Moonflower Liuzhaojun

After two days of anxiety, Xu Yanhua boarded the train home with his classmates.On the train, Xu Yanhua didn't speak, he really wasn't in that mood.This is probably the longest time that Xu Yanhua has been in a low mood. He has never told anyone about his troubles in his heart. Quietly uncomfortable.Of course, I can't tell my parents about this, because they are just troublesome themselves.What's more, you can't tell Liu Zhao that not only Liu Zhao will not consider these at all, but it will only increase Liu Zhao's troubles, and even make the two of them quarrel.

After getting off the train, he saw his father's gray sideburns and the fine lines on his mother's face in a familiar place. He suddenly didn't dare to look his parents in the eye, but he had to put on his usual appearance.Xu Yanhua took a deep breath, mobilized his facial muscles desperately, imagined happy things, forced himself to smile lightly, paid attention to his every move and even tiny facial expressions, and believed in himself and himself from the inside out. There was no difference before, and I forced myself to forget Liu Zhao from the inside out.Xu Yanhua has done this many times, and he doesn't believe there will be any flaws.

But he was wrong.

When the family met, Xu Yanhua's father asked a question he usually asks: "Have you found a girlfriend yet?"

This is just a declarative sentence to open the topic. If it was the usual Xu Yanhua, it would be no problem: "Who is there? Who thinks of me." But when Xu Yanhua wanted to answer this time, Liu Zhao's appearance floated in his mind. After passing by, the corners of Xu Yanhua's eyes twitched uncontrollably, and his voice trembled slightly: "No...no, don't ask this."

Xu Yanhua's mother glanced at him, but said nothing.

Xu Yanhua felt the way his mother looked at him, and the defensive line in his heart collapsed in an instant, and he was completely defeated.He pursed his lips, holding back the tears that were about to come out.Fortunately, his father didn't care about this answer, which was not much different from usual, so he started talking about other topics, and Xu Yanhua changed back to the previous Xu Yanhua.

But Xu Yanhua himself knew that his chalk embankment, which pretended to be strong, had been shattered into powder.

In the first few days after returning home, I was destined to go to Yingmao at my grandma's house, and I had a lot less communication with Liu Zhao, because after all, it is not good to always look at the phone when I am with the elderly.Liu Zhao chatted with Xu Yanhua whenever he had a chance, but Xu Yanhua only replied with some simple words.

Finally, Liu Zhao proposed to date.

Back at his home at night, Xu Yanhua mentioned it nonchalantly: "Tomorrow a classmate asked me to go out to play."

"Which classmate?"

"Uh...high school classmate." Just after saying this, Xu Yanhua wanted to slap himself two big mouths, Xu Yanhua, it's not like you don't know how many friends you have in high school, your parents know it, so you quickly added a few words , "Our high school dormitory reunion, I will definitely come back for dinner at night."

Bah, bah, bah, this is not 300 taels of silver here, what is this.Normally Xu Yanhua wouldn't say such a thing, it's a typical self-promotion.Xu Yanhua subconsciously took a peek at his mother who was sitting on the side embroidering cross-stitch. There should be no clues, she looked very calm.

"Okay, call your grandma and tell her that you won't be going tomorrow." The mother who was sitting on the side stopped what she was doing and looked up at Xu Yanhua.Xu Yanhua quickly obediently went to make a phone call, fearing that the matter would change.

Xu Yanhua's father entered the house and gave Xu Yanhua 200 yuan, and Xu Yanhua took it.After talking to my parents, I went back to the house and played with my mobile phone."Suddenly" came out of the earphones: "I understand, I can't let go of your love/I'm too familiar with your care/I can't separate, thinking of you is comfort or sadness/And now, even if the clock stops/It's life Like dust / inseparable, we may instead believe in love more."

Xu Yanhua wanted to cry, he felt so tired, every line of the lyrics carved a deep mark on Xu Yanhua's heart, but these marks made all of Xu Yanhua's collapsed and restless emotions find an outlet, and the tears burst into tears. Get out like you don't want money.Xu Yanhua tuned into a single loop, tears gradually stopped.

Now Xu Yanhua didn't want to leave Liu Zhao, not just because he didn't want to be so simple, but because he couldn't do without.There is no channel for Xu Yanhua to pour out his own experience, he can only tell Liu Zhao.In fact, there is no need to say anything, just sitting next to Liu Zhao can feel understood, and Xu Yanhua can be completely relaxed without any words.

Maybe this is love?Xu Yanhua didn't know.

Early the next morning, around eight o'clock, I heard a phone ring.A dazed Xu Yanhua picked up the phone and heard Liu Zhao's loud voice: "Hello, Xiao Yue."

"Ah? Monk, are you crazy? Didn't you say it's ten o'clock?" Xu Yanhua didn't think of it so early because the place we made an appointment was very close to Xu Yanhua's house, but when Liu Zhao called, Xu Yanhua was stunned and looked at the time It was only seven fifty, and it exploded in an instant.

"Yeah, so I came to you first. I'm near your house now, and I'll be there in 10 minutes."

"Fuck, you're sick, I haven't gotten up yet."

"I just want to see you sooner. I haven't seen you for ten days."

"Ten days. You have been waiting for ten days, can't you wait for these two hours?"

"The closer I get, the more I miss you. Go downstairs quickly, and I'll treat you to breakfast."

"Okay, don't worry, I'll go right away." Xu Yanhua hung up the phone, said something to his parents and went out.Walking downstairs, I saw Liu Zhao waiting for him at a nearby bus stop.Xiao ran took two steps and kicked Liu Zhao's ass, Liu Zhao turned around like a furry and slapped Xu Yanhua on the top of the head: "Damn it, who the fuck kicked me. Ah... I... I didn't mean it, who the fuck told you to scare me."

"Huh? I'm scaring you. It's normal for me to express my feelings. Do you know how miserable I have been these few days? Every day, I look at my mother who seems to have seen through everything. I just stand It’s the same on the edge of a cliff, standing or sitting all day long. If you hadn’t suddenly brought up and told your sister about the two of us, I wouldn’t have worried about how I would confess to my parents.” Xu Yanhua rubbed himself head, complaining.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Yue, I don't know..." Liu Zhao stretched out his left hand and touched the place on Xu Yanhua's head where he hit it just now.

Xu Yanhua was bounced off like an electric shock: "What do you want to do? In broad daylight."

"Cut, who would be so sensitive? My sons and I often play around like this. Don't think too much. Let's go and play." Liu Zhao couldn't help but dragged Xu Yanhua onto the No. 5 bus that just arrived car.

After a day of playing, all the unhappiness seems to be gone.When Liu Zhao sent Xu Yanhua home in the afternoon, Xu Yanhua kept thinking about what Liu Zhao said during the day, and suddenly felt that he was really thinking too much.I don't know when it started, I began to worry about gains and losses, and stagnated.Obviously I believe in Lao Zhuang, let the truth take its course, I don't know when to feed the dog.Forget it, it's not important, just relax, I didn't see anything at all.

Back home, I was having a heated chat with Liu Zhao, but I received a message from Wang Zhemin, the current head of the dormitory: "Xiao Huahua, I have something to tell you."

The author has something to say:

Well, there is no process of playing (actually, the author is a senior nerd, plus he has not been out of the house for more than 20 years and does not know what to write. Readers can just watch it).