she is not in the cloud
Chapter 3 Lessons.
Come on, create a group and create a group. 】
The game starts quickly.
I was offered the role of a passenger, and I looked at my script and started to engage in discussions.
Zou Yun's avatar has changed again, but the style is different from the previous one. Now it is just a very simple landscape photo. I stare at her WeChat every day. I know that her avatar was only changed yesterday.
The role Zou Yun got was a detective, and she played this role very seriously.
When Zhang Wenxi finished talking about her and I told about my current role, I was a little nervous and felt my palms were sweating.
I typed: [I am passenger x, on the day of the incident...]
Detective A: [Okay, the knife at the scene was left by you, right? 】
Me: [Yes, I wanted to kill him at the time...]
Everything is normal.
I didn't have much communication with her.
The others are automatically ignored by me, and I can only see her typing.
She was logical and questioned one by one.
In the end, I randomly voted for someone in a daze and checked the answer.
Unexpectedly, I didn't guess right.
Someone in the group was laughing.
Lu Qing:【Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha】
Zhang Wenxi: [Damn hahahahahaha I guessed right!]
Qin An: 【Is there any more! I don't accept it!】
Zhang Anjia: [Never thought that the minister is the murderer hahaha]
Zou Yunyun: [Yeah, this detective voted for Passenger L both times!]
The murderer is Passenger L played by Lu Qing, I was wrong.
Judging by Zou Yunyun's tone of voice, one can imagine that she should be quite happy now.
Lu Qing: [Will you come tomorrow! There is also a public account!]
【Come and come】
【I have to check the situation】
……
I didn't reply.
I thought about it, and typed: [I can't come. 】
If Zou Yun was around, I wouldn't be able to take the game seriously.
In this case, it is better not to play.
Lu Qing:【Are you still suffering from dysmenorrhea? 】
Qin An: 【Drink more hot water】
Zhang Anjia: [Sister Wei Ning takes good care of herself!]
Zhang Wenxi: 【Have you taken your medicine? 】
Zou Yunyun didn't speak.
I kept touching the hot water bottle with my hand, it was very warm now, I rubbed my face, and then typed a reply: [Eat, um, I will. 】
Just after sending it, I received a message from Lu Qing.
Lu Qing: 【What's going on with you and Zou Yun】
I was taken aback when I saw her name again, and immediately asked: [What's going on? 】
Lu Qing: 【You said you bullied the little girl?When we were rehearsing, she was always in a low mood, and she wouldn't say anything when I asked her, and she was about to cry when I mentioned you again]
Lu Qing: [What's wrong with you! Our classmate Zou Yun is so cute! You're willing to do it!]
I was suffocating for breath, and I rubbed my forehead before I slowed down and typed: 【You don't understand. 】
I know, Zou Yun must be very sad too.
After all, she once said that she likes me the most. In our small circle, she likes me the most.
Friendship is also very important, losing a good friend will also make me feel a lot more uncomfortable, just like when I had a falling out with Jiang Yuhe, I was so heartbroken that I couldn't breathe, but that was just friendship.
Lu Qing: [tow]
Lu Qing: [The feelings between girls are too fascinated]
Lu Qing: [Can't you be more frank? 】
magnanimous?
How can I be frank.
My eyes were hot, I coughed, and then typed: [Things are not what you imagined]
I said: [Stop talking, I'm eating. 】
Lu Qing: 【Go ahead. 】
I swipe the screen with my fingertips, look at Zou Yunyun's chat at the top, and finally click into the game group again.
Zou Yunyun still didn't show up.
Does she really not care about me?
This is also my own fault.
I drooped my head low, put down my phone and scratched my hair.
As soon as I stood up, the doorbell rang.
All I know is Zou Yunyun.
What is she looking for me for?We haven't spoken for a long time.
Typing and playing games in the group just now is of course not counted!
I walked over, took a few deep breaths, and opened the door.
I try to pretend to be calm, otherwise I don't know how to face her.
Zou Yunyun was standing at the door, she pursed her lips, and handed me the cup in her hand, "Senior Qin An asked me to bring you brown sugar ginger tea, go to bed early."
Her tone was very cold, obviously concerned about my actions, but I felt very uncomfortable.
It wasn't like this before, before she would smile and roll her eyes when she brought me something, a sweet senior with every bite.
But now this result is what I want to see, isn't it?But obviously, obviously never thought that it would become like this!
I sniffed, and I said, "It doesn't hurt, thank you."
Actually it still hurts.
Zou Yun's eyelashes trembled twice, and then she lowered the hand holding the cup to her side.
"Wei Ning." Zou Yunyun suddenly called my name, "You are a big liar!" Her tone was a little anxious.
After saying this, she shed tears, then put the water glass into my hand, turned around and left, within two seconds, her own door was closed by her with a "bang".
I looked down at the glass of water and smiled self-deprecatingly.
Yeah, I'm a big liar, a liar, aren't I?
I froze in place, and when the door was about to close, there was a sound from next door.
Zou Yunyun opened the door again.
She frowned, her hair was messier than before.
With tears still on her face, she frowned at me.
I looked at her suspiciously, and I laughed, "Why did you come back to me, a big liar?"
"I, I..." Zou Yun dodged his eyes and hesitated for a few seconds before looking at me again.
Holding the warm water glass in my hand, I looked at her seriously, waiting for what she would say next.
Time seemed to stand still, and the air seemed to freeze.
She still didn't speak and I tried to stay calm and smile.
Zou Yun seemed to muster up a lot of courage, she simply closed her eyes: "I'm so obedient, don't you miss me?"
She opened her eyes again, tears were rolling, she asked again: "It's been thirteen days, how long do you want to hide from me? 20 days? 30 days? Or even longer?"
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☆, 45.
I looked at her and squeezed the water glass harder.
The corridor is very quiet, there is darkness behind her, only the light from my room shines on her face, allowing me to see the expression on her face clearly.
I have never seen her angry, nor have I seen her cry, but in just a few minutes, I have seen them all.
My heart was already very restless, and I could even describe it as turbulent, but on the surface I still pretended to be calm and said: "I'm sorry..."
Inexplicably left her aside in the cold, without giving her any reason, if it were me, I would not be able to stand it.
Who can bear the unreasonable indifference from a good friend?
Zou Yun stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, the tip of her nose was red, and then she said, "I'm just sorry and it's gone?"
"..." I paused, "It's gone."
"Why do you ignore me? Why don't you go to school with me? Why do you pretend not to see me when you see me? Didn't you tell me all this?"
Her questions made me unable to hide, one by one why was like a bullet, continuously shooting at my heart and body.
I don't like my weakness and hypocrisy so much.
Ever since I told Qin An, he has been urging me to confess my love, and I reply him indifferently every time.
He is not the person involved, and he will not understand how uncomfortable I am.
But what I suffered was nothing compared to what happened to him.
But I still don't have the courage, not even now.
I want to say, because I like you, because I am afraid that you will feel a burden for this liking, because I am afraid that you will never talk to me again from now on, and I will never associate with me again, so it is better for me to come early by myself, so that it will be easier for you I am proud of myself.
But I can't say these inner words now.
I looked at her, she didn't cry anymore, but looked at me fixedly, with her hands hanging down her sides and clenched into fists.
I took a step forward, only half a meter away from her.
I really miss her, more than I can imagine.
It's obviously only a wall away, but I don't want to see her.
Obviously there is no need for me to keep a distance like this, is it?I can pretend that my liking for her is just friendship, can't I?
But that sentence is still good, how can cough and love be hidden?I like her how can I hide it?
Every time I talk to her, every time I look into her eyes, I am afraid that I will be exposed.
exposed and then what?
Then it might become what it is now, or it might be more cruel than it is now.
My lower stomach hurts unbearably, but it's enough to keep me awake.
I told myself not to get excited, I adjusted my breathing, but maybe this dysmenorrhea was really too painful, my eyes were already blurred, and I couldn't see Zou Yun's face clearly.
"I..." As soon as I said a word, I couldn't utter it. My forehead and face seemed to be sweating.
But Zou Yunyun was still waiting for my answer, and I tried to find a lie to explain, telling her that I didn't do it on purpose, I was just in a bad mood recently.
Everything can be excused for my crime by being in a bad mood.
"I forgive you." Zou Yunyun's voice came from my ear, and my eyelashes couldn't bear the weight of tears, and finally fell off.
I wiped away my tears, and even though my eyes were still a little blurry, I sniffed and tried to say something more.
But seeing Zou Yunyun's face, all my bravery was defeated again.
Just like when I was drunk, I moved forward a little more, stretched out my arms around her neck, and hugged her.
"I..." My voice was so low that only I could hear it, "Can I hug you?"
How shameless am I?
While thinking about staying away from her and keeping a distance from her, but also longing to be closer to her.
Even at such times, I held her in my arms.
"You're already hugging me." Zou Yun tightened her arms around my waist. She turned her head slightly, and I could feel her warm breath so close. "Is it still hurting? Do you want me to help?" Are you rubbing it?"
I have my hand behind her back, holding the water glass she gave me.
I shook my head, closed my eyes, and replied weakly, "Just wait."
As soon as he got close to her, he couldn't help being greedy, thinking about hugging her for a while.
"Yeah." Zou Yunyun responded softly, rubbed her chin against my hair, and asked, "Sister, do you want to go to school together tomorrow?"
I frowned, "Yes."
Do not escape.
What am I doing by hurting her like this and hurting myself?
I've had enough for nearly half a month.
I can't see her face like this, I still keep my eyes closed, her body is fragrant, and the hair is still a little wet when I touch it.
I twisted my fingertips and asked aloud, "Why don't you blow dry your hair? It's easy to catch a cold."
"Just after taking a shower, I was asked by the minister if I wanted to play games before I had time."
I said, "You can refuse."
It's just a game.
"No, I asked who there were, and the minister said there was you. I haven't talked to you for a long time. Even if it's just a game, I didn't expect that I would get the busiest detective, and I didn't expect you, senior ..."
She didn't continue what she said here, and I knew what she wanted to say.
I want to say that I didn't expect me to have no communication with her other than games.
"Yes..." I haven't finished the word sorry, Zou Yun interrupted me, "I said, I have forgiven you, don't say sorry again."
"it is good."
The embrace is so warm that I don't want to let go at all.
"Sister..." Zou Yun's voice rang in my ears again, "It's snowing today."
She was still thinking about it.
I started counting down.
I said, "Well, it won't take long for the snow to be thick enough."
After answering, count down to five.
I let go of my arms around her neck.
Zou Yun's hand was also removed from my lower back.
"Then are you still having snowball fights this year?"
"I don't know, probably." I asked her, "Are you going to sleep now?"
"Not yet." Zou Yun bit his lip, a little afraid to look at me, "I just talked to you, and I couldn't sleep."
I smiled apologetically and said, "I'm sorry."
I'm sorry for my indifference to you for the past half month, which made you feel overwhelmed.
I'm sorry I pretended not to see you when I met you.
I'm sorry that I won't interact with you when I see any of your dynamics.
so many.
I thought, is it not enough to count my hands with my fingers?
She frowned slightly, I didn't wait for her to speak, and I said again: "Okay, I won't say I'm sorry about this matter, let's do it this way."
Zou Yunyun smiled brightly, "Then this is over, okay?"
"it is good."
"Then go to bed early, I won't bother you anymore."
"it is good."
"I'll be waiting for you at your door tomorrow morning, don't leave early."
"will not."
"Senior sister..." Zou Yun called me softly again, she picked her fingers, then took a step forward and hugged me again, she said with a smile, "Good night."
"Good night."
I drank that cup of brown sugar ginger tea, and the pain eased a lot.
I looked at the cup and smirked.
Zou Yun...
It's so cute and it hurts me so much.
It was eleven o'clock and I was still asleep.
In fact, I haven't been sleeping well lately.
I still had the desk lamp on, and I put the hot water bottle on my stomach. I pulled the quilt down to expose my entire face, reached for the phone on the side, unlocked it, and clicked into WeChat.
I slowly sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, pulling the quilt up a little more.
It's not cold in the house, and my hands are still slightly sweating because of the tight cover just now.
Half an hour ago, I had already said goodnight to Zou Yunyun, but she still sent me a message.
I kept trying not to reply, wondering if she would go to bed early, but it doesn't seem to be the case now.
These three were posted at 35:[-].
Zou Yunyun: 【Still very happy】
Zou Yunyun: 【Sister~】
Zou Yunyun: [Good night~]
These four were posted at 43:[-].
Zou Yunyun: 【Sister】
Zou Yunyun: 【Did you watch the live broadcast of the Geminid meteor shower last night? 】
Zou Yunyun: [I watched it for 10 minutes, and then fell asleep because of it]
Zou Yunyun: [This is the first time I saw a shooting star, although I only saw more than 30 meteors on the Internet]
There are three more at 56:[-].
Zou Yunyun: [Did I talk too much?]
Zou Yunyun:【You should be asleep...】
Zou Yunyun: [Good night~]
I rubbed my sore eyes after watching it, I was such a jerk before.
Selfish and self righteous.
I grinned stupidly at the screen twice, and then typed: [Good night, see you tomorrow morning. 】
Within a few seconds, I received a reply: [Okay! Is it still hurting? 】
Me: [No, it’s much better. 】
Zou Yunyun: 【That's good~】
I slept in the afternoon, and now I am not so sleepy, and I am very reluctant to hang up and chat with her.
But I had to reply again: [There is still class tomorrow, good night. 】
I said good night many times tonight, as if I wanted to make up for what I lacked in the past half month.
I turned off my cell phone, then turned off the lamp, and fell asleep after a while.
Early the next morning, after packing everything up, I looked at myself in the mirror and felt nervous again.
It's really stressful.
The relationship with Zou Yun just "broke the ice", and she was the one who took the initiative. I felt ashamed and blamed myself.
I took a few deep breaths, then tied a scarf, wrapped myself tightly, and opened the door.
As expected, Zou Yunyun was already waiting for me.
"Morning sister, good morning." It was still the sweet smile and tone I was familiar with.
"morning."
Zou Yun took the initiative to take the garbage bag from me again, and followed me to the elevator.
The interactive scene that I haven't had in a long time almost brought tears to my eyes.
There are many people in the elevator, and we, as always, prefer to keep silent.
After leaving the unit building, Zou Yunyun threw the rubbish into the trash can, clapped his hands as usual, and walked side by side with me.
Business as usual.
The snow has been falling since yesterday, and now there is a thin layer on the grass, and a layer of white snow on the trees in the community.
Some naughty elementary school students walked over and pulled the thin tree trunks, and then they would shake a lot. The elementary school students would compare their speed with them and run away before they fell. If they were covered in snow, they would be reprimanded by their parents.
The road under my feet has also become a little slippery, and the air I feel on my face is also colder.
But I also feel very warm, because Zou Yun is beside me.
I pulled the scarf up a little, covering my nose and only showing my eyes.
Zou Yunyun pursed her lips and smiled, I looked at her in confusion, Zou Yunyun raised the corners of her lips, "Sister, you look like a rice dumpling now."
Isn't that right, I used to wear thick clothes because I was afraid of the cold, and now it's the menstruation period, so I'm wearing one more than usual.
I pulled the scarf down a little more, just over my chin, and I said, "I'm hungry when you say that."
"Go, I'll take you to eat wontons."
I laughed, "Isn't it difficult to choose?"
"I can't eat breakfast anymore. I've been here these days. If I don't know what to eat, I just eat wontons."
"Why not change?" I asked.
"I don't want to change." Zou Yun stopped, she stretched out her hand, pulled my right hand and put it into her pocket.
"Every time I eat, I will feel more sad, so I want to try when I can't bear it anymore, but today is different. Today is to get rid of those sad."
Her appearance made me want to find a crack in the ground and crawl into it again.
But Zou Yun didn't take out her hand this time, she still held my hand.
The half-fingered gloves can only let me feel her delicate fingertips, but her pockets are still warm, and the palms I feel through the gloves are even warmer, even a little hot, and the heat has already burned my face. up.
I pulled the scarf up again over my flushed face, leaving only my eyes exposed.
"Sister, your ears are so red."
"Hahaha, isn't it?" I laughed dryly, "It must be frozen."
"Well, then wear more clothes."
Ah ah ah ah ah!
I quickly changed the subject, my voice muffled by the scarf, I looked at her and asked, "Why are your pockets so hot?"
Mine was cold, and it didn't feel warm even if I put my hands in it.
Zou Yunyun replied with a "hmm" for a while, "Maybe I was like a fire in that winter."
"what?"
"Sister." She turned her head to look at me, her eyes still shining brightly.
"Ok?"
"Does this warm your heart?" She rolled her eyes with a smile, and scratched my palm with her fingers in her pocket.
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☆, 46. Two in one
I have to admit that Zou Yunyun has become the person who is most likely to affect my emotions.
When I arrived in the classroom, instead of taking off my schoolbag, I stared at my right hand in a daze.
It seems that the temperature of Zou Yunyun's fingertips brushing against my palm is still there.
I pursed my lips, but couldn't stop the smile.
"Ah Ning." Luo Qin patted me on the shoulder, "Is there anything in your hand? I've been so engrossed, I called you a few times."
I showed her my palm, and I smiled and asked, "Did you see anything?"
Luo Qin thought for a few seconds, and then replied: "Your life line, love line, and career line are all okay."
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha." I am really happy now, I tilted my head on my left arm, then raised my right hand a little, and kept watching.
Luo Qin turned her head and asked Qin An who had just sat down, "Squad leader, do you know what happened to Ah Ning?"
"Her." Qin An took out his book and pen, "Let's treat her as out of control."
I curled my fingers, and couldn't help rubbing my palm with my fingertips again. Why didn't I feel numb when I touched it?
Hearing their chat, I sat up straight, took off my schoolbag, and tilted my head while holding the book: "I will take the sixth grade test tomorrow, are you sure?"
"No." Luo Qin pursed her lips, "I didn't prepare for anything, I took the exam naked!" She said it with courage, but the next second her face collapsed, "What should I do?"
"They missed the registration time in their freshman year because of military training, and they can only register for CET-12 next semester. You can..." I said cheerfully, "You can take CET-[-] with Han Yang in December next year."
"Get lost." Luo Qin said angrily.
I'm in a good mood today, and I couldn't help it: "Hahahahahaha."
Qin An looked at me, his eyes full of teasing, the corner of his mouth raised, "Wei Ning, how did the brown sugar ginger tea taste last night?"
"Thank you." I said.
"What brown sugar ginger tea?" Luo Qin was curious.
"Wei Ning suffers from dysmenorrhea, just drinking brown sugar ginger tea." Qin An winked at me.
"There is an ulterior secret between you two, tsk tsk tsk."
I squinted at Luo Qin, shook my head and smiled.
I said: "Qinqin, please ask me what song I want to hear the most now!"
"What song is it?"
I couldn't help laughing again, "A fire in winter."
Luo Qin was expressionless: "..."
Qin An shook his head and sighed "tsk tsk" from behind.
I thought about the song "A Fire in Winter", but I can't seem to remember the full version of the lyrics?I only know the hot words.
I took out my phone, clicked on the search, and searched for [Lyrics of a Fire in Winter].
This song was definitely popular before, of course, whether it was the 1982 version or the 1987 version, I was not born at that time, but this does not affect the listening since childhood.
I read the lyrics and sang along in my heart.
You are like a fire in that winter
The blazing fire warms my heart
……
your big eyes
bright and flashing
……
I'm happy though
but didn't tell you
i know you too
really like me
etc……!
When did the following lines of lyrics come out?Why do I feel like I've never been there before?
No, no, I can't sing this song completely, I always listen to the chorus part.
I looked at the lyrics and frowned slightly in a daze.
Is... I think too much, right?
However, during the two weeks of suffering, I hoped again and again in my heart that Zou Yun's liking for me was not just friendship.
I looked at the lyrics, touched the screen with the tip of my index finger, copied these four sentences, clicked back, and then logged into Weibo, wanting to send them out.
But what am I doing by doing this?Could she have misunderstood?
emmm... It's not a misunderstanding at all! I just like her!
I hesitated, pressed back, saw the reminder of [whether to save the draft], and pressed [yes].
It was still snowing today, but the temperature in the classroom was higher than outside, and the pain on the third day of the period was much less. I listened to the teacher's point and took off the scarf.
I looked around, I really wore a lot today, I wore four pieces of clothes, although there was still only one pair of pants, but sitting like this now really made me hot enough.
After class, I took a 10-minute break. I put the scarf on the table and buried my face in it.
It still hurts a bit, I put my hands on my stomach and rub it gently.
"Wei Ning." Qin An's voice came from behind, and I said "Huh?" without looking up.
"Ahem, cough, that..." Qin An patted my shoulder again, "Zou Yun seems to be at the door."
"Huh?" I raised my head abruptly and looked towards the door.
Where is Zou Yunyun!?
Luo Qin went to the bathroom, Lin Mingming didn't come today, and the people around me were not very familiar, so I turned my head and looked at Qin An speechlessly.
"Hahahahahaha." Qin An laughed without image.
I said viciously: "Go away."
I was about to turn my head and continue lying on my stomach, but Qin An said "Hey", "Wait, I have something to say."
"Don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures."
"About Zou Yun, don't you listen?"
"Tell me." I looked back at him again, "If you lie to me, the plastic of our plastic sisters will be burned."
"..." Qin An raised his eyebrows, he looked around, and then leaned closer to me, "Didn't we play games last night? Then I added Zou Yunyun's WeChat, and I said that your senior sister had dysmenorrhea and you didn't take care of her." Yes, guess what Zou Yun replied."
I think Qin An has really become more and more gay since he told me about him.
I said with a bad face: "What's the matter?"
"..." Qin An raised his forehead, "Zou Yunyun said that you ignored her, and if you were looking for you, you might not even open the door. I said she would definitely open the door. She is very wronged. I really don't want to say you What, Wei Ning, you really... how can you abuse her and yourself like this."
I looked at the incandescent lamp above my head and didn't know how to answer.
"You don't dare to chase after me, and you don't dare to confess to me. You don't have the courage I had back then."
I looked at Qin An, and being so provoked by him, I refused to accept it and said: "Who said I dare not?"
"I said."
It happened that Luo Qin came back at this time, she heard our conversation, and asked with interest: "What confession?"
I picked my fingers a little awkwardly.
Qin An said: "Wei Ning, you are so cowardly, you like others but you dare not tell them, and you still don't contact them, tsk tsk tsk."
Luo Qin couldn't believe it: "A Ning, you like..." She didn't ask the whole question, but she definitely wanted to ask me who I like.
I looked at her, opened my mouth, and finally said: "I'll tell you later, I'm a little confused right now."
What's the mess?
Mess I don't know what to do.
Is it better to maintain the status quo?How about continuing to be good friends with her like this?Or... give it a try?
What if?What if?What if?
These three words are getting louder and louder in my heart.
Yes, what if Zou Yunyun agrees to you, what if Zou Yunyun likes you too?
Also... not impossible.
My fingers rubbed against my palm again.
I know how greedy I am for this kind of contact now, people have desires.
I want more, I want to be closer to Zou Yun.
I want to interlock the hands she can hold, I want to make the hug with her tighter, and I want to... turn her bite into a kiss.
greedy.
However, my actions did not pay for such greed, and I even flinched.
I covered my face, took a few deep breaths, rubbed my eyes with my fingertips, and when I opened them again, I already had the answer in my heart.
Think of it as Qin An's provocative method that worked.
The rehearsals of Lu Qing and her department are still going on, but they are not used after school on Friday, because some members have to go home, so there is no need to rehearse if they are not full.And because it seems that the progress is not bad, so the rehearsal time of the original week at noon and afternoon is only left in the afternoon.
I put my hands in the pockets of my finally warmed clothes and followed the crowd downstairs.
Zou Yunyun is waiting for me downstairs.
While I was still on the stairs, I saw her standing by the wall waiting for me.
I stand tall, she stands low.
I looked at her, and she looked at me, and I automatically ignored the people between us.
Zou Yun also waved to me with a smile on his face.
I walked over and walked out side by side with her.
"Senior sister, are you sure you will take the sixth grade exam tomorrow?"
"Yes." I looked ahead, "It should still be possible to survive."
She encouraged me: "Come on, come on."
I pulled the scarf to expose my face.
I said, "Okay, I will."
The snow is still floating, a little bigger than yesterday, and there is a thin layer on the ground.
I stepped on the snow under my feet. They were very fragile, and when I stepped on them, only deep footprints were left.
Zou Yun gradually stopped, and I followed suit.
I smiled and asked: "What's wrong?"
Zou Yun stretched out his hand and pulled my scarf up a little bit to cover my chin. His cool fingers accidentally touched my face, "Don't freeze, senior."
Zou Yun withdrew his hand and smiled brightly at me.
"Double Twelve, I bought a hot pot and barbecue pot, but it's still on the way." Zou Yun raised his foot and walked forward slowly. After taking two steps, she turned around, "Sister, let's try it if we have a chance." ?"
"Okay." I smiled and followed her.
A weekend passed quickly, and Zou Yunyun and I returned to the previous mode of getting along.
I would call her over for dinner after cooking, and she would still bring me snacks and the like.
It's the same as before, but I feel that something is different.
Zou Yunyun likes to take my hand and put it in her pocket. At first she was wearing gloves, but then she didn't wear them anymore.
Then occasionally pinch my fingers, occasionally scratch my palm, and tell me jokes along the way to make me laugh.
This week is the last class week of this semester, and the exam will start next week.
I looked at the numbers getting closer and closer to the winter vacation, and I became more and more anxious.
I want to wait for an opportunity.
On the day of the winter solstice, on Friday, I ate hot pot with Lu Qing and the others, and called Zou Yun, but Zou Yun went to another school to play with classmates, and she said she would come back on Sunday.
I forked the pissing beef ball in the bowl, watched it split in half, and then picked up one half and put it in my mouth.
There are only four people here to eat hot pot today, me, Lu Qing, Zhang Wenxi, and Luo Qin.
Zhang Wenxi frowned, "Today's meal is our last hot pot meal this semester."
I still ate at this Shancheng hot pot restaurant that I often come to.
The pot was steaming hot and the soup was tumbling.
Lu Qing: "Wei Ning, the switch is on your side, turn down the fire."
"Hmm." I lowered my head slightly, touched the switch with my finger, turned it a little, and the soup in the pot moved a little less.
Luo Qin was on the "halftime break", looking at the phone and laughing all the time.
Originally, we usually go out to play or eat, and no bow-headed people are allowed, but Luo Qin has never paid attention to this rule since falling in love.
I don't have much appetite, and now I'm a little full.
I put my chopsticks down and put my hands on my lap.
Zhang Wenxi was still eating shrimp dumplings, and she said vaguely while eating, "Among us, Ah Ning, you'd better feed yourself, you'll be full after eating so little."
I smiled and shrugged, "No way."
I pinched the corner of my clothes, thought for a while and said, "Well... I have another question I want to ask."
"Well, tell me." Lu Qing put down her chopsticks and looked at me.
I bit my lip, took another piece of paper and tore it.
Luo Qin looked up from the phone, with a gossip look on her face again, "Is it finally time to talk?"
"Say what, say what." Zhang Wenxi followed up and asked.
"It's Ah Ning who wanted to confess, but the person involved didn't tell us, only the monitor." Luo Qin raised his eyebrows, "Should I say it now?"
I nodded and shook my head.
Lu Qing: "So is this the case? Wei Ning, tell me, this master of emotions will still answer your questions for you."
Zhang Wenxi: "Do you not know how to confess?"
Luo Qin: "Wait, it should be who that person is, right? I haven't said anything until now."
These three are really...!
I lowered my head slightly, thinking about what to say.
"Hmm..." The tissues in my hand had been torn to pieces. I threw them into the trash can before I said, "If the other party only treats you as a friend, will you confess your love?"
"No, I'm rather timid, and I'm afraid I can't even be friends." Zhang Wenxi started picking food again.
Lu Qing crossed her fingers, as if thinking deeply, and after a few seconds, she said: "I am different from Xixi, I will, so I really want to tell him that I like him very much, even if I can't do it as a friend, but if you tell him, I think I will be very happy, and even if I am rejected, I will give up on liking the next one sooner rather than later hahaha."
Luo Qin: "I will take action and tell him that I like him. Anyway, if he resists, I will say886 earlier, but fortunately, our Han Yang also likes me hahahahahahahahaha."
Zhang Wenxi took a piece of meat for Luo Qin, "Shut up, you bastard!"
The game starts quickly.
I was offered the role of a passenger, and I looked at my script and started to engage in discussions.
Zou Yun's avatar has changed again, but the style is different from the previous one. Now it is just a very simple landscape photo. I stare at her WeChat every day. I know that her avatar was only changed yesterday.
The role Zou Yun got was a detective, and she played this role very seriously.
When Zhang Wenxi finished talking about her and I told about my current role, I was a little nervous and felt my palms were sweating.
I typed: [I am passenger x, on the day of the incident...]
Detective A: [Okay, the knife at the scene was left by you, right? 】
Me: [Yes, I wanted to kill him at the time...]
Everything is normal.
I didn't have much communication with her.
The others are automatically ignored by me, and I can only see her typing.
She was logical and questioned one by one.
In the end, I randomly voted for someone in a daze and checked the answer.
Unexpectedly, I didn't guess right.
Someone in the group was laughing.
Lu Qing:【Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha】
Zhang Wenxi: [Damn hahahahahaha I guessed right!]
Qin An: 【Is there any more! I don't accept it!】
Zhang Anjia: [Never thought that the minister is the murderer hahaha]
Zou Yunyun: [Yeah, this detective voted for Passenger L both times!]
The murderer is Passenger L played by Lu Qing, I was wrong.
Judging by Zou Yunyun's tone of voice, one can imagine that she should be quite happy now.
Lu Qing: [Will you come tomorrow! There is also a public account!]
【Come and come】
【I have to check the situation】
……
I didn't reply.
I thought about it, and typed: [I can't come. 】
If Zou Yun was around, I wouldn't be able to take the game seriously.
In this case, it is better not to play.
Lu Qing:【Are you still suffering from dysmenorrhea? 】
Qin An: 【Drink more hot water】
Zhang Anjia: [Sister Wei Ning takes good care of herself!]
Zhang Wenxi: 【Have you taken your medicine? 】
Zou Yunyun didn't speak.
I kept touching the hot water bottle with my hand, it was very warm now, I rubbed my face, and then typed a reply: [Eat, um, I will. 】
Just after sending it, I received a message from Lu Qing.
Lu Qing: 【What's going on with you and Zou Yun】
I was taken aback when I saw her name again, and immediately asked: [What's going on? 】
Lu Qing: 【You said you bullied the little girl?When we were rehearsing, she was always in a low mood, and she wouldn't say anything when I asked her, and she was about to cry when I mentioned you again]
Lu Qing: [What's wrong with you! Our classmate Zou Yun is so cute! You're willing to do it!]
I was suffocating for breath, and I rubbed my forehead before I slowed down and typed: 【You don't understand. 】
I know, Zou Yun must be very sad too.
After all, she once said that she likes me the most. In our small circle, she likes me the most.
Friendship is also very important, losing a good friend will also make me feel a lot more uncomfortable, just like when I had a falling out with Jiang Yuhe, I was so heartbroken that I couldn't breathe, but that was just friendship.
Lu Qing: [tow]
Lu Qing: [The feelings between girls are too fascinated]
Lu Qing: [Can't you be more frank? 】
magnanimous?
How can I be frank.
My eyes were hot, I coughed, and then typed: [Things are not what you imagined]
I said: [Stop talking, I'm eating. 】
Lu Qing: 【Go ahead. 】
I swipe the screen with my fingertips, look at Zou Yunyun's chat at the top, and finally click into the game group again.
Zou Yunyun still didn't show up.
Does she really not care about me?
This is also my own fault.
I drooped my head low, put down my phone and scratched my hair.
As soon as I stood up, the doorbell rang.
All I know is Zou Yunyun.
What is she looking for me for?We haven't spoken for a long time.
Typing and playing games in the group just now is of course not counted!
I walked over, took a few deep breaths, and opened the door.
I try to pretend to be calm, otherwise I don't know how to face her.
Zou Yunyun was standing at the door, she pursed her lips, and handed me the cup in her hand, "Senior Qin An asked me to bring you brown sugar ginger tea, go to bed early."
Her tone was very cold, obviously concerned about my actions, but I felt very uncomfortable.
It wasn't like this before, before she would smile and roll her eyes when she brought me something, a sweet senior with every bite.
But now this result is what I want to see, isn't it?But obviously, obviously never thought that it would become like this!
I sniffed, and I said, "It doesn't hurt, thank you."
Actually it still hurts.
Zou Yun's eyelashes trembled twice, and then she lowered the hand holding the cup to her side.
"Wei Ning." Zou Yunyun suddenly called my name, "You are a big liar!" Her tone was a little anxious.
After saying this, she shed tears, then put the water glass into my hand, turned around and left, within two seconds, her own door was closed by her with a "bang".
I looked down at the glass of water and smiled self-deprecatingly.
Yeah, I'm a big liar, a liar, aren't I?
I froze in place, and when the door was about to close, there was a sound from next door.
Zou Yunyun opened the door again.
She frowned, her hair was messier than before.
With tears still on her face, she frowned at me.
I looked at her suspiciously, and I laughed, "Why did you come back to me, a big liar?"
"I, I..." Zou Yun dodged his eyes and hesitated for a few seconds before looking at me again.
Holding the warm water glass in my hand, I looked at her seriously, waiting for what she would say next.
Time seemed to stand still, and the air seemed to freeze.
She still didn't speak and I tried to stay calm and smile.
Zou Yun seemed to muster up a lot of courage, she simply closed her eyes: "I'm so obedient, don't you miss me?"
She opened her eyes again, tears were rolling, she asked again: "It's been thirteen days, how long do you want to hide from me? 20 days? 30 days? Or even longer?"
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☆, 45.
I looked at her and squeezed the water glass harder.
The corridor is very quiet, there is darkness behind her, only the light from my room shines on her face, allowing me to see the expression on her face clearly.
I have never seen her angry, nor have I seen her cry, but in just a few minutes, I have seen them all.
My heart was already very restless, and I could even describe it as turbulent, but on the surface I still pretended to be calm and said: "I'm sorry..."
Inexplicably left her aside in the cold, without giving her any reason, if it were me, I would not be able to stand it.
Who can bear the unreasonable indifference from a good friend?
Zou Yun stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, the tip of her nose was red, and then she said, "I'm just sorry and it's gone?"
"..." I paused, "It's gone."
"Why do you ignore me? Why don't you go to school with me? Why do you pretend not to see me when you see me? Didn't you tell me all this?"
Her questions made me unable to hide, one by one why was like a bullet, continuously shooting at my heart and body.
I don't like my weakness and hypocrisy so much.
Ever since I told Qin An, he has been urging me to confess my love, and I reply him indifferently every time.
He is not the person involved, and he will not understand how uncomfortable I am.
But what I suffered was nothing compared to what happened to him.
But I still don't have the courage, not even now.
I want to say, because I like you, because I am afraid that you will feel a burden for this liking, because I am afraid that you will never talk to me again from now on, and I will never associate with me again, so it is better for me to come early by myself, so that it will be easier for you I am proud of myself.
But I can't say these inner words now.
I looked at her, she didn't cry anymore, but looked at me fixedly, with her hands hanging down her sides and clenched into fists.
I took a step forward, only half a meter away from her.
I really miss her, more than I can imagine.
It's obviously only a wall away, but I don't want to see her.
Obviously there is no need for me to keep a distance like this, is it?I can pretend that my liking for her is just friendship, can't I?
But that sentence is still good, how can cough and love be hidden?I like her how can I hide it?
Every time I talk to her, every time I look into her eyes, I am afraid that I will be exposed.
exposed and then what?
Then it might become what it is now, or it might be more cruel than it is now.
My lower stomach hurts unbearably, but it's enough to keep me awake.
I told myself not to get excited, I adjusted my breathing, but maybe this dysmenorrhea was really too painful, my eyes were already blurred, and I couldn't see Zou Yun's face clearly.
"I..." As soon as I said a word, I couldn't utter it. My forehead and face seemed to be sweating.
But Zou Yunyun was still waiting for my answer, and I tried to find a lie to explain, telling her that I didn't do it on purpose, I was just in a bad mood recently.
Everything can be excused for my crime by being in a bad mood.
"I forgive you." Zou Yunyun's voice came from my ear, and my eyelashes couldn't bear the weight of tears, and finally fell off.
I wiped away my tears, and even though my eyes were still a little blurry, I sniffed and tried to say something more.
But seeing Zou Yunyun's face, all my bravery was defeated again.
Just like when I was drunk, I moved forward a little more, stretched out my arms around her neck, and hugged her.
"I..." My voice was so low that only I could hear it, "Can I hug you?"
How shameless am I?
While thinking about staying away from her and keeping a distance from her, but also longing to be closer to her.
Even at such times, I held her in my arms.
"You're already hugging me." Zou Yun tightened her arms around my waist. She turned her head slightly, and I could feel her warm breath so close. "Is it still hurting? Do you want me to help?" Are you rubbing it?"
I have my hand behind her back, holding the water glass she gave me.
I shook my head, closed my eyes, and replied weakly, "Just wait."
As soon as he got close to her, he couldn't help being greedy, thinking about hugging her for a while.
"Yeah." Zou Yunyun responded softly, rubbed her chin against my hair, and asked, "Sister, do you want to go to school together tomorrow?"
I frowned, "Yes."
Do not escape.
What am I doing by hurting her like this and hurting myself?
I've had enough for nearly half a month.
I can't see her face like this, I still keep my eyes closed, her body is fragrant, and the hair is still a little wet when I touch it.
I twisted my fingertips and asked aloud, "Why don't you blow dry your hair? It's easy to catch a cold."
"Just after taking a shower, I was asked by the minister if I wanted to play games before I had time."
I said, "You can refuse."
It's just a game.
"No, I asked who there were, and the minister said there was you. I haven't talked to you for a long time. Even if it's just a game, I didn't expect that I would get the busiest detective, and I didn't expect you, senior ..."
She didn't continue what she said here, and I knew what she wanted to say.
I want to say that I didn't expect me to have no communication with her other than games.
"Yes..." I haven't finished the word sorry, Zou Yun interrupted me, "I said, I have forgiven you, don't say sorry again."
"it is good."
The embrace is so warm that I don't want to let go at all.
"Sister..." Zou Yun's voice rang in my ears again, "It's snowing today."
She was still thinking about it.
I started counting down.
I said, "Well, it won't take long for the snow to be thick enough."
After answering, count down to five.
I let go of my arms around her neck.
Zou Yun's hand was also removed from my lower back.
"Then are you still having snowball fights this year?"
"I don't know, probably." I asked her, "Are you going to sleep now?"
"Not yet." Zou Yun bit his lip, a little afraid to look at me, "I just talked to you, and I couldn't sleep."
I smiled apologetically and said, "I'm sorry."
I'm sorry for my indifference to you for the past half month, which made you feel overwhelmed.
I'm sorry I pretended not to see you when I met you.
I'm sorry that I won't interact with you when I see any of your dynamics.
so many.
I thought, is it not enough to count my hands with my fingers?
She frowned slightly, I didn't wait for her to speak, and I said again: "Okay, I won't say I'm sorry about this matter, let's do it this way."
Zou Yunyun smiled brightly, "Then this is over, okay?"
"it is good."
"Then go to bed early, I won't bother you anymore."
"it is good."
"I'll be waiting for you at your door tomorrow morning, don't leave early."
"will not."
"Senior sister..." Zou Yun called me softly again, she picked her fingers, then took a step forward and hugged me again, she said with a smile, "Good night."
"Good night."
I drank that cup of brown sugar ginger tea, and the pain eased a lot.
I looked at the cup and smirked.
Zou Yun...
It's so cute and it hurts me so much.
It was eleven o'clock and I was still asleep.
In fact, I haven't been sleeping well lately.
I still had the desk lamp on, and I put the hot water bottle on my stomach. I pulled the quilt down to expose my entire face, reached for the phone on the side, unlocked it, and clicked into WeChat.
I slowly sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, pulling the quilt up a little more.
It's not cold in the house, and my hands are still slightly sweating because of the tight cover just now.
Half an hour ago, I had already said goodnight to Zou Yunyun, but she still sent me a message.
I kept trying not to reply, wondering if she would go to bed early, but it doesn't seem to be the case now.
These three were posted at 35:[-].
Zou Yunyun: 【Still very happy】
Zou Yunyun: 【Sister~】
Zou Yunyun: [Good night~]
These four were posted at 43:[-].
Zou Yunyun: 【Sister】
Zou Yunyun: 【Did you watch the live broadcast of the Geminid meteor shower last night? 】
Zou Yunyun: [I watched it for 10 minutes, and then fell asleep because of it]
Zou Yunyun: [This is the first time I saw a shooting star, although I only saw more than 30 meteors on the Internet]
There are three more at 56:[-].
Zou Yunyun: [Did I talk too much?]
Zou Yunyun:【You should be asleep...】
Zou Yunyun: [Good night~]
I rubbed my sore eyes after watching it, I was such a jerk before.
Selfish and self righteous.
I grinned stupidly at the screen twice, and then typed: [Good night, see you tomorrow morning. 】
Within a few seconds, I received a reply: [Okay! Is it still hurting? 】
Me: [No, it’s much better. 】
Zou Yunyun: 【That's good~】
I slept in the afternoon, and now I am not so sleepy, and I am very reluctant to hang up and chat with her.
But I had to reply again: [There is still class tomorrow, good night. 】
I said good night many times tonight, as if I wanted to make up for what I lacked in the past half month.
I turned off my cell phone, then turned off the lamp, and fell asleep after a while.
Early the next morning, after packing everything up, I looked at myself in the mirror and felt nervous again.
It's really stressful.
The relationship with Zou Yun just "broke the ice", and she was the one who took the initiative. I felt ashamed and blamed myself.
I took a few deep breaths, then tied a scarf, wrapped myself tightly, and opened the door.
As expected, Zou Yunyun was already waiting for me.
"Morning sister, good morning." It was still the sweet smile and tone I was familiar with.
"morning."
Zou Yun took the initiative to take the garbage bag from me again, and followed me to the elevator.
The interactive scene that I haven't had in a long time almost brought tears to my eyes.
There are many people in the elevator, and we, as always, prefer to keep silent.
After leaving the unit building, Zou Yunyun threw the rubbish into the trash can, clapped his hands as usual, and walked side by side with me.
Business as usual.
The snow has been falling since yesterday, and now there is a thin layer on the grass, and a layer of white snow on the trees in the community.
Some naughty elementary school students walked over and pulled the thin tree trunks, and then they would shake a lot. The elementary school students would compare their speed with them and run away before they fell. If they were covered in snow, they would be reprimanded by their parents.
The road under my feet has also become a little slippery, and the air I feel on my face is also colder.
But I also feel very warm, because Zou Yun is beside me.
I pulled the scarf up a little, covering my nose and only showing my eyes.
Zou Yunyun pursed her lips and smiled, I looked at her in confusion, Zou Yunyun raised the corners of her lips, "Sister, you look like a rice dumpling now."
Isn't that right, I used to wear thick clothes because I was afraid of the cold, and now it's the menstruation period, so I'm wearing one more than usual.
I pulled the scarf down a little more, just over my chin, and I said, "I'm hungry when you say that."
"Go, I'll take you to eat wontons."
I laughed, "Isn't it difficult to choose?"
"I can't eat breakfast anymore. I've been here these days. If I don't know what to eat, I just eat wontons."
"Why not change?" I asked.
"I don't want to change." Zou Yun stopped, she stretched out her hand, pulled my right hand and put it into her pocket.
"Every time I eat, I will feel more sad, so I want to try when I can't bear it anymore, but today is different. Today is to get rid of those sad."
Her appearance made me want to find a crack in the ground and crawl into it again.
But Zou Yun didn't take out her hand this time, she still held my hand.
The half-fingered gloves can only let me feel her delicate fingertips, but her pockets are still warm, and the palms I feel through the gloves are even warmer, even a little hot, and the heat has already burned my face. up.
I pulled the scarf up again over my flushed face, leaving only my eyes exposed.
"Sister, your ears are so red."
"Hahaha, isn't it?" I laughed dryly, "It must be frozen."
"Well, then wear more clothes."
Ah ah ah ah ah!
I quickly changed the subject, my voice muffled by the scarf, I looked at her and asked, "Why are your pockets so hot?"
Mine was cold, and it didn't feel warm even if I put my hands in it.
Zou Yunyun replied with a "hmm" for a while, "Maybe I was like a fire in that winter."
"what?"
"Sister." She turned her head to look at me, her eyes still shining brightly.
"Ok?"
"Does this warm your heart?" She rolled her eyes with a smile, and scratched my palm with her fingers in her pocket.
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☆, 46. Two in one
I have to admit that Zou Yunyun has become the person who is most likely to affect my emotions.
When I arrived in the classroom, instead of taking off my schoolbag, I stared at my right hand in a daze.
It seems that the temperature of Zou Yunyun's fingertips brushing against my palm is still there.
I pursed my lips, but couldn't stop the smile.
"Ah Ning." Luo Qin patted me on the shoulder, "Is there anything in your hand? I've been so engrossed, I called you a few times."
I showed her my palm, and I smiled and asked, "Did you see anything?"
Luo Qin thought for a few seconds, and then replied: "Your life line, love line, and career line are all okay."
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha." I am really happy now, I tilted my head on my left arm, then raised my right hand a little, and kept watching.
Luo Qin turned her head and asked Qin An who had just sat down, "Squad leader, do you know what happened to Ah Ning?"
"Her." Qin An took out his book and pen, "Let's treat her as out of control."
I curled my fingers, and couldn't help rubbing my palm with my fingertips again. Why didn't I feel numb when I touched it?
Hearing their chat, I sat up straight, took off my schoolbag, and tilted my head while holding the book: "I will take the sixth grade test tomorrow, are you sure?"
"No." Luo Qin pursed her lips, "I didn't prepare for anything, I took the exam naked!" She said it with courage, but the next second her face collapsed, "What should I do?"
"They missed the registration time in their freshman year because of military training, and they can only register for CET-12 next semester. You can..." I said cheerfully, "You can take CET-[-] with Han Yang in December next year."
"Get lost." Luo Qin said angrily.
I'm in a good mood today, and I couldn't help it: "Hahahahahaha."
Qin An looked at me, his eyes full of teasing, the corner of his mouth raised, "Wei Ning, how did the brown sugar ginger tea taste last night?"
"Thank you." I said.
"What brown sugar ginger tea?" Luo Qin was curious.
"Wei Ning suffers from dysmenorrhea, just drinking brown sugar ginger tea." Qin An winked at me.
"There is an ulterior secret between you two, tsk tsk tsk."
I squinted at Luo Qin, shook my head and smiled.
I said: "Qinqin, please ask me what song I want to hear the most now!"
"What song is it?"
I couldn't help laughing again, "A fire in winter."
Luo Qin was expressionless: "..."
Qin An shook his head and sighed "tsk tsk" from behind.
I thought about the song "A Fire in Winter", but I can't seem to remember the full version of the lyrics?I only know the hot words.
I took out my phone, clicked on the search, and searched for [Lyrics of a Fire in Winter].
This song was definitely popular before, of course, whether it was the 1982 version or the 1987 version, I was not born at that time, but this does not affect the listening since childhood.
I read the lyrics and sang along in my heart.
You are like a fire in that winter
The blazing fire warms my heart
……
your big eyes
bright and flashing
……
I'm happy though
but didn't tell you
i know you too
really like me
etc……!
When did the following lines of lyrics come out?Why do I feel like I've never been there before?
No, no, I can't sing this song completely, I always listen to the chorus part.
I looked at the lyrics and frowned slightly in a daze.
Is... I think too much, right?
However, during the two weeks of suffering, I hoped again and again in my heart that Zou Yun's liking for me was not just friendship.
I looked at the lyrics, touched the screen with the tip of my index finger, copied these four sentences, clicked back, and then logged into Weibo, wanting to send them out.
But what am I doing by doing this?Could she have misunderstood?
emmm... It's not a misunderstanding at all! I just like her!
I hesitated, pressed back, saw the reminder of [whether to save the draft], and pressed [yes].
It was still snowing today, but the temperature in the classroom was higher than outside, and the pain on the third day of the period was much less. I listened to the teacher's point and took off the scarf.
I looked around, I really wore a lot today, I wore four pieces of clothes, although there was still only one pair of pants, but sitting like this now really made me hot enough.
After class, I took a 10-minute break. I put the scarf on the table and buried my face in it.
It still hurts a bit, I put my hands on my stomach and rub it gently.
"Wei Ning." Qin An's voice came from behind, and I said "Huh?" without looking up.
"Ahem, cough, that..." Qin An patted my shoulder again, "Zou Yun seems to be at the door."
"Huh?" I raised my head abruptly and looked towards the door.
Where is Zou Yunyun!?
Luo Qin went to the bathroom, Lin Mingming didn't come today, and the people around me were not very familiar, so I turned my head and looked at Qin An speechlessly.
"Hahahahahaha." Qin An laughed without image.
I said viciously: "Go away."
I was about to turn my head and continue lying on my stomach, but Qin An said "Hey", "Wait, I have something to say."
"Don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures."
"About Zou Yun, don't you listen?"
"Tell me." I looked back at him again, "If you lie to me, the plastic of our plastic sisters will be burned."
"..." Qin An raised his eyebrows, he looked around, and then leaned closer to me, "Didn't we play games last night? Then I added Zou Yunyun's WeChat, and I said that your senior sister had dysmenorrhea and you didn't take care of her." Yes, guess what Zou Yun replied."
I think Qin An has really become more and more gay since he told me about him.
I said with a bad face: "What's the matter?"
"..." Qin An raised his forehead, "Zou Yunyun said that you ignored her, and if you were looking for you, you might not even open the door. I said she would definitely open the door. She is very wronged. I really don't want to say you What, Wei Ning, you really... how can you abuse her and yourself like this."
I looked at the incandescent lamp above my head and didn't know how to answer.
"You don't dare to chase after me, and you don't dare to confess to me. You don't have the courage I had back then."
I looked at Qin An, and being so provoked by him, I refused to accept it and said: "Who said I dare not?"
"I said."
It happened that Luo Qin came back at this time, she heard our conversation, and asked with interest: "What confession?"
I picked my fingers a little awkwardly.
Qin An said: "Wei Ning, you are so cowardly, you like others but you dare not tell them, and you still don't contact them, tsk tsk tsk."
Luo Qin couldn't believe it: "A Ning, you like..." She didn't ask the whole question, but she definitely wanted to ask me who I like.
I looked at her, opened my mouth, and finally said: "I'll tell you later, I'm a little confused right now."
What's the mess?
Mess I don't know what to do.
Is it better to maintain the status quo?How about continuing to be good friends with her like this?Or... give it a try?
What if?What if?What if?
These three words are getting louder and louder in my heart.
Yes, what if Zou Yunyun agrees to you, what if Zou Yunyun likes you too?
Also... not impossible.
My fingers rubbed against my palm again.
I know how greedy I am for this kind of contact now, people have desires.
I want more, I want to be closer to Zou Yun.
I want to interlock the hands she can hold, I want to make the hug with her tighter, and I want to... turn her bite into a kiss.
greedy.
However, my actions did not pay for such greed, and I even flinched.
I covered my face, took a few deep breaths, rubbed my eyes with my fingertips, and when I opened them again, I already had the answer in my heart.
Think of it as Qin An's provocative method that worked.
The rehearsals of Lu Qing and her department are still going on, but they are not used after school on Friday, because some members have to go home, so there is no need to rehearse if they are not full.And because it seems that the progress is not bad, so the rehearsal time of the original week at noon and afternoon is only left in the afternoon.
I put my hands in the pockets of my finally warmed clothes and followed the crowd downstairs.
Zou Yunyun is waiting for me downstairs.
While I was still on the stairs, I saw her standing by the wall waiting for me.
I stand tall, she stands low.
I looked at her, and she looked at me, and I automatically ignored the people between us.
Zou Yun also waved to me with a smile on his face.
I walked over and walked out side by side with her.
"Senior sister, are you sure you will take the sixth grade exam tomorrow?"
"Yes." I looked ahead, "It should still be possible to survive."
She encouraged me: "Come on, come on."
I pulled the scarf to expose my face.
I said, "Okay, I will."
The snow is still floating, a little bigger than yesterday, and there is a thin layer on the ground.
I stepped on the snow under my feet. They were very fragile, and when I stepped on them, only deep footprints were left.
Zou Yun gradually stopped, and I followed suit.
I smiled and asked: "What's wrong?"
Zou Yun stretched out his hand and pulled my scarf up a little bit to cover my chin. His cool fingers accidentally touched my face, "Don't freeze, senior."
Zou Yun withdrew his hand and smiled brightly at me.
"Double Twelve, I bought a hot pot and barbecue pot, but it's still on the way." Zou Yun raised his foot and walked forward slowly. After taking two steps, she turned around, "Sister, let's try it if we have a chance." ?"
"Okay." I smiled and followed her.
A weekend passed quickly, and Zou Yunyun and I returned to the previous mode of getting along.
I would call her over for dinner after cooking, and she would still bring me snacks and the like.
It's the same as before, but I feel that something is different.
Zou Yunyun likes to take my hand and put it in her pocket. At first she was wearing gloves, but then she didn't wear them anymore.
Then occasionally pinch my fingers, occasionally scratch my palm, and tell me jokes along the way to make me laugh.
This week is the last class week of this semester, and the exam will start next week.
I looked at the numbers getting closer and closer to the winter vacation, and I became more and more anxious.
I want to wait for an opportunity.
On the day of the winter solstice, on Friday, I ate hot pot with Lu Qing and the others, and called Zou Yun, but Zou Yun went to another school to play with classmates, and she said she would come back on Sunday.
I forked the pissing beef ball in the bowl, watched it split in half, and then picked up one half and put it in my mouth.
There are only four people here to eat hot pot today, me, Lu Qing, Zhang Wenxi, and Luo Qin.
Zhang Wenxi frowned, "Today's meal is our last hot pot meal this semester."
I still ate at this Shancheng hot pot restaurant that I often come to.
The pot was steaming hot and the soup was tumbling.
Lu Qing: "Wei Ning, the switch is on your side, turn down the fire."
"Hmm." I lowered my head slightly, touched the switch with my finger, turned it a little, and the soup in the pot moved a little less.
Luo Qin was on the "halftime break", looking at the phone and laughing all the time.
Originally, we usually go out to play or eat, and no bow-headed people are allowed, but Luo Qin has never paid attention to this rule since falling in love.
I don't have much appetite, and now I'm a little full.
I put my chopsticks down and put my hands on my lap.
Zhang Wenxi was still eating shrimp dumplings, and she said vaguely while eating, "Among us, Ah Ning, you'd better feed yourself, you'll be full after eating so little."
I smiled and shrugged, "No way."
I pinched the corner of my clothes, thought for a while and said, "Well... I have another question I want to ask."
"Well, tell me." Lu Qing put down her chopsticks and looked at me.
I bit my lip, took another piece of paper and tore it.
Luo Qin looked up from the phone, with a gossip look on her face again, "Is it finally time to talk?"
"Say what, say what." Zhang Wenxi followed up and asked.
"It's Ah Ning who wanted to confess, but the person involved didn't tell us, only the monitor." Luo Qin raised his eyebrows, "Should I say it now?"
I nodded and shook my head.
Lu Qing: "So is this the case? Wei Ning, tell me, this master of emotions will still answer your questions for you."
Zhang Wenxi: "Do you not know how to confess?"
Luo Qin: "Wait, it should be who that person is, right? I haven't said anything until now."
These three are really...!
I lowered my head slightly, thinking about what to say.
"Hmm..." The tissues in my hand had been torn to pieces. I threw them into the trash can before I said, "If the other party only treats you as a friend, will you confess your love?"
"No, I'm rather timid, and I'm afraid I can't even be friends." Zhang Wenxi started picking food again.
Lu Qing crossed her fingers, as if thinking deeply, and after a few seconds, she said: "I am different from Xixi, I will, so I really want to tell him that I like him very much, even if I can't do it as a friend, but if you tell him, I think I will be very happy, and even if I am rejected, I will give up on liking the next one sooner rather than later hahaha."
Luo Qin: "I will take action and tell him that I like him. Anyway, if he resists, I will say886 earlier, but fortunately, our Han Yang also likes me hahahahahahahahaha."
Zhang Wenxi took a piece of meat for Luo Qin, "Shut up, you bastard!"
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