i saw a bear

It was only when Yu Duoduo sat in the car that Yu Xiaoxiao was there. She was sitting in the back seat playing with her mobile phone, but her expression was a little ugly.She pursed her lips, her eyes seemed to be looking at her mobile phone, but there was no luster at all.

Yu Feng lit a cigarette and held it in his mouth.This action made Yu Duoduo look at Yu Feng in surprise, he had never seen Yu Feng smoking, nor had he seen a cigarette at home, so could Yu Feng know how to smoke?Yu Feng kept tapping the steering wheel with his fingertips, took a deep breath of the cigarette, and exhaled it, the smell of smoke filled the small space.

Yu Duoduo coughed uncontrollably, Yu Feng turned to look at him, and smiled, "I almost forgot, Duoduo is still here." Yu Feng extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray on the car, which was very clean, only Yu Duoduo just now The cigarette that Feng threw in.Yu Feng seemed to be very excited today.

"Why is it so late today?" Yu Feng asked seemingly casually.

Yu Duoduo tightened his fingers and replied softly, "Teacher, I'm in detention."

"Oh—" Yu Feng made a long cry, not knowing whether he believed it or not.

Yu Duoduo returned home with anxiety, during which Yu Feng never said a word, and Yu Xiaoxiao didn't speak either.Yu Duoduo saw from the rearview mirror that Yu Xiaoxiao looked forward with resentful eyes from time to time.Who is she looking at, who else is there besides herself, Yu Duoduo laughed at herself in her heart.

Chen Li was not at home these few days, and the house was much quieter. Sometimes this dead room was like a huge coffin.Yu Duoduo watered the flowers in the small garden. The flowers have withered early, will they continue to bloom next year?Yu Duoduo was inexplicably melancholy, he turned his head to look at the small room in the corner, which was Yu Feng's studio.

Although there is a study room at home, Yu Feng still spends a lot of time in his studio.It is absolutely forbidden to disturb him when he is inside, he will stay inside for a long time, Yu Duoduo sometimes wonders if he sleeps inside all night.

From the small garden, you can also see the corner of the window of Yu Duoduo's bedroom, and you can vaguely see the bear lying on the bed.Did he forget to draw the curtains today?Yu Duoduo couldn't remember much, he always couldn't remember many things, important and unimportant, many of them were lost from his mind.

Yu Xiaoxiao went back to the room early, and it was unusual that she didn't sneer at Yu Duoduo today.It was not like this a long time ago. When Yu Xiaoxiao was still young, Yu Duoduo remembered that she always followed behind him like a follower. Even if Chen Li was very upset, she would persistently hold her hand and not let go, as if she It's like a big doll.

When did it become like this, was she in junior high school, or earlier.One day, Yu Xiaoxiao went home with Yu Feng, her eyes were red, as if she had been crying, she looked at Yu Duoduo, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she said nothing.Those eyes are so familiar in retrospect, just like my own eyes now.

At night, Yu Duoduo passed by Yu Xiaoxiao's room, and a little light came out from the crack in the door.Yu Duoduo stopped at the door, and there was a faint voice, as if someone was crying.

"Brother, just close your eyes!" Yu Xiaoxiao's voice rang in his ears, Yu Duoduo opened his eyes suddenly, the bright light hurt his eyes, and tears slid from the corners of his eyes.Yu Duoduo looked at the alarm clock beside the bed, it was only 04:30.He seemed to have dreamed of something just now, white and red were intertwined, and he couldn't remember anything in a blink of an eye.

"Duo Duo, Duo Duo..." Xiong called him, "Can't sleep?"

"Yeah." Yu Duoduo hugged his legs with his hands, resting his head on his knees, "I feel very tired and can't breathe."

"Duoduo..." Xiong shook his head, looked at Yu Duoduo for a while, supported his body with his palms, and staggered off the bed.

Yu Duoduo's eyes widened. This was the first time Xiong stood up in front of him, "Can you walk?"

"I'm getting better soon," Xiong smirked, "I'll be able to take Duoduo out of here soon."

leave here.Bear spoke to him a second time.Maybe, you can really leave, you can go to find... The fantasy will be shattered by Yu Duoduo himself in the next second, he doesn't even know where to go.

Before he noticed, the bear had already reached the door. "Where are you going?" Yu Duoduo was taken aback. Is Xiong leaving too?

Xiong opened the door with one hand, turned to Yu Duoduo and said, "Show Duoduo some happy things." As he said so, he disappeared into the darkness outside the door.

Yu Duoduo looked at the open door, but nothing could be seen outside.Will the bear come back? Maybe it just disappeared, just like its mother, without warning, suddenly disappeared. In an instant, this person seemed to have disappeared from the world, leaving no trace at all.

Yu Duoduo waited, the sound of seconds beating next to his ears.He pulled the quilt so tightly that he almost tore the quilt apart.He hesitated to stand up, and struggled to the door, not knowing whether he should go out or not.When he was struggling, a furry palm reached in.

Yu Duoduo took a step back, it was Xiong who came back.It staggered up to Yu Duoduo. Yu Duoduo froze for a moment, went up and hugged it, and buried his head in the bear's thick fur to cover up the tears he was about to shed.

"What's the matter, Duoduo?" Xiong patted Yu Duoduo's head with one hand, and put the other hand behind Yu Duoduo's back. It seemed to be holding something in its hand.

"It's okay, what did you have?" Yu Duoduo took two steps back, and saw what Xiong was holding in his hand, which seemed to be a notebook, and it looked vaguely familiar.

Xiong proudly placed the things he brought in front of Yu Duoduo. They were several notebooks, large and small, with colorful pictures printed on the covers. It looked like they were for children.

"Whose is this?" Yu Duoduo asked, but he vaguely had an answer in his heart. He opened the cover and found Yu Duoduo's name scrawled inside with a pencil, and there were graffiti drawn with colored pencils beside the name.

"This is mine?" Yu Duoduo muttered to himself, he had no memory of his childhood, and he didn't know where to throw away the things he used in childhood, and the memories without attachments disappeared little by little without knowing it. clean.

Xiong nodded and danced happily, "I found it from the storage room."

Put it there?The storage room that carried his gray memories, no wonder he had never seen these things before.Yu Duoduo opened one of the notebooks, and there were all kinds of graffiti inside, which seemed to be a picture book.Inside, a child is drawn with childish strokes, a circle is the head, thick lines are the body, and a woman is drawn beside it.Long black hair, big eyes, red lips, and a dress, this is my mother.

All the images unexpectedly appeared in Yu Duoduo's mind. It was a woman who was always smiling, holding a paintbrush with her slender fingers, and looked back at him from time to time.The facial features are still blurred, but those eyes full of concern are exceptionally clear.

"Mother……"

"Duoduo, let's go find mom!" Xiong called excitedly.

Yu Duoduo looked at the picture album in his hand and remained silent. After a long time, he shook his head, "I can't go." Where can I find it? Is she still in this city? Maybe she is not in this country anymore. She wants to see He? If she misses him, why hasn't she seen him for so many years.

Yu Duoduo is unwilling to accept this possibility. She has forgotten him, she doesn't want to see him, and she may even hate him.

Before going to school, Yu Duoduo hid a few notebooks under the bed. He didn't want anyone in the house to see these things.If Chen Li saw it, she might burn them all.Yu Duoduo could feel that Chen Li had a terrible hatred for her mother.

"Duo Duo, what are you doing outside without sleeping so early today?" Yu Feng asked suddenly while eating.

Yu Duoduo chewed on the bun in his mouth, not knowing what to say for a while.

Yu Xiaoxiao sneered, "Didn't my brother often get up in the middle of the night to drink water, go to the toilet or something, the footsteps are so loud, it's so noisy."

"Yes, I'm sorry." Yu Duoduo swallowed the food in his mouth with great effort.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm talking to your brother." Yu Feng stared at Yu Xiaoxiao.

Yu Xiaoxiao flinched obviously, and then said with a fake smile: "I won't do it next time."

"Don't make me remind you again."

"Father, I remember." Yu Xiaoxiao replied with lowered eyes.

The stagnant atmosphere continued until Yu Duoduo arrived at the school, Yu Feng parked the car at the school gate, and said to Yu Duoduo who was about to get off the car: "Duo Duo, don't be as late today as yesterday."

"Yeah." Yu Duoduo walked into the school gate without looking back.

As soon as Yu Duoduo sat down, Qin Zhenzhen came over, "Why is your complexion getting uglier and uglier, did you not sleep at night?" Qin Zhenzhen didn't make jokes as usual, but asked with concern: "Is there something wrong with you?" I'm not feeling well, did you go to the doctor?"

Yu Duoduo smiled at her, lowered his head and took the book from his schoolbag, "I'm fine. Thank you."

"Are you really okay? You can tell me anything, although it may not be helpful. Don't underestimate me!"

Yu Duoduo couldn't help laughing, and looked at Qin Zhenzhen seriously, "Really, it's okay." Qin Zhenzhen is very good, so she can't be put in danger.

"You've been coming late recently. Li Xuan waited for you for a long time before, and his complexion was not very good."

Yu Duoduo immediately thought of the things he gave to Li Xuan yesterday. Has Li Xuan seen it?After he gave the things to Li Xuan yesterday, he asked Li Xuan to give the things to his father. Did Li Xuan's father see it?Thinking of this, Yu Duoduo couldn't sit still, and immediately wanted to find Li Xuan.

The class bell rang by chance. Qin Zhenzhen looked at his fidgeting look and said with a bit of sarcasm: "I've said it before. If you have something to say, you should talk about it. Don't wait until you regret it. Look at you , do not listen to the old man's words..."

Jin An, who was sitting at the front, interjected coldly, "You are really old!"

Yu Duoduo didn't notice the commotion next to him at all, the figures of Li Xuan and Wang Hui crossed back and forth in his mind.As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Yu Duoduo rushed out immediately and ran outside Li Xuan's classroom.

Li Xuan happened to be walking too, and the two looked at each other.Only then did Yu Duoduo notice that Li Xuan's expression was not quite right.