[Sky Knife] Peanut Gang
Chapter 18
Restraint is very simple, as long as you learn to restrain your desires.
Restraint is very difficult, how can people ignore their own desires?
Of course it is possible, as long as you don't see yourself as a human being.It's very simple.
But even if you don't want to see yourself as a human being, it doesn't mean others won't see you as a human being.
Lu Xiaojia lay on her back on the couch, tilted her head, panting heavily.His cheeks were flushed, his face was covered with sweat, and his pupils were dilated.
He didn't have the strength to struggle any more, and he couldn't stand it any longer. With a hoarse voice, he shouted angrily: "Untie it."
"Okay." Bai Jingshuo stretched out his left hand and tapped on his lower abdomen, his inner strength pierced through his body, and he rushed open the locked door.
"Hmph." Lu Xiaojia snorted, grabbed Bai Jingshuo's arm, frowned, and said through gritted teeth, "Your."
Hearing this, Bai Jingshuo looked confused, and muttered to himself as if he didn't understand what he said: "Mine?"
"Don't talk nonsense." Lu Xiaojia stretched out her hand to grab his hair, pressed down on his head, and said with a sneer, "Are you scared?"
Bai Jingshuo stared at him with a strange and complicated gaze, smiled suddenly, and said in a low voice: "I will listen to you, I will listen to you." As long as you want, I can give you anything.After all, I am yours.
Lu Xiaojia fell into a coma again, and he was tortured miserably.
Bai Jingshuo was also tormented enough, he broke his left arm and put the misplaced bones back together.He doubted whether he would habitually dislocate in the future.besides……
He plucked his hair and brushed it down a lot.He licked the corner of his mouth again, and there was a fishy-sweet taste on the tip of his tongue.
"Oh." Bai Jingshuo sighed helplessly.
He knew that Lu Xiaojia was not unwilling, and if he was really unwilling, Bai Jingshuo would not force him.
But Lu Xiaojia just likes to be rough on the bed, punching and kicking, doing everything she can.If he didn't remember to take the medicine every time, he would probably be beaten to death.
Bai Jingshuo can understand him.The more self-reliant a person is, the more he can't stand the feeling of being powerless.People who are good at forbearance will not indulge themselves to sink in happiness.
What's more, he prefers to be rough than to be tender.Be rough with others and let others be rough with you.It made him feel more real.
Long-term despair can make people close their hearts and make people insensitive.When the heart is cast into iron and stone, it naturally needs something more intense and hot to feel the warmth.
What can save a person is not only happiness, but also pain.Pain creates a deep awareness that one is alive.
Bai Jingshuo was never surprised that Lu Xiaojia wanted him.He probably couldn't afford anything else besides him.Only he would hand himself over without hesitation.
He is sick, and he is sick.He was terminally ill and there was no cure.
If you are not saved, you will not be saved. Not all diseases need to be healed, just like not all scars need to be erased.
It is impossible for people to live in the past forever, but they must live in the shadow of the past.
But so what?After being invaded by a hundred poisons, it will be impervious to all poisons.
Bai Jingshuo had never felt the pain beyond measure, but he knew that Lu Xiaojia had always been in pain.
It hurts to be abandoned, it hurts to be ignored, it hurts to be ignored.It is painful to be unloved and to live alone in this world.And when a person who is not loved is willing to love others.It was even more painful.
Lu Xiaojia has always been a gentle enough person, but unfortunately he is not good at showing his gentleness.
Bai Jingshuo has never been a gentle person, but he has to pretend to be gentle.
He is guilty, and has been since that day, over 20 years ago.
He avoided his due fate and lingered on, stepping on countless corpses to survive.I feel sick just thinking about it!
Some filth is like tarsal maggots, firmly stuck to the body, and cannot be washed off no matter what.
Bai Jingshuo put Lu Xiaojia, who had been cleaned up, back on the bed that was also cleaned up, covered his lips and coughed a few times.
"Thank you." He said softly, leaning over and kissing Lu Xiaojia on the forehead.
Ding Lingzhong is going to marry Nangongqing, but Lu Xiaojia is missing.
Naturally, it was impossible for Yan Nanfei to attend the wedding, even if he wanted to, he would have to be willing to send him an invitation.He was looking for Lu Xiaojia.
What should Lu Xiaojia look like now?Frustrated?decadent?Still full of resentment?Yan Nanfei made many assumptions, but saw a scene he didn't expect.
There was a table at the entrance of the alley, and there was a line of people crookedly in front of the table. Lu Xiaojia was sitting behind the table, but he was not the only one sitting alone.
Lu Xiaojia sat on the stool with his legs spread apart, and a beauty in a snow-white dress sat in his arms.That is a beauty that is not lost to Nangong Qing.
If Nangong Qing is a peony in full bloom, then he is a lotus in full bloom.Yujie is ice-clear, without any dust.
His facial features are beautiful, his skin is white and shiny, without any makeup, he has an unpolished natural beauty.
His demeanor is gentle, the corners of his mouth are lightly raised, and there is a hint of compassion between his brows and eyes, like a statue of Guanyin enshrined in a Buddhist hall.
Lu Xiaojia put her hands around the beauty's slender waist, rested her head on the beauty's shoulders, and seemed to be sleeping with her eyes closed.
Hugging and hugging in public is really indecent behavior, but no one accuses and despises them.
Those queuing people occasionally chatted carelessly in low voices, but looked at the beauty with reverence and anticipation, as if they were really looking at the Guanyin statue in the altar.
Yan Nanfei didn't rush forward, but hid on the roof at one side, and looked at Lu Xiaojia carefully.
Lu Xiaojia seemed to be doing well, without a trace of gloom on her face.
There was a snow-white scabbard on the sword hanging by his waist, and the evil spirit all over his body seemed to be put into the scabbard as well.The whole person is unbelievably peaceful.
It seems to feel the eyes glued to the body.He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at where Yan Nanfei was standing.
Wrapped and sharp, his dead gray eyes were still lifeless.
Yan Nanfei greeted him, Lu Xiaojia glanced at him indifferently, closed his eyes again, and returned to his original position.He tilted his head, revealing a few red marks on the side of his neck.
Yan Nanfei laughed inexplicably.There is never a shortage of women in this world, and there is never a shortage of beauties.Strong men don't have to worry about the lack of beauties to throw themselves into their arms.
What kind of thing is Nangongqing?Just a flirtatious slut.
He was thinking like this, but saw that the beauty in white withdrew her hand on the pulse table, took out a handkerchief to cover her lips and coughed lightly.
The veil made of silk has neither dark patterns nor embroidery, and is so white and simple that it is dazzling.
Yan Nanfei's eyelids twitched.Tell yourself there's nothing weird about it.Some people prefer the ones with flowers, and naturally some people prefer the ones without flowers.
The author has something to say:
Small Theater A
Author: So understand that you have been locked before?Use yourself as a massage, massage, or stick?
Bai Jingshuo: Yes.
Author: Is it uncomfortable to hold back?
Bai Jingshuo: It's okay, just get used to it.
Author: Your neuropathy index is completely beyond the imagination of normal people, can you ask why?
Bai Jingshuo: Dirty.
Author: You win.
Small Theater B
Author: So Xiaolu has been completely conquered?
Lu Xiaojia: Yes.
Author: Huh?Actually admitted it?When did you become so frank?
Lu Xiaojia: Naturally.
Author: Applause for love.But can you manage less people, what if Dabai is really disabled by you?
Lu Xiaojia: I will pay attention in the future and try not to hit hard.
Author: Thank you for Dabai.
Small Theater C
Author: Dabai is about to fall off the horse.
Bai Jingshuo: Oh.
Author: Do you mind?
Bai Jingshuo: I don't mind.
Author: Do you mind, Little Swallow?
Yan Nanfei: I do mind, can I kill him?
Author: You can try it.
Yan Nanfei: ...
Small Theater D
Author: Dabai, why do you always like to kiss the forehead after Xiaolu falls asleep?
Bai Jingshuo: I don't know.
Author: It is said that kissing the forehead represents caring, and it can also represent understanding.
Bai Jingshuo: I have never heard of it.
author:……
The author has something to say: Because time has passed too long and history cannot be verified, because although Dabai does not hate Mama Bai, he has some prejudices.He mistook it for Mama Bai who killed the family.In this way, the complete psychology came out.
Restraint is very difficult, how can people ignore their own desires?
Of course it is possible, as long as you don't see yourself as a human being.It's very simple.
But even if you don't want to see yourself as a human being, it doesn't mean others won't see you as a human being.
Lu Xiaojia lay on her back on the couch, tilted her head, panting heavily.His cheeks were flushed, his face was covered with sweat, and his pupils were dilated.
He didn't have the strength to struggle any more, and he couldn't stand it any longer. With a hoarse voice, he shouted angrily: "Untie it."
"Okay." Bai Jingshuo stretched out his left hand and tapped on his lower abdomen, his inner strength pierced through his body, and he rushed open the locked door.
"Hmph." Lu Xiaojia snorted, grabbed Bai Jingshuo's arm, frowned, and said through gritted teeth, "Your."
Hearing this, Bai Jingshuo looked confused, and muttered to himself as if he didn't understand what he said: "Mine?"
"Don't talk nonsense." Lu Xiaojia stretched out her hand to grab his hair, pressed down on his head, and said with a sneer, "Are you scared?"
Bai Jingshuo stared at him with a strange and complicated gaze, smiled suddenly, and said in a low voice: "I will listen to you, I will listen to you." As long as you want, I can give you anything.After all, I am yours.
Lu Xiaojia fell into a coma again, and he was tortured miserably.
Bai Jingshuo was also tormented enough, he broke his left arm and put the misplaced bones back together.He doubted whether he would habitually dislocate in the future.besides……
He plucked his hair and brushed it down a lot.He licked the corner of his mouth again, and there was a fishy-sweet taste on the tip of his tongue.
"Oh." Bai Jingshuo sighed helplessly.
He knew that Lu Xiaojia was not unwilling, and if he was really unwilling, Bai Jingshuo would not force him.
But Lu Xiaojia just likes to be rough on the bed, punching and kicking, doing everything she can.If he didn't remember to take the medicine every time, he would probably be beaten to death.
Bai Jingshuo can understand him.The more self-reliant a person is, the more he can't stand the feeling of being powerless.People who are good at forbearance will not indulge themselves to sink in happiness.
What's more, he prefers to be rough than to be tender.Be rough with others and let others be rough with you.It made him feel more real.
Long-term despair can make people close their hearts and make people insensitive.When the heart is cast into iron and stone, it naturally needs something more intense and hot to feel the warmth.
What can save a person is not only happiness, but also pain.Pain creates a deep awareness that one is alive.
Bai Jingshuo was never surprised that Lu Xiaojia wanted him.He probably couldn't afford anything else besides him.Only he would hand himself over without hesitation.
He is sick, and he is sick.He was terminally ill and there was no cure.
If you are not saved, you will not be saved. Not all diseases need to be healed, just like not all scars need to be erased.
It is impossible for people to live in the past forever, but they must live in the shadow of the past.
But so what?After being invaded by a hundred poisons, it will be impervious to all poisons.
Bai Jingshuo had never felt the pain beyond measure, but he knew that Lu Xiaojia had always been in pain.
It hurts to be abandoned, it hurts to be ignored, it hurts to be ignored.It is painful to be unloved and to live alone in this world.And when a person who is not loved is willing to love others.It was even more painful.
Lu Xiaojia has always been a gentle enough person, but unfortunately he is not good at showing his gentleness.
Bai Jingshuo has never been a gentle person, but he has to pretend to be gentle.
He is guilty, and has been since that day, over 20 years ago.
He avoided his due fate and lingered on, stepping on countless corpses to survive.I feel sick just thinking about it!
Some filth is like tarsal maggots, firmly stuck to the body, and cannot be washed off no matter what.
Bai Jingshuo put Lu Xiaojia, who had been cleaned up, back on the bed that was also cleaned up, covered his lips and coughed a few times.
"Thank you." He said softly, leaning over and kissing Lu Xiaojia on the forehead.
Ding Lingzhong is going to marry Nangongqing, but Lu Xiaojia is missing.
Naturally, it was impossible for Yan Nanfei to attend the wedding, even if he wanted to, he would have to be willing to send him an invitation.He was looking for Lu Xiaojia.
What should Lu Xiaojia look like now?Frustrated?decadent?Still full of resentment?Yan Nanfei made many assumptions, but saw a scene he didn't expect.
There was a table at the entrance of the alley, and there was a line of people crookedly in front of the table. Lu Xiaojia was sitting behind the table, but he was not the only one sitting alone.
Lu Xiaojia sat on the stool with his legs spread apart, and a beauty in a snow-white dress sat in his arms.That is a beauty that is not lost to Nangong Qing.
If Nangong Qing is a peony in full bloom, then he is a lotus in full bloom.Yujie is ice-clear, without any dust.
His facial features are beautiful, his skin is white and shiny, without any makeup, he has an unpolished natural beauty.
His demeanor is gentle, the corners of his mouth are lightly raised, and there is a hint of compassion between his brows and eyes, like a statue of Guanyin enshrined in a Buddhist hall.
Lu Xiaojia put her hands around the beauty's slender waist, rested her head on the beauty's shoulders, and seemed to be sleeping with her eyes closed.
Hugging and hugging in public is really indecent behavior, but no one accuses and despises them.
Those queuing people occasionally chatted carelessly in low voices, but looked at the beauty with reverence and anticipation, as if they were really looking at the Guanyin statue in the altar.
Yan Nanfei didn't rush forward, but hid on the roof at one side, and looked at Lu Xiaojia carefully.
Lu Xiaojia seemed to be doing well, without a trace of gloom on her face.
There was a snow-white scabbard on the sword hanging by his waist, and the evil spirit all over his body seemed to be put into the scabbard as well.The whole person is unbelievably peaceful.
It seems to feel the eyes glued to the body.He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at where Yan Nanfei was standing.
Wrapped and sharp, his dead gray eyes were still lifeless.
Yan Nanfei greeted him, Lu Xiaojia glanced at him indifferently, closed his eyes again, and returned to his original position.He tilted his head, revealing a few red marks on the side of his neck.
Yan Nanfei laughed inexplicably.There is never a shortage of women in this world, and there is never a shortage of beauties.Strong men don't have to worry about the lack of beauties to throw themselves into their arms.
What kind of thing is Nangongqing?Just a flirtatious slut.
He was thinking like this, but saw that the beauty in white withdrew her hand on the pulse table, took out a handkerchief to cover her lips and coughed lightly.
The veil made of silk has neither dark patterns nor embroidery, and is so white and simple that it is dazzling.
Yan Nanfei's eyelids twitched.Tell yourself there's nothing weird about it.Some people prefer the ones with flowers, and naturally some people prefer the ones without flowers.
The author has something to say:
Small Theater A
Author: So understand that you have been locked before?Use yourself as a massage, massage, or stick?
Bai Jingshuo: Yes.
Author: Is it uncomfortable to hold back?
Bai Jingshuo: It's okay, just get used to it.
Author: Your neuropathy index is completely beyond the imagination of normal people, can you ask why?
Bai Jingshuo: Dirty.
Author: You win.
Small Theater B
Author: So Xiaolu has been completely conquered?
Lu Xiaojia: Yes.
Author: Huh?Actually admitted it?When did you become so frank?
Lu Xiaojia: Naturally.
Author: Applause for love.But can you manage less people, what if Dabai is really disabled by you?
Lu Xiaojia: I will pay attention in the future and try not to hit hard.
Author: Thank you for Dabai.
Small Theater C
Author: Dabai is about to fall off the horse.
Bai Jingshuo: Oh.
Author: Do you mind?
Bai Jingshuo: I don't mind.
Author: Do you mind, Little Swallow?
Yan Nanfei: I do mind, can I kill him?
Author: You can try it.
Yan Nanfei: ...
Small Theater D
Author: Dabai, why do you always like to kiss the forehead after Xiaolu falls asleep?
Bai Jingshuo: I don't know.
Author: It is said that kissing the forehead represents caring, and it can also represent understanding.
Bai Jingshuo: I have never heard of it.
author:……
The author has something to say: Because time has passed too long and history cannot be verified, because although Dabai does not hate Mama Bai, he has some prejudices.He mistook it for Mama Bai who killed the family.In this way, the complete psychology came out.
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