See Nanshan leisurely

There was only a snowfall a few days ago, and the snow on the road was cleared to the sides, and the pile was half as high as a person.On the shrubs and lawns on both sides, and on the pine and cypress branches and leaves against the wall, a thick layer had accumulated. From time to time, some branches could not bear the weight, and snow blocks fell rustlingly, making noises.

Amidst the silent noise, the two circled around the small playground downstairs in the girls' dormitory.The sound of students playing in the distance could not disturb the tranquility in front of them.Until Lan Shan recovered from the surprise of Chen Youran's sudden appearance.

The biting wind is sucked into the lungs, making people's souls seem to be cleared.Only then did she notice that the clothes on Chen Youran's body were very thin, and said quickly, "Let's find a place to sit."

It stands to reason that it should be the most convenient to bring people back to the dormitory, after all, they only need to go upstairs.

But Lan Shan is in a good mood now, and she doesn't want to go back to the dormitory to see some people and disturb the atmosphere.

Of course Chen Youran would not object.Lan Shan took her to a milk tea shop in the school.Because of the large number of couples on campus, this milk tea shop has separate small private rooms at the back, and charges are charged by the hour, which is very popular among couples.

Lan Shan had only heard about it in the past, but this time when she came here in person, she realized how narrow the place was.

With her and Chen Youran's sizes, when they sat down, their legs touched their legs, and they couldn't stretch at all.If it were a man and a woman, it would only be more cramped and crowded.

Staying in such a closed and small space, physical contact is unavoidable. Those young people who already have mutual affection or have a good impression of each other, it is very easy to spark the spark of love when they sit here.

The two ordered something and sat down.Seeing Chen Youran taking a sip of hot milk tea, holding the cup and sighing comfortably, Lan Shan then asked, "Aren't you cold in this suit?"

Even in Yushi, this kind of attire still looks too flimsy, good-looking is good-looking, but there is only grace, no warmth.

Chen Youran deliberately lowered her voice, "Fortunately, I'm wearing long johns inside."

Lan Shan showed suspicious eyes, Chen Youran simply unbuttoned the jacket, opened the clothes and gave her a look, "I'm really wearing it, don't worry, the body is the capital of the revolution, I will not waste my capital casually."

Seeing that she actually added a low-necked autumn jacket between the two-piece commuting outfit, Lan Shan couldn't help being silent for a moment.

From the perspective of a fashion design practitioner, this way of dressing should be criticized.But Chen Youran took care of her body, she was happier.What's more, this way of wearing miraculously did not affect the upper body effect of the clothes, so Lan Shan had nothing to say.

It's just that she quickly realized that compared to the clothes made according to her figure, she still looked slim with the addition of a coat, which meant that Chen Youran had lost a lot of weight in the past few months.

Although she never talked about her hard work, there are still some traces that will be exposed.Lan Shan knew that she should be very busy, but she didn't expect to be so busy.

Thinking about the dozens of stores mentioned by Chen Youran, even if many of the franchisees set up such a large stall in such a short period of time, if they are not careful, the flow of funds may be cut off, and it took time and energy.

Seeing that Lan Shan remained silent, Chen Youran was also a little flustered.

At that time, because she was worried about Lan Shan, after seeing the news on the Internet, she bought a plane ticket and flew here without much thought.When I got here, I found out belatedly that this kind of behavior might be a bit over the top.Lan Shan didn't speak, maybe because she didn't want to worry her, or maybe because she didn't think it was necessary.It may not be appropriate to just come here to stand up for her.

Maybe it's because of the selfishness mixed in, so even if you treat each other well, you have to look forward and backward, feel guilty and short-tempered.

So she paused for a moment, and still spoke a little awkwardly, and asked, "I just came here like this, didn't it affect you?"

It is undeniable that he deliberately did not say anything at the time, just to avoid being rejected by Lan Shan. — This is 90.00% more likely.It's just that I cut it first and then played it, and now I don't feel at ease.

"No, don't say that." Lan Shan said immediately, "You are so busy, and you have to come here specially for my business, it should be because I feel sorry."

When these polite words came out, both of them felt something was wrong.

Being too polite, it faintly brought out a bit of alienation.In the past few months, not only did they experience some things, but also the relationship between them, which was originally intimate, became much more distant.

Although they both knew that this was inevitable, at this moment, the two of them still felt a little unacceptable, so they chose to remain silent.

Only in this way, the atmosphere became even weirder.

"By the way," Chen Youran took a light breath, trying to find a topic, "I've thought about the further study you mentioned last time. You're right, the stall is getting bigger and bigger, and I have to follow suit. Okay. When the things in my hand are done and stabilized, I will go to sign up for a class. I also inquired about it recently, and it is said that several places are good and I can learn something."

"Very good." Lan Shan took a sip of milk tea and said dryly.

A kind of estrangement that never existed even when they first met suddenly stood between the two of them.Although invisible, it makes people fearful.Obviously they both wanted to get close to each other, but they all restrained this urge.

After a short period of relative silence, they all realized that this state cannot be allowed to continue.

"I'll treat you to dinner."

"I should go back."

The two opened their mouths at the same time, and closed their mouths at the same time, indicating that the other party should speak first.

This little episode eased the atmosphere a little. Chen Youran stood up and said, with a smile on her face, "I won't eat. I left the business over there. Since you have no problem here, I will I'll go back first. You should take the exam soon, right? We'll meet again soon."

She was very thoughtful, and Lan Shan could only nod.

She originally wanted to send Chen Youran to the airport, but was stopped, "I'll take a taxi and go there, so don't bother to make another trip. It's such a cold day, stay at school, you can watch more Book." After a pause, he said, "Come on for the exam, go home early."

Lan Shan had no choice but to send her to the school gate, got into a taxi, and watched the car go away before turning around and walking back.

It should be joyous to meet again after a long absence.But her heart was heavy and she didn't have much joy.

Back in the dormitory, as soon as she opened the door, Lan Shan paused when she saw Ju Cai standing in the middle, and then walked over directly, "Explain it, the rumors in the school."

"What?" There was a blank look on Ju Cai's face.

"There's no point in pretending to be stupid." Lan Shan looked at her lightly, and said sarcastically, "Go after whoever you like. Even if my reputation is ruined by doing such small tricks behind my back, Yao Ze won't Take another look at you."

Obviously, she didn't expect the secret in her heart to be revealed so unexpectedly, Ju Cai's eyes widened immediately.

Lan Shan was not testing her.In fact, she didn't know who Ju Cai's sweetheart was at first, but after careful observation these days, she finally found some clues.

On weekdays, Ju Cai plays the role of a heroic big sister in front of other students, and looks like she gets along with everyone.Only when Yao Ze, the squad leader, was present, did he suddenly change into a different person, and even his tone of voice became soft and gentle.

It is always difficult for people who are in love to hide themselves.

But Lan Shan clearly remembered that Yao Ze's unopened love letter was handed to her by Ju Cai himself.

Why bother?

If it was only herself, Lan Shan might not understand this kind of practice, but she might not have much thought to pursue it.Because she has not received much kindness since she was a child, and she does not force others to be friendly to herself.However, Ju Caiqian shouldn't have involved Chen Youran.

Could it be possible for outsiders who don't know the truth to guess the bond and affection between her and Chen Youran?

"It doesn't matter if you don't admit it, the school is already investigating. Although our school is very big, if you really want to trace the source, there will be no clues. Besides, you have posted so many inductive things on the Internet. It's not difficult to find out." Lan Shan said again.

Maybe Ju Cai knew in her heart that she couldn't hide it, so she simply admitted, "So what if it's me?"

"why?"

"You ask me why?" Ju Cai looked at her in disbelief, "Why are you pretending to be noble? You already have a boyfriend, but you refuse to announce it to the public, pretending to be single, and attracting so many people to pursue you. Are you proud that someone else's will is under your feet?"

"???" Lan Shan, who had no idea what she was talking about, was at a loss at first, and then frowned slightly.

Ju Cai doesn't seem to be fabricating rumors, but sincerely believes in this matter. "When did I have a boyfriend? And when did I ruin other people's minds?"

"He wrote you a love letter after staying up for several nights. He sincerely hopes to get a little response. But what about you? You don't even read it, just throw it into the trash can! Popularity can violate other people's wishes like this Is it?" Ju Cai immediately accused loudly.

"..." I just felt that after tearing it apart, she saw other people's thoughts and had to respond, but she had no intention of falling in love, so she simply avoided the trouble from the source, and she didn't expect to be interpreted like this.

But before Lan Shan could explain, Ju Cai had already stepped forward and grabbed the wishing bottle she put on the table, "Calling every day, chatting on video, getting bored, and putting away the gifts from the other party so cherished." At the table, you still say that you are not a boyfriend? If you have the courage to do it, you will admit it!"

"Give it back to me!" Lan Shan's heart skipped a beat, and she subconsciously reached out to snatch the bottle.

Ju Cai stepped back to avoid her movements, but the bottle was not small, and she couldn't fully grasp it with one hand, so when she dodged, the bottle slid out.

With a "crash", the glass bottle fell to the ground and broke into pieces all over the floor.

The dormitory suddenly fell silent, and Ju Cai took a step back a little helplessly, "No... I didn't mean it!"

But Lan Shan turned a deaf ear to her words, and immediately squatted down, reaching out to pick up the scattered stars and paper cranes on the ground.Seeing this, Ju Cai quickly followed to pick it up, but she sternly stopped her, "Don't touch—"

The sound was very sharp, and even a little broken at the end.Lan Shan has been in school for a few months, she has always been soft and indifferent, as if nothing can move her, but she suddenly loses her composure, so startled that Ju Cai immediately let go of her hand, not daring to touch her again.

Lan Shan ignored her, and stretched out her hand to collect the scattered things on the ground, even when she touched the fragments, she didn't even notice.

It was rare for Nie Yuxin to be in the dormitory today.

She gets along well with everyone in the dormitory, and her relationship with Lan Shan is also at an awkward stage of ups and downs, so every time she returns to the dormitory, she surrounds her bed with an opaque curtain and hides in it Surf the Internet and ignore foreign objects.

Lan Shan and Ju Cai quarreled so fiercely that she could still be as still as a mountain.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of things falling apart that he opened the curtain in shock, and saw Lan Shan grabbing a handful of stars mixed with fragments with his bare hands, without even noticing that his fingertips were bleeding.Realizing that Lan Shan's state was not right, she was startled, and quickly climbed off the bed, grabbed Lan Shan's hand and broke her fingers, "Lan Shan, calm down!"

Lan Shan struggled for a while, but did not break free, and slowly recovered from that dazed state.

She was panting heavily, staring fixedly at the mess on the ground, and it took a long time for her eyes to regain clarity.She glanced at Nie Yuxin, silently withdrew her hand, first put a band-aid on the scratched finger, and then took tools to gather things on the ground.

Nie Yuxin originally wanted to help, but Lan Shan's actions carried a very heavy aura, which made her dare not act rashly, so she had to pick out the large pieces of broken glass.As for the finer ones, you can only be careful yourself.

Fortunately, there were not too many things piled up on the ground of the dormitory, and the place was not big, so they were all gathered together in a short while.Lan Shan took a box as a container, knelt down and picked up the stars one by one, counting silently in her heart while picking them up.

This movement is very simple, but she made it look like a ritual.No one in the dormitory had seen Lan Shan like this before, and no one dared to provoke her at this time, so they all silently shut up and returned to their seats, not daring to disturb her.

When she counted to the last one, Lan Shan's fingertips couldn't help but pause slightly.

Nine hundred and ninety-seven.

There should have been a thousand, and one was missing.

She squatted down and searched the ground carefully, even searching the corners where things were easy to hide, but the last star just disappeared.

Lan Shan thought for a while, sat back in her seat, poured out the stars, and counted them again.

Still nine hundred and ninety-nine.

Her heart seemed to be suspended by a silk thread, not up or down, empty, and the feeling of weightlessness gave her the illusion of wanting to vomit.

"Is the number wrong?" Nie Yuxin, who had been paying attention to her, asked immediately.

Lan Shan turned her head, her eyes were like a cold pool in autumn, bottomless, "One is missing."

"It can't be lost, it should still be there, look for it again." Nie Yuxin said immediately.Even Ju Cai and Chen Kejun, who had been silent all this time, came to help find them.After a while, the culprit found the trace of the star, and was very pleasantly surprised, "I found it, here it is!"

She subconsciously stretched out her hand to pick it up, but took it back halfway, and looked back at Lan Shan awkwardly, "It's stuck in the crack of the sliding door, you can take it yourself."

Lan Shan walked over, and sure enough, she saw the last star in the crack of the door.The suspended heart immediately returned to its original position, but the feeling of dizziness became heavier.The ups and downs, the sudden surprises, made her heart rate stall a little.

"I... I'll pay you a bottle later, and I promise to find an identical one!" Ju Cai said.

Lan Shan ignored her words, counted the colored stars again, and after confirming that the number was correct, she picked up the Thousand Paper Cranes that had been put aside, carefully flattened their wings, and put them back into the box.

Chen Youran is not good at handwork, but these things have been folded with a lot of thought, so every product looks very good, without any perfunctory.

Only one of them, perhaps because the fold was not skillful enough, the paper at the wings parted a little.Lan Shan flattened it, her gaze suddenly focused, and she noticed a few lines on the white part inside the colored paper, which seemed to be handwriting.

She paused, and carefully took it apart, and sure enough, it was written with a gel pen on this piece of paper: Three and five nights, the moon is half the wall, the osmanthus shadows are mottled, the wind moves the shadows, Shanshan is lovely.

Lan Shan was a little baffled by her lack of thinking.

She glanced at the other paper cranes, picked them up and took them apart without much hesitation.

"I hope Lan Shan is happy every day and never gets hurt."

"I am your family."

One after another, Lan Shan finally realized that what was written on this paper was all about herself.She caressed the paper in her hand, she couldn't imagine that Chen Youran would be such a thoughtful person, and she didn't show any clues.

If it weren't for today's accident, she might never have seen these beautiful words.

Thoughts were wandering for a while, Lan Shan suddenly remembered that she actually had another wishing bottle, but the space on the table was limited and it took up a lot of space, so she only took one out and put it on display.This bottle is obviously the one I gave earlier. At that time, I was in a bad mood due to family reasons, so the words on it were all wishes.

A few months ago, at the time of parting, did the Thousand Paper Crane in the wishing bottle that Chen Youran gave her also write something?

Thinking of this, she got up and opened the cabinet, took out another wishing bottle, and opened the thousand paper cranes one by one.

After reading it, she became silent instead, a little at a loss.

"Qingqing Zijin, relax my heart. Even if I don't go, Zining won't have a sound?"

"If you don't love lovesickness in your life, you will love it, and you will hurt lovesickness."

"Yijun's heart is like the water of the West River, flowing eastward day and night without a break."

"Linglong dice An Hongdou, do you know about lovesickness?"

It's all... writing sentences about secret love.

Perhaps it was because she was certain that she would not be able to see it, so Chen Youran didn't hide anything, just wrote it down, folded it into a paper crane, and handed it to her to carry with her.Lan Shan thought about when Chen Youran casually took out the bottle and handed it to her, so lightly, she didn't know that she had rehearsed it tens of thousands of times in her heart.

There is also a sentence in it, "The sky and night are as cool as water, lie down and watch the Altair Vega", although it has nothing to do with the secret love, it reminds her of the time when the two of them watched the stars under the grape arbor.

There is also an irrelevant sentence "Mo Chou has no confidant in the future, and no one in the world knows the king".Lan Shan didn't know the order in which Chen Youran wrote these sentences, but she guessed that this sentence should be written last.

No matter how much nostalgia is, it all turns into this blessing in the end.

The sky is high and the clouds are far away, and the future lies in an unknown distance, but she still let go.