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After nine o'clock in the evening, it is called quiet time, and it is the time when human beings should rest quietly.The floor of my house is on the high side, which is already quiet, but it becomes more and more quiet at night. Sometimes when I hear the rustling sound, I will have the illusion that the air is floating around me.

When I came out of the shower, the time on the wall was a quarter past nine, the lights in the hall were still on, and the kitten who usually liked to squat at the door of the bathroom waiting for someone was gone. The smell of shampoo after taking a shower, I touched my nose, and I always felt that the fragrance lingered on the tip of my nose, which was a little ambiguous.

I poured myself a glass of water at the water bar. After drinking, I got up and knocked on Qiushui's door. I heard the sound of footsteps coming from inside. Qiushui opened the door and stood at the door and looked up at me. That belonged to Qiushui. The kitten also walked lightly to the door, and I asked Qiushui, "Don't you want to watch a movie?"

Qiu Shui didn't ask me straightforwardly what movie I wanted to watch and where to watch it. He said yes, then bent down and hugged the kitten at his feet.

I stepped back to give him some room to walk, and was a little surprised when I saw this: "Why does it have such a good relationship with you?" In my perception, cats are very independent animals and are not clingy.

Qiu Shui patted the cat's head and laughed out a row of teeth: "Because it likes me."

I let out a slow "Oh" when I heard the words, and praised: "Amazing~" After saying that, Qiu Shui stared at me expressionlessly for about two seconds, I smiled at him, and reached out to touch him The kitten in my arms, Qiu Shui reached out and handed the cat to my arms.

According to Qiushui's logic, the cat likes him so it will stay in his arms quietly, then it doesn't like me, or it doesn't like me enough, the kitten put its two paws on my arm and then jumped When we got to the ground, the cat meowed when it jumped to the ground, as if I had bullied it, Qiu Shui raised his eyes and looked at me again, and I felt that I saw the condemnation in his eyes very strangely.

I couldn't help raising my eyebrows, and then stretched out my arm in front of him, intending to show him: "Your cat scratched me, Qiu Shui."

Qiu Shui stared at me seriously for a while, then he turned his head away and muttered softly, "You are so annoying."

I think this topic is probably Qiong Yao's drama if it continues-"You are ruthless and unreasonable and unreasonable", "I am ruthless and unreasonable and unreasonable". To avoid Russian dolls, I changed the subject and asked Qiushui what movie he would like to watch.

Qiu Shui replied with a flat expression on his face, "Whatever you want."

I was a little helpless: "It's the most difficult to choose any subject matter."

Qiu Shui didn't answer. He stood there for a while, then suddenly walked towards his schoolbag hanging on the shelf by the door. I stood there and saw him take off his schoolbag, unzip it, and rummage inside. with.

"..." At that moment, I deeply felt the feeling of being unable to laugh or laugh, and I asked Qiushui, "What are you looking for?"

Qiu Shui said calmly, "Where are the condoms?"

I couldn't help but reached out and touched my forehead, and began to wonder if Qiu Shui was a bionic person thrown to the earth from some high-level planet, or is there really an epoch-making gap between the age difference of more than ten years?I feel that my voice is a little weak: "What are you looking for?"

Qiu Shui calmly spit out two words: "Make love."

I laughed, and couldn't help teasing: "You are coveting my body."

Qiu Shui didn't find anything in his schoolbag, so he closed the zipper of the schoolbag again, hung the schoolbag back to its original position, and then told me very rigorously: "No one would say that about himself." He paused for a moment, and then gave me rigorously Explain, "It would appear narcissistic."

I let out an "ah" in a drawn-out tone, and Qiu Shui walked back to me wearing plastic-soled slippers, stood in front of me, looked up at me slightly, and said in a flat tone: "It's still okay to talk like that when you're young." With a kind of playful narcissism, if an older person speaks like this and doesn't control the intensity, it will only look greasy."

I was speechless for several seconds because of Qiu Shui's expression, tone of voice, and what he said: "Hello——"

Qiu Shui raised his eyes to look at me. This posture would make the whites of his lower eyes look bigger than usual, adding an "innocent" feeling. He asked me with his expression: "You can't even afford condoms?" Want to steal from me?"

It was only when I recalled these things many times later that I realized that Qiu Shui was actually quite aggressive in his bones, but all this was suppressed in his quiet and introverted personality. The sharp mouth, in the common saying, is a rabbit biting a person.At that time, I was still in the stage of slow contact with Qiushui. At first hearing such words, I just thought it was funny, very funny, very funny.He has a tough and sharp side in his bones, and a stupid energy that hits the south wall and doesn't look back.

When he tried his best to fight against me, I couldn't tie him back with a hundred ropes.

Of course, I don't know these things at this time. I want to know that this little young master will not be good and obedient in the future, and I will always worry about him. For my own health, I must stop from now on.

But I will still say that things always happen first, and human emotion always happens before regret.But the degree of regret I have for Qiushui is not really regretting the relationship between me and him. I often worry about when he can find a signal on his mobile phone when he is fed and clothed thousands of miles away. This has really affected my physical and mental health.

At that time, I didn't know the future, I didn't know that this kid was cute and hateful, I only knew that his two consecutive words made me laugh.

**

Qiu Shui didn't find his own condom, and his face was a little unhappy, so I asked him amusedly, "Then do you still watch movies?"

Qiu Shui answered with a muffled voice, stepped on his slippers and went back to his room, took a pillow out of the room, and said calmly, "Let's go, let's go to the movies."

I found a road movie from 93 in my computer hard drive. It was about a prisoner who successfully escaped from prison and kidnapped a child from a single-parent family.I connected my computer to the projector and adjusted the position facing the bed for a while. Qiushui stood by the bed and stared at the projected screen. He turned to me and asked, "Can we all come here to watch movies from now on?"

I said, "If you want to watch a movie, you can take the projector to your room and use it."

Qiu Shui didn't speak, he sat on the edge of the bed, put his own pillow beside mine, carefully lifted a corner of the quilt and got into the quilt, I went around and sat on the bed too.

This movie is more than two hours long, and I have watched it many times, but I seldom watch it at night. Now my bedside clock shows the time at 36:[-] pm. Usually at this time, I will read a book or look at my phone in bed. Brewing drowsiness.

I said before that my work and rest time is very regular, and the biological clock is very punctual. I watched it with Qiushui for half an hour, and my mind felt bluntly drowsy.Qiu Shui watched the movie very seriously. He sat on the bed quietly and stared at the screen without saying a word. I yawned and said softly to avoid disturbing the children watching the movie: "I'm sleepy and I'll go to bed first."

Qiu Shui hummed from his nasal cavity.

**

At 11:30, I was woken up by the sound of Qiu Shui sniffling. I vaguely reached out and touched the clock next to the bed. At 32:[-], Qiu Shui was sitting beside me sniffing. I turned my head and glanced at him. A pair of eyes were red and watery, I looked up slightly to watch the movie, the movie was nearing the end, the escaped prisoner was shot in the abdomen, leaning against a tree, the sound of a helicopter roaring from above his head, I I just woke up with a hoarse voice, and laughed: "Qiu Shui, you woke me up." I took my paper to Qiu Shui.

Qiu Shui took out two pieces of paper, he blew his nose, put the paper aside, then took out another piece of paper to wipe his tears.

I sat up from the bed and turned my head to look at him. He was crying very sadly. At 11:30 in the evening, I think it is the most unconscious time for human beings. I stared at the picture for a while: "My first time I cried a lot while watching this movie."

Qiu Shui wiped his eyes again, I got up and went outside and poured two glasses of water in, and when I handed it to Qiu Shui, the movie just ended, Qiu Shui's voice was hoarse, he took the water glass and whispered: "Thank you." He finished drinking the water and put down the water glass, the glass The made water glass made a crisp sound when it was pressed against the bedside table, and I reached out and handed another glass of water in my hand: "Do you still drink?"

Qiu Shui took it with his hand, "Thank you." He drank it in one go and put the two glasses side by side.

He looked up at me, his face was flushed because of crying, the tip of his nose was red, the corners of his eyes were red, and the wet bangs stuck to his forehead.

This is the late night when the human brain is not very sober. I lowered my eyes and stared at him for a while, the more I felt that his wet bangs printed on his forehead were an eyesore, so I stretched out my hand to hold his forehead, and turned his bangs to the back of his head Swiped over.

I don't know why Qiu Shui is so keen on growing bangs. After I stroked his wet bangs, I found that the man's facial features became more and more eye-catching. His eyes are black and his nose is straight, because the tip of the nose is red, adding a touch of cuteness , my lips were moist after drinking water, he drank the water I brought for myself, I thought about it and bent down to stick his lips.

Qiu Shui opened his mouth slightly, then put his hands around my back.

**

Qiu Shui sat up slowly, he leaned over and put his head on my shoulder, wiped the tears from his face on my shoulder, and answered me hoarsely: "Huh?"

"You..." No response?

Qiu Shui raised his head and bit my shoulder lightly, then told me: "Yes."

"What's the matter with you?" I don't understand how he can downplay such an important matter.

"It's always been like this." Qiu Shui said lightly.

"I'll take you to the hospital to have a look after the holiday." As a man, I think this matter is quite serious. I thought about it and lifted this man's head from my shoulders. I held his face in my hands. Wanting to speak, I couldn't help but kissed him on the tip of his nose, and then laughed, "You didn't use me to test whether you react, baby?"

Qiu Shui stared at me for a long time, his eyes slowly turned red, and a layer of water mist formed very quickly: "Li Cu, you bastard!" He suddenly yelled at me in a hoarse voice.

"What's wrong with me?" I raised my thumb to wipe away the tears rolling down from the corner of his eyes.

Qiu Shui stared at me: "Do you think I approached you for your money to let you test whether I can do it? Don't you have two broken coins? When I reach your age, I will definitely have more money than you. What's so great about you that people all over the world approach with a purpose."

He reprimanded his head and face, and I became a little bit laughing after thinking about it. I raised my thumb and continued to wipe the tears rolling down from the corners of his eyes. I was amused: "Then you approached me not for money or for any purpose? It's because of you." Like me, fell in love with me at first sight in front of a disused bridge in Changkang?" I simply raised my palm to wipe his eyes, and continued to laugh, "I'm a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old?"

Qiu Shui blinked slowly, and whispered, "I know you."

"Huh?" I took out a piece of paper and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Qiu Shui was silent for a long time: "When I was very young, at home, I was only three or four years old at that time."

I let out a slow oh, and admired slowly: "Then you have a really good memory."

Qiu Shui was silent for a long time.

I let go of my hand holding his face, put down the tissue in the other hand, and said slowly: "Continue."

Qiu Shui said: "You are stingy, will you be angry at what I say?"

I laughed: "What did you hide from me?"

Qiu Shui said, "My surname is Qu."

"..." I stared at Qiushui's eyes, and only now did I understand a little bit.

Qiu Shui said, "My brother is Qu Qiuyi."

I looked at Qiushui's facial features for a while. Qu Qiuyi likes sports. He is good at basketball, running and swimming, so his skin is usually dark. I don't like sports, so he has two skin colors when standing with me, and Qiushui is too white. , now it's darkened just after the military training; Qiushui is thin, and Qu Qiuyi is of medium build; Qiushui's personality is restrained, and that person has a hearty personality.Comparing the two, they are too unlike each other, so it looks like just a pair of eyes.

I stared at Qiushui's facial features for a while and then concluded: "You don't look much like your brother, he looks like your father and you look like your mother?"

Qiu Shui blinked, lowered his eyes, and answered me: "Someone said that."

I said, "I thought your real surname was Qiu. To be honest, I haven't seen this surname before." I paused, and suddenly remembered, "I offered you a room in a hotel before, and you said that you didn't want me to see it at first. The name on your ID card?"

Qiu Shui hummed softly.

I patiently asked him: "Then why did you approach me, to avenge your brother?"