Moonflower Liuzhaojun

In the sophomore year of high school, Bai Hong was assigned to the same class as Xu Yanhua after finishing the division of arts and sciences.Bai Hong seemed to have completely forgotten about it, Xu Yanhua also heaved a sigh of relief.

Then it was logical to fall in love with Tian Xi, who had a boyfriend... No wonder.Xu Yanhua didn't know Tian Xi had a boyfriend at all. He even found out that he was gay when Tian Xi sat next to him in class and suddenly held his hand.

Later, Tian Xi somehow ignored it.The whole process was so inexplicable, Xu Yanhua didn't even feel that he was in a relationship, everything was over.Xu Yanhua himself is not very sensitive to this kind of thing, which can be regarded as one reason, and the other reason is probably that Tian Xi didn't take this matter to heart at all.

The sudden start, the understatement of the end.

It would be a lie to say that it was not uncomfortable, but Xu Yanhua still didn't take this matter to heart, and he didn't feel in love at first, he only held hands a few times in total, and he was still like a thief.

But after that, Bai Hong did one thing, which could be regarded as confirming Xu Yanhua's name as the first scumbag he encountered in his life.That day, Qi Lin, a classmate in Bai Hong's dormitory, came over suddenly and asked Xu Yanhua: "Hua Hua, brother Hong said he kissed you, is it true?"

Suddenly, Xu Yanhua's world seemed to collapse.The originally smiling expression on his face froze for a second, his eyes fixed on the tutorial book spread out on the table, and he said casually: "Brother Hong still has the truth in his mouth? Didn't he have 36 girlfriends, making up stories, Isn't he the best."

"That's right, what he said has nose and eyes, I just came here to ask you."

"You're just idle. It's not like you don't know Bai Hong's virtues, and you don't have a word of truth in your mouth."

Qi Lin left without saying anything.The cold sweat on Xu Yanhua's back almost drenched his clothes, but he still pretended to be calm and studied normally, attended classes, ate, and slept.

But he didn't sleep well anymore. When he closed his eyes, it was a world of betrayal.He couldn't imagine how anyone would behave if they knew the fact that they were gay.Fortunately, the students around didn't care about this matter, and Bai Hong didn't seem to take it seriously, so the past between Xu Yanhua and Bai Hong became the material for acting like Bai Hong's 36 ex-girlfriends.

Even though the turmoil passed, Xu Yanhua began to worry about gains and losses. In the next year, Xu Yanhua, who was not in a good sleep state, often suffered from insomnia.

Then there are the memories between Liu Zhao and Xu Yanhua, Xu Yanhua was still very happy at that time.But the happier they are together, the more uncomfortable Liu Zhao will be after leaving.

Then there was the boyfriend who took Xu Yanhua Chu and Ye away, that was Xu Yanhua's senior, already a senior, but Xu Yanhua was still a freshman.The first time they met, Xu Yanhua was very nervous. After walking around the road around the sea next to the school, he was fooled by that senior.

It was the first time that Xu Yanhua did not return home at night, and Xu Yanhua was fooled into going to bed.Xu Yanhua was timid, and if that senior wanted to ask him to go outside, he would be desperately unwilling.For this matter, the two finally parted ways.

The senior has not been in touch since he graduated, but in all fairness, during the days with the senior, Xu Yanhua felt the feeling of being in love for the first time. Every night, he walked around Huanhai Road hand in hand, chatting about things that were not salty or bland. , It really made the innocent Xu Yanhua feel that "the years are quiet and beautiful".After breaking up, although he said it was okay, he still didn't set foot on Huanhai Road for nearly half a year. One day, he couldn't bear the depression anymore, so he rode a bicycle around Huanhai Road, which was a farewell to that relationship.

Liu Zhao held Xu Yanhua in his arms and listened. When Xu Yanhua spoke, he seemed to be telling other people's stories, but he still shivered slightly when he talked about certain specific time points.

"So you know, my first kiss wasn't yours, my first love wasn't yours, and my first and last nights weren't yours. How can I make you fall in love with me?" After telling the story, Xu Yanhua didn't look back, but still watched from a distance. Looking at the sea surface, his eyes focused on a bright spot far away on the sea surface.

"You have said similar things before, and I have responded."

"At that time, you didn't know these things. At most, you knew a little about Tian Xi. You didn't know what kind of person I was."

Liu Zhao rubbed the hair on the top of Xu Yanhua's head: "It doesn't matter what kind of person you are, what kind of past you have, so what. No matter what you've been through, or what you look like now, it's all because of your past, isn't it? ?I like you now, including your past of course. Your past can only create you now, and your future is determined by your current experience. This is what you should consider when you are with me Yes."

"You're always like this, which makes me feel that I'm not good enough for you." Xu Yanhua sighed, "When did you become so open-minded? So where did that machismo dead straight man go?"

"It's probably because I lost it and found it again, so I know how precious you are." Liu Zhao gently kissed the top of Xu Yanhua's head, "Since you said that just now, why don't I find two girlfriends to sleep with, and come back with you It’s okay to be together.”

"How dare you!" Xu Yanhua turned his head quickly, "Let me accept the scum. I don't know how you can say such crazy words so easily."

"Are you kidding, isn't it simple?" As soon as he lowered his head, Liu Zhao took Xu Yanhua's lips in his mouth, and bit his lips lightly, "You are hypocritical, next time I look down on myself like this, I will really find some girlfriends, Dump it after sex, until you practice it until you believe you are worthy of me."

"Go away, shut up, you only have me."

"That's right, I don't want anyone but you." Liu Zhao kissed Xu Yanhua's mouth, and didn't let him go until Xu Yanhua was out of breath, "That idiot Bai Hong kissed you, right? I'll kiss you a few more times, so that you just remember my taste."

"Fuck, if you want to kiss, just say so, why bother to disgust me with Bai Hong."

"Okay, listen to you, don't mention it if you don't mention it. But I really didn't expect you to tell me these things."

"My mother said it. Did she explain everything at home? She also said that I probably wouldn't tell you this, and there are still some things she doesn't know. Let you ask me."

"How do you know?" Liu Zhao was a little surprised, and stared at Xu Yanhua with wide eyes.

"You can guess, you are so nervous. I probably have something to do with my mother's analysis of me besides your worry that I will leave. She always thinks that I am very fragile and can't bear any storm. But after my parents In my eyes, who is not a good baby who needs to be protected very well." Xu Yanhua hugged Liu Zhao and buried his head in Liu Zhao's chest, "Forget it, I still have to thank our mother, he is also doing it for my own good."

"The younger brother of your house chief should come tomorrow. I don't know why he is looking for you."

"Well, I don't know why he insisted on looking for me."

"Thank you for helping him catch up with his boyfriend?"

"The two of them are not together yet, so it's not considered to be catching up." Xu Yanhua raised his head and rubbed Liu Zhao's chin with the tip of his nose, "What do you care about so much, it's not a threat to you anyway."

"If he dares to think that way about you, I will castrate him." After speaking, Liu Zhao narrowed his eyes slightly.

"Come on, you can't beat him, he is taller and stronger than you." A gust of cold wind blew over, Xu Yanhua shivered, "Go back, I am shivering, and you are not cold either."

"That means I'm stronger, you little rookie."

"Yes yes yes, you are the strongest, you are awesome." Xu Yanhua stood up from Liu Zhao's embrace, "Let's go."

"Kiss again." Liu Zhao didn't wait for Xu Yanhua's consent, and kissed him. Xu Yanhua gave him a complaining look, and then left him alone.