too embarrassing

"Once a person becomes a slave to desire, he will never be free."

— Tcha Gojidi

Niu Keqing's idea seems to have worked.

What happened that night seemed to be just an insignificant episode, and Gu Yvening would not be angry with him or play tricks at all. When they met again, the other party was still the handsome doctor Gu under the bed and fierce as a tiger on the bed.

They are just the same as before, doing what they should do.

In the following period of time, the two men kept silent, and based on the principle of never interfering in each other's private affairs, they did it again and again at home, in the car, in the hotel, and in various suitable and inappropriate places. once.

In the tired adult world, they become the best vehicles for venting each other's stress and solving needs.

Things in work and life came one after another, and Niu Keqing's condition has not improved. He is under unbearable pressure both psychologically and physically.

Under the weight and thoughts, his heart was clogged and needed some way to breathe before it would collapse sooner or later.

Ever since, making love with Guifenin became the only way for him to vent his pressure.

Caressing, pouring, and filling seem to be able to relieve those loneliness, exhaustion, and sadness, and touching him with warm hands can make him temporarily indulge in bliss.

In the depressing life day after day, Niu Keqing can only regard the sex with Gu Yifening as the best comfort, like a cluster of flames pulled tightly in the cold winter.

Because he has been too proactive recently, he is like a wolf and a tiger on every "special night", and even Guifenin, a warrior with full combat power, is a little bit overwhelmed.

After a vigorous high-intensity exercise, Dr. Gu couldn't help disarming and surrendering: "Doctor Niu, are you afraid you're going to squeeze me dry?"

Niu Keqing even leaned over to seduce him, wrapping his hands and feet restlessly around him: "Thanks for your hard work, comrade."

Guifenin tried his best to pull the man away from him, with a miserable look on his face: "Comrade is not only working hard, he is going to die on the battlefield!"

"Then I'll make tiger penis and velvet antler soup for you to supplement? Let's continue after drinking it." Niu Keqing is like an unscrupulous employer who exploits labor, and he is determined to squeeze out every drop of the other party.

"Forget it, I can't compliment your cooking skills." Dr. Gu was so frightened that he crawled from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, cupped his hands and bowed his head: "I'm back."

"What about seven times a night?"

"...That's false propaganda. If I do it seven times a night, I'm afraid I won't be able to see the sun the next day."

"Useless things, castrated."

"..."

He was joking, but Niu Keqing was not at ease in his heart, and he felt more and more that he couldn't get out.

In that deepening desire, there seems to be a Pandora's box hidden, once opened, it will release endless disasters——

Indulgence, addiction, dependence, nostalgia.

As if to sink into some unfathomable quagmire.

Niu Keqing leaned on the bed and smoked, and asked Gu Yifening who was sitting at the end of the bed very seriously: "Seriously, do you think we are going to be addicted?"

"What addiction?" Guifenin looked at the cigarette between his fingers, and thought that he had been smoking a lot these days, and asked, "Are you addicted to cigarettes? I don't have one, do you? Then smoke less."

"What I'm talking about is..." Niu Keqing extinguished his half-smoked cigarette in the crystal ashtray beside him, and exhaled white mist, "Sex. Addiction."

He promised to be sober and rational, but he seemed to gradually become unconscious and irrational. Whether it was physically or emotionally, he became more and more dependent on Dr. Gu.

Desires, chase the horse.

If such desires are allowed to expand, will it bring disaster?

However, Guifenin disagreed: "So what? We are far from sick."

Niu Keqing's face was a little hot: "It's too much, everything should be done in moderation."

Guifenin spoke to him seriously: "Sex itself is not sinful or filthy, it is just a common and normal need, just like people want to eat, drink and drink, and those who don't have this need are not normal. Those who demonize it are sick."

Even though it sounds reasonable, Niu Keqing still sighed: "You can always speak nicely."

Gu Yifening leaned over, hooked Niu Keqing's glasses with his little finger, and put them on the bedside table next to him, "What's wrong with sex? You don't need to wear colored glasses to see it."

"No way, in society, you have to measure the problem by the standards of most people," Niu Keqing lowered his eyes, reminding him in a conflicted and conflicted manner: "There is one more thing, I want to discuss with you."

"what?"

"We're in the hospital... don't look too familiar."

Since you can't resist the temptation of what you like, then simply do it out of sight.As long as Dr. Gu appears less in sight, he will be able to calm his mind and avoid being emotional.

——Niu Keqing thought wisely.

However, Guifenin deliberately misinterpreted his meaning, and those blue eyes lit up suddenly.He held Niu Keqing's ankle in his hand, and kneaded it vigorously twice: "Doctor Niu, are you going to have an affair with me?"

Niu Keqing: "..."

Sure enough, no matter how the brain circuit of this ancient doctor was twisted, the final destination was "sex".

"Can you be serious?" He threw a pillow, and the dog rolled off the bed.

Dr. Gu, who was staring at him, covered his head, sat up and lay down beside the bed, "Don't you just want to say that we should pretend not to know each other in the hospital, lest our colleagues find out."

There was some reluctance in the man's words.

To be honest, he was able to reach a consensus with Niu Keqing on this matter, because it would avoid many unnecessary troubles.But hearing what Niu Keqing said, he still felt a little displeased.

The relationship between friends with benefits is naturally kept secret, but it is not necessary to pretend not to know each other...

However, Niu Keqing replied with a "hmm", full of the tone of a scumbag perfunctory his girlfriend, "Just treat us as each other's golden house."

Guifenin: "..."

He always felt that Niu Keqing wanted to keep a distance from him.

As long as there is a pair of Niu Keqing, there will be a rebellious impulse in his bones, so he deliberately sings the opposite: "What if I say no?"

"I can't say no," Niu Keqing was determined to pretend that he didn't know each other well in the hospital, "Think about it, if we were in the hospital... what are you doing?!"

Gu Yvening grabbed his ankle with one hand, and with a slight tug, Niu Keqing, who was sitting on the bedside, was easily pulled down, and fell onto the soft wool carpet, startled.

The man let go of his ankles, and leapt forward, covering him firmly under his body, bending his blue eyes as bright as the moon, "What do you think I'm going to do?"

Niu Keqing's back was pressed against the edge of the bed, and his chest was firmly suppressed by the opponent's palm. He even struggled to speak: "Can't we have a good chat? How can I talk when you push me over?"

Gu Yifenen hooked his lips and smiled: "Then don't talk about it."

"...I just changed this carpet, will you wash it if it gets dirty later? Hey——!"

It was another night when Niu Keqing was so bullied that he didn't dare to moan, and he even lost an expensive wool carpet.

The topic of pretending to be unfamiliar was overturned by "violence" just like that, but Niu Keqing never forgot, and in the next week, he repeatedly reminded Gu Yifening:

We, the more low-key the better.

However, is Dr. Gu an obedient master?

He thinks this is a secret exclusive to him and Dr. Niu, an ambiguity hidden in the public, a secret that can be seen at any time, like a forbidden fruit hidden on the boundary between light and darkness.

Keeping secrets is exciting, but frantically exploring on the verge of exposure... makes the heart beat faster.

So, this troublemaker with a little devil hidden in his heart repeatedly made troubles, just to make Doctor Niu restless.

On this day, Niu Keqing was passing through a corridor, and happened to meet Gu Yifening who was walking towards him.

Now that he said he had to pretend he was unfamiliar, he followed through to the end. When passing by, Niu Keqing deliberately turned his head to the other side, and his eyes drifted away slantingly.

Red. Naked neglect!

The more he behaved like this, the more Gu Yifening wanted to tease him, because he couldn't see Niu Keqing's fake polite and prudish appearance, so he almost wrote "I don't know you pervert" on his face.

When Niu Keqing walked by, Gu Yifen deliberately stretched his elbow, pretending to accidentally knock down the other party's folder, and his acting skills were extremely carefree.

Gu Yifenen: "Oh, Doctor Niu, your file has been lost."

Niu Keqing: "..."

Sooner or later, this brat has to be taught a lesson.

He gave the bad guy an angry look, bent down, and was about to pick up the folder.Unexpectedly, the other party moved in the same way as him, bent down face to face, and picked up the folder before him.

"No," Guifenin handed him the folder in a gentlemanly manner, with a friendly smile full of colleagues' work.

Niu Keqing stretched out his hand to pick it up, and when the other party handed it over, he touched his palm with his fingertips, and the crisp, itchy feeling spread along the lines of his palm, instantly making Niu Keqing feel like he was being electrified.

He withdrew his hand reflexively, and lost his temper in anger: "What should I do if people see it?!"

"If you see it, you will see it," Dr. Gu straightened his spine, with a dignified appearance of "Top Ten Moral Models in the Country", "We are innocent and good colleagues. Is there anything we can't see?"

"..." Niu Keqing was almost overwhelmed by his anger, and tried to lower his voice and reprimanded: "You have to fight against me, don't you?"

Guifenin twitched the corners of his mouth, and raised his glasses with his middle finger: "Well, you can call me a bully."

Seeing that Niu Keqing was in the wrong place, he deliberately moved his face closer, blinking a pair of bright and moist blue eyes, like teasing a little girl: "Curse, scold, I like it when you scold me. When you are on the bed, you scold me and scold me." It's terrible."

Niu Keqing: "......"

Absolutely.

To this extent, it is not even as good as a kid in kindergarten.

He resisted the urge to punch the other person in the face, and took a deep breath to adjust his anger: "Doctor Gu, at least you are in your thirties, can you stop being so childish? The children in the pediatric ward are all more mature and stable than you."

However, the other party shamelessly cheated: "I am quite mature and stable to others, but I am naive in front of Dr. Niu."

Niu Keqing was molested by him so that his white hair grew straight, and he took a step away and wanted to escape, but the other party immediately took a long leg and moved a step to block him.

Guifenin: "Your home tonight?"

Many doctors and nurses walked by in the corridor, Niu Keqing glared at him, wanted to curse but dared not speak too loudly: "Do you have to discuss this kind of thing with me in public?"

"I sent you a WeChat message and you didn't reply," Gu Yifenen pursed his thin lips into a straight line, pretending to be aggrieved.

"I was in a meeting just now," Niu Keqing saw that no one was passing by at this time, and glanced at him meaningfully, "We only fought for [-] rounds last night, so Xiaogu doesn't need to rest?"

"With you here, how can it be willing to rest."

"The key to saving trouble lies in abstinence." Niu Keqing didn't bother to talk to him, and left on his own.

Guifenin turned around and changed the direction, and walked back with him, muttering as he walked, "I'm not a trouble-saving person, so I don't need to abstinence."

"If you don't store your essence in winter, you will be sick in spring. If you don't replenish your energy in late winter and play songs every night, your body will become weaker and weaker. Diseases will take advantage of the weakness and bury your body in harm's way."

Dr. Niu muttered like an old-fashioned, he wanted to get rid of this pestering guy, so he stepped up his pace and gradually overtook him.

Gu Yifenen immediately turned around and quickly followed, "If you die, you will die. If you die under the peony flowers, you can be a ghost. For Dr. Niu, I don't want to die."

Although Niu Keqing turned his back to Gu Yifening, the uncontrollable laughter clearly entered the latter's ears.Sure enough, no matter how prudish people are, they can be amused by Dr. Gu's words.

Wouldn't that be it?Gu Yifenen paused and pulled him to the spot.The man quietly raised the toe of his leather shoe, rubbed against the heel of Niu Keqing's leather shoe, "Hello."

Leather shoes are really a good tool for men to communicate.

With a calm face, Niu Keqing touched the heel of his left foot, and lightly stepped on the toe of Gu Yifening's leather shoe, leaving a half-moon imprint on the smooth upper.

"My house."

In the end, I still couldn't hold it.

Gu Yifenen narrowed his blue eyes slightly, and smiled in his ear, "This winter, I am destined to be consumed by this peony flower of Doctor Niu."

In this way, no matter how hard Niu Keqing tried to avoid getting too close to this goblin, the other party's heart-scratching skills were too deep for him to avoid.

Food color. Sex also.

Niu Keqing thought, even if he hid at the ends of the earth, Gu Yifening could still lure him back with just one look.Then entangle without restraint until death.

Ever since, he was like a trembling bird, walking on the steel wire that Guifenin had hung for him, being dragged forward step by step, and there was an endless abyss underneath.

Perhaps from the very beginning, Niu Keqing had already foreseen his fate——

Heartbeat is like poison, the so-called suppression and refusal are just the dying struggle before the poison occurs.