twin stars

Lei Yi

Maybe it was influenced by Ah Chi and Ah Tim's words, I had a dream at night.I dreamed that Ajie became a woman, and then he and I... had skin-to-skin relationship!No, Ajie didn't turn into a woman, I knew he was a man, but I still hugged and kissed him desperately...

I'm probably crazy!

Yes, I was originally a mental patient, that's why I like Ajie!It's "normal" for a patient to have crazy thoughts, right?

But Ajie is a normal person, right?What would happen if he knew that I was mentally ill?Will hate me?will leave me?Ajie, why aren't you a woman?If you're a woman, then I'm not a psychopath.Or, how good would it be if we were all mentally ill?At least, at least I can tell you my heart.And now, no matter how many times I shout in my heart, I can't cry out.Will all longing, all thoughts, be lost in darkness and silence?

Ajie still made breakfast.Wearing an orange apron, he arranged the meals on the dining table in an orderly manner, and his whole body was shrouded in golden morning light, just like the sun god in Greek mythology who draws water by the lake in the early morning, handsome, holy, and not to be offended...

This scene is so beautiful!Maybe, only by looking at him from a distance like this can we never lose it?

After finishing work at night, Ah Liu suddenly came to our dormitory and said that he had something important to tell me, and he could only tell me to one person.He closed my door mysteriously, clutching the corners of his shirt tightly with both hands, avoiding his eyes, not daring to look directly into my eyes.

"Ah material, what is it that makes you so nervous?"

"Brother Xiao Yi, I, I said it, can you, can you not blame me?" His voice was trembling, which made me even more curious.

"As long as you don't commit crimes, why should I blame you? You are always straightforward, why are you so mother-in-law today? You won't really cause a big disaster, will you?"

"No, no! I, I tell you..." Ah Liu swallowed his saliva, his whole body tensed up, and he was extremely nervous: "Actually, actually... Actually, I have always liked you! I have liked you for a long time!"

It was as if a slap was loudly slapped on my face, which made me lose the ability to think for a moment, and the cigarette in my hand fell to the ground.What does it mean?Are you teasing me?

"Ah material, what nonsense are you talking about? Are you stupid? You like me? You see clearly, I am a man, a man!"

"I know, I know! But I just like you! I have always had your photo on me, I really like you so much, it's so uncomfortable, so I want to confess to you!" He took out a few photos from his trousers pocket, with me There are also life photos of the stills.

The person I have always regarded as a good brother actually hides my photo!I can't believe it, and I can't accept it!I rushed forward and snatched the photos, tearing them to shreds one by one.

"Bastard, take these words back, understand? I'll just pretend you're dizzy and farting, and you don't even know what you're talking about!"

Ah Liao said tremblingly: "I know, actually...you like Brother Jie..."

Those words hit me hard like a whip.The most secret box in my heart that I didn't want to be touched was forcibly opened by someone. I became furious and yelled "Shut up", and punched him in the face with my fist, knocking him to the ground.

"Brother Xiao Yi, I really like you, I really like you!" Ah Liu lay on the ground covering his face, still yelling unrepentantly.

"Shut up! We are brothers, we can only be brothers! Do you understand? If you are so stubborn, you won't even be a brother! Get lost! I don't want to see you again!"

Ah Liu got up from the ground, looked at me deeply, the corners of his mouth twitched, and wanted to say something, but I didn't want to hear it at all.He finally gave up trying, turned around and rushed out the door.

There are broken photos all over the room.My head hurts.what can I do?I can't give him any hope.Ah material, I don't want you to like me, do you understand?I cherish the brotherhood with you very much, we have always been good brothers who treat each other with sincerity, isn't it great?I simply cannot reciprocate your feelings.I just want to be like before, like before...

I thought that giving Ah Liu a heavy blow without mercy would dispel his absurd thoughts, make him give up completely, and make him turn around.However, I was wrong.Ah Liu left, handed over a resignation letter to the company, left no contact information, and left without saying hello to anyone. Even Ah Shui and Ah Yuan didn't know his whereabouts.

At the party, everyone scolded him for not being loyal enough. Some people speculated that he left without saying goodbye because of some accidents in his family. Some said that he might have returned to his hometown on Daidao.

Only I know the truth.But I really didn't know it was the result, I didn't want to force him away!

Why is this happening?Why is this happening?

I can't tell anyone about my distress, and I don't even have a chance to apologize.The first time I got drunk, I was carried back to the dormitory by Ajie.

After waking up from a hangover, Ajie said that he would squeeze fresh orange juice for me, which can not only replenish sugar, but also sober up.I was lying on the bed, watching him peel the oranges and put them in the juicer one by one, and suddenly thought: Maybe, if I confessed my love to Ajie earlier, I wouldn’t react so violently to Ajie’s words, and wouldn’t be deeply moved. Stabbed Ah Liu, causing him to leave.Ah Liao has the courage to confess to me, so can I try to tell Ajie my heart?What if... what if he can accept me?

Ajie, I have a lot on my mind, I really want to tell you!

I stared at him for a long time, and finally plucked up the courage to ask, "Ajie, what would you do if a man liked you?"

"Ah? Haha," Ajie was still focused on the juicer without looking at me: "Why? Men like men, so, isn't that mentally ill! I'm not mentally ill!"

"..." Should have been, expected to be such an answer!

But I still have some expectations.What a fool!What a fool!

"Yeah, yeah, neither of us! Hahaha, neither!" I laughed at myself, laughing wildly and bitterly.Ajie looked at me inexplicably, but I felt that I was being shrouded in darkness...

Feng Xiangjie

Ah Liu came to look for Xiao Yi, his expression was abnormal, and he even had to close the door to talk...

I was a little uneasy. Although I was disgraceful, I couldn't help but stood outside the door and listened to the corner.

As soon as he approached Xiaoyi's bedroom door, he heard Xiaoyi yell "Shut up".Then there was the sound of someone falling to the ground.Then, I heard Ah Liu's voice: "Brother Xiao Yi, I really like you, I really like you!"

"Shut up! We are brothers, we can only be brothers! Do you understand? If you persist in your obsession, you won't even be a brother! Get lost! I don't want to see you again!" Xiao Yi's raging anger made me feel like You can feel it through the door.I didn't dare to stand outside the door anymore, and quickly fled back to my room.

My heart was beating violently, and beating chaotically.Chaos, chaos!

It turns out that Ah Liu likes Xiao Yi as much as I do!And Xiaoyi... he was disgusted and repelled!

"We are brothers and can only be brothers!" This sentence has been echoing in my mind.

Ash left.Xiao Yi drank bottle after bottle, and I knew he felt guilty and sad for Ah Liu's departure.

I carried him into the room and put him on the bed.He was so drunk that he kept talking nonsense: "I don't want to force you to leave, I don't want to force you to leave! Why do you like me... Isn't it good to be a brother? It's so happy to be a brother..."

There was a sour feeling in my heart.Yes, it's great to be a brother, there are not so many troubles, and there are not so many unspeakable secrets, open and frank, happy and happy... Ah Liu's today may be my tomorrow.I can't make the same mistake again!

"Ajie, Ajie, don't leave me!" Xiao Yi suddenly grabbed my hand.I held his hand back and said silently in my heart: Xiaoyi, I promise you, I will only be a brother!

The next day, after Xiao Yi woke up, he asked me what would happen if a man liked me.At that moment, I panicked, thinking that he had found out what was going on in my mind, so luckily he covered it up.It's getting harder and harder to act in front of Xiao Yi!

Many days later, I remembered to call Su Anran.This time I want to fulfill my promise and stop cheating on the little girl. At the same time, I want to ask her if she has regained her studies.She is younger than my sister, I really don't want her to choose the wrong direction in life.

We talked for a long time on the phone, and she was very talkative.Originally, I wanted to ask her more about her work and study, but she asked me a lot about filming and life.At the end of the conversation, she asked me if I was free to meet for dinner tonight, I thought about it, and then found an excuse to reply that she was not free.I don't want to give unrealistic fantasies to star-chasing little girls.

Xiao Yi was still a little depressed.I called my brothers and dragged him to the bar to drink together, hoping to let him relax.

The few bundles of beer quickly ran out, and I ran to the bar to continue ordering.Turning around, I suddenly found two people, a man and a woman, sitting at the opposite round table.The girl turned out to be Su Anran. The boy was wearing a suit and tie, bald, with a beer belly. He was 50 or [-] years old. He could be Su Anran's father.Su Anran hugged the man's arm very affectionately, and the man even patted her face.A middle-aged man actually brought an underage girl to this kind of place!

Su Anran also found me at this time.She showed a surprised expression, but it seemed that she was afraid of the man next to her, so she didn't dare to say anything, and pretended not to see me in embarrassment.I was also very embarrassed, I told her on the phone today that I don't have time for filming tonight, and lied to her again.

After returning to the box with four bundles of beer, the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became.Su Anran is still a naive little girl, could it be that she was lured by that man?No, I can't sit idly by, I'm going to have a look.

I came to the round table feeling drunk, and saw that the man was feeding Su Anran a drink.Furious, I snatched the wine glass and put it heavily on the table.

"An Ran, you can't drink, come with me!"

"Jie, Brother Jie..." Su Anran wiped away the remaining wine from her mouth, and was completely stunned.

"You are..." The man looked at me suspiciously.

"I'm her brother!"

"Brother? Strange, why didn't I know she had a brother?"

"There are so many things you don't know! An old man forced an underage girl to drink. Do you know that I will call the police?"

"Call the police?" The man looked incredulous.

"Jiege, Jiege, you misunderstood!" Su Anran stood up, tugged at my sleeve, and whispered, "He is my father. Today he is here with his friends, and I desperately pestered him to bring me here Have fun. Just now, I insisted on drinking, and my father was obstructing me."

The voice hit my ears, and I immediately turned red in the face.It's so embarrassing!I really want to find a hole to drill into.

"Hi, Uncle, Uncle! Just, just now...haha!" My tongue was tied up, and I couldn't speak a complete sentence, so I had to laugh and laugh.

"What's the relationship between you two?" After clarifying his identity, Su Anran's father looked upright, and he asked with a serious face.

"He is my idol Feng Xiangjie!" Before I could stop it, Su Anran shook out my name.

A haze immediately appeared on the uncle's face. He probably knew that I was the one who let his daughter choose to be an actor willfully, so he was very upset, right?But soon, his face softened again: "Well, you asked her to do homework? It would be great if my daughter could listen to me like she listens to you. Alas, we are just too used to her!"

"Father, if you don't pet me, who do you pet?" Su Anran pointed at herself and said with a smile.

"Then, then I won't bother you." I touched my ears, wanting to leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible.

"Brother Jie, Brother Jie. Can I go to Zhao's studio to visit your class?"

"Uh, yes, yes!" I just want to get out of here as soon as possible.Being looked at by her father's scrutiny, I feel like a pain in my back.

Lei Yi

Ajie called Su Anran.He said that he regarded Su Anran as a little sister, but they talked so happily on the phone.What's the use of me being unhappy?Who cares what I think?

After drinking at night, Ajie was a little restless after returning from the bar, and soon went to the bar again.I also got up and went to the bathroom.Coming out of the bathroom, someone suddenly patted me on the shoulder from behind:

"Hey, what a coincidence, we met again!"

I turned around, and it was Lin Yushan.

"What a coincidence." I smiled slightly and asked, "Are you meeting here today?"

"Yes! You are the 'Brothers Gang', we are the 'Sisters Gang'! The shows we play are no worse than your boys'!"

"Oh? At least we can't drink alcohol, right?" I laughed and said, "What interesting show are you playing?"

"Hmm...like 'Truth or Dare', like 'Killing Game' and so on."

"Sounds like fun!"

"Of course it's interesting, let's play with you next time?"

"Ah, let me play among the women? That's fine. I'll just play the vulgar boy's game, ha ha!"

The two walked to Lin Yushan's private room talking and laughing.After waving goodbye to each other, she was about to open the door and go in when she heard someone inside say:

"What? She seduced the actor?"

"Yeah, let me tell you, Lin Yushan is a flirtatious and flirtatious woman! She even has a fiancé, yet she even went so far as to seduce Lei Yi, Zhao's best actor. Last time I saw it with my own eyes, she took the initiative to ask Lei Yat."

"Ah! Zhao Ying, what you said is true? Why is she such a woman? I broke up with my fiance because of her before, so I feel sorry for her!"

"What's so pitiful about her? At the beginning, she also wanted to chase after the actor, and cuckolded her fiancé in public. As a result, the actor didn't take her seriously at all. She just wanted to see him. No wonder she wanted to make friends with Zhao's actress. It turned out that she was looking for opportunities Get close to Lei Yi! What a scheming plan!"

"Oh, this woman is terrible! Let's be more careful about her in the future!"

Lin Yushan put her hand on the doorknob, her face was pale, tears rolled in her eyes.

I stepped forward and asked, "Zhao Ying is your friend who was with you last time?" Lin Yushan nodded.Last time we met, I still had an impression of Zhao Ying.At that time, she and Lin Yushan were very affectionate, they seemed to be good friends, but she didn't expect that one thing on the surface, but another thing behind the scenes, even spreading rumors and smearing her companions!

I grabbed Lin Yushan's hand, pressed the door handle, and pulled her to push the door into the private room.A room full of girls looked up at us in surprise.I smiled at them and said word by word:

"Hearing that you guys were discussing in full swing, I couldn't help but interject: it's Lin Yushan who I, Lei Yi, is pursuing! Do you understand? I hope I won't hear the word 'seduce' again, okay?" ?”

After I finished speaking, I deliberately held Lin Yushan's hand tightly in front of them, and then dragged her away while everyone was stunned.

After leaving the private room for a distance, I quickly let go.Lin Yushan lowered her head, her face seemed to be a little flushed.

"That... sorry, I just..."

"I understand...you are saving me. Thank you..." She still lowered her head, her voice was as small as a mosquito buzzing.

"Oh, it's nothing, I just hate villains who speak ill of people behind their backs! You should pay attention to making friends in the future, and don't make such friends again."

"Yeah!" She nodded slightly.

"What do you do? Go home now? I still have a party here, so I can't see you off. Can you do it alone?"

"Well, it's okay, I'll take a taxi home."

I was about to send Lin Yushan to the door of the bar when I suddenly saw Ajie chatting with a man and Su Anran at the round table near the bar.So... so I went to find Su Anran!When Ajie was about to leave, Su Anran also stood up and whispered something to him, the two of them were so close...

I feel bored!very boring!

I turned around and asked Lin Yushan next to me: "It's still early, do you want to go to our box to play? Teach everyone your 'killing game', and when the party is over, I'll drive you home, how about it? "

"Okay!" She nodded happily.

The author has something to say:

The imagination is poor, and it is so difficult to brainstorm the plot!After thinking about it, if it is too cruel later, I will write the content of the dream as a side story (maybe).