twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

"Ajay!"

I heard Xiao Yi shouting behind me.But what can I do?Turn your head, hug him and cry like you did backstage at the Golden Show Awards?

Sorry, Xiaoyi, I can't see you!I can't forget the past, I'm afraid I will hate you again!

You have misidentified me as a brother and mistakenly made me as a friend in this life, completely forget about me!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can only live up to your friendship!

Another defeat, another return in embarrassment!

It would be great if I didn't fall in love with Xiao Yi!That way, I don't have to run away, and I can be by his side as an older brother, protecting him and helping him.

How lucky I would be if he was a girl!

He is my love, my best friend and family member.Losing him was like losing three people at the same time.The void in my heart can no longer be filled!

Not long after I came back from the filming of "The Good and the Brave", my left arm began to ache for no reason.When I was in the Zhang family class, I relied on my youthful vigor and devoted myself to my career. I often filmed with injuries. At that time, my two arms suffered from inertial dislocation.This time I thought it was an old problem, and I thought it was enough to recuperate at home, and I didn't want to go to the doctor.One month later, the pain in my arm became more and more painful, and I couldn't even use my strength. At the strong request of my mother and An Ran, I had to go to the hospital for an examination.The doctor said that my left arm had been dislocated many times, and it was not corrected and treated in time, which affected the nerves in the neck and caused the muscles of the left arm to atrophy.

The results of the examination made me very depressed, and my mother and An Ran were even more frightened and panicked, and they were shrouded in gloom all day long.

"It's okay, it's okay! My left arm was broken into three pieces when I was a child, and the muscles were also atrophied. Didn't I recover after exercising? Don't worry, pay attention to rest and exercise this time, and it will recover soon."

I tried my best to comfort them, but An Ran was still worried.

"Could it be that I become disabled and you don't want me?" I deliberately teased her.

"What time is it, you still have the heart to joke!" She gave me a dissatisfied look, then lowered her head, and massaged my arm according to the doctor's instructions.After the massage, he drove me to pick up Xiaobang from school.

"Anran is mature now and knows how to take care of you. Mom is very happy!" My mother, wearing reading glasses, was sitting on the sofa knitting a sweater for Xiaobang.I spread out the newspaper, cut out the selected articles, and pasted them in my scrapbook.

"Actually, she is quite tolerant of you. You used to watch movies, eat, and skate alone by yourself, and she followed you, let you go, and didn't quarrel with you. If you were another woman, you might have turned your back on it long ago."

"Well, I know!" The scissors in his hand paused for a few seconds before continuing to cut.

"It is also your blessing to marry a wife like An Ran!"

"Well, I know!" I nodded.

Suddenly, the living room was silent.I looked up and saw that my mother was wiping tears for some unknown reason.Surprised, I hurriedly sat beside her, held her shoulders and asked uneasily, "Mom, why are you crying?"

She wiped away her tears and choked with sobs: "My child, Mom knows you have been suffering!"

I was stunned, and the soreness spread immediately, making my nose sour and almost crying.

"You are my son, why can't Mom not see that you are unhappy? You are suffering, Mom is very distressed, but Mom doesn't know how to help you! If possible, Mom really wants to suffer for you!"

It was as if a person was fighting against the severe cold alone in the vast expanse of ice and snow, his hands and feet were so cold that he could not feel it. At this time, someone brought him a cup of steaming hot tea, so that he could finally take a breath, and finally gained a moment of warmth!

"Mom!" I hugged her tightly, as if I had returned to the age when I could still act like a baby to her.

"If you are not happy, neither will Mom! Child, no matter what, you have to take care of yourself, just for me, An Ran and Xiaobang." She patted me on the back, just like when I was young Convulsions occurred in the dream, and she was gently held in her arms and comforted softly.

"Well, I know!" I fought back tears.My mother has always given me selfless, unrequited love.She has gone through the vicissitudes of life, and her temples are all whitened by wind and frost. She should have endured all hardships and cared for her life, but now she is still worried about me. How can I make her feel sad for me again?

Lei Yi

A faint cry came from somewhere...

It was an old abandoned wooden house, which I was familiar with.Stepping up the creaking stairs to the dusty attic, a thin and thin boy like a monkey is hiding in the corner of the room and crying.I knew that he had just been chased and beaten by a group of children. He was beaten black and bruised, and would only be complained and blamed by his old grandmother when he returned home, so he had to hide in the attic and rely on his own recovery ability to heal his injuries alone.

why is he cryingIn my memory, he was so strong and stubborn, never willing to show weakness, even if he was bullied with bruises all over his body, he would grit his teeth and never shed a tear easily.Now, who is he crying for?

"Why are you crying? What's the use of crying? That person...wouldn't know..." I asked the little boy blankly.

He was sobbing in a low voice, but after hearing what I said, he started crying loudly instead.The cries echoed in the empty wooden house, and the mottled wooden boards engraved with traces of history seemed to be mourning along with it.

This cry makes me upset: if this goes on, other people will hear it!Cover up your crying!

There are layers of flattened cardboard boxes piled up under the window, much like the cardboard boxes we used for cushioning and protection when we were filming in Zhao's studio.At that time, there was no special protective air cushion for filming, and when shooting high-altitude jumping scenes, we could only use cardboard boxes as cushions.Many dragon and tiger warriors have been injured by falls, and I also fell unconscious when filming the scene of "Taibao" jumping off the city gate.At that time, Ajie was still by my side...

I picked up the cardboard box and covered the little boy, layer by layer, tightly.Don't let others hear his cry, don't let anyone hear it!

"It's hot, it's hot!"

In a blink of an eye, I was standing on the roof of Zhao's dormitory building.There were two mats in the center of the roof. A young man was wearing a vest and shorts, reclining on the mat, propping his head in one hand, holding a cattail fan in the other, with one bare foot and a slipper on the other, muttering Muttering, keep shouting hot.

"Hey, why are you here? Have you seen Ajie? He went downstairs to cut watermelon." He found me, smiled at me, and shook the handle of the fan vigorously: "It's so hot today! The second brother said that at home There is air conditioning, let me move back home. But Ajie still lives in the dormitory, how can I go? I made an idea to sleep on the roof of the dormitory at night with mats. In fact, at night, the roof is quite cool, and Ajie and I drink Beer, eat watermelon, and see the stars all over the sky, what a pleasure! That guy Adong doesn’t understand the fun of it, so he goes home. It’s okay, as long as Ajie is here.

It's also really strange that Ajie and I always have endless conversations.In the past two years of living in the dormitory, I am afraid that I have said more than the sum of the words I have said in the previous 20 years.Sometimes two people don't speak, just look at each other and know what the other is thinking.Some people say that we are 'one head, one soul', well, it's true, we just have the same heart!

Why hasn't this guy come up yet?He bought a watermelon and took it to the kitchen to cut it. Why cut it?Just punch it open and eat it.But he didn't want to get watermelon residue everywhere, and he also said that watermelon seeds should not be spit indiscriminately, but should be spit in the garbage bag, so as not to cause trouble for the corridor cleaners.This guy really thinks of others!That's why he knows how to take care of others?Of course, he was also negligent. There was a hole in the garbage bag once, and he didn't know it. He threw the garbage bag while walking, and the watermelon seeds spilled all over the floor.I died laughing in the back, just didn't tell him.Afterwards, he was scolded by the administrator. Seeing me standing aside and snickering, he thought it was my fault, so he chased me and beat me.After finding out the truth, I made him apologize to me for several days.Hey, actually, I regret why I didn't break the garbage bag earlier?

It's easy to make him mad, just go against him.But remember, he is very principled, you can't step on his bottom line, if you really piss him off, you won't be able to go around.I am most afraid that Ajie will ignore me.Although we always have a good understanding, when he ignores me, I can't figure out what he is thinking.He also refused to say the reason, like a stuffy gourd.It doesn't matter if he gets angry at me, hits me, or scolds me, I can handle it.Of course he didn't really hit me or scold me.But he ignored me, so I stopped cooking.You know, this guy is stubborn, like an iron bucket, no oil or salt can get in, no matter how much you beat him, it's useless, there's really nothing to do with him!

Apart from the bad point of "ignoring people for no reason", Ajie is really interesting!Some reporters wrote that he was boring, boring, and uninteresting, but he is obviously very interesting!Whether he is happy, angry, shy, even if he is just concentrating on writing letters and reading books, I find it very interesting.He pursed his lips angrily, and he was so serious about preaching, it was so ridiculous, stupid and cute, I couldn't help but want to tease him. "

He kept describing how he played tricks on Ajie, and he looked proud as if he had won a lot of money in gambling.

"Hey, it's been a long time cutting watermelons, and you still haven't come up? I'll go and call him." He jumped up as he spoke, and went downstairs with light steps.

Ten minutes later, he returned to the roof with a hesitant expression:

"Ajie is not in the dormitory, strange, where did he go? Did he go to buy supper? But why didn't he tell me? Strange! Strange! Did you see him?" He asked me.

I looked at him for a while, then shook my head slowly.

"Why disappeared, why..." He lowered his head in disappointment and muttered to himself.A tear suddenly slid down his cheek.Seeing the tears dripping on his palm, he raised his head and asked me in confusion, "Why... am I crying?"

The pain in my heart was unbearable, I closed my eyes and didn't want to look any more.

When he opened his eyes again, he was sitting in a small wine shop.Wooden tables and stools, black wine jars, and an elderly man dressed as a shopkeeper was making an abacus behind the counter.Familiar furnishings, familiar people.The cold wind was howling outside the window, and snowflakes were flying. Even though a charcoal fire was lit in the wine shop, it still couldn't completely resist the chill that penetrated in.

Several guests wrapped in animal skins were sitting around a table to eat, and the table was filled with hot wine and hot dishes.

"Hey, shopkeeper, why isn't the little bartender in your store with one arm missing?" a customer wearing a leather felt hat asked.

"You mean Lei Li? Alas, that child is really ruined, ruined!" The shopkeeper brought them a pot of hot wine, shook his head and sighed: "He met a young hero named Feng before, and the two became best friends. Friends, we also made an appointment to go to Taihu Lake to return to farming together. But God failed, Feng Shaoxia was murdered by a traitor and died tragically in Huwei Mountain Villa. Lei Li entered Huwei Mountain Villa single-handedly, avenged him, and avenged him. Later, I heard It is said that Lei Li dug up Feng Shaoxia's tomb and wanted to take Feng Shaoxia's bones to Taihu Lake for burial, but unexpectedly something went wrong on the way, and even Feng Shaoxia's remains were lost! When he came back here, his whole body was shocked A bit silly, kept saying: "It's all my fault, if I had warned him earlier or prevented him from going, he wouldn't have died! It's all my fault! It's all my fault!" I kindly took him in Let him continue to help me. He seems to have forgotten the news of Feng Shaoxia's death. Every evening, he will stand outside the town and wait for Feng Shaoxia to return. There is no obstacle in the wind and snow. If someone tells him that Feng Shaoxia is gone If it happens, he will become very agitated and fierce, resenting others for lying to him. Well, there is nothing I can do, so I have to let him go."

After hearing this, everyone sighed.

I got up and left the liquor store.As soon as he went out, he was hit by a snowstorm all over the sky.The snow particles hit the face like a needle prick, but it was not as good as the cold wind cutting and scratching the face like an invisible knife.

I walked hard in the wind and snow, and finally walked outside the town.It was the same tree, just changed.The criss-crossing branches are wrapped in a thick layer of "white velvet" and extend towards the sky, and the brown bark is exposed on the leeward side, as if the wrapping has been cut off by the wind.

Under the tree, as in other places, the dead branches and leaves are covered with snow.The wind and snow blocked the line of sight, I carefully identified, only to find a person standing under the tree.The white clothes were almost integrated with the surrounding scenery, the hair was covered with ice slag and snow particles, the pale face was staring into the distance, even the eyelashes were covered with frost.Only the black hair exposed under the ice and snow and the lips turning purple from the cold can make people believe that there is indeed a person standing there.

He found me, opened his mouth, murmured for a while before he managed to make a sound: "I'm waiting...Brother Feng. Are you...waiting for someone too?"

Empty eyes, empty right sleeve.The sleeve fluttered in the wind, like a white banner calling back souls.

The heart is contracting again, and it hurts faintly.I covered my chest, shook my head and said, "I won't wait anymore, I want to give up! You too...don't wait any longer, he really won't come back!"

He opened his eyes wide, filled with tears, and protested with the stubbornness of a young man: "No, I will wait for him, no matter how long I wait, I will wait until I die!"

I rushed forward, grabbed his empty sleeves, and shouted loudly: "Put him down! Put him down! Don't be obsessed, don't be a cocoon! He doesn't want to come back, he doesn't want to see you! He hates you!"

"You're talking nonsense! You're talking nonsense!" The boy staggered back a few steps and fell to the ground.The white right sleeve was suddenly dyed crimson, bright red and dazzling.The blood kept flowing, wet the sleeves, and stained the white snow around the boy red.The blood was quickly frozen, but was instantly covered by fresh warm blood.

The boy supported his right shoulder with his left hand, frowning in pain: "It hurts! It hurts!"

I stood there blankly, watching the blood flow from the wound on the boy's right arm, as if it would never stop.

Is it possible to forget him only after shedding all the blood?Is it only when you turn into a cold corpse that you don't feel pain?

When I woke up, I still didn't know the answer.But the chest pain that makes me suffocate from time to time reminds me: I can't wait any longer, I want to leave, leave forever!Leave the familiar environment, familiar people, leave everything related to him, completely cut off contact with him, and never think of him again...

I began to ask my friends about immigration matters, and told my family my plan: When Xiao Nan finishes middle school and goes to university abroad, our family will emigrate abroad, leave Hangcheng, and leave the film and television industry.For Xiaonan's education, Yushan agrees very much.My mother was a little sad for her two granddaughters, Xiao Nan and Xiao Xi.The second brother and Xiaoer are not too happy.

"Oh, the family is going to be separated again!" The second brother said to himself.Xiao Er's face was dark, and he seemed to have something to say, but he held back.

"You are only in your 40s, and there are still many directors in Hangcheng looking for you to make movies. Give up your acting career and go abroad, what can you do?" The second brother asked worriedly.

What are you doing?I don't know either.I just want to leave now.Only when you go to a new place, can you have a new start, get rid of the old memories, and stop struggling, right?

Immigration gave me purpose and hope, as if just immigrating would give me a new life.

"Brother, do you really want to immigrate? Brother Jie..." Xiaoer, who had been hesitating for several days, finally plucked up the courage to ask me.

There was a sudden suffocation in the chest.Now just hearing Ajie's name seems to give me a heart attack.I covered my chest, waved my hands, and stopped Xiao Er from continuing.

"I don't want to hear or know anything about him now, do you understand?" After my heartbeat returned to normal, I lowered my voice and said expressionlessly.Xiao Er's expression was very tangled, and finally he had to lower his head and let out a helpless sigh.

Immigration matters are being handled step by step, and only two years later, Xiaonan will graduate from middle school.

One day, it was three o'clock in the morning when I finished filming, and a scene manager told me: "Your brother is waiting for you in the waiting room, and he has been waiting for seven hours!"

seven hours!I was surprised, what happened to Xiao Er?

Seeing Xiaoer who looked like a walking dead in the lounge, the first thing he said was: "Brother, Xiaoyu broke up with me!"

After Xiao Er broke up with An An, she was emotionally depressed for several years until she met Xiao Yu later.Xiaoyu is a cute and straightforward girl who has won the runner-up of the Miss Air City beauty pageant and is also a new force in the film and television industry.She and Xiaoerlang are a perfect match in appearance, and they are also recognized as a pair of golden boys and jade girls.Xiaoer helps Xiaoyu improve her acting skills, and Xiaoyu is both obsessed and worshiped by Xiaoer.Everyone in our family likes this girl very much, but unexpectedly, the three-year relationship still broke up.

"She doesn't want me to race cars, she thinks it's too dangerous, and blames me for putting racing cars above hers. She thinks I'm machismo and doesn't know how to take into account her feelings. I don't know how to coax women. I don't know that she has accumulated So much dissatisfaction. I thought this quarrel was the same as before, and it would be reconciled soon. I was probably used to her admiration and admiration, thinking that she would always follow behind me like a little girl... Now say these , it's too late, isn't it?"

Xiao Er looked at me numbly, and I couldn't speak.If a person is determined to break up and leave, he has probably thought and prepared for a long time before making a decision.Whether it can be saved, I don't know.I have never succeeded in getting Ajie back, so what advice can I give Xiaoer?I can only drink with him and wander the empty streets with him.

Like Xiao Er, I always thought that there was someone who would never leave me and would always follow behind me.But when he looked back, he was gone.

Xiao Er vomited in a mess by the side of the road, but after vomiting, he finally felt a little better.

"Brother, thank you!"

He is thanking me.In fact, I didn't say anything, I just accompanied him silently.Because he knows that I understand the pain of loss as much as he does?I just hope that Xiao Er can get out of the love pain soon and don't suffer too much torture.Don't be like me, my heart has been corroded and broken...

Time flies, the immigration procedures are completed, Xiao Nan graduated from middle school, and the day to leave Hangcheng is approaching.

A few years ago, I, Asen and several other directors established the Air City Directors Association, which is dedicated to uniting colleagues and jointly promoting the development of the Air City film industry.There was a major flood in the Mainland this year, and the Directors Association mobilized the forces of the entertainment industry to prepare and shoot a disaster relief movie. I also voluntarily participated in the relief performance.I heard that Ajie, who hadn't shown up in the circle for a long time, also attended the TV station's disaster relief show.I didn't see him.

Seeing it or not is meaningless.

I'm leaving, I'm not waiting here.The Air City house has been sold and I don't intend to come back.

Can all love and hate be written off in one stroke?Can I find peace and tranquility in my heart?

When the plane took off, I looked out of the plane window and couldn't look away.

This small island, this city, and the place where I grew up, have too many painful memories, and too many glorious and beautiful days like dreams.When it was time to give up, there was a kind of homeless panic in my heart, as if a person was about to be washed away by the turbulence in a flood, but he was still holding on to the grass on the small island in the middle of the river and refused to let go.In fact, Xiaozhou will also be submerged, and it is the same whether you let go or not.Maybe let go, there is still a glimmer of life.But, I can't bear it!Good or bad, I can't bear it!I just want to... look at it more!

Feng Xiangjie

A major flood occurred in the mainland, and colleagues in the film and television industry have mobilized, and I also want to contribute.During the disaster relief performance, I met many acquaintances, including Wang Zhan, one of the four talents in Hangcheng, a famous songwriter.

"Brother, long time no see!" He hugged me warmly: "You never show up, I thought you were practicing in seclusion at home."

I laughed and said, "Oh, that's because my arm muscles were atrophied due to an old disease, so I have been recuperating at home."

"Muscular atrophy? How is it now?" He quickly held up my arm to check.

"It's cured now, don't worry!"

He hugged me again, full of emotion: "It's great to see you! It's a pity that it will be difficult to see Lei Yi in the future. I heard that he sold his house and his family is going to immigrate to Canada. Alas, old friends are going their separate ways. , the days of getting together are really getting less and less!"

It has been a long time since no one mentioned Xiao Yi in front of me.Wang Zhan mentioned him on purpose to tell me: Xiaoyi... is gone?

Immigrants...leaving Airtown...across the Pacific Ocean...so far!

In fact, since I have already made up my mind not to see him, it should make no difference to me whether he is in Air City or in a foreign country.But why is my heart so empty?

In Hangcheng, although I couldn't see him, all my friends could see him.Through the few words of my friends, I can imagine Xiaoyi’s daily activities: filming, participating in publicity, having dinner with old friends, playing golf... But he went to a foreign country, I have no idea how he lives, everything about him becomes blank.Friends, the media, the familiar streets of Hangcheng, the restaurants and cafes we have been to, etc., are all the media to connect him and me.As long as he gets close to these people and things he has come into contact with, it is as if he is getting close to himself.But now, these mediums are all broken.

He is really gone...

I stand by the sea, looking at the vast sea, I can't see the end, I will never see the end!

I couldn't get it in the first place, and now it's even far away in the sky. I can't even dream of him...

"The falling plum blossoms are like snow, and the whole body is full after being brushed...Leaving hatred is like spring grass, and it will survive even further."

It's not plum blossoms, it's real snow, floating all over the sky, and it's white everywhere.A layer fell off the shoulder, but I didn't want to brush it off.I read poems and wore a black official robe, which was the appearance of Li Tanhua in Gu Long's novel I played more than ten years ago.A Merlin appeared ahead.The plum blossoms are almost covered with snow, but they still don’t forget the integrity of Lingshuang and Aoxue, and they seem to use their lives to bloom as red as weeping blood.

Walking on the snow to find plums alone, the world is so lonely, only the crunching sound of stepping on the snow can be heard.

It was the same dead tree.I went forward and dug up the frozen soil under the tree. Inside was a carving knife and some unfinished wooden statues.

I sat on the tree, picked up the knife and the wooden statue and continued to carve.Who should I carve?I was at a loss.

A few knives fell, and the outline of the wooden statue gradually appeared.It was a smiling face, a smiling face that haunts my soul.Many years ago, I directed my first film featuring him.I hid behind the camera and saw him struggling to catch up with the car on his bicycle. After grabbing the car railing, he raised his head and smiled innocently and contentedly.When I saw this smile, I had a strong impulse in my heart: I would give everything, even my own life, in exchange for his smile!I will not hesitate to ask me to pay anything!

But then, I couldn't catch the smiling face...

Carve it out, even if it hurts in your heart, you still have to carve it out.

Tears blurred my vision, I wiped away the tears and continued to carve the next one.It was an odd grimace, or what he looked like.I couldn't help laughing, he always made some weird expressions, which made people speechless and funny.How can a person have such vitality and energy, always giving me all kinds of surprises?Being with him is like exploring in the jungle, full of unknowns and excitement, both exciting and joyful, and a little frightening from time to time.Remembering that he once played a ghost in the middle of the night to scare me and was beaten up by me, I laughed, but tears soon flowed out again.

Just let it go, I will continue to sculpt his appearance: there are laughing expressions, triumphant expressions, sad expressions, melancholy expressions, rebellious expressions...every one makes me reluctant to part, and also makes me painful tears.

All the wooden statues are placed together, just like a vivid him appearing in front of me.Even if I can't dream of him, I still remember his appearance, and I can't forget him even if I want to...

Lei Yi

When they came to a new place and moved into a new home, the children quickly adapted to the new environment.This place is not as crowded as Hangcheng. Every family is a single-family villa with its own courtyard and private territory, which is very livable.But sometimes it is too open, without the bustling fireworks of Hangcheng, which makes people feel lonely.Fortunately, there are many Chinese people in the community, and we often gather together, and An Ran and I often do volunteer work.

This is how the rest of my life is spent, right?It was flat, without any waves.

The kids go to school, and Yushan goes to a neighbor's house to play mahjong.I have nothing to do, just sit in the garden.It's winter, the leaves are all withered, the bare trunks are tall and straight, and the branches are criss-crossed, which looks familiar.I suddenly thought of the wooden dummy, and the appearance of Ajie practicing boxing in front of the wooden dummy.

With a vigorous body, handsome face, and focused expression, Ajie has always been a combination of strength and beauty, both powerful and gentle.I often watch him practice Wing Chun in front of the wooden dummy with admiration, admiration, and fascination. I can watch him obsessively for as long as he practices.

When the sound of Yushan coming home woke me up, I found myself in a daze all afternoon.

Why do you think of him again?Why do I think of him here?

I have made up my mind to give all my love to Yushan and my two daughters, and never think about him again. Why did I go against my decision?

Very upset!You can't be idle, you have to find something to do!But I don't know what to do.Ah Tim also left the film and television industry, left Xinyicheng, and concentrated on studying the relevant knowledge in the field of finance and real estate, and his investment was successful.But I can't.I can learn things that I am interested in quickly; things that I am not interested in, I can't learn them no matter what.I once entrusted my father-in-law to do a clothing business, but I have no interest in managing it myself.

Ajie once said that after quitting the film industry, he planned to open a martial arts gym or a clothing store.If you are with him, maybe doing business will become more interesting, right?

Thinking of him again!My heart began to ache.The more I want to forget, the more frequently he gets into my head and reminds me of his existence.

why am i so weakWhy can't I be as decisive as he is?

A few months later, Director Zhang suddenly called me an overseas call, summoning me to go to Daidao to film a TV series.I left the film and television industry when I left Hangcheng, but Director Zhang has never given up his career as a director. He needs my support and assistance after he has passed his heyday, and I have to agree.This time I filmed the TV series version of "The Governor", and I starred in Ajie's character Ma Xinyi.I was very reluctant, but Director Gu Nianzhang was old, so he gritted his teeth and agreed.

The TV drama version has expanded a lot of content on the basis of the movie version, and added many characters, such as arranging two confidante friends for the third brother Zhang Wenxiang.Ma Xinyi is still in love with his second brother's wife Xiaolan. Not only does he win the love of others, but he also fights for power and profit by all means and climbs to a high position.Ma Xinyi, played by Ajie, is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Although there are gems in front of him, it is not difficult for me to play a villain with a heavy heart and a deep city.It's just that I have played his role in the movie several times in TV dramas, and I still can't get around him, and I just feel bitter and unbearable.

The ending of the TV series has been changed. It is no longer the third brother assassinating the elder brother. Ma Xinyi, who has done many unrighteous and evil deeds, died in the hands of his beloved woman Xiaolan.Isn't it a kind of happiness to be killed by the one you love?It's better than her being ruthless and avoiding you forever.It's better to die than to die like this!

The north wind is blowing, the flags are flying, and the empty school grounds look desolate and empty.

who I am?Where am I?

"Zhang Wenxiang, I want to take you personally!" A man wearing a blue gold silk python robe held a long knife in one hand, pointing at me, and shouted angrily.

Seeing that familiar person, the person who made me beg to disappear, who made me feel the pain of heart-wrenching pain, I fell into madness for a moment.

"Take me yourself? Haha, don't you want to see me? Are you willing to take me yourself now?" I looked up to the sky and laughed, leaning forward and staggering.

Suddenly, killing intent burst out in his chest.

"You take me yourself, I wish for it!" I set up the three-section cudgel in my hand, and launched a fierce attack on him.

The two met each other with swords, and started a desperate struggle.

After more than a dozen rounds, when I was in close combat with him, I suddenly dropped the three-section cudgel and said softly, "Brother, I didn't come to kill you today!"

He stared at me, and fell into a moment of stagnation, with a somewhat dazed and relaxed expression.

I saw the right moment, pulled out the dagger attached to the calf bandage, grasped the handle of the knife with both hands, and stabbed him fiercely in the abdomen, the entire blade of the knife penetrated without a sharp edge in an instant.

"I'm here to die with you!" The trick succeeded, and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, exuding evil spirit.

How about it, Ajie, you still can't beat me, right?

"You! You!" His eyes widened in shock, his face contorted with pain.

I gripped the dagger tightly and continued to push forward, to let the dagger penetrate deeper, with my hatred and pain!He was pushed to the ground by me, and I threw myself on him without letting go of the dagger in my hand.

He struggled to hold my hand, trying to stop the dagger from going deeper.

I stared into his eyes, eyes full of horror, hatred and anger.

That's right, it's this kind of look, the look that I hate him!do you hate me tooLike I hate you?

"You... so ruthless!" He began to cough loudly, coughing up a mouthful of blood.

Yes, I am ruthless!Are you not cruel to me?So cruel that I will hate you so much one day!

"Come, come..." He stretched out his arms, trying to call for help.

I leaned down suddenly and put my lips to his mouth.Salty blood poured into my mouth, this is Ajie's blood!I sucked on it, as if the blood was a delicious nectar.

He struggled painfully for a moment, and gradually lost his resistance.When there was no more blood in my mouth, I raised my head and saw that his eyelids were half closed, his pupils lost focus and brilliance, and the tip of his nose lost his breath. He was lying there quietly, motionless.

"Did you die?" I lay on top of him and looked at him absent-mindedly, stroked his cheeks with my cold fingers, and smoothed out the broken hair on his temples: "If you die, you won't hide from me! I I'll be with you soon!"

"Do you still love him?"

Suddenly a voice came from the gloomy sky.

"Nonsense! I don't love him, I hate him!" I sat up, raised my head and denied loudly.

"You haven't forgotten him, you still love him!"

"Shut up! Shut up! I didn't love him, I didn't love him!"

"Then why do you hate him?"

"Because..." I suddenly ran out of words.why do i hate himWhy hate him?

I lowered my head to see Ajie, but he was gone!He was in my arms just now, so close to me, why did he disappear in the blink of an eye?

"No!" I covered my chest and prostrated myself on the ground.

When I opened my eyes again, I was tied to a wooden stake in my red torture clothes.

"Zhang Wenxiang assassinated the governor of Liangjiang and sentenced to Ling Chi, now execute!" The executioner threw down the execution token.

"No, I don't want Ling Chi! Can you give me a knife and let me die? I want to die with Ajie. Where is he? Where is he?" I shouted loudly, but no one answered me.

The sky was cloudy.All that awaits me is a terrible punishment.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry, this chapter has been delayed for a long time, mainly because after New Year's Day, I fell into a lack of words in writing, and it was difficult to write.The abuse part is about to be finished, and I will write at most two more chapters.The novel is coming to an end.

In 1992, the TV drama version "The Thorn Horse"