soft hedgehog

When Ji Tong hid behind the window and listened to the whole love song that night in June, he already guessed that Liang Yuchen probably had a lover.

When he set out to come here, he also made enough mental preparations, and advised himself to just meet people, and not to expect more.

Later, he met Wu You at the bus station, and saw many traces of the two of them living together at Wu You's house, which he could bear.

Liang Yuchen most likely already belonged to someone else.Ji Tong felt that he had fully understood this point until he saw this box of condoms.

It is secretive, private and represents the most intimate relationship.

It shattered the fantasy still left in a certain corner of Ji Tong's heart: Maybe Liang Yuchen hasn't fallen in love with others yet, at least not deeply.

The fantasy dissipated the moment the box appeared.

Liang Yuchen belonged to someone else, and had already possessed someone else.He and the other were body-to-body, closer than they had ever been when they slept together in the same bed.

They would exchange kisses, and other, more moist things.

Ji Tong is no longer a special person to Liang Yuchen. Liang Yuchen has kissed others with his lips, hugged his body, breathed for others, and left the most devoted, indulgent and gentle side to others.

At this moment, all the previous psychological construction collapsed, and he realized that he couldn't accept Liang Yuchen's love for others.

Sex is the most naked and authentic thing in the world. It is the carrier of love and the medium of love.This is especially true for someone like Liang Yuchen who is serious about everything.Only when there is love can there be sex. It is impossible for him to have a relationship with others at will. This is a characteristic that is deeply rooted in his bones.

It is also because of this that Ji Tong is so desperate, he knows that he has no chance.

Although the sun cannot last forever, there are always lights at night, so what about your own feelings?

Liang Yuchen took away all the light, who would turn on a light for himself?

Ji Tong stayed up all night again, thinking about what he should do in the future, and what else he could do these days.Of course he wouldn't destroy the relationship between Liang Yuchen and Wu You, if he didn't want Liang Yuchen to say what he said to be happy, he would just listen to it and let him grab it, he couldn't do it.

Since he couldn't do it, he could only accept and digest it all by himself.The Chinese always come here, which is probably an optimistic and open-minded national characteristic.He used to be able to get angry with Liang Yuchen, but now he doesn't even have the right to get angry.

New Year's Eve is just around the corner, these few days are just enough for him to say goodbye to Liang Yuchen from the past.

He got up early the next morning at seven, and started to make breakfast after washing up.

There was some lettuce, tomato and salad dressing in the refrigerator. He mixed it with a salad, fried three sun-dried eggs, and toasted a few slices of toast in a pan. When he was about to finish, Liang Yuchen opened the door and came in, seeing that he was doing Huo frowned slightly.

"What are you doing?"

He looked up from behind the cooking counter, and saw that Liang Yuchen had changed back into a suit again, so he didn't dare to look any further, and lowered his head to look at the induction cooker: "Good morning, brother."

Liang Yuchen was quiet for a while, and said, "Morning."

"I'm making breakfast," Ji Tong kept his eyes on the pot, flipping the pieces, "Is Wu You awake? I made it for four people. I heard yesterday that he has an older sister, so I asked them to come over and eat together." Bar."

While speaking, he stacked the bread into a shallow porcelain plate.

Liang Yuchen stood in the middle of the living room, looking at his movements as if he felt quite strange.

"When did you learn it?"

"Learn what?" Ji Tong's fried eggs are round. He made a mold with onions and fried them in onion rings. "Do you want to make breakfast?"

After finishing speaking, I couldn't help raising my head and showing a slight smile, squinting my eyes like a kitten: "I know it, but I was too lazy to do it before. My mother taught me."

After speaking, he transferred the plate to the dining table, and opened the refrigerator door to find something to drink.

There are many things inside, but they have their own rules of arrangement.He didn't start rummaging, but bent over and asked, "Brother, don't you have milk at home?"

"Have."

Liang Yuchen's voice suddenly became close at hand, which startled Ji Tong, turned around and almost bumped into each other.

A hand went through his shoulder to get the pure milk inside, Liang Yuchen said: "I was blocked by the red wine."

Ji Tong hadn't been so close to him for a long time, he just stared at him stupidly, his back was icy from the cold air from the refrigerator.

Liang Yuchen said, "Close the door."

Only then did he hastily groan, and quickly closed the refrigerator door.

After closing it, I found it strange that my brother didn't seem to hate me.

Afterwards he was busy in the restaurant, Liang Yuchen went to the next door to call the Instance siblings, and the four of them met formally.

There is nstance in which they have to speak English most of the time.Wu You praised Ji Tong for his good English, and he smiled shyly.English is only a second foreign language, far worse than Liang Yuchen's.

English is good, fried eggs are even better, nstance likes him, turned to Liang Yuchen and said that your brother is really likable.

Liang Yuchen ate quietly and didn't answer.

Instance received the cold reception and snorted jokingly: "Tongtong, your brother is really boring."

Ji Tong broke off a small piece of bread, shook his head, and defended his brother: "My brother is actually very funny. He used to joke with me."

Although Ji Tong often bullied Liang Yuchen during those three years, Liang Yuchen, as an older brother, also played tricks on Ji Tong.

Wu You split the fried egg into two with chopsticks, picked up half and put it into his mouth: "I can't tell."

Ji Tong said "really", then turned to look at Liang Yuchen: "Brother, am I right?"

Liang Yuchen looked at him, and said lightly, "Wipe your mouth."

He immediately shut his mouth tightly, wiped the bread crumbs and egg yolk from the corner of his mouth with his fingers, and hurriedly took out a piece of paper to wipe it again.Originally, I thought that I had a good image today, but I never wanted to chat for a long time with a cat face.

"Go and drink the medicine after eating."

"Yes, I forgot the medicine," Ji Tong was a little embarrassed, and helped himself out, "It's a good thing you reminded me."

Wu You seemed to be very interested in their relationship, and kept pestering him to ask questions, when they met, and how old they were, Ji Tong told them all.

He has no animosity toward his brother's lover.

"You two study in the same school?" Wu You gasped, "It's scary to see each other when you go home and school!"

"How can it be scary?"

"If I'm with my sister every day..." He switched to Chinese, "She's very talkative, I'm afraid."

Brothers and sisters always appear like monks in front of their younger brothers.

Ji Tong smiled and caught a glimpse of Liang Yuchen eating seriously from the corner of his eye, so he also replied in Chinese: "Actually, my brother is very long-winded sometimes."

"Really?" Wu looked at him worriedly, "I think so too."

nstance immediately glared at his younger brother: "Don't speak ill of me in Chinese."

Liang Yuchen, who was really bad-mouthed, finished his meal, stood up while pressing his tie, and took his plate to the kitchen.Ji Tong immediately followed up: "Brother, are you full, go to work now?"

The nstance siblings are chatting in English at the back.

Liang Yuchen put the plate into the sink, turned on the faucet: "When is the return ticket?"

Ji Tong was taken aback: "Next week."

He also said: "Brother, can I stay here for a few more days? Don't worry, I have no other intentions, just treat me as if I am here to play for a few days, and relax for a while after the postgraduate entrance examination."

Liang Yuchen seemed to want to wash the dishes, but his suit was inconvenient, so he was silent for a moment, then turned off the water: "I have to go to work, so I don't have time to accompany you."

Yesterday afternoon I told him to leave immediately, last night I told him to leave today, and this morning it turned into asking him when he wants to leave.Liang Yuchen always has duplicity and intolerance when facing Ji Tong, but this is undoubtedly a kind of cruelty to himself.

"I don't need you to accompany me." Ji Tong took the initiative to walk over, leaned over, and put his hands into the pool. The water was freezing, "Let me wash it."

Liang Yuchen didn't argue with him, turned on the hot water to the maximum, and leaned against the edge of the stage, "There's nothing to play here."

Suburban life is boring, like this guy.

"Why not?" Ji Tong poured a little dish soap into the pool, and the oil stains melted away, "The park was very beautiful yesterday. When I came, I saw the forest on the bus, and there was Wu You singing." Square, I have never been to these places, they are quite new.”

"Besides, I haven't recovered from my illness, so I have to take care of it for a few more days."

After speaking, he coughed lightly twice.

It was a little deliberate, so deliberate that it made him feel guilty.Looking back, Liang Yuchen walked away at some point, perhaps acquiescing to his stay.

After washing a few dishes, Wu You came over and invited him to go to the square together at night and listen to his singing.Ji Tong said yes, "I've wanted to hear it for a long time."

Wu You was taken aback for a moment: "Didn't you just meet me yesterday?"

Where does the word "early" come from.

Seeing that Ji Tong couldn't answer for a while after asking, he smiled again: "I see, Yuchen taught me before, it was a polite remark just now."

The native Chinese compatriots are better at politeness than him.

Ji Tong could only nod: "That's right, polite words."

A few minutes later, Liang Yuchen came out of the room with a coat on his arm and a bag in his hand.

Wu You ran over and asked, "Dining together tonight?" He wanted to take Ji Tong to the most fashionable restaurant here for dinner, and of course, Liang Yuchen would pay for it.

Liang Yuchen glanced at Ji Tong who was standing by the sofa: "No, I have an appointment tonight, you guys try to eat light food."

Wu You groaned.

Instance went out with Liang Yuchen and said, "I'll give you a ride." Then they hooked their shoulders together.

Ji Tong's eyes were straightened, he turned his head to Wu You and stammered: "Why is your sister hugging him too?"

"What's the matter?" Wu You was puzzled, "We all hug him."

Ji Tong was taken aback for a moment, then slowly shook his head.It's just that I can't hug him.

No one paid the bill, so Wu You and Ji Tong had a random meal at home in the afternoon.Wu You joked with him: "Don't mind, I'll hire you after I make money."

Ji Tong ate a small soaked olive, and it became sour in his mouth, his facial features wrinkled.

Wu You laughed at him: "You are not used to olives?"

Ji Tong suppressed his nausea and nodded.

"Yuchen is not used to it either." Wu You had never added "梁" in front of these two words.

Olives are more sour.Ji Tong took out a piece of paper and finally spat it out.

At dusk, when the two were about to go out, Wu You forcibly lent Ji Tong his thick down jacket, and he was not allowed to wear the one from yesterday, saying that it was not enough to keep warm.

Ji Tong thanked him several times, but he said no, and whispered, "Someone bought my clothes."

Ji Tong didn't hear clearly, and asked him: "What did you say?" He quickly said nothing.

With two young men and a guitar, you can't ride a bicycle, so you can only take a taxi.Wu You introduced him to the buildings, coffee shops, and dessert shops along the road when he was crowded in the back seat. Although his vocabulary was limited, his enthusiasm was not compromised at all.

Ji Tong watched the street scene outside carefully by the window, trying to remember the places Liang Yuchen lived in for future memories.His eyes were swollen, and he didn't dare to look any more. He turned around and asked, "How did you meet my brother, just because we were neighbors?"

It was a rare time for Wu You to take a taxi and covered his whole body with heat. He took off his coat and took off his scarf while answering: "Yes, we became neighbors in the first week he came to Turner, but we knew each other in the second month."

Liang Yuchen didn't want to disturb others, and he left early and returned late every day, so he didn't have a good chance to get to know each other.

Ji Tong asked: "Why is it the second month?"

"Hmm..." Wu You finally took off his clothes, hugged him in his arms and recalled, "He just came here at that time, and he didn't have a family doctor yet. One night he felt uncomfortable here, so he came to ask me to borrow medicine."

While talking, he gestured to the position of his stomach, which immediately reminded Ji Tong of the box of stomach medicine he found in Liang Yuchen's dormitory, and asked anxiously, "His stomach is uncomfortable? Is it serious?"

"Well, I saw a doctor and said that I should take good care of myself."

"What disease?"

Wu You's pathological vocabulary was at a stretch, so he gave him an aggrieved look: "It's just a stomach problem." No one taught him how to describe the specific stomach disease.

Ji Tong felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if the person who got sick was not Liang Yuchen but him.

The square is indeed small, more like a domestic community garden, next to the closed Catholic church.

Wu You has an exclusive performance area, and as soon as he arrives there, he starts to set up microphones, and Ji Tong can't help, so he just sits on the side and checks the precautions for the daily diet of stomach patients.

It is true that there are not many audiences for singing in late winter, and the business is not booming, but Wu You doesn't seem to care, and when he sees the yellow-skinned passers-by, he is very enthusiastic.When someone took a picture of him, he turned the guitar over, and there was an A4 photo on it, which was his appearance as a baby.

He is looking for relatives in this way, which is the most widely spread method he can think of on the Internet.

I sang more than a dozen songs in one night, but I didn't earn ten tickets.He boldly closed the stall and called Ji Tong, who had listened to the song for free all night, to go back.

The tip of Ji Tong's nose was red from the cold again, but fortunately he was almost fully armed when he went out, and he drank a cup of hot latte on the way, so he didn't feel uncomfortable right now.

Just as he was going to stop the car at the side of the road, Wu You's phone rang suddenly.As soon as he saw it, he shook his phone at Ji Tong: "It's your brother."

Ji Tong immediately watched him answer the phone intently.

"Yuchen, what's the matter?"

"Did you drink too much again?"

"Where is it, I'll pick you up."

"Well, I got it. I'm with your brother." After speaking, as if he had received a sentence, he lowered his eyes and glanced at Ji Tong, as if observing his state, "I didn't think so much...he didn't, don't worry .”

Hanging up the phone, Ji Tong asked him, "What's wrong with my brother, did you drink?"

"That's right," Wu You shrugged nonchalantly, and put the guitar on his back, "Tell me to help him drive."

Obviously this is not the first time this has happened.

Ji Tong hurriedly said, "Can you take me with you?" After speaking, he explained, "I mean one more person can help."

He thought Liang Yuchen was as drunk as mud.

Wu You didn't say much. After getting the taxi, the two went straight to the western restaurant next to the embassy, ​​and received Liang Yuchen who looked normal in front of the revolving door in the front hall.

"Where's the car?"

"In the basement." Liang Yuchen threw the key to Wu You, and then took the guitar into his hands. The two cooperated very well.

Soon there were only Ji Tong and Liang Yuchen left in front of the hall.

Ever since he discovered the relationship between Wu You and Liang Yuchen, Ji Tong always felt a little unsure of how to deal with them and where he should put himself in the face of them.An older brother is not like an older brother, and a younger brother is not like a younger brother.

Seeing that Liang Yuchen was wearing a black wool coat, he asked, "Brother, are you cold, do you want to wait inside?"

"After drinking, it's not cold."

They were not standing close to each other, separated by a distance of more than one meter.Standing without speaking, the shadow elongated on the ground, as if reliving after drinking.

He asked again: "Brother, do you often need to drink alcohol at work? You still have to pay attention to your health. Alcohol is not good for your stomach."

Liang Yuchen made a motion to take out a cigarette, his hand was already in his coat pocket, but he didn't take out anything in the end, as if he had some concerns, so he gave up halfway.

"I checked on the Internet, and it said that people with a bad stomach should drink more millet porridge. Does the supermarket here sell millet?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't have millet. It seems that you can cut sweet potatoes into pieces and cook porridge. The effect is similar."

"I'll try it tomorrow morning."

He said to himself that Liang Yuchen was listening in silence and didn't give any response.Tired of talking, he stopped and looked at his brother.

Not long after, Wu You drove the car over and waved at them from the driver's seat: "Come up."

Ji Tong consciously sat in the back row, thinking that Liang Yuchen would definitely sit in the co-pilot seat, but unexpectedly he went around to the other side and also sat in the back.

After getting in the car, the air in the car became thinner, and there was a faint smell of alcohol in the back row.

There must be one person who is embarrassed in a threesome, but the three of them are an exception, because everyone feels that they are redundant.

Ji Tong couldn't ask Liang Yuchen why he didn't sit in front, and he couldn't chat casually with his brother. After smelling the alcohol, it seemed that even breathing hard seemed to be beyond the norm, so he could only talk to Wu You.

"Do you have a driver's license?"

"Of course," Wu You said, "as soon as you grow up, what about you?"

"I have it too, but I haven't opened it much."

Wu You quickly turned her head and smiled at him, then turned back and continued driving: "Do you want me to let you drive my sister's pickup truck tomorrow?"

Just as Ji Tong wanted to politely decline, someone said one step ahead of him, "No."

Wu You glared at Liang Yuchen lightly from the rearview mirror: "Why not? I won't drive you."

"No way, no way." Liang Yuchen raised his eyes, "Safety comes first."

The tone of his speech is exactly the same as when he spoke to Ji Tong back then.Hearing this, Ji Tong slowly turned his head to admire the street scene at night.

After returning to the apartment and parking the car upstairs, Wu You let out a drink, and the sensor light turned on.

The three of them were two in front and one behind, and Ji Tong followed them.Wu You asked Liang Yuchen: "Are you still sleeping with me tonight?"

Liang Yuchen hummed: "Take a shower and go there."

Wu You said yes: "My sister may not come back again, I will go to a colleague to open an arty." After finishing speaking, she turned around and asked Ji Tong: "Do you sleep alone in the spacious room?"

Ji Tong was stunned for a moment, and forgot to go upstairs: "It's okay."

Wu You said dissatisfiedly: "It's too crowded for two people to sleep together." He actually wanted to drive Liang Yuchen away.

The light suddenly went dark again, Liang Yuchen stopped in his footsteps: "I can sleep on the floor, as long as you feel good about it."

Wu You also stopped, so Ji Tong could only stop.

In the dark corridor, only Wu You laughed, and the sensor light came back on: "General my army!"

I don't know where I learned the expression.

Ji Tong looked up and happened to see Wu You and Liang Yuchen standing face to face on the upper two steps. Wu You smiled brightly and repeated: "You will lead my army!"

Liang Yuchen also had a faint smile on his face, as if he thought he was cute and funny: "This time I used it correctly."

There is a secret between them that Ji Tong can't understand.

Arrived: "Do you want to eat pears?"

Liang Yuchen looked unhappy, and said, "You can eat it yourself." He didn't say why he didn't want to eat it.

After finishing talking, he probably thought of Ji Tong, turned around and asked, "Do you want to go to his house to eat pears?"

Ji Tong hurriedly said that he didn't want to eat.

After entering the house, Liang Yuchen took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, and walked to the bathroom while pulling his tie.Ji Tong was hesitating whether to enter the house to change into pajamas, but before he reached the door of the bedroom, he suddenly heard the sound of vomiting from the bathroom.

He was startled, and immediately ran over, only to find that the door was locked from the inside.

"Brother, brother—" he yelled twice, "Are you uncomfortable?"

The next second there was the sound of water from the faucet, and Liang Yuchen said that he was fine.

He stood at the door and couldn't get in, so he could only worry, and quickly turned around, poured a glass of warm water and went back to the door to wait.It took a while for the sound of the water to stop, and Liang Yuchen opened the door and almost bumped into him.

He took a small step back: "Brother", he raised his head and looked at Liang Yuchen's face carefully, his facial features were all pulled together: "Where is it uncomfortable, is it because your stomach is uncomfortable? Have you vomited?"

Send the water glass up again: "Warm water, I just poured it."

Liang Yuchen obviously just washed his face with cold water, and the tips of his hair were slightly wet.He took it, and the water swirled in the glass.

After taking a sip, he walked towards the room, and Ji Tong followed him every step of the way, all the way to the bed.

He pulled off the tie and threw it on the bed, then turned to Ji Tong and said, "You go out first, I want to change."

Ji Tong was worried, and stuck his hand to the wall of the cup: "It's getting cold so quickly, I'll add some heat."

Before he could turn around, he heard Liang Yuchen ask, "When did you learn to do these things?"

Ji Tong was stunned: "What things?"

"Take care of other people's business."

In the past, his younger brother was arrogant and self-willed, not to mention pouring water for others, even if he said soft words, he would be coaxed.

Ji Tong was sad and said, "You used to take care of me, but now I take care of you."

After speaking, he walked out.

When he came back again, he saw Liang Yuchen's clothes were still intact, and he was sitting on the head of the bed with his back arched and his stomach pressed.He immediately stepped forward: "Brother, what's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?"

There was cold sweat on Liang Yuchen's forehead, and his lips were a little pale, but he still reached out to reach for the drawer.He immediately helped him: "Do you want to get medicine? I'll help you find it."

The drawer was the one with the condoms in it. Ji Tong found a flat box with stomach medicine in English written on it. When he opened it, he found that there were not a single pill left in the two boards of medicine. He raised his head in a panic and asked, "No Is this the only box?"

"Can not remember."

Liang Yuchen didn't know what was in the drawer, but Ji Tong didn't have time to think about it now.He dug out a box of similar medicines from the inside, quickly asked his brother to drink water, and then stood by the bed without leaving every step.

Liang Yuchen felt uncomfortable in his stomach, his eyes were half closed, and the breath between his nose still smelled of red wine.Ji Tong hurried in and out, adding warm water and getting towels, and finally returned to the bed.

Seeing that the buttons of his shirt were tightly buttoned, he hesitated for a moment and stretched out his hand to help him untie, fearing that he would be uncomfortable.

Unexpectedly, someone grabbed his hand, Liang Yuchen opened his eyes and looked at him, there seemed to be doubts in his eyes, obviously hoping that he would explain something.

Ji Tong's face flushed immediately: "Unbutton your buttons, so you can feel more comfortable."

Liang Yuchen slowly let go of his hand: "You don't have to circle around me, my own body knows it, go take a bath."

His voice was very hoarse, and there was not only the smell of alcohol, but also the mint smell of mouthwash.

Ji Tong was worried: "Are you still looking for Wu You tonight? Pay attention to your body..."

When speaking, the internal organs are twisted together.He only hopes that his brother can pay attention to his health, and be healthy with whomever he is with and what he does, so that he can rest assured when he returns to China.

Liang Yuchen raised his eyes and looked at him indifferently. He didn't speak for a while, and then asked, "Have you decided where to go tomorrow?"

"Not yet." He didn't even think about going out to play now.

"Heal up and return home early."

Ji Tong quietly helped him unbutton, and then got up: "I'm going to see what else is in the kitchen, I'm a little hungry."

"Tongtong." Liang Yuchen called him to stop.

This is the first time Liang Yuchen called him Tongtong after the reunion.

Afraid that he would lose control of his expression, Ji Tong didn't dare to turn his back to him: "What's the matter? Do you want to eat or not?"

"Go back early, your parents should be very anxious."

Ji Jianbin made several phone calls a day, but Ji Tong ignored all of them, and only sent text messages to report his safety.

If you don't go by yourself, there are naturally reasons why you don't go.

He took a deep breath silently, turned around and sat back on the bed, first looked at Liang Yuchen for a while, then lowered his head, and slowly fell on Liang Yuchen's chest, betting that Liang Yuchen would not push him away.

He listened to his heartbeat and said, "Brother, can I decide when I leave?"

After living for 22 years, it seems that I have never been so unwilling to let others decide for me.

Liang Yuchen's chest supported him, and his body and heart felt heavy.In fact, they had untied most of their knots the night before, and the reason why they couldn't go back to the past was simply because things were different, not because of a misunderstanding.But since Ji Tong hopes to have the final say, he has no reason not to agree.

Silence is tacit consent.

Ji Tong's heart was slightly hot, and he didn't dare to move his hands, so he could only grab the pillow behind Liang Yuchen's waist from left and right.

"Brother, what are you thinking?"

He felt that his brother was thinking about something.

Liang Yuchen's chest trembled slightly: "Since you will come here now, why did you have to let me move out in the first place, and made a solemn wish."

Ji Tong froze, understood what the words meant, and the smile he had just now disappeared.

"Actually, I wanted to ask you this question, but I couldn't get in touch with you at that time, so I just let it go."

At that time, the wishes were made impulsively, and the connection was broken even more impulsively.He leaned on his elder brother and didn't dare to raise his head. After a long while, he said, "At that time, I just wanted to cut the mess quickly."

This was his true thought at the time.

Liang Yuchen said: "I think so too. I pushed you too hard. I regretted it afterwards. If I had given you more patience at the time, the result might have been different. Do you think so?"

Ji Tong had never heard him say such a thing before, and stayed for a few seconds, hearing the regret and unreservedness in the words.

"Actually, my thinking at that time was very simple. I think that sincerity is the best thing, even if you are disgusted at first, after a long time, I will have a place in your heart more or less."

"I didn't expect our relationship to be different from what I expected, and it often goes back and forth. Sometimes I'm [-]% sure that you care about me, and sometimes you make me feel worthless in your heart. Then I became I am very impatient, afraid that you will not grow up, and also afraid that you will grow up in the blink of an eye, and you will understand everything and will not accept me. In short, I began to worry about gains and losses."

Ji Tong's body trembled slightly.Liang Yuchen rubbed the top of his hair, as if comforting him, as well as comforting himself.

"I was in that state, to be honest, I even looked down on myself. So in the end your birthday wish was to let me go. I know you have your reasons. I left to retain a little bit of my dignity."

"I told you all these words tonight to let you know that I left for your reasons as well as my own. You don't need to feel sorry for me."

Liang Yuchen figured it out as early as this year, rather than saying that he left for Ji Tong, it is better to say that he left to redeem himself.If a relationship makes you lose yourself, it's time to end it.

He spoke clearly tonight, unloading the big stone in his heart.Otherwise, if you go to the ends of the earth, you will still be unable to cheer up your feelings.

What about Ji Tong?During this year, Ji Tong thought about Liang Yuchen, wanted to hear Liang Yuchen's thoughts, and wanted to know why he left without saying goodbye. All the things he wanted to know were answered by his words just now.

Released after serving his sentence, he stood outside the high wall and looked at the sky, but he was at a loss for a while.

Things happen, no one is right or wrong.

He didn't know whether Liang Yuchen wanted to go back to the past or move forward when he said these words to him, but he also had a lot of things in his heart, if he didn't care about the consequences, he should say it tonight.

"Brother," he looked up from his elder brother, his eyes were eager, "I really want to go back in time, I really want to go back to that time, and let you wait for me for a while longer."

Then they wouldn't be wasting their time like this.