After the Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

It was only later that Jiang Zecheng found out that He Ziming was his very speculative netizen, for which he felt sincere remorse for his indifference and indifference.

He typed to He Ziming on the Internet: "I'm sorry." These three words.

This was the first time in his life that he felt remorse for his indifference and numbness. He Ziming was the first person who made him feel other emotions besides fear and indifference after the kidnapping.

But it was already too late.

He wanted to make up for it, redeem it, and say sorry to He Ziming face to face, but he didn't dare anymore, he was timid, he didn't know how to face He Ziming at all, and he didn't know that He Ziming would be in trouble after he knew the truth. Will you forgive him for choosing to stand on the sidelines to his call for help...

Even more frightened, after He Ziming found out that he was Jiang Zesheng, he didn't even want to be friends with him on the Internet.

Therefore, in the end, he did not choose to be honest with He Ziming about his identity, and walked from behind the Internet to reality.

In such an environment, the only thing Jiang Zesheng can do is to help He Ziming in his plan to resist those rich second-generation school bullies, to help him perfect his plan, to help him open up contacts in the dark, to bribe media reporters, and to further expand the influence of the incident. , and made those school bullies unable to move him anymore.

Let the He family and all those who don't regard He Ziming as a toy no longer dare to bully him at will.

He Ziming is an extremely outstanding, excellent, and determined person. Even if he has suffered such humiliation, tribulations, and life, he has never been defeated. Bao Jianfeng has been honed, and those tortures and honings have made him even more outstanding and dazzling. Standing up, Jiang Zesheng saw an extremely magnificent and gorgeous color.

It was a kind of tenacity, amazing vitality and perseverance that he lacked and didn't have, which made Jiang Zecheng yearn for it unconsciously.

But it was too late. Jiang Zecheng discovered everything too late. After experiencing his resignation and the betrayal of his friends, he watched He Ziming become more and more excellent, more and more paranoid, and sick...

He Ziming hated him, and after He Ziming was rescued and returned to a normal life, Jiang Zecheng read it in the way He Ziming looked at him.

He Ziming didn't hate anyone who bullied him, but he only hated himself for being helpless... Jiang Zecheng knew this clearly, but he didn't do anything, he just silently endured He Ziming's time and time again. Bearing He Ziming's provocation and finding fault...

Even those in his circle couldn't stand it, and when they wanted to teach He Ziming a lesson for him, he stopped him.

This is what he owed He Ziming, Jiang Zecheng knew it clearly in his heart.

He Ziming was the first person who made him feel fear, in addition to numbness. He Ziming taught him that feeling is called guilt. Jiang Zesheng has been struggling with guilt towards He Ziming. He has been wandering for a long time, unable to get rid of it, and has been suffering from his own conscience. .

Behind He Ziming's back, he helped He Ziming close many tails and solved many things, but he never told He Ziming, let He Ziming know.

He owed He Ziming, so everything he did for He Ziming was a matter of course, and he shouldn't be extravagantly grateful, he thought in his heart.

He Ziming has always hated him, hated him more and more, and became more and more distorted... He could sense He Ziming's current mental illness, and he was also sick...

Jiang Zecheng didn't know when their deformed and morbid entanglement would end.

But what changed their relationship qualitatively was that military exercise. He Ziming, as an 'undercover agent', did not hesitate to seduce him by pretending that he wanted to reconcile and forgive him in order to obtain the 'confidential documents' on him. The defrauding of the so-called 'secret documents' was just an exercise. He Ziming was just trying to trick him and complete the task... But the sad thing is, Jiang Zecheng believed it was true, and with such a beautiful vision, he was deceived...

It was at that time that Jiang Zecheng realized that he had feelings for He Ziming that surpassed friendship and guilt.

He has been guilty and paid too much attention to He Ziming for too long, even Jiang Zecheng himself does not know when his feelings for He Ziming started, but when he found out, he fell in love with He Ziming sadly, unable to extricate himself, There was no way to break free.

What's even sadder is that he loves He Ziming, but He Ziming hates him: "I've been lying to you all along, Young Master Jiang, you are so easy to deceive!"

"Friends? How can the young master and I be friends? Forgive me, don't even think about it, I really hate you."

"Looking at your foolish and fooled look, I'm so happy."

"..."

Facing He Ziming's provocation and harshness, Jiang Zecheng's face changed for the first time in history, but He Ziming was very happy at his painful appearance, and showed a very happy smile.

Looking at He Ziming's smile, Jiang Zecheng immediately understood that the only thing that can make He Ziming happy now is his own pain.

Since then, there has been a morbid and twisted entanglement between them, mixed with inexplicable reasons, love and hatred intertwined...

Most of the time, He Ziming took the initiative to hurt him and take pleasure in hurting him.

He Ziming seems to have poured all his energy and attention into him, never bothering to entangle with others, as if as long as he sees himself in pain, he is satisfied.

Never tired of it, do not change the original intention.

When Jiang Zesheng was hurt by him, he was always in pain and joy... Although he felt pain because of this, it was more like a kind of atonement for him, as if he was suffering from Stockholm Syndrome. When he was alone, he would still feel a little grateful, even if He Ziming made it his lifelong goal to deal with him, provoke him, and see him feel better?

Even if they can't be together, as long as He Ziming isn't with anyone else, that's enough.

It's not that Jiang Zesheng never thought about going from behind the Internet to reality with He Ziming. He once proposed to He Ziming to meet in reality, but He Ziming didn't know whether he knew his identity or for some other reason, so he chose to decline to meet him... If so, they can only be the closest friends on the Internet, but they can only be enemies in reality.

The reason why he married He Ziming was because Jiang Zecheng knew that He Ziming was too high-profile and eye-catching in the fair party. He had become a thorn in the eyes of countless people. Basically, the orphan became the secretary-general, and the party leader also acquiesced, but He Ziming himself knew nothing about it...Jiang Zecheng learned about this at the first time, but he was suffering from the deep waters in the fair party, and he could not intervene to save him. At that time, the Fair Party proposed marriage to the Reform Party in order to stabilize the alliance...

The leader of the Reform Party originally planned to marry two insignificant people, but Jiang Zecheng took the initiative to approach him and asked to marry He Ziming.

This was the only way he could think of to help He Ziming at that time.

After marrying him, He Ziming is considered to be half a member of the Reform Party, and the Jiang family will be his backing support. Even if their relationship is not good, He Ziming will be his spouse in name. With such a relationship, as long as Jiang If the family does not fall, no one in the Fair Party can easily move him. If you plan to deal with him, you must be prepared to offend the Reform Party and the Jiang family.

Jiang Zecheng originally thought that He Ziming would not easily agree to marry him, but He Ziming did not do anything extreme as he expected, but agreed flatly, and only stabbed him a few words when receiving the certificate.

After getting married, their relationship became worse, colder, and more alienated...

Jiang Zecheng originally thought that he and He Ziming would go through their morbid and entangled life together like this...

But he didn't expect that an accident would happen to He Ziming.

When he rushed to the hospital and heard the doctor announce that He Ziming was brain-dead, his whole body collapsed. He thought that he and He Ziming would still be entangled for the rest of their lives, but he didn't expect such a thing to happen.

Everyone persuaded him to give up, He Ziming was already brain-dead, and asked him to take off He Ziming's oxygen mask, let him go, let go of himself, and start a new life, but Jiang Zecheng still refused... He didn't want to believe that He Ziming was dead I don't want to believe that He Ziming let him go so easily, and won't be entangled with him anymore...

One year, two years, three years...

He exhausted all kinds of methods but couldn't wake up He Ziming, He Ziming seemed to be really dead, lying there motionless, never staring at him again, and never speaking to stab him again.

But Jiang Zesheng began to feel afraid——

If He Ziming died, he would feel that life was no longer interesting.

He attempted suicide several times, but was rescued.

Considering that He Ziming was still breathing, he didn't want to give up hope. If He Ziming didn't die, but he died when he woke up, wouldn't He Ziming be with someone else in the future? Did he forget him?

Jiang Zecheng didn't want to do this, so no matter how painful he was, he could only persevere... He couldn't commit suicide, so he began to abuse hallucinogens...

Only when he was using hallucinogens could he break free for a moment from the fear that He Ziming seemed to disappear from his life.

Because, only when hallucinogens are used and hallucinations occur, can he see He Ziming again, the real He Ziming...

The hallucinogens seriously wore down his body, and everyone around him felt that he couldn't go on like this.

Thinking that his friend recommended a method for treating vegetative people, let him use it on He Ziming. That method is to let the consciousness of relatives of vegetative people enter the deep level of the vegetative brain, thereby awakening the vegetative consciousness. Jiang Zecheng knew that the friend really wanted to save He Ziming, yes Waking up He Ziming does not give any hope, he only wants to save himself, but after hearing that this method may wake up He Ziming, he still started to try without hesitation...

Four years, five years and six years...

At first, when Jiang Zecheng's consciousness entered He Ziming's mind, he couldn't find any traces or fluctuations in He Ziming's existence, but gradually he began to dream one after another. There were many strange dreams, and in the dreams he could not find any traces. He can really feel the existence of He Ziming. In one dream, he is He Ziming's younger brother. He Ziming is the prince of the royal family. They love and hate each other. In the end, He Ziming dies. He Ziming replaced the child of fate, and He Ziming finally dug his heart to death for him. He was in so much pain that he didn't want to live. There was even a dream where he was two people. Beastman, He Ziming is a silly little beast who is infatuated with him...

Many dreams related to He Ziming are connected in series, which always makes him feel infinite hope.

Every time Jiang Zecheng woke up, he happily told his friends that he felt He Ziming's consciousness and that He Ziming was still alive.

But after listening to his words, his friend saw that He Ziming was brain-dead with no fluctuations in the brain condition displayed by the instrument, but told him with a sad face: "He is dreaming, he is suffering from the effects of hallucinogens that have not dissipated for a long time." Dream. He Ziming is already dead."

Jiang Zecheng, however, was unwilling to believe it. He was obsessed with this kind of hypnosis that entered He Ziming's brain consciousness, and firmly believed that he would be able to wake up He Ziming one day.

Once, twice, three times, ten times, fifty times...

Hundreds of times, hundreds of times of all kinds of dreams, He Ziming has not woken up yet.

Continuously withdrawing one's consciousness into another person's consciousness to awaken another person will do great harm to the person's body.

In particular, Jiang Zecheng has done so many times in succession, and many people have advised Jiang Zecheng to give up...

But Jiang Zecheng persisted and refused to give up. He believed that He Ziming was still alive and would wake up one day...

It's not that there are occasional times of discouragement, but at those times, Jiang Zecheng always thought, even if He Ziming never wakes up, then let him enter He Ziming's brain again and again in hypnosis, in all kinds of weird and bizarre things. Let He Ziming die in the dream where he exists.

Such a death is much better for him than letting him live alone in a world without He Ziming.