming over on vacation?"

"I will go there a few years ago and call you then."

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Song Fanfan hung up the phone and looked out the window in a daze, feeling satisfied in his heart.Tong Wei was driving in front, and when he heard him call, he sounded like a girlfriend, thinking that this kid went to college to have a girlfriend and kept it from him, but he was also a little relieved, feeling that Song Fanfan was no longer as silent as before.

Sui Dong kept his word, he came to Yijiang when he was young, and he still lived in Ma Qian's small villa.In the afternoon, he asked Song Fanfan to come out, and the two of them went shopping outside together, and bought some food and snacks in the supermarket.

"You know how to cook!" Sui Dong looked at Song Fanfan carrying vegetables in a little surprise.

"Looking at my mother doing it, I think it's quite simple."

"Then just buy some cooked food, what a hassle!"

"Then..." Song Fanfan wanted to say that's okay, but he didn't expect it just now, but was suddenly interrupted by Sui Dong.

"Forget it, just let me try your handicraft."

"...It should be edible."

Ma Qian's villa is by the Yijiang Lake. This area was originally intended to be developed into a group of villas. It was originally planned and the ground was broken, but later it was said that the plan for destroying the natural ecology was cancelled, and the original model was restored. , but at that time there were two foundations laid, and restoration was unlikely.Ma Qianyou liked the scenery here very much, so he made great efforts to keep these two villas under his name, but in fact he only lived in one, and the other was always vacant.

Song Fanfan didn't cook properly, but sometimes he helped out at home, and he didn't think it was too difficult.

There are several home-cooked dishes on the table, which look good.Sui Dong picked up his chopsticks and tasted it. It wasn't very delicious, but it wasn't as bad as he imagined.

"How is it?" Song Fanfan was a little worried. He tasted it by himself and it was okay. After all, he made it by himself, and it contained emotions. No matter how he tasted it, he thought it was delicious.

"It's not bad, it's much better than expected. This is the rice... Did you put in too much water?"

"...um... this is porridge..."

"Ah... oh... porridge is good, it nourishes the stomach." Sui Dong rounded back stiffly.

"I'm sorry, I wanted to make it thicker, maybe I put less water. If you don't want to eat it, just pour it to me. I just bought bread. How about you eat bread?"

"It's okay, it tastes good, and I'm not picky about food."

After dinner, Sui Dong took the initiative to wash the dishes, while Song Fanfan sat on the sofa and watched TV.The tranquility at this moment makes people feel happy and nostalgic. He has never thought about the rest of his life, but today he suddenly feels that if this is the case, that would be great.

After tidying up, Sui Dong walked over and turned off the lights, the living room became very dark, only the light from the TV was reflected on the floor.He sat next to Song Fanfan, and stretched out an arm to wrap his arms around Song Fanfan's waist.Song Fanfan was still a little bit resistant at first, but then thought that since he nodded, it's okay if we are all together, just let him hug you.But Sui Dong's hand was not honest, he touched Song Fanfan's waist bit by bit, Song Fanfan was itchy, and was about to take his hand off, when suddenly Sui Dong hugged him tightly.

Song Fanfan turned his head to look at Sui Dong in surprise, only to see that his eyes were staring at him with a bit of ruthlessness, and the black eyeballs seemed to be sucking him in.Song Fanfan was a little stunned, only felt his face getting closer and closer to him, and then something soft was stuck to his lips...

The kiss finally arrived... Sui Dong was a little excited...

It's actually here... Song Fanfan is panicked and nervous, what should I do...

At that moment, Song Fanfan was dumbfounded. He was overwhelmed by Sui Dong and didn't react. His whole head went blank, and his body seemed to be unconscious. He could only feel the soft tongue in his mouth, leaving no space for him He was gasping for breath, and gradually he felt that his chest was being compressed, and he felt that he couldn't breathe...

Feeling that Song Fanfan was panting a bit, Sui Dong raised his head, but he didn't get up, he lay on Song Fanfan and stared at his lips.Song Fanfan's lips were reddened by his kiss, Sui Dong couldn't hold back and stepped forward to poke him again: "Stupid you, breathe!"

Only then did Song Fanfan come to his senses, swallowed, and pushed Sui Dong away.He felt that he was a little angry, but he didn't know what kind of anger he was. It was normal to kiss and hug when we were together. Couples would do this. He didn't want Sui Dong to force him when he was in school. It's been so long He also has the corresponding psychological preparation.But it was so embarrassing and shameful, I didn't know what to say or what to do, so I had to pause for a moment, and said in a low voice, "This is my first kiss..."

Sui Dong looked at the blushing person talking about his first kiss, he smiled: "Your first kiss is long gone!"

"who said it!"

"I said, your first kiss was given to me as early as last year." Sui Dong smiled and stepped forward to hug him, "Don't be embarrassed, old man, what's there to be shy about."

"Who gave you your first kiss!"

"You just think I stole it." Sui Dong said and leaned forward to have another sweet kiss. Song Fanfan broke free from Sui Dong's arm in embarrassment, picked up his mobile phone and walked towards the door: "It's too late today, I'll go back first." Without waiting for Sui Dong to answer, he opened the door and ran away.Sui Dong was left still maintaining the posture just now, silently thinking: one kiss is enough, then when will it be possible to achieve a positive result...

Sui Dong stayed in Yijiang until the 28th of the twelfth lunar month before going back. Song Fanfan also made excuses to come to see him every day, and the two of them didn't go out very often. They just stayed in the house reading books and hugging each other all day long...In Ma Qian's villa There is a large study room with various types of books. Song Fanfan likes to read, so Sui Dong had to read with him.If Meng Qiuxia and Sui Guofeng knew that their most troublesome son was still studying so hard during the New Year, I wonder if they would go to the temple to burn incense...

Sui Dong is now back to school for his junior year, but he can't learn much at school. Sui Guofeng didn't expect him to make a name for himself in school, but it was just to tie him down and get a degree certificate.

The two sometimes stayed in the study for a whole day, and life was so beautiful and peaceful, if there were no harassment from Sui Dong from time to time.

If there is a first time in everything, there must be a second time, and if there is a second time, there will be many subsequent times... Sui Dong knows that it will take time for Song Fanfan to fully accept himself, so he will not ask Song Fanfan too much, at least for now. Under the circumstances, he is quite satisfied to be able to kiss Song Fanfan often.

Song Fanfan still doesn't know how to kiss, or he doesn't want to learn... Every time Sui Dong kissed him, he was stiff and didn't dare to react. Sui Dong made a speechless joke that he was "wood".But Song Fanfan couldn't help himself, every time he saw Sui Dong's handsome face close to him, he was nervous and at a loss.Sui Dong often asked him to close his eyes, but when he closed his eyes, the greasy irritation in his mouth became more obvious, and he always felt that Sui Dong was staring at him, making him even more nervous...

Sui Dong said that he would leave tomorrow morning. It was already 8 o'clock and it was already dark. Song Fanfan had packed up his things and was about to leave. Sui Dong said he wanted some New Year's gifts, so he pressed him on the sofa again.

"Open your mouth." Sui Dong licked Song Fanfan's lips with a low voice, which sounded extremely charming.

Song Fanfan opened his mouth obediently, but this time Sui Dong didn't invade immediately like the previous few times, but licked his lips bit by bit, Song Fanfan felt numb all over his body.Sui Dong lightly bit his red lips with his teeth, Song Fanfan suddenly trembled, Sui Dong felt it, and smiled secretly.Song Fanfan was a little embarrassed, and wanted to push Sui Dong away, but he clamped his hands.

"You kiss me too. Huh?" Sui Dong gave the instruction again.

Song Fanfan looked into his eyes, slowly leaned forward, and kissed him lightly.The soft touch made Sui Dong a little excited, he regained the dominance to conquer the city, bit by bit he led Song Fanfan to sink between his fiery lips and teeth.

"Help me get it..." Sui Dong endured a little discomfort.

Also as a man, it's not that Song Fanfan has no physical needs, but that kind of situation is really rare...and he never watches those colored movies.Sometimes the classmates in the dormitory would watch movies together in twos and threes, but he never went.One is that he is really not interested in watching those things, and the other is that he thinks this kind of thing is very private, and he can't accept several people together, even if he sees others doing it, he feels awkward.

Song Fanfan had limited experience and was awkward, but he did not refuse.It doesn't matter how technical he is, and he didn't know where to look with his nervous eyes. During that whole period of time, his brain had completely stopped functioning. He could only feel that Sui Dong's breathing became more and more rapid and hot. My arms are getting tighter and tighter...

When he blushed and ran to wash his hands, Sui Dong laughed at him outside in disheveled clothes.I don't know how many times he soaped his hands to make sure that there was no greasy feeling on his hands before he wiped them. Sui Dong leaned against the door and looked at him.

"I can't, my hands are all red."

Song Fanfan ignored him and went straight to the gate.Sui Dong suddenly hugged him from behind, put his head on Song Fanfan's shoulder, and whispered in his ear, "Thank you."

The blood under the skin seemed to be boiling, Song Fanfan left without saying a word, embarrassed and ashamed.The next day, Sui Dong called himself early in the morning and said that he had gone back. Song Fanfan hadn't gotten up yet. After all, it was not easy to leave the bed in winter.He asked Sui Dong if he wanted to see him off by himself, Sui Dong said no, and also said happy new year to him, and he didn't forget to say "Thank you yesterday~"

Song Fanfan was moved by the fact that he called him early in the morning to pay New Year's greetings, but after hearing what he said, he hung up the phone without saying a word.

Although he and Sui Dong have been dating for a while, Song Fanfan is not mentally prepared to do these things, and just wants to be nice to him to repay his feelings. There are needs.What happened last night made him realize this. He is now with Sui Dong. If Sui Dong has this request, he must satisfy him. He has done his homework.

But...he is a conservative person to the bottom of his heart, and being able to make up his mind to go this far with Sui Dong is the limit of what he can do now.If it is a couple of lovers, he is more inclined to develop further after marriage...but two men will not get married.

In short...the current self...absolutely can't accept it! !

At this time, Song Fanfan didn't realize that to some extent he was already thinking about the future.The feelings for Sui Dong accumulated little by little, from the initial temptation to try, to seeing himself clearly, to wanting to spend the rest of his life with this person.

He has never been in love, this is the first time in 20 years, but he is not a person who is easily tempted, once he is tempted, it is difficult to get out of it...

The author has something to say: Well...the author has worked hard on writing, forgive me for my lack of knowledge, the intimate scene has been changed many times, I hope it won't make people feel awkward...