memory hole

After Deng Yi returned from Hong Kong, he found that Zhong Xian was restless.After some questioning, Zhong Xian admitted that something went wrong at work.

"It's okay. That's the way it is in this business. I'll work it out."

Deng Yi said, "I can help you."

Zhong Xian shook his head: "It's no big deal. The construction site has always been chaotic, and you know those hanged people. But sooner or later they will pass. It's just a batch of goods."

"I just want you to relax." Deng Yi said. "If there is a problem with your cash flow, I can really help..."

Zhong Xian interrupted him: "It's not that serious. Even if it reaches that level, I won't use your money. Besides, you have to talk to your family. It's not your own."

"And whether or not I want to talk to my family. Why are you so determined not to use my money?"

"This will affect us. If you give me money, you will continue to give me money, and I will know the taste, and I will not be as hardworking as I was forced by life before. I will gradually get used to being raised by you just like the previous joke. "

"Are you afraid that I will like you less because of this?"

"I believe that you may love me more because of this. But I, maybe I will get used to it, and I will take your money for granted and despise your efforts. You will spoil me, and I may not love you so much .”

Deng Yi was quite surprised: "Will you stop loving me?"

"Maybe less."

Deng Yi no longer mentioned the matter of helping.

But the worst is yet to come.Zhong Xian's luck has never been so bad, all the projects in his hands have problems, as if God intends to cut off his wings.He had to consider mortgaging the house.Finally felt the fear.

He began to regret rejecting Deng Yi's help.But at the same time, I hated myself for compromising with difficulties more and more.

When everything got worse, the fourth elder brother Deng Qian approached him first.Offered him a check.

"Did the second brother shoot me?" Zhong Xian said his guess.The helping hand extended by the fourth brother made him feel endless gratitude, like grabbing a life-saving straw.

"It's not like his style." Deng Qian comforted, "He doesn't need to be so secretive. But if he really did it, he must hate you to the bone."

"why."

"He doesn't need a reason for what he does."

Lei Chi

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The help of the fourth elder brother Deng Qian who gave Zhong Xian a huge amount of money seems to be just a trivial matter on weekdays.With little effort, help a poor person on the side of the road.

Zhong Xian realized that the career foundation he had worked so hard to lay down for three years was vulnerable in the eyes of the top class.It's like adults view a child's game.

Emperor Kai could strangle him to death with a flick of his fingers.And Deng Qian just gave him a little help, and he was able to bring him back to life.

He felt the huge gap between him and the Deng family.Although he has always been full of yearning and ambition for the upper class.He didn't even deny that there was a reason why Deng Yi was attractive to him back then.

But in front of several older brothers, especially the fourth brother Deng Qian who helped him - the feeling of weakness made him unable to feel good anymore.

Deng Yi never used his superior background to create any sense of oppression for him.This is also Deng Yi's shining quality.

Repeatedly emphasizing the value of Deng Yi to himself, it was Zhong Xian who could no longer refuse the approach of his fourth brother Deng Qian.

After the feeling of weakness, there will be a subtle sense of attachment in the heart.Just as a subject is to a king, and even a slave is to a master.

Fortunately, Deng Yi still sees him every day and is inseparable.

"You've been in a good mood recently, have the previous troubles been resolved?" Deng Yi asked him one day.After dinner, they drove together to investigate the distribution of schools in the suburbs.Deng Yi recently accepted a new assignment from his father, responsible for HQC's external charity initiatives.This is something Deng Yi is confident to do well.

"It can only be said that there is no bankruptcy. Those construction sites no longer cooperate with me." Zhong Xian has never told Deng Yi how he resolved the crisis.Deng Yi didn't ask any further questions.

The fourth brother Deng Qian does not want to cause unreasonable speculation from the outside world.Even if there was no such instruction, Zhong Xian didn't want Deng Yi to know.

When their car drove from the North Ring Road to Nanhai Avenue, Deng Yi asked again: "How is your boss treating you now?"

"What else can I do? At the beginning, he gave me the false title of general manager because of my ability to carry out projects. Now there are accidents on the construction site at the same time, and I can't solve them. Naturally, I will lose my position."

Deng Yi seemed very happy: "It's okay. I just took a break and finished recording the album. The fourth brother said that your recording was very difficult."

The word 'fourth brother' made Zhong Xian's heart skip a beat.Deng Qian no longer appears by their side recently, no matter whether he is going to a concert or participating in an event, he does not go with them.

But every time Zhong Xian went to record, that person would wait for him in the lounge behind.

Deng Yi's work has suddenly increased recently, and he hardly has time to listen to Zhong Xian's recordings during the day.Occasionally go, just take a look and leave in a hurry.

Therefore, the recording time almost became a cover for Zhong Xian's tryst with Deng Qian.

Every time Zhong Xian was conflicted in his heart, and every time the musicians said to take a break, he knew it was Deng Qian who had come.

He and Deng Qian were alone in that undisturbed lounge, sometimes having afternoon tea and listening to recorded songs.He never crossed the threshold with Deng Qian, not even had close contact.The most intimate time was when he almost bumped into Deng Qian while holding the cup.

Zhong Xian felt like an ant desperately trying to escape from the vortex, but unable to resist the attraction.He couldn't resist Deng Qian, the only thing he could do was to satisfy himself just by his side.

They got along with each other for only a few minutes, and the longest time was no more than half an hour. When Clockwork walked into the lounge, Deng Qian had already left.

He just smelled the unique scent of perfume left by Deng Qian, just by smelling that scent, even his toes could produce a soft and unbearable electric current.

Yes, even the taste has become the taste of temptation.

I don't know which high-end perfume Deng Xun uses.Zhong Xian had never smelled that ray of existence that seemed to exist anywhere else.Deng Yi's has a clear smell, although it smells very nice, but it won't immediately arouse people's imagination.

"What kind of perfume does fourth brother use?" Zhong Xian asked Deng Yi one day.

"Same as mine." Deng Yi said.

"Same……"

"He and I have the same preferences. Why, do you think it is different?"

Zhong Xian was overwhelmed by self-blame.This can only be explained by the fact that his longing for Deng Qian has delusional his sense of smell.He just smells his own desire/fire.

He tried not to be alone with Deng Qian.He ordered himself not to go to the lounge for two days.On the third day, Deng Qian personally showed up and brought him in.They drank a little wine on the rocks in the lounge, trying not to look into each other's eyes, which were painful.

He loves Deng Yi.When he was upset, he still understood that his love for Deng Yi had not been replaced by Deng Qian.But why would he fall in love with someone else at the same time?

"I'm a scum." He once said painfully to Deng Qian.

"Because this is a taboo in the eyes of everyone?" Deng Qian said.

Zhong Xian shook his head: "You really can't see it."

"Can't see why you've been saying no? You're choosing between emotion and morality. I completely understand."

Zhong Xian shook his head: "I can't use moral reasons to insult the person in my heart. I do it because I love him."

Deng Qian's eyes showed Luo Mo for the first time.Zhong Xian was very sad, and then realized that there is not a kind of love between them.

Deng Qian said: "Who can understand the code of attraction and why natural disasters occur, but at least from ancient times, Dayu knew that open source is the only way. Perhaps, we can make a break with God's will."

Maybe it's true.However, even if it is only once, the betrayal of Deng Yi will be confirmed.

Zhong Xian turned and fled.His heart was disturbed by Deng Qian's proposal.What's worse, he wanted one very badly, too.His thoughts kept being stirred by the proposal, making it harder for willpower to fight.

"Tell me about Fourth Brother's girlfriend." Zhong Xian said to Deng Yi.

"He? You haven't mentioned him for a long time. You thought your relationship had worsened."

"What kind of girlfriend did he have?" Zhong Xian wanted to dispel his thoughts in this way.

"He has never disclosed which one, and he has never brought a girlfriend home. There have been a lot of scandals. I don't think it is true. There are also rumors about him and Zhao Qi." Deng Yi laughed. "No way, Zhao Qi is a nightclub queen."

"He's never had an official girlfriend. Don't you think it's weird?"

"What's strange." Deng Yi said. "My older brothers will end up marrying the right girl. The eldest brother was lucky to fall in love with the daughter of my father's partner when he was a teenager. The other brothers probably won't be content with such an ordinary love life. Nor will they Will be eager to get married. But it will be like this in the end. The second brother has long said that he will marry the granddaughter of the founding partner of the HQC Hong Kong company when he is 35 years old, and the girl will be 20 years old by then."

"And you. After playing for a few more years, you will finally marry Zhao Qi, the daughter of the dean of architectural design."

Deng Yi laughed: "I will not marry her."

"Didn't she plan to do that?"

"Wait until she meets someone she wants to marry. We will break up publicly."

"But she told me that she wants to get married before she turns 30. Don't you think you're delaying her?"

"She was a friend of the fourth brother back then, and the fourth brother asked her to help. Everyone knew it well. The delay was also delayed by the fourth brother. Is it a bit shameless for me to say that