Moonflower Liuzhaojun

Xu Yanhua had never watched this kind of college-level basketball game, so when he sat on the sidelines, he felt quite stylish.

The players on both sides stand up and the game begins.Xu Yanhua's mind was not on the competition, the sun was shining brightly at noon, making Xu Yanhua drowsy.In his eyes, he could only see Liu Zhao, who was against the light, active on the basketball court, just like his original appearance.

The way Liu Zhao and his classmates celebrated after scoring a goal, that is Liu Zhao's original appearance, publicity, arrogance, with the smell of fireworks.

Since when did it become different? Xu Yanhua could feel that Liu Zhao was always cautious in front of him, making him feel like a soap bubble. Liu Zhao dealt with his own bubble very carefully, for fear of a while A breeze blows away, or a careless movement shatters, disappears.

Xu Yanhua felt that he was not so fragile, or rather, this kind of carefulness made Xu Yanhua more vulnerable.He sighed, leaned back against the green wire fence on the sidelines, half-closed his eyes and looked at Liu Zhao who was running and jumping on the field, smiling slightly.Liu Zhao like this made him feel at ease.

The autumn sun just shone on Xu Yanhua's body, neither hot nor cold.The light blue sky is high, and there are a few misty clouds floating high in the sky.Xu Yanhua's mood also began to improve, as if he was in a hot air balloon, floating gently towards the sky.

At the end of the game, Liu Zhao's team won without a doubt.Liu Zhao walked towards Xu Yanhua with a smile, and patted Xu Yanhua's head. Only then did Xu Yanhua realize that he had fallen asleep.

"Finished?" Xu Yanhua rubbed his half-opened eyes, "Win?"

"That must be." Liu Zhao had an arrogant smile on his face.

It was this smiling face, the appearance of Liu Zhao in Xu Yanhua's impression.He remembered that when he faced Liu Zhao's sister, he said: "I believe that as long as Liu Zhao is still standing behind me for a day, I will not be afraid for a day, and I am not alone, am I?" The reason for saying this is because Liu Zhao still smiles like this in front of it, now...

Liu Zhao interrupted Xu Yanhua's thinking, Xu Yanhua looked at his watch, there was about half an hour before class, and it was not too late to go back to the dormitory, but he still wanted to stay with Liu Zhao for a while.

"It's still half an hour... Monk..."

"Let me accompany you to the classroom. It's just right. I want to stay with you for a while."

"Boom", a jar of honey exploded in Xu Yanhua's heart, and he suddenly felt that he should be more frank.

Xu Yanhua didn't really listen to the class all afternoon.The same goes for Liu Zhao, who started thinking wildly when he returned to the dormitory.Just when he had no idea, a person suddenly flashed in Liu Zhao's mind.

It's been a long time since I contacted Liu Yanjing. Liu Zhao had no contact with any of his former high school classmates, especially this Liu Yanjing who had been at odds with him in the past.However, the relationship between Liu Yanjing and Xu Yanhua is very good, that is, Jing Jing who is the emotional mentor of each other with Xu Yanhua.

Liu Zhao thought of her, and felt that Xu Yanhua might tell her some of the past, and it was impossible for a person not to tell her, especially Xu Yanhua who was already very fragile.

However, Liu Yanjing's response was also very concise: "Well, I know. If he wants to say something, he will definitely tell you." The subtext of this sentence, yes, I know, but I just don't want to tell you this scum , our family Huahua has been suffering for so long and it’s not because of you, I won’t tell you [smile] [goodbye] [eyes of caring for the mentally retarded.JPG].

Of course Liu Zhao didn't realize the subtext.

But that night Xu Yanhua took the initiative to ask Liu Zhao to go to the beach, saying that he had something to say to him, Xu Yanhua thought about it all afternoon, and felt that he should confess, even if Liu Zhao left like this, he felt that he could bear it .The seaside was colder than the previous few days, Xu Yanhua added an extra coat, but was still shivering slightly.Liu Zhao held Xu Yanhua in his arms, and gently stroked his hair.

Xu Yanhua drew circles on the beach with his finger: "Liu Zhao, I've thought about it for a long time. I'm a very fragile person, and there are many hot spots that can explode when I step on it. However, those hot spots are really remote and not so easy to come across. .To be honest, even if it explodes, it’s nothing. It’s better to say that it’s better to blow it up. It’s a kind of vent. What really bothers me recently is your attitude. Like my hidden explosive spots, I am very careful when I touch them. I am very upset, really unhappy, and I am very unhappy when you are always afraid that I will break. I am not afraid of breaking now. I know that no matter what I break into You put me together. I'm not alone now, and I don't have to worry about accidentally blowing up into pieces like I did when I was alone. Do you understand?"

Liu Zhao's arms hugged Xu Yanhua even tighter. Xu Yanhua sighed, stopped his hands that were drawing circles on the beach, smoothed out the pile of sand that had gathered, and clapped his two hands to wipe off his own hands. He raised his head and looked at the white moonlight reflected on the sea ahead.

"I think it's necessary for me to tell you the things I don't want others to know, Liu Zhao. After listening to the next thing, you probably think it's nothing."

Xu Yanhua closed his eyes, these pasts can't be regarded as shady, but they are indeed a scar in his heart, originally Xu Yanhua thought that if he didn't touch it, the scar would gradually get better, but how could this little bastard of life let him People are better off.

Xu Yanhua babbled about the past, but his mind was already immersed in deep memories.

It was the first year of high school, and Xu Yanhua just felt that he might be gay.He has a favorite girl named Li Ru, she is a very literary girl, but her personality is a bit like a tomboy.Of course Xu Yanhua failed to catch up, and was rejected many times.Other than that, he doesn't have any extravagant thoughts about the boys and girls around him.Bai Hong is his freshman classmate in high school, and he shares a dormitory with him. How should I put it, Bai Hong is a man who pretends to be aggressive in two and a half sentences. The 36 ex-girlfriends who didn't exist were used as talking points after dinner.

One night, Bai Hong suddenly ran up to his bed and chatted with Xu Yanhua.Those "from poetry to philosophy of life" in Bai Hong's eyes, in Xu Yanhua's view, are just pretending one after another, but the pretending is very level, like a novel story on the radio at night, it is really fascinating.

Before he knew it, it was past two o'clock, Xu Yanhua's eyelids were fighting with sleepiness, but Bai Hong became more and more energetic.But the topic also changed from poetry to his 36 ex-girlfriends.

Bai Hong was showing off his kissing skills, and Xu Yanhua joked, "You're pretty good, who knows what it is." It's normal for boys to tease each other, and Xu Yanhua didn't think there was anything wrong.But Bai Hong felt underestimated, so he kissed Xu Yanhua directly, yes, he stuck out his tongue.Xu Yanhua was startled, he was stunned for a moment, and he was no longer sleepy at that moment, his mind went blank.When he came back to his senses, Xu Yanhua quickly pushed him away, and kept rubbing his hands on his mouth: "Bai Hong, what are you doing, you idiot."

"Do you know now?" Bai Hong's frivolous voice rang in Xu Yanhua's ears, Xu Yanhua felt that he was about to explode, his heart was beating violently in his chest, and he couldn't say anything.

"Fuck." It took Xu Yanhua a long time to remember, this was my first kiss, Bai Hong, you idiot.However, Xu Yanhua calmed down and realized that there was nothing he could do, the man was kissed with a lot of meat, so he didn't take it to heart.

Xu Yanhua didn't remember what they talked about after that.I only remember that on the second day, Bai Hong acted as if nothing happened, which made Xu Yanhua a little bit upset.However, if nothing else happened later, Xu Yanhua would simply be upset, and this would not be a past that Xu Yanhua would never want to bring up.

The author has something to say:

This memory, including the previous memories, is from a real experience of a friend. Even if it causes discomfort, readers are asked to spray it lightly in their hearts.I've tried not to be a bitch when I've written it.