Moonflower Liuzhaojun

"What!" Xu Yanhua looked at the short ten characters plus two punctuation marks, his eyes widened, and the phone fell from his hand onto the bed.

"Don't worry, I'll call you and talk slowly."

Liu Zhao's phone call came in, and Xu Yanhua got out of bed in a panic and went to the balcony to answer it: "Quickly tell me, what's going on."

"Don't worry, that's what happened. I was playing games that day, and your news came next to me. I didn't pay attention, so my sister saw it. It should have been observing me for a few days before asking me today. My sister That mouth is very powerful, I was dumbfounded by the question in a few words, and I didn't want to hide it from her, so I explained everything about the two of us."

Xu Yanhua raised his forehead: "You really have a big heart, so how will your sister react after hearing this?"

"She said when to take it to her to see, this reaction is quite common."

"Hmm... um? Common? Who did you tell?" Xu Yanhua keenly caught the loophole.

"No one, just those in my class who played games with me, Son Feng, Lady Lei, Dafeng..."

"Why are you so fucking loose... You've been shaking your arms out in just a few days." Xu Yanhua interrupted Liu Zhao's list process.

Liu Zhao didn't take it seriously: "Sooner or later, I have to tell them. It's better to tell them sooner or later. Anyway, the game is still played, and we are no different from before. You are too careful, and you have nothing to do with them."

"It's not that I don't see them anymore. It's okay if I never meet. They are all old classmates. Why can't I see them?"

"It's okay, just relax, those bastards don't have any opinions, just do whatever they want. Besides, didn't you confess to those people in your dormitory? No, it's okay? You think too much."

"Then your sister..." Xu Yanhua remembered the business.

"It's okay. I'll just show you when I get home. My sister shouldn't make things difficult for you. Besides, it's useless even if she objects."

"I want to say that your sister won't tell your parents. I haven't figured out how to face these people. When you mention this, I think of my parents. I don't know how to face him. Two, my mother will definitely not want to, what shall I do then?"

"Even if you ask me about this, I don't know. My sister probably won't tell my parents about it for the time being, but there is no impenetrable wall, and there is always a way for the car to reach the mountain. It is useless to think about it now." Liu Zhao suddenly changed his tone, "Xiao Yue, I miss you."

"Get out, make a mess, and play your games all day, it's strange to think of me."

"Really, Xiao Yue, I miss you when I'm not playing games."

"Fuck off, your sister doesn't even know you're looking at your phone when you're playing the game, don't think about me, just die in the game."

"Okay, Xiao Yue, don't be angry, I really miss you."

Xu Yanhua sighed for a long time. Xu Yanhua knew and got used to Liu Zhao's shamelessness, but it always makes people feel uncomfortable to do things without thinking. Maybe it will be a few more years for the two to be together, maybe they will really miss it.Sighed again: "Hey, you, think about what you want to do in the future. If you say it all and people don't accept it, you will die of embarrassment. When I told my roommate, it was It took me more than a year to speak out, but you were fine, without any precautions or concerns, just opened your mouth and said it."

"Okay, Xiaoyue, I will listen to you from now on."

"Go and play your game, your game is bigger than the sky. Go and go."

"Then I'm going, do you want me to pick you up on the day you come back?"

"Don't, my parents will go. I'll find you when I go home for a few days. You have to be there whenever you are called."

"Okay brother." Liu Zhao was as excited as a child, "Come on, Xiaoyue kiss." After finishing speaking, Liu Zhao really kissed loudly on the other end of the phone, and Xu Yanhua blushed: "Get out, don't Disgraceful."

"Kiss my own boyfriend and lose someone, come on, it's your turn."

"Get out, don't be so shameless." Xu Yanhua's voice became smaller and smaller because of his shyness, feeling that his face was going to be on fire, "Hurry up and play games."

"I've eaten it in front of your dormitory classmates, so why be shy."

Xu Yanhua quickly kissed the microphone of the mobile phone, and hearing Liu Zhao's silly laughter over there, he quickly said "bye" and hung up the phone.After hanging up the phone, Xu Yanhua still felt his face was hot.

Xu Yanhua ran to the balcony just now to make a phone call, but now he returned to his bed silently from the balcony.Xu Yanhua, who was lying on the bed, seemed to have drained all his strength in an instant. The amount of information in Liu Zhao's phone call just now was too much, and he needed it, very much needed to digest it.

From the day he first accepted Liu Zhao's confession, Xu Yanhua of Taurus has been thinking about and avoiding this question - how to tell his family.The moment Jingjing knew that Xu Yanhua liked Liu Zhao, she said, "What about your parents and mother?" Xu Yanhua's thought at the time was that Liu Zhao would not turn back anyway, and I didn't completely lose interest in girls, so let it go Always be able to give an explanation to the family.He even thought of the child's name, the girl was called Xu Ruxi, and the boy was called Xu Hanzhao.

But the appearance of Liu Zhao disrupted Xu Yanhua's overall plan, but despite this, he still loves him very much.

Xu Yanhua kept forcing himself not to think about this too realistic problem, but he couldn't help it. The result of doing so was that he thought of more realistic problems.This society is not so tolerant of them. People who talk about themselves as "highly gay and anti-discriminatory", if that gay is by their side, most of them still look disgusted.

Also, he really wasn't sure how long Liu Zhao could like him, and when he couldn't maintain this relationship no matter how much he compromised, what should he do.Xu Yanhua put all his heart on Liu Zhao, if he doesn't like others now, he certainly won't in the future.Xu Yanhua was really afraid that he would have nothing in the end, and then fall into the center of the earth in an abyss called the Abyss, where nothing would be left after being melted.Liu Zhao's 3-minute popularity is obvious to all. You can confess your love today, ignore you tomorrow, and forget you the day after tomorrow.Xu Yanhua was very scared, but it was precisely because of this fear that he kept wanting to find something to do, and made him cherish the life he had now, because he was really not sure when he would lose it. Happiness can easily be fragmented.

Xu Yanhua realized that he had changed. He no longer tried his best to pursue something. In the past, Xu Yanhua would get angry or cry aloud because of anything that didn't suit him.His nerves were already highly sensitive, and he is still sensitive now, but he no longer shows it.It's been a long time since I cried, so that watching a movie and listening to a song can make Xu Yanhua cry a lot.This is probably what Xu Yanhua understood as growing up.

Even so, Xu Yanhua will still try his best to maintain his connection with the people around him, although the results are minimal.

Just like now, Xu Yanhua inevitably faced these problems that he had tried his best to avoid before, and suddenly a deep sense of powerlessness directly overwhelmed Xu Yanhua. He thought of his father who was in poor health and his mother who had been tough all his life , suddenly felt that he was so unfilial, and suddenly wanted to break off the relationship with Liu Zhao that should not have existed before he got deeper.

But Xu Yanhua couldn't let it go, the person he had been dreaming about for two years was standing in front of him and talking love words that he wouldn't have said in his dreams, this feeling was as good as a fairy tale, even if it was all a lie He also wanted to keep it by his side, as long as he could keep it for a while.