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"Nirvana is where all extremes and opposites disappear."

—— Hesse

How long is a year?

For everyone in the world, the length of a year seems to be different.

For Niu Keqing, this year is like a monster with legs, running very fast and disappearing without a trace.

But for Gu Yifenen, this year is like a dying old man, who walks slowly and does not push it away.

"Doctor Gu, you...seem to be dressed handsomely every day?" the sweet-mouthed little nurse teased him.

During this period of time, "A Flower of the Anorectal Department" always dressed herself up very decently, and her pair of blue eyes shone brightly every day, so that everyone always thought that Dr. Gu had fallen in love.

Gu Yverning smiled lightly, and said rather restrainedly: "Thank you."

Director Liang next to him also said, "Doctor Gu, are you in a relationship? Or is it because you were recently promoted to deputy director, so you are in a good mood?"

"No, it's just that there is a very important person who wants to come back." The man lowered his eyes, and a trace of loneliness flashed in his blue eyes, "I want to fall in love... I also want to, but I don't know if he will agree to it or not." .”

Director Liang was shocked, "No way? With our Dr. Gu's good looks, you are the only one who picks someone, no one picks you, right?"

The little nurse nodded again and again, "Yes, yes, there are still people who refuse to fall in love with Dr. Gu, are they angels? But Dr. Gu himself is already an angel."

Director Liang and the little nurse sang a double reed, and the gossip souls of the two were burning, and they wanted to ask what happened in harmony.

"That celestial being is much better than me, and I'm not worthy of him," Guifenin said, putting the bookmark that he had taken out to read for a while back into the book.

Dr. Niu's one-year aid to Tibet is coming to an end soon, but the exact time of his return... Dr. Gu doesn't know, he can only prepare himself in the best state every day, waiting for any time Meet.

No matter how badly he slept the night before and how haggard his face was, he would try his best to groom himself to look like a man the next day, and then he couldn't wait to go to work, looking forward to seeing Niu Keqing in the hospital.

And then there's the day-to-day disappointment.

Everyone only saw Dr. Gu's glamorous appearance, but not his extremely thirsty heart.

Before the person he wanted to see came back, he continued to wait, weaving one lonely day after another with disappointment and expectation.

"Wow, it's so beautiful! It's all silver and white!"

"Climb the snow mountain again, otherwise you won't be able to see such a shocking scenery when you go back."

"Remember this place, remember this period of time, and remember our unforgettable time of aiding Tibet!"

The doctors who climbed the snow mountain cheered and breathed freely the clean breath of the snow mountain. Everyone laughed and shouted, dedicating their souls to this magnificent scenery.

The snow-capped mountains are whiter than the clouds floating in the sky, and the empty snow field that no one has stepped on is like a pure white curtain, leaving the footprints of this group of people.

In this pure land-like place, Niu Keqing took a deep breath, and those turbid moods became clear.

The sky and the earth are vast and vast, with bright spiers on the snow peaks, and the vast loneliness comes with the strong wind.

Everyone stood on this high point of the mountains and rivers, their hearts were completely opened, and they shouted in all directions:

"I want to-be rich--!! Earn [-] million first!"

"Please, give me a girlfriend!!!"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ow!!"

"Ahhhhhhh I want to eat hot pot milk tea fried chicken cheesecake!!"

"Damn it! Your cooking is so unpalatable——!"

Some long echoes faintly came from the valley, melting everyone's frozen souls.

Niu Keqing thought it was fun, and shouted along with them: "Night-up-good-"

On the top of this towering and majestic snow mountain, he called his beloved's name from afar, but he was no longer obsessed like a fanatic, but relieved.

For that person, he still loves him very much, and he still has memories of their past. That love is clear enough, but those moments of madness and paranoia have gradually faded.

When people live, they have to live for themselves. No matter how much love is, it is not the only one in life.

There is a new hope and broadness in the man's heart.

The colleague next to him found it interesting and strange, so he asked him: "It's broad daylight, why is it better at night?"

Niu Keqing laughed and stretched, "Because, these three words are what I think of now."

The mountains are like daisy, and the morning light is warm. The man overlooks the vast wasteland of the lower realm, which is as vast as a thick blanket, and the ravines are crowded and covered in the gently falling snow.

So beautiful, the world is so beautiful.

All the unfulfilling, self-pity and self-pity are just emotional garbage that is not worth mentioning.Compared with the beautiful world, it is nothing at all.

God can always bring lost people back to themselves.

In the past year, Niu Keqing seemed to have walked through a long tunnel, which was dark and suffocating, so he tried to escape in another direction, running and running like that, facing the wind, until he rushed out of the exit of the tunnel, suddenly cheerful.

Maybe, there will be someone waiting for him at the exit, maybe not, but... so what?He was no longer in the state of mind before entering the tunnel.

The world is so big, he finally spared himself.

Deep winter passed, time flies.

City Hospital, Department of Anorectal.

Guifenin had just seen the patient, and while drinking water from a cup, he told the little nurse: "You can give the patient the consent form for the operation to sign later, the one on the 7th bed, as soon as possible, in the afternoon." can do it for him."

The man has been busy all morning, and he hasn't even drank his saliva, so he's so tired that he doesn't look like a human being.

"Okay," said the little nurse.

Doctor Gu looked at the memo and said, "By the way, help me get a copy of the report from Director Liang, and just tell him that it's the one I gave him the day before yesterday."

The little nurse scratched her head: "But Director Liang is not here, he went downstairs to join in the fun."

Guifenin picked up the water glass, took a sip of warm water to moisten his throat, and asked, "Why are you joining in the fun?"

The little nurse blinked: "Don't you know? The doctors who aided Tibet came back today."

There was a crack of "boom", and the water glass in the man's hand fell.

Fragments of refraction splashed on the ground.