last love

"Wen Ke," Wen Ke curled up in the quilt, heard Han Jiangque's voice coming from behind: "Are you asleep?"

He closed his eyes and hesitated, but he couldn't let Han Jiangque's question remain in midair, so he said softly, "Not yet."

It's embarrassing to pretend to be sleeping and half-baked. Wen Ke waited for a long time, but didn't wait for Han Jiangque's next words, so he couldn't help asking awkwardly: "What's wrong?"

"I'm wondering if your estrus is coming soon."

Wen Ke was stunned for a moment.

Omega's estrous period is usually not easily told to anyone, because for Omega, it is a period of too weak willpower, once known by the untrusting Alpha, unforeseen things may happen.

Being an Omega means that there are many minefields in a seemingly peaceful life, and it means knowing a lot of unspoken rules to protect yourself.

But Wen Ke didn't grow up as an Omega, he understood many things too late.

After a while, he finally said, "You still remember."

He thought it was impossible for Han Jiangque to remember.

Han Jiangque's memory has always been surprisingly poor. Wen Ke got used to it when he was in high school. Sometimes he would think that maybe Han Jiangque had his own small universe in his heart, and he didn't want to bother about the outside world at all.

"Ah."

Han Jiangque was silent for a long time again, and suddenly asked again: "Wen Ke, the genital cavity... is here."

As he spoke, he slowly placed his palm under Wen Ke's lower abdomen through the quilt.

Wen Ke hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hand from under the quilt, moved Han Jiangque's hand up a few centimeters, and said softly, "Here."

Even though there was a thick quilt, Wen Ke seemed to be able to feel the scorching heat of Han Jiangque's palm.

"Will it hurt here?" Han Jiangque asked halfway, and added: "When it's in heat."

"……meeting."

Wen Ke was a little confused, the consultant of the LM club shouldn't even be able to figure out the position of the genital cavity accurately, but Han Jiangque's tone was very serious.

He could only pause for a moment, and continued: "When in heat... Omega will need it very much. If Alpha is not around, it won't be marked, and it will be very painful inside. But you can also inject inhibitors, it will be better."

When Han Jiangque heard this, he suddenly took his hand and turned his wrist over——

Under the dim light of the night light, the few pinholes near the blood vessels in his wrist looked shocking.

Wen Ke is an E-level gland. The fragility of his genital cavity makes his estrus relatively longer. He desires his Alpha more than ordinary Omega.

But he never got the thorough comfort he needed, and in the last few estruses, he had injected so much that it could almost be called abuse.

If that wasn't the case, marker stripping wouldn't have tortured him like this.

Wen Ke was embarrassed and wanted to retract her hand under the quilt, but Han Jiangque grabbed it firmly.

The two of them stalemate like this for a while, and finally Wen Ke gave up first, he knew that his strength would never be comparable to that of Alpha.

"Won't Zhuo Yuan mark you?" Han Jiangque asked while holding his wrist.

The overly direct question made Wen Ke almost at a loss, and subconsciously said: "He is very busy with work."

He didn't want to excuse Zhuo Yuan from any responsibility, but there seemed to be such a thing in his nature - he rarely blamed others.

He is like a smooth piece of dough, rounded and flattened by life constantly. No matter who runs over him, he is probably less likely to be hurt. He is worse than a pebble on the road.

"Wen Ke," Han Jiangque said in a low voice, saying every word, "You shouldn't have married Zhuo Yuan."

Wen Ke felt that a certain part of his body was being stabbed sharply.

He almost tried his best to maintain a steady tone: "Han Jiangque, I don't think we need to talk about this."

"Why?" Han Jiangque asked, "We could say anything before."

"Because now is not what it used to be, we have changed."

Wen Ke suddenly turned his head to look at Han Jiangque, and said word by word: "There is no right or wrong, everything is just a choice - we have all grown up and become more mature. You don't understand in the past ten years My life, of course, will not understand my choice. Just like, I don’t know what choices you have made in the past ten years, but I will not ask you, let alone comment on whether it should be, because It's not appropriate. It's a boundary between adults."

After Wen Ke finished speaking, she was a little scared.

He never said any serious words to Han Jiangque. The few words just now should be an unprecedented stern gesture.

If it was Han Jiangque in high school, he should be angry immediately.

Wen Ke remembered that Han Jiangque at that time always had the anger of a rebellious youth in his body, which was easy to be ignited, but also easy to be tamed.

However, Han Jiangque just looked at Wen Ke quietly.

Under such a close distance, the pitch-black eyes couldn't hide any emotion, only a faint trace of loss.

He was not angry, just lowered his eyes in silence.

The long eyelashes rested on the eyelids, and the emotions were carefully restrained. After a long time, Han Jiangque said softly, "You can ask."

Wen Ke was stunned: "What?"

"I said, you can ask—these ten years, my life, the choices I made, as long as you ask...I will say it."

When Han Jiangque said this, he raised his eyes and looked at Wen Ke: "Is this immature?"

Wen Ke couldn't speak, he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart.

Throughout his youth, he would be fascinated by looking at these eyes. At that time, he still couldn't tell what magic power Han Jiangque had.

But maybe now he seems to finally understand.

Han Jiangque's eyes were as clear as a boy's, innocent as a newborn wolf cub.Those pupils were as dark as night, but also as beautiful as the rising sun.

At that time, he didn't understand how rare it was, but now when he understood, he felt that when reflected in these eyes, he was so small, mundane, and so unworthy of mentioning.

He has changed, but Han Jiangque has not changed.

This fact made him almost cry with grief—

In fact, he didn't want to either.

"Han Jiangque, I'm sleepy." Wen Ke curled herself up under the quilt and said softly.

"Okay." Han Jiangque let go of Wen Ke's arm, and wrapped his arms around Wen Ke's body through the quilt.

The mellow whiskey taste surrounds Wen Ke, and the S-level pheromone can really give an Omega the most comfortable and safe feeling imaginable.

whisky……

Han Jiangque's pheromone smell has become more mature, he didn't smell like this before, more youthful and primitive.

Like the taste of whiskey before it is fermented.

Like... wheat.

I remember in my physiology class before, the teacher said that an Omega needs to be differentiated before it can really smell and experience the beauty of Alpha pheromones.

At that time, all the Omegas in the next class liked Han Jiangque, and Wen Ke often felt that it was a bit exaggerated.

But finally one day, he also suddenly smelled Han Jiangque.

Wen Ke closed her eyes tightly, as if she was dreaming or waking up, as if she had returned to her third year of high school again.

I can't remember exactly which day it was, but I just remember that the sweltering summer wind was blowing towards me, he and Han Jiangque were clearly lying on the track of the school playground, but all of a sudden——

It seems that in addition to the five senses, there is a new and completely different perception in the body.

There is a strong, green wheat fragrance rushing into the nose from the side in the air.

Wen Ke closed his eyes, but he seemed to be able to see himself lying in a golden wheat field, and could even feel the rustling sound of the wheat waves.

He twitched his nose, looking for the source of the smell, and then bumped into Han Jiangque's chest. When he raised his head, he could almost hear his heart beating in his chest.

He panicked completely, but at that moment, he still didn't know why.

From that day on, his whole body suddenly began to change unexpectedly.

The back of his neck felt tense from time to time, and his abdomen throbbed for a long time without moving.

Apart from these, his people also became wrong.

He wished he could stick to Han Jiangque's side 24 hours a day, the sweet and charming aroma of wheat seemed to provoke his senses at any time.

And the normal AB class also suddenly troubled him. He could smell the different scents of those Alpha students sensitively, which were very mixed and shocking, and some even made him feel oppressed and uncomfortable.

He soon realized a terrible thing--

He might not actually be Beta.

It terrified him.

The world at the age of seventeen or eighteen is amazing, it can be infinitely large, but it can also be infinitely small.

It's so small that if you take away a flower or a blade of grass, this whole world will collapse.

When everything was still uncertain, the only person he told was Han Jiangque, two teenagers who were underage at that time, sneaked away from class and went to the hospital for an examination.

While waiting in the corridor of the hospital, Wen Ke suddenly mustered up the courage to hold Han Jiangque's hand.

He has been Han Jiangque's little follower for three years, followed Han Jiangque around the streets, stuck to Han Jiangque to learn to read, and even suffered the beating of bad boys for Han Jiangque, he did everything for Han Jiangque .

But many young minds, but never said aloud.

The boy's ambiguity is not ambiguous, but because he didn't understand his own heart.

But sitting in that deep and long corridor with the pungent smell of disinfectant floating, he seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, and suddenly he had a burst of courage. He knew how much Han Jiangque hated Omega, but he Still stretched out his hand.

That was his confession of survival from a desperate situation——

It doesn't matter if it's a Beta or an Omega.Standing at the crossroads of fate, I want to hold your hand and never let go.

At that moment, I still have a kind of thrilling courage when I think about it.

……

Many years later, I accidentally watched the movie "The Grandmaster".

I saw Mr. Ye said: If there are four seasons in life, it will be spring until I am 40 years old.

Wen Ke sat in the dark and suddenly shed a tear.

If life had four seasons——

The midsummer of boyhood ended quietly when they held hands that time.

Since then, life has been harsh and cold every year.