memory hole

When he failed to pursue Deng Yi, he also looked in the mirror, hoping that he would have an invincible handsome appearance and irresistible charm, so that everyone would be fascinated and Deng Yi would fall in love with him.

Now, looking in the mirror, he is just asking himself one question over and over - what qualifications does he have.

Does he really have capital?

So handsome?Has the charm that makes people obsessed?Or an indescribable temperament?As Deng Qian said?

What qualifications does he have to be loved by the Deng brothers at the same time.

He can't have both.

Insatiable greed will only make him fall into a hell beyond redemption.

But the heart that wants to play with fire can no longer be suppressed.

Whenever he wanted to retreat, he would think about how to repay the huge amount of money that Deng Qian had given him for helping him through the difficulties.What can he repay his favor with?

Whenever he wants to move forward, he thinks that Deng Yi is so rare.If he loses, he will no longer have the chance to meet someone who is even the slightest bit similar to him.But that guy's innocence and sincerity compete with the fourth brother Deng Qian's cunning and mysterious charm, just like the difference between a herbivore and a carnivore.

When Deng Yi came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, he saw Zhong Xian who was sobbing while covering his face in front of the mirror.

He hurried over and hugged him, "What's wrong?"

Bell shook his head.

"Is something wrong?"

"No."

"It's because of Zhao Qi. You have to believe me, I didn't invite her here... I should have told you on the way, I made it clear to her. I wanted to announce my breakup with her today. But she asked me to wait for her Pick a time."

"No, not this." Zhong Xian rested his head on Deng Yi's shoulder.

Deng Yi picked up Zhong Xian and carried him to the sofa: "You've lost weight again. Don't hide it from me. Is it because of work and trouble? Is there another accident at the construction site? Is it because you are short of money?"

"I, I have something to tell you."

Deng Yi looked at Zhong Xian, whose face was getting paler and paler: "I also have something to tell you, even though I know you may be unhappy. But, you say it first."

Zhong Xian stammered a bit: "Tomorrow, I'm going to Hong Kong. The musician arranged for me a chance to study. It will take one day and one night. The day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I will be back."

"Spend the night in Hong Kong?"

"Yes, since your last business trip...we have never been separated again. The tutor is a famous singer, and he only takes more than a day to guide me. I have to concentrate on my studies. I may be distracted when you go. Anyway, only... ...for one night."

"Yes." Deng Yi looked at Zhong Xian, but Zhong Xian didn't dare to look at him.After a while, Deng Yi touched Zhong Xian's hair, "It's only one day, why should I be reluctant..."

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The person in front of him will not be more perfect even if he orders it from God.

What else is there to be dissatisfied with.

In particular, the impetuous state of mind and exclusive use of emotions that are not like the rest of the world may be an unexpected gift left by the autistic past.

Zhong Xian didn't understand why he couldn't control himself.Having an impeccable person, but it is difficult to refuse another person.

Don't you know your own nature, is it so bad?

The fourth brother, Deng Qian, is known as the walking statue of Adonis.He behaves elegantly, speaks wisely, and is very easy to be admired and yearned for.

Although it is somewhat similar to Deng Yi in appearance.First-time acquaintances will also feel that their temperaments are close.However, the more you understand, the more you will find that they are completely different people.

In front of Zhong Xian, Deng Yi was clear and innocent, low-key and restrained.

Deng Qian is mysterious and evil, good at dominating, he has the power that Zhong Xian yearns for.Yes, power is a sex addict/drug for men.

The huge background of HQC freezes the young Deng's second generation into a god-like existence.From this point of view, there is no difference in Zhong Xian's yearning for them.

Deep self-blame made Zhong Xian want to make up with an oath: "I don't want to be separated from you, even if it's just for a day. I promise you that in Hong Kong, I just concentrate on studying."

Deng Yi's silence made Zhong Xian feel that his explanation was just trying to cover up.Suddenly remembered that he had sworn never to lie to Deng Yi.

"I can go to Hong Kong with you. It's only two days." Deng Yi said.

"You have so many things recently, you said that the manager can't share your work, and you have to do a lot of things yourself. On the other hand, don't you think there is something wrong with us being inseparable every day. Try to separate and see what happens."

The expression on Deng Yi's face changed: "What does this mean?"

"Don't overthink it, I'll imagine you're right next to me, and I'm going to study so I can record an album for you. Maybe, I do have a little idea - I have nothing, I'm in debt, and the only good thing is that I don't have any Concern. But you are different, in the end you will choose to get married like others." Zhong Xian said.

"You really don't believe me." Deng Yi became anxious.

Zhong Xian smiled bitterly: "Can I believe that dreams are reality?"

"You think I don't love you enough?!"

"Or enough for now. But do you trust me?"

Deng Yi looked at Zhong Xian, and after a while he said, "You have someone else?"

"No." After answering, Zhong Xian began to hate his insincere words. "If I had it."

"You will leave me."

"No... maybe for a while. Will you forgive me?"

"Yes." Although Deng Yi's expression became painful, he answered without hesitation. "If you still love me."

Zhong Xian put Deng Yi's hand on his chest. "Just a joke. I won't leave you unless I die. Who knows the fate."

Deng Yi hugged Zhong Xian tightly, as if she didn't want to listen to him anymore.

There was something sad about this embrace.

He kissed his shoulder and took off his pajamas bit by bit.

In the end, Zhong Xian confessed and lay down in Deng Yi's arms.

So sad was the gaze of those eyes.Zhong Xian can see his own reflection in the twinkling pupils, and he can use this to appreciate himself in the eyes of the beholder—clean complexion, like a lotus flower blooming in a barren land, blushing cheeks, making people want to taste impulse.His eyes are naturally charming, their eyes are silky, full of seductive signals, and his lips are especially alluring. He has heard these compliments from Dake's Zhongzhong.Now that it was reflected in Deng Yi's eyes, he realized that it was not an exaggeration.Although he is thin, his limbs are full and strong, and his shoulders are thin but broad.His figure is exquisite and graceful, and it is even more vivid in his lover's crazy eyes.

However, his sweetheart is broken, and the infatuation in his eyes is now mixed with more and more grief that is about to drop.

"You won't lose me."

Chimes comfort.When Deng Yi kissed him, he wanted to refuse and greet him, trying to get rid of the sad gray as soon as possible.

Their blood boils quickly.Fingers slide over each other, softly, tremblingly, but better at causing the flames to burn.

Zhong Xian also untied Deng Yi's clothes impatiently.

The young bodies are intertwined, making contact with each other as much as possible, the limbs clamp each other tightly, preventing each other from breaking free.It seems that they are all looking forward to the flesh and blood to burst into one body, to be able to share one heart and one life, so that the world can no longer divide them into two.

Zhong Xian felt Deng Yi's tears fall on his cheeks.Trembling lips slid over his ears.He has almost never seen Deng Yi express his sadness to him so directly.

"Tell me your memory." Zhong Xian said.

"No way to tell. Language always twists."

"Let's talk about the first time I broke into your sight."

"You already knew—I was sent north for treatment for a disease that disfigured my father. The window of my apartment was closed, facing your campus. You wore an afro, like A lunatic without discipline. Climbing back to the campus from the fence every day, never going through the door."

"Did you envy me enough to like me because of the lost freedom?"

"I don't like you. On the contrary, I hate you very much. One day my fourth brother gave me a telescope and asked me to choose the person I hate the most on campus. I chose you."

"Is the fourth brother in the north with you!"

"He will take care of me all the holidays. I look forward to him coming too. It was summer vacation that year."

After thinking about it, Zhong Xian asked, "Hypnotize me again."

——The lawn of the campus is still like a dog gnawing.Dilapidated football field.All the students playing on it looked like filthy waifs, a perfect fit for this awful playground.Only one person is different.His clothes are as clean as they have just been taken out of a store window, everything about him has been carefully trimmed, he is cool and handsome, black framed sunglasses with a silver dragon tattooed on them, chestnut hair covering one side of his cheek.In the afternoon of that day, this handsome god-like man walked towards Zhong Xian from the direction of the sun, Zhong Xian was almost stunned.

"Elder brother, what advice do you have?" Zhong Xian was facing his 20-year-old fourth brother Deng Qian.

"I heard you can play the guitar." Deng Qian smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth under the sunglasses.

"I can play cotton. Did you jump out of the TV? What do you want to do when you are so handsome." The 16-year-old Zhong Xian could hardly speak properly.

The awakened memory made Zhong Xian's heart instantly messed up.

He never imagined that the first person he met back then was actually Deng Qian.This memory brought back the initial admiration to his heart.

Bell strings can no longer enter the state.Hypnosis discontinued.His guilt towards Deng Yi also ceased.

The next morning, when Zhong Xian was about to leave, Deng Yi drove him to the SZW transit customs.

After parking the car, Deng Yi stuffed something into Zhong Xian's pocket.

Zhong Xian looked down and was very surprised. "What does this mean..." It was a box of condoms.

"Maybe you will meet some beautiful girl, or someone else will pester you...For me, protect yourself."

"How could it be..." Zhong Xian was ashamed and turned his back in an instant.

Deng Yi embraces the bell