twin stars

I can also tell him what I want to say.But now, I heard that Ajie seldom uses his mobile phone, he doesn't like to rely on modern technology, I still can't talk to him!

It has been more than 40 years, from the end of the relationship to today, it has been more than 40 years!My children and grandchildren are full of children and grandchildren, and he is also around his grandchildren. From the perspective of outsiders, our lives are happy and perfect, but there is a hole in my heart that cannot be filled!Does Ajie have any regrets?Doesn't he want to listen to my heart?

Ajie, why don't you give me a chance, why don't you let me listen to your heart, and let me tell you my own?If one day, you and I are separated by yin and yang, then...really...no chance!

Suddenly, I received an email from a resort in the Mainland, and they invited me to shoot an advertisement for the resort.I usually don't take commercials casually, and I don't know much about this villa, so I wanted to refuse, but the villa said that they have good cooperation with many martial arts groups in the mainland, and various martial arts activities are often organized in the villa.This has won my favor.I am interested in everything related to Chinese martial arts.They said that I didn't need to make an immediate decision, and they were going to invite me to visit the villa for a few days before considering it.The children encouraged me to take Yushan to the villa, saying that it would be a free trip.

Arriving at the villa, the environment here is beautiful and the recreational facilities are complete. There is also a sanatorium with complete medical facilities built in the center of the villa, which is really not bad.We visited for two days, and the manager of the villa told me that a folk martial arts and film group would hold a meeting tomorrow at our hotel, and asked me if I was interested in participating.I thought about it, and thought I might as well listen to it, so I nodded in agreement.

"They originally had a meeting in another hotel, but the meeting room was crowded, so they had to move here. It seems to be delayed for an hour, why don't you wait in the lounge first? There is a wide-screen TV in the lounge, and you can play movies." Shanzhuang The manager smiled and ushered me into the lounge.The lounge is empty, with a corner sofa and refreshment cabinet to the left, and a few massage chairs in the center of the room, facing the TV wall.I found a comfortable massage chair and sat down.Yushan should now be having a skin care massage in the hotel's beauty parlor, and she is enjoying it too.

The TV is connected to the Internet.I turn on the TV and search for programs.After searching and searching, I found "The New Single Swordsman" in the movie list!That's one movie I'm afraid to look back on!I was both impulsive and nervous, now there is no one else in the room, I read it, it doesn't matter, right?Trembling, I clicked on the link: familiar titles, familiar music, and myself when I was young... As the plot unfolded, I became more and more nervous, because Ajie was about to appear.Like a god, Feng Junjie appeared in front of Lei Li, who had lost one arm, with light and hope.

Seeing Ajie in the movie, I was completely fascinated, and I didn't know when there was another person in the room.It was only when I heard the click of the door lock that I realized something was wrong. I quickly stood up and turned around.

Who do I see?Am I dreaming?

I was dumbfounded, holding the TV remote control in my hand, and didn't know how to put it down.

He also looked at me in surprise, his figure shaking a little.

"Why are you here?" We asked in unison.

"You speak first!" It was the same voice again.

The two fell silent.After a few minutes, he stammered back and said:

"I, I'm here to attend a meeting, big, it's about to start, I, I, I'm going out first!" After finishing speaking, he had already retreated to the door, and turned around to open the door.

Does he want to escape again?I was very anxious, but I didn't know how to stop him from leaving. The more anxious I became, the more helpless I was.

"What's going on? Why can't it be opened?" Ajie shook the doorknob vigorously, but the door didn't move at all.

He walked to the massage chair and picked up the intercom to make a call.

"Sorry, the computer in the control room is down. The electronic lock in the lounge and the monitoring in the room are temporarily out of order. The technicians are rushing to fix it. Please stay calm and wait a moment." The waiter's apologetic voice came from the other end of the phone.

"How long will it take?" Ajie asked anxiously

"About... more than an hour!"

Ajie put down the intercom in disappointment, and smiled awkwardly at me when he saw me watching with cold eyes.

fault?At least he can't run away for the time being.I sat on the massage chair again, crossed my hands on my chest, closed my eyes and tried to calm my surging heart.

It was very quiet in the room.What is Ajie doing?I opened my eyes and saw that he was staring at the freeze-frame picture on TV: Lei Li and Feng Junjie were both sitting on the same rope, and they were chatting openly.That was Lei Li's happiest moment!

My heart hurts!I can't let him go this time, I have to ask clearly!

I stood up and approached him step by step.My heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and I might have a heart attack, so I quickly swallowed a pill.

He lowered his head first, not daring to look directly into my eyes.I accidentally caught a glimpse of me holding a medicine bottle, and stammered and asked:

"You, are you taking medicine?"

"Yeah, I've been eating!" I've cornered him, leaving him nowhere to hide.

"Y-I'm getting older, you need to pay attention to your body! I, I often suffer from low back pain too! Really, really old, old..." He frantically searched for a topic, as if he wanted to find a crack in the ground.

"You still care about me?" I clenched my fists, trying to restrain the trembling of my arms.I was afraid that my resentment would pour out.

"Yes, yes! They are all old, old friends!" He smiled uncomfortably, showing the same embarrassed expression as when he was young.

I seemed to see the Ajie in the past, the Ajie who used to take good care of me in a clumsy way.

Tears gushed out with the grievances of so many years.

He looked at me in surprise and burst into tears.

"Other... I don't ask, I just want to ask..." I choked up and almost cried: "In this life, you met me... Do you regret it?"

He covered his face with one hand and didn't answer.

I saw tears streaming from his fingers.

He just stood there weeping suppressedly, the fluttering and rising of his chest showed that he was as emotional as I was.

I watched him cry, even though my eyes were blurred by tears again and again, I had to see clearly.

Full of hatred, full of resentment, and full of... love, all flowed out with the tears of the two of them.

I don't know whether to feel sorry for myself or him, I don't know who to blame!

After crying for a long time, he finally let go of his hand, looking tired, staring at the floor, and slowly shaking his head.

"Look at me and say!" I grabbed his arms and ordered eagerly.This answer will decide my life or death!

He raised his head with difficulty, and after a while of murmuring, he made a weak voice: "No! No regrets!"

I threw myself into his arms and hugged him tightly, just like how many times I survived a disaster in the movie.

I don't know whether to cry or laugh, cry and laugh, laugh and cry!

"You know? I don't regret it! Even in this lifetime, you made me love so hard!"

Finally said what was on my mind!I feel his familiar breath and familiar warmth, which I have never forgotten for so many years; so many years, it has always haunted me.

Even if you can only have it for a moment, but... everything is worth it!

After all the vicissitudes and hardships, I only want this moment of embrace!

"What? What did you say?" His body was as stiff as wood: "You said you...love me?"

"Yeah, I've always loved you! I've loved you since we first met! 50 years, it's been 50 years!" I hugged him tighter.He is a priceless treasure that I lost and found.

"Isn't it love for my brother? Is it not love for my friend?" He pushed me up and looked nervously into my face.

I am a little bit ironic, my words are not clear enough?

"Of course it's a lover's love! Don't you know that I love you?" Even though I didn't know before we broke up, but after we broke up, the reason why I have been begging him to meet for 40 years is naturally because I love him!The time we met backstage at the Golden Show Awards, I cried like that. Doesn't he know my heart?I also made so many movies to imply my heart for him, how could he not know that I love him?

"I don't know, I really don't know!" He hugged me tightly in his arms, which made me suffocate: "I always thought I was self-indulgent, I always thought I was unrequited love! I'm so stupid! I How silly!"

"For so many years, you have never known that I love you?" I slightly broke away from his embrace, allowing myself to breathe.I just felt dizzy when I thought that he didn't understand my intention all the time.He quickly supported my shoulders, put me on the corner sofa, and held my hand nervously: "You, how are you?"

I look at him.No matter how many wrinkles are engraved on his face, his eyes are still watery, and I can't get enough of them no matter how greedy I look.How many days and nights, we can only meet each other in dreams.In the dream, he often ignored me, being indifferent and cruel to me, how could he give me such caring eyes?

Tears started rolling down again.Just let me keep looking at him, and let him keep looking at me like this.

He seemed to think of something suddenly, let go of my hand, and said in a daze:

"You love me, but...you are married and have children..."

Immediately, I was terrified, afraid that he would stay away from me again, so I quickly grabbed his hands and placed them on my chest:

"I didn't know you loved me at the time. I was afraid that I would lose you if I confessed, and you said that you would marry Su Anran in five years, so I... I didn't expect such a result!"

He was stunned for two seconds, and said sadly: "The 'five years' I said meant I would 'propose' to you five years later! How could this happen! How could this happen!"

"Propose to me..." This truth revealed the doubts that had been bothering me, and also broke my will: "I misunderstood! I misunderstood! Ajie, can you forgive me? Can you forgive me?"

Feng Xiangjie

Xiao Yi held my hand tightly, and fell into extreme panic, just like when Xiao Er was lost when he was young, he couldn't find it anywhere, and he was lost.

Why does fate play such a joke on us?

It turned out that I already had his love!It turned out that we had been misunderstanding each other all along!

What have we been doing all these years?

Forgive... Now it's not a matter of whether Yuan forgives at all, but that we love each other, but we don't get each other!

Looking at Xiaoyi's crying eyes and helpless expression, love surged with sourness, and I held him in my arms again.Just let me put everything aside for a while, forget about the responsibilities and obligations I bear, just let me be like this... let's have him for a while...

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The number of words exploded, the number of words exploded, nearly [-] words!It took a lot of work to get them to meet.Meet first, write sweet later