last love
Chapter 54
That night, Wen Ke's thoughts were in a mess.
In this situation, it is a coincidence to say that it is a coincidence, but in fact, there is also an inherent inevitability.
In the past, Zhuo Yuan’s company was going to develop a dating app. Now that I think about it, Zhuo Yuan certainly didn’t take his proposal seriously, because at that time, Yuan Teng Technology had already started to develop and structure its own app, so Zhuo Yuan Just fooling him like a pet.
After the app is made, it is the job of distribution, and there are only a few top publishers in China. Blue Rain Interactive Media is deeply rooted in City B, and of course it will be Zhuo Yuan's first choice when choosing a partner.
This probably really can only be said to be a trick of good fortune to make him and Zhuo Yuan rivals.
In fact, during this period of time, Wen Ke has rarely thought of the name Zhuo Yuan. If possible, he would never want to have any contact with Zhuo Yuan again.
Many things that happened back then, when he was still in them, may be due to the instinct to survive, and he had to numb his own perception to survive.
But now, when the distance of time and space has been widened, the past quietly surfaced in his mind again, and those humiliation and pain were intertwined, which almost made it difficult for him to sleep.
After being expelled from school that year, and her mother died in a hurry, Wen Ke was taken by Zhuo Yuan to a strange city B, and lived in Zhuo's villa.
He was immersed in pain, and his body and spirit were already extremely weak. At that time, his life was extremely bleak, and the only person he could rely on was Zhuo Yuan who had given him a temporary mark.
He really relied on Zhuo Yuan, it was his first Alpha after all.But also because the emotions at that time were true, everything after that seemed even more desperate.
In that luxurious and huge home, he soon found that his position was extremely awkward.
Talk to Zhuo Yuan at night, but Zhuo Yuan's mother will severely reprimand her, saying that she disturbed Zhuo Yuan's rest;
It is difficult for him to get along with Zhuo Yuan intimately, and he has to work hard to restrain himself even when he is in heat, and he can only get marked once a day, because he will be called an inconsiderate Omega if he asks too much.
Everything in life revolves around Zhuo Yuan; what Zhuo Yuan likes to eat, what Zhuo Yuan likes to wear, what Zhuo Yuan is busy with;
The Zhuo family domesticated him as a stereotyped Omega that existed for Zhuo Yuan's enjoyment. His dignity and his needs were no longer important.
No one cares about how sad and helpless a teenager who just died is.
And the most frightening thing is that at that time, he was like a drowning person, under fear and helplessness, he just chose to give up himself——
Thinking back to myself in those years, when I wanted to please and satisfy those people over and over again, when I didn't even dare to love myself anymore, it seemed that my whole life fell into an endless black hole.
Thinking of being stared at by Zhuo's father and Zhuo's mother in Zhuo's house, saying "I'm sorry" over and over again because he couldn't conceive, but no one responded to him, and finally heard a cold "tsk".
Even if it was just flashing those memories in my mind, I felt as if my body was suddenly severely whipped.
Times have changed, but the burning pain of being trampled on by others is still so real.
In fact, in a certain part of his heart, he probably did hate Zhuo Yuan and the Zhuo family.
But that kind of hatred is complicated and helpless, because after all, it involves money, kindness, and drifting with the tide caused by one's own incompetence.He has never been the type to blame everything on others, and it is precisely because of this sense of responsibility that he is willing to blame himself more.
In the world of adults, nothing is simple and pure, even hatred.
And if the hatred cannot be thorough, it is actually better not to hate at all.
So in the end, even though the marriage ended with Zhuo Yuan's derailment, she still wanted to let it go.
I don't want to take revenge deliberately, I just want to have nothing to do with it from now on.
But fate pushed him to this step again——
All of a sudden, there are really mixed feelings.
At this moment, the phone rang suddenly in the middle of the night, and Wen Ke immediately turned over to pick it up, and sure enough, he saw that it was a WeChat message from Han Jiangque.
"Wen Ke, are you asleep? ^——^"
As soon as she saw the news about Han Jiangque, Wen Ke couldn't help but smile.
Before, the two of them were stuck together every day, and they didn't use this kind of communication tool at all, and they rarely sent messages, so it was the first time he discovered that the stern-looking Han Jiangque could actually express expressions, sending Forget about the expression, it was still the expression of his clumsy hand, the smile was wide and ugly.
"I'm awake. ^-^"
Wen Ke also slapped an identical smiling face. He couldn't wait for Han Jiangque's reply, so he sent another message: "Can I make a call?"
"Okay." Han Jiangque actually answered a word seriously before calling.
"Hello, Wen Ke."
Wen Ke got into the bed, lay down on the pillow, and gave a soft "Hello".
Both of them couldn't help but pause, and could only hear each other's breathing.
"You...you didn't call me when you arrived."
Wen Ke said in a low voice.
"I have something to deal with when I get off the plane, so I forgot about it."
Han Jiangque said.
He paused, not sure if it was because of exhaustion, so his voice was a little hoarse, and he said slowly, "Wen Ke, I miss you."
Through the phone, Han Jiangque's voice sounded lower than usual, and it felt like it was given to Wen Ke when they met for the first time.
The relationship between people is really wonderful sometimes. When LM met for the first time, Han Jiangque looked mature and deep. For a moment, he almost thought that the relationship between the two of them would never go back to the past.
But only after the two really fell in love, Han Jiangque in front of him naturally showed a completely different side——
He is still an innocent boy, and he is still a wolf cub who is sometimes milky and sometimes fierce.
"I miss you as well."
Wen Ke's tone softened more and more. Although he did have a lot of business to say, when he heard Han Jiangque's voice, he couldn't help but say some irrelevant words to act like a baby: "Then what are you doing now? Is anyone waiting?"
"Well. I just took a shower and wanted to call you, but I was afraid that you would fall asleep, so I sent you a message first." When Han Jiangque said this, he couldn't help hesitating for a moment, and then his voice was very soft: "Wen Ke... baby, I miss you so much."
Han Jiangque is actually not good at sweet talk.
He is the kind of person who needs to warm up for a long time. Even when two people are kissing and making intimacy on the bed, the atmosphere gradually warms up before he can naturally say sweet words like "baby deer" to Wen Ke.
Now repeating the same words twice in such a nasty way, I think I really miss it.
"Me too." Wen Ke buried her hot face into the pillow, "I want to bite your ear, Han Jiangque, and I still want to have sex with you..."
He is also very shy, but he still seems a little bolder than Han Jiangque.
It feels like a cluster of dandelions on my body, scratching my heart one after another. It is an emotion completely different from estrus, very gentle, like the wind in summer.
The man on the other side of the phone took a deep breath, but he couldn't pick up Wen Ke's soft flirting, so he could only nervously say "um" twice, and finally said after a while: "Wait, wait for me go back."
Even through the phone, Wen Ke could imagine Alpha's expression at this time, with long eyelashes hanging down and a little shyness in his eyes.
"In the future, if you become pregnant...you can't do it." Wen Ke said.
"Impossible." Han Jiangque responded first, but then he seemed to ask back with uncertainty: "Isn't it possible?"
"In the first three months, it's definitely not possible." Wen Ke closed her eyes and murmured as if she was whispering: "Then, after that, you will have a stomach, which is inconvenient, and, and it won't look good. Then maybe...it will take almost a year, and I won't be able to do it properly."
He was actually a little sleepy, but when he was half asleep and half awake, he felt extraordinarily happy talking about the most intimate words with Han Jiangque like this.
"Giraffe." Han Jiangque suddenly laughed a little silly on the other side.
"What are you laughing at?" Wen Ke couldn't help asking.
"If you're really pregnant, then you're going to be a father." Han Jiangque said with a smile in his voice, "I'm still thinking about this."
"Being, being a father can't you think about it?"
Wen Ke's face turned red all of a sudden.
He was a little awkward being teased, and for a moment he couldn't help but wonder if he was paying attention to something strange, but he just thought about it.
Han Jiangque was laughing again, and after a while, he suddenly said, "Wen Ke, you'd be cute if you had a stomach."
Wen Ke was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that Han Jiangque was responding to his previous concerns.
"I still don't like children. But sometimes when I think about it, I can see your pregnancy..." Han Jiangque paused and said, "I'm actually looking forward to being able to touch your belly."
Wen Ke felt that her body became very soft, as if she was floating in a cotton candy-like cloud.
He was speechless, but following Han Jiangque's words, he lightly stroked his still flat and tight belly.
For the first time, I feel that pregnancy and reproduction can be very tender.
"We can do it in three months."
Han Jiangque said seriously: "You ride me, so that you won't be crushed, don't worry."
This time, Wen Ke narrowed his eyes and smiled secretly: "Before... you still thought I was slow."
"Slowness is true. But..." Han Jiangque obviously remembered the failed ride during the previous estrus, and he seemed to be lost in the memory, and he said after a while: "But I also like it-I like you under the pressure. I am above, Wen Ke."
When he said this, he probably felt that it was a bit shameful for an Alpha to say this, so he stopped there.
And Wen Ke couldn't help but took a low breath, and his breathing became a little quicker, and the two of them couldn't help but fell into an ambiguous and moist silence for a while.
"Is today going well?" After a while, Han Jiangque seemed to be a little cramped, so he changed the subject in a panic: "What did Fu Xiaoyu say about the proposal?"
"what……"
Wen Ke was a little caught off guard, his face was still hot, and he thought they would continue chatting, maybe... they would do something else, but Han Jiangque made a U-turn, so he could only stammer : "Fu Xiaoyu said that this proposal is okay, but, but the risk is still too high. He is not willing to vote, but he can introduce me to the people who interact with Blue Rain Media."
"Blue Rain?" Han Jiangque asked.
"Well, if the top app publisher in the industry can win over Blue Rain, of course it will be the best result." Wen Ke sighed and said in a low voice, "It's just that Blue Rain is still dating another developer. App's company is negotiating, which means it is my competitor. And... that company is still Zhuo Yuan's company. "
"What?" Han Jiangque's voice on the phone suddenly became cold and stern, and he said each word: "Fu Xiaoyu introduced you to compete with Zhuo Yuan for a business partner?"
His big reaction made Wen Ke a little unexpected, and hurriedly explained: "Fu Xiaoyu doesn't know about these things. Besides, Zhuo Yuan's company has been preparing a dating app a few months ago, and Lan Yu is the best in city B. It’s normal for the publishers to bump into each other by chance at this time.”
Han Jiangque was silent for a while, but the atmosphere was still tense. After a while, the Alpha on the phone seemed to stop entangled in this matter, but said simply: "Well, Wen Ke, I will call tomorrow night. Fly back to City B."
"Have you finished your work?" Wen Ke was a little happy: "When is the plane? I'll pick you up."
"No need, I probably won't arrive until midnight, I'll take a taxi and come back." Han Jiangque's voice was very low: "It's getting late now, why don't you go to bed first? We'll talk about it in detail when we get back."
"Okay." Wen Ke was indeed sleepy, he yawned, turned around and lay down, and said, "Then see you tomorrow night, Han Xiaoque."
"Good night."
Han Jiangque waited until Wen Ke hung up the phone, and then sent a message to Fu Xiaoyu with a serious expression: "Xiaoyu, let's meet and talk tomorrow night."
In this situation, it is a coincidence to say that it is a coincidence, but in fact, there is also an inherent inevitability.
In the past, Zhuo Yuan’s company was going to develop a dating app. Now that I think about it, Zhuo Yuan certainly didn’t take his proposal seriously, because at that time, Yuan Teng Technology had already started to develop and structure its own app, so Zhuo Yuan Just fooling him like a pet.
After the app is made, it is the job of distribution, and there are only a few top publishers in China. Blue Rain Interactive Media is deeply rooted in City B, and of course it will be Zhuo Yuan's first choice when choosing a partner.
This probably really can only be said to be a trick of good fortune to make him and Zhuo Yuan rivals.
In fact, during this period of time, Wen Ke has rarely thought of the name Zhuo Yuan. If possible, he would never want to have any contact with Zhuo Yuan again.
Many things that happened back then, when he was still in them, may be due to the instinct to survive, and he had to numb his own perception to survive.
But now, when the distance of time and space has been widened, the past quietly surfaced in his mind again, and those humiliation and pain were intertwined, which almost made it difficult for him to sleep.
After being expelled from school that year, and her mother died in a hurry, Wen Ke was taken by Zhuo Yuan to a strange city B, and lived in Zhuo's villa.
He was immersed in pain, and his body and spirit were already extremely weak. At that time, his life was extremely bleak, and the only person he could rely on was Zhuo Yuan who had given him a temporary mark.
He really relied on Zhuo Yuan, it was his first Alpha after all.But also because the emotions at that time were true, everything after that seemed even more desperate.
In that luxurious and huge home, he soon found that his position was extremely awkward.
Talk to Zhuo Yuan at night, but Zhuo Yuan's mother will severely reprimand her, saying that she disturbed Zhuo Yuan's rest;
It is difficult for him to get along with Zhuo Yuan intimately, and he has to work hard to restrain himself even when he is in heat, and he can only get marked once a day, because he will be called an inconsiderate Omega if he asks too much.
Everything in life revolves around Zhuo Yuan; what Zhuo Yuan likes to eat, what Zhuo Yuan likes to wear, what Zhuo Yuan is busy with;
The Zhuo family domesticated him as a stereotyped Omega that existed for Zhuo Yuan's enjoyment. His dignity and his needs were no longer important.
No one cares about how sad and helpless a teenager who just died is.
And the most frightening thing is that at that time, he was like a drowning person, under fear and helplessness, he just chose to give up himself——
Thinking back to myself in those years, when I wanted to please and satisfy those people over and over again, when I didn't even dare to love myself anymore, it seemed that my whole life fell into an endless black hole.
Thinking of being stared at by Zhuo's father and Zhuo's mother in Zhuo's house, saying "I'm sorry" over and over again because he couldn't conceive, but no one responded to him, and finally heard a cold "tsk".
Even if it was just flashing those memories in my mind, I felt as if my body was suddenly severely whipped.
Times have changed, but the burning pain of being trampled on by others is still so real.
In fact, in a certain part of his heart, he probably did hate Zhuo Yuan and the Zhuo family.
But that kind of hatred is complicated and helpless, because after all, it involves money, kindness, and drifting with the tide caused by one's own incompetence.He has never been the type to blame everything on others, and it is precisely because of this sense of responsibility that he is willing to blame himself more.
In the world of adults, nothing is simple and pure, even hatred.
And if the hatred cannot be thorough, it is actually better not to hate at all.
So in the end, even though the marriage ended with Zhuo Yuan's derailment, she still wanted to let it go.
I don't want to take revenge deliberately, I just want to have nothing to do with it from now on.
But fate pushed him to this step again——
All of a sudden, there are really mixed feelings.
At this moment, the phone rang suddenly in the middle of the night, and Wen Ke immediately turned over to pick it up, and sure enough, he saw that it was a WeChat message from Han Jiangque.
"Wen Ke, are you asleep? ^——^"
As soon as she saw the news about Han Jiangque, Wen Ke couldn't help but smile.
Before, the two of them were stuck together every day, and they didn't use this kind of communication tool at all, and they rarely sent messages, so it was the first time he discovered that the stern-looking Han Jiangque could actually express expressions, sending Forget about the expression, it was still the expression of his clumsy hand, the smile was wide and ugly.
"I'm awake. ^-^"
Wen Ke also slapped an identical smiling face. He couldn't wait for Han Jiangque's reply, so he sent another message: "Can I make a call?"
"Okay." Han Jiangque actually answered a word seriously before calling.
"Hello, Wen Ke."
Wen Ke got into the bed, lay down on the pillow, and gave a soft "Hello".
Both of them couldn't help but pause, and could only hear each other's breathing.
"You...you didn't call me when you arrived."
Wen Ke said in a low voice.
"I have something to deal with when I get off the plane, so I forgot about it."
Han Jiangque said.
He paused, not sure if it was because of exhaustion, so his voice was a little hoarse, and he said slowly, "Wen Ke, I miss you."
Through the phone, Han Jiangque's voice sounded lower than usual, and it felt like it was given to Wen Ke when they met for the first time.
The relationship between people is really wonderful sometimes. When LM met for the first time, Han Jiangque looked mature and deep. For a moment, he almost thought that the relationship between the two of them would never go back to the past.
But only after the two really fell in love, Han Jiangque in front of him naturally showed a completely different side——
He is still an innocent boy, and he is still a wolf cub who is sometimes milky and sometimes fierce.
"I miss you as well."
Wen Ke's tone softened more and more. Although he did have a lot of business to say, when he heard Han Jiangque's voice, he couldn't help but say some irrelevant words to act like a baby: "Then what are you doing now? Is anyone waiting?"
"Well. I just took a shower and wanted to call you, but I was afraid that you would fall asleep, so I sent you a message first." When Han Jiangque said this, he couldn't help hesitating for a moment, and then his voice was very soft: "Wen Ke... baby, I miss you so much."
Han Jiangque is actually not good at sweet talk.
He is the kind of person who needs to warm up for a long time. Even when two people are kissing and making intimacy on the bed, the atmosphere gradually warms up before he can naturally say sweet words like "baby deer" to Wen Ke.
Now repeating the same words twice in such a nasty way, I think I really miss it.
"Me too." Wen Ke buried her hot face into the pillow, "I want to bite your ear, Han Jiangque, and I still want to have sex with you..."
He is also very shy, but he still seems a little bolder than Han Jiangque.
It feels like a cluster of dandelions on my body, scratching my heart one after another. It is an emotion completely different from estrus, very gentle, like the wind in summer.
The man on the other side of the phone took a deep breath, but he couldn't pick up Wen Ke's soft flirting, so he could only nervously say "um" twice, and finally said after a while: "Wait, wait for me go back."
Even through the phone, Wen Ke could imagine Alpha's expression at this time, with long eyelashes hanging down and a little shyness in his eyes.
"In the future, if you become pregnant...you can't do it." Wen Ke said.
"Impossible." Han Jiangque responded first, but then he seemed to ask back with uncertainty: "Isn't it possible?"
"In the first three months, it's definitely not possible." Wen Ke closed her eyes and murmured as if she was whispering: "Then, after that, you will have a stomach, which is inconvenient, and, and it won't look good. Then maybe...it will take almost a year, and I won't be able to do it properly."
He was actually a little sleepy, but when he was half asleep and half awake, he felt extraordinarily happy talking about the most intimate words with Han Jiangque like this.
"Giraffe." Han Jiangque suddenly laughed a little silly on the other side.
"What are you laughing at?" Wen Ke couldn't help asking.
"If you're really pregnant, then you're going to be a father." Han Jiangque said with a smile in his voice, "I'm still thinking about this."
"Being, being a father can't you think about it?"
Wen Ke's face turned red all of a sudden.
He was a little awkward being teased, and for a moment he couldn't help but wonder if he was paying attention to something strange, but he just thought about it.
Han Jiangque was laughing again, and after a while, he suddenly said, "Wen Ke, you'd be cute if you had a stomach."
Wen Ke was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that Han Jiangque was responding to his previous concerns.
"I still don't like children. But sometimes when I think about it, I can see your pregnancy..." Han Jiangque paused and said, "I'm actually looking forward to being able to touch your belly."
Wen Ke felt that her body became very soft, as if she was floating in a cotton candy-like cloud.
He was speechless, but following Han Jiangque's words, he lightly stroked his still flat and tight belly.
For the first time, I feel that pregnancy and reproduction can be very tender.
"We can do it in three months."
Han Jiangque said seriously: "You ride me, so that you won't be crushed, don't worry."
This time, Wen Ke narrowed his eyes and smiled secretly: "Before... you still thought I was slow."
"Slowness is true. But..." Han Jiangque obviously remembered the failed ride during the previous estrus, and he seemed to be lost in the memory, and he said after a while: "But I also like it-I like you under the pressure. I am above, Wen Ke."
When he said this, he probably felt that it was a bit shameful for an Alpha to say this, so he stopped there.
And Wen Ke couldn't help but took a low breath, and his breathing became a little quicker, and the two of them couldn't help but fell into an ambiguous and moist silence for a while.
"Is today going well?" After a while, Han Jiangque seemed to be a little cramped, so he changed the subject in a panic: "What did Fu Xiaoyu say about the proposal?"
"what……"
Wen Ke was a little caught off guard, his face was still hot, and he thought they would continue chatting, maybe... they would do something else, but Han Jiangque made a U-turn, so he could only stammer : "Fu Xiaoyu said that this proposal is okay, but, but the risk is still too high. He is not willing to vote, but he can introduce me to the people who interact with Blue Rain Media."
"Blue Rain?" Han Jiangque asked.
"Well, if the top app publisher in the industry can win over Blue Rain, of course it will be the best result." Wen Ke sighed and said in a low voice, "It's just that Blue Rain is still dating another developer. App's company is negotiating, which means it is my competitor. And... that company is still Zhuo Yuan's company. "
"What?" Han Jiangque's voice on the phone suddenly became cold and stern, and he said each word: "Fu Xiaoyu introduced you to compete with Zhuo Yuan for a business partner?"
His big reaction made Wen Ke a little unexpected, and hurriedly explained: "Fu Xiaoyu doesn't know about these things. Besides, Zhuo Yuan's company has been preparing a dating app a few months ago, and Lan Yu is the best in city B. It’s normal for the publishers to bump into each other by chance at this time.”
Han Jiangque was silent for a while, but the atmosphere was still tense. After a while, the Alpha on the phone seemed to stop entangled in this matter, but said simply: "Well, Wen Ke, I will call tomorrow night. Fly back to City B."
"Have you finished your work?" Wen Ke was a little happy: "When is the plane? I'll pick you up."
"No need, I probably won't arrive until midnight, I'll take a taxi and come back." Han Jiangque's voice was very low: "It's getting late now, why don't you go to bed first? We'll talk about it in detail when we get back."
"Okay." Wen Ke was indeed sleepy, he yawned, turned around and lay down, and said, "Then see you tomorrow night, Han Xiaoque."
"Good night."
Han Jiangque waited until Wen Ke hung up the phone, and then sent a message to Fu Xiaoyu with a serious expression: "Xiaoyu, let's meet and talk tomorrow night."
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