i saw a bear

The gray shadow twisted in the dense fog, it seemed to be holding something red in its hand, wriggling, approaching a little bit, calling for something in its mouth.

"A lot...a lot..."

"Why don't you understand...I'm so...so..."

"..."

With a bang, Yu Duoduo hit his head on the table, and the sound startled everyone in the classroom.Qin Zhenzhen was taken aback, but fortunately, it was the Chinese teacher who was in charge of the self-study today.He just looked up, then looked down at the newspaper again.

Yu Duoduo rubbed his forehead, tears almost flowed down.Seeing that no one was paying attention, Qin Zhenzhen asked Yu Duoduo in a hoarse voice, "What have you been doing lately at night, you can't sleep every day, and the final exam will be soon, I think you have to count down this time. "

Yu Duoduo lowered his eyes, as if he wasn't listening to Qin Zhenzhen.Qin Zhenzhen pushed him lightly, and her voice was softer than before, "What's the matter, did you encounter something?"

"You haven't left with Li Xuan recently, is there a conflict?"

Yu Duoduo shook his head, "No." He hasn't gone home with Li Xuan for a long time.Yu Feng would send him to school every day. After school, Yu Feng also waited outside early. The strange thing is that Wang Li didn't say anything about it.

When was the last time I talked to Li Xuan? It seems to be a long time ago, so long that Yu Duoduo's memory is a little fuzzy.He himself was also consciously avoiding Li Xuan. Although there was no basis for it, Yu Duoduo seemed to feel that half of his body had sunk into the quagmire, and he couldn't drag Li Xuan down.

"Why are you boys so stingy? Can't you just speak up if you have any problems?" Qin Zhenzhen obviously didn't believe Yu Duoduo's words, she always believed in her own judgment.

"If you're embarrassed, I'll help you get Li Xuan out!" She was quite eager to try.

Yu Duoduo grabbed Qin Zhenzhen's hand, "Don't..."

"Go to self-study!" The Chinese teacher raised his head buried in the newspaper, and looked at Yu Duoduo and the others unhappily, "If you want to talk, go out and talk."

Jin An, who was sitting in the front row, also turned around and gave Yu Duoduo a look, only to be stared back by Qin Zhenzhen.In the end, Jin An snorted angrily, and turned back to do his homework again. His posture of writing almost poked holes out of the paper.

Qin Zhenzhen pulled out her hand angrily, "I don't want to bother with you."

"Yes, sorry."

"Ahh..." Qin Zhenzhen was about to roar angrily, but suddenly saw Yu Duoduo's hand that was pulled just now, "What's wrong?"

"Huh?" Yu Duoduo didn't realize what Qin Zhenzhen was saying for a while, and looked at Qin Zhenzhen in puzzlement.

"Hand." Qin Zhenzhen pointed to Yu Duoduo's arm that was exposed from the winter padded jacket.The top is black and purple, and blood is almost oozing out. It is conceivable how severe the impact can cause the marks.

Yu Duoduo looked at his hands, a little surprised, he rolled up his sleeves, and a large bruise extended to his elbow.He whispered to himself, "I, I don't remember..."

"Are you a log, don't you even know the pain?" Qin Zhenzhen was shocked and angry. She probably would never be able to understand the brain circuit of this deskmate.

Yu Duoduo tentatively pressed it with his hand, then shook his head, his eyes were empty, and he said lightly, "It doesn't hurt."

Qin Zhenzhen suddenly felt a chill from head to toe, she didn't know what kind of feeling it was for a while, but after a long time, she remembered this day and realized that this feeling should be called creepy.

But at this moment, Qin Zhenzhen was completely stunned, unable to say a word.She was in a daze and didn't know what she was doing, and she didn't come back to herself until Jin An called her.

"Let's go, go home." Jin An knocked on the table, "What did you say to Yu Duoduo just now, you looked lost." Jin An seemed to pretend not to care, but his eager eyes betrayed him.

"It's nothing." Qin Zhenzhen didn't really want to say.

"Hey, do you have any secrets with him that I can't know?"

"Are you stupid? It's nothing if you say nothing!" Qin Zhenzhen hit Jin Anyi's hammer, and the depression in her heart was inexplicably relieved. She looked around, "Where's Yu Duoduo?"

"Let's go!" Jin An said angrily.

Qin Zhenzhen kept packing her schoolbag, and suddenly noticed a black memory card under Yu Duoduo's desk, and picked it up hesitantly.

Jin An also saw it, and leaned over, "Is it Yu Duoduo's? I don't usually see him using his mobile phone!"

"Don't allow people to leave it at home, it's not like you play with your mobile phone all day long."

After hearing this, Jin An was a little proud, "Then my grades are better than yours."

"Yu Duoduo probably hasn't gone far, I'll go find him." Qin Zhenzhen pretended not to hear Jin An's words, stuffed the book into her schoolbag, and trotted out with the bag.

Jin An hurriedly chased after him, "Wait for me!" He didn't pay attention to the road in his haste, and collided with someone who was passing by the door. Jin An raised his eyes and trembled in shock.

"Hello, Teacher Qin!"

Qin Jingjing nodded, looked at Qin Zhenzhen's back and asked, "What is Qin Zhenzhen doing in such a hurry?"

"Yu Duoduo lost his things, Qin Zhenzhen went to look for him."

"thing?"

"It seems to be a memory card." In front of Qin Jing, Jin An was as honest as a rabbit.

"I remember that the school has a rule that you can't bring mobile phones into the classroom." Qin Jing stared at Jin An sharply, as if he knew exactly what Jin An was doing.

Jin An didn't dare to say anything, and shrank his head, trying to reduce his sense of existence as much as possible.

"Okay, let's go back, pay attention to safety on the road."

"Goodbye, Teacher Qin." Jin An quickly ran away without raising his head.Qin Jing looked at Jin An's leaving back with a solemn expression.

When Yu Duoduo was walking towards the school gate, he heard Qin Zhenzhen's voice calling him, accompanied by the sound of hurried footsteps.Yu Duoduo stopped, turned around and saw Qin Zhenzhen bending over and panting heavily.

"How many times have I called you?" Qin Zhenzhen said out of breath.

All Yu Duoduo could think about was Yu Feng, who might be waiting at the school gate at this moment, completely oblivious to the fact that someone was calling him.He walked up to Qin Zhenzhen and asked, "What's the matter?"

"It depends on your attitude. Thanks to my hard work, I brought it here for you." Qin Zhenzhen rolled her eyes and spread her palms, "Here, it's yours!"

Lying in Qin Zhenzhen's palm was a black memory card, this familiar card made Yu Duoduo gasp.He obviously hid it at home, why is it here.

Seeing that Yu Duoduo's expression was not right, Qin Zhenzhen asked suspiciously: "Isn't it yours? It obviously fell under your desk, so whose could it be?"

The hand that was about to retract was held by Yu Duoduo, and the things in the palm of the hand were also taken away by Yu Duoduo.Yu Duoduo forced a smile, "Yes, it's mine. Thank you."

"Ah, it's fine if it's yours. That's fine, let's go back." Jin An, who came late, picked up Qin Zhenzhen and walked out.

"What are you doing? I still have something to say." Qin Zhenzhen said to Jin An while looking at Yu Duoduo.

"You two really have endless things to say, you can't talk about it tomorrow. Look, you only said a few words to me in a day..." The voices of the two gradually faded away.

Yu Duoduo stopped where he was, looked at the things in his hands, and didn't know where to go for a while.He remembered that he found this memory card in the dark that night. He thought about it for a long time and didn't know what to do. It was a very important thing.Who does he want to hand it over to, and who can he hand it over to?

No, there is no one to turn to for help.

He thought for a long time, and his brain has turned into a ball of paste, and it might explode in the next second.The thick ink-like sky gradually became brighter, and Yu Duoduo realized that it was almost dawn, and the night passed so quickly.

There was a knock on the door, and Yu Feng shouted outside: "Duo Duo, get up quickly, I'll take you to school."

What to do, what to do, Yu Feng asked, what happened yesterday afternoon is still clearly imprinted in his mind.Did Yu Feng check what he had brought? What if Yu Feng saw it?The constant knocking on the door almost drove Yu Duoduo crazy.

Yu Duoduo's eyes moved to the bear he was leaning against, the cotton bulging out of the eye sockets that lost his eyes was really ugly.Yu Duoduo finally thought of a way. He wrapped the card in paper and stuffed it through the bear's eyes.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

"A lot, it's okay." Xiong grinned.Yu Duoduo also felt relieved, the bear will take good care of it, this is a safe place, no one will find it.

But to Yu Duoduo's surprise, Yu Feng didn't ask anything in the car.He just said to Yu Duoduo: "Duoduo, you have grown up and have your own secret."

"Father is really disappointed." After saying this, Yu Feng didn't say anything.

Yu Duoduo's uneasy heart gradually calmed down when he saw the school gate, and he couldn't wait to get out of the car.After swallowing twice in his throat, he turned to Yu Feng and said, "Daddy, goodbye."

"Yeah." Yu Feng was expressionless like a statue, until Yu Duoduo was about to leave, he suddenly stopped Yu Duoduo and said, "Duoduo, Dad loves you."

It was like a spell, and Yu Duoduo's heart was clenched so hard that he could hardly breathe.He turned around and blended into the crowd, until he was far away from Yu Feng, he could still feel Yu Feng's scorching gaze.

Yu Duoduo took two sharp breaths and looked around in a daze.Surrounded by people laughing and playing, he could only walk into the abyss alone.What should he do now?The feeling of helplessness gradually spread.

"Duoduo, what's wrong with you?" A beam of light exploded in the boundless blackness.

Yu Duoduo heard his own heartbeat clearly, and the beating became stronger and stronger. He looked at the familiar person in front of him and took a step forward, feeling a little unsteady.

"Where is it uncomfortable?" Li Xuan was extremely anxious, and it seemed that he wanted to carry Yu Duoduo to the hospital immediately.

Yu Duoduo shook his hand and smiled at him.This smile was as dazzling as an epiphyllum that had bloomed for a lifetime, Li Xuan was so dumbfounded that he didn't even feel that Yu Duoduo had put something in his palm.