memory hole

speak out.I don't know why I just said it.It could be that I have no one to sue at all. "Zhong Xian sighed.

"Do you think he feels that way about you?"

"How should I put it, will it spoil your mood for getting married?"

"Honestly, you will have no effect on my relationship with him. Please believe that."

"Well, he does too."

"How do you know? He told you?"

"You don't need to say it...he can't help himself, I can feel it when his blood boils, and even then I don't take the initiative, I'm waiting, waiting for him to lose control. But he never. You should be happy .”

"How can you take the initiative if you hate Kiss?" Zhao Qi smiled.

"It doesn't have to be that way to be active, there are many ways..."

"Stop. Don't go into details. So it's true that nothing happened to you."

"Yes. There is no behavior. But in my heart... I think he has never met someone like me. Just like I think he is unique, I am probably unique in his eyes. But... he Looks like inexperienced, but very stubborn."

"His eyes, you just described them as dazzled. What is the difference?"

"For me it does. It's not that piercing, it's not mind blowing, he never looks straight at people, but it's still very penetrating, I have to admit, From the first time I saw him, he entered my soul, although he never looked at me with desire, but I still boiled because of his gaze... Cough, I feel embarrassed when you laugh like that. Listen Said that you and him met very early, childhood sweethearts, went to the same kindergarten."

"We have known each other very early. But he is not the one who went to kindergarten with me. You probably don't remember my age. I am three years older than him." Under Zhong Xian's slightly surprised gaze, Zhao Qi smiled Graceful, "The one who grew up with me is actually the one you blocked the way just now. He is Deng Yi's brother."

"Brother...cousin?"

"Yes. Fourth brother. Deng Yi didn't go to kindergarten, and he didn't even go to full school. He had autism when he was a child. You probably don't know this. Later, he was sent to the north for treatment, and he stayed in the north for almost ten years. Some things happened there, and he was directly sent abroad by his father. He didn’t just go abroad to study now, he had already returned from abroad, and he came back for about half a year, and went to work in the group according to his father’s intention. He went out this time In order to receive a degree certificate. I will be back next week."

"Next week, next week?"

"Yes. This is why you came to me."

"So...does he have a girlfriend?"

"I am his nominal girlfriend. It's a long story. In order to protect him from being sent to a mental hospital by his father, the fourth brother asked me for help. I have maintained a relationship with him. I really liked him when I was young Yes. He is so handsome. But if a person has no waves for you for a long time, the feelings in his heart will naturally flow to places where there is heat, so I have been confused by you, and of course I have been captured by other suitors. I am almost At the age of 30, the two families began to think about marriage, which is really a headache."

"What is a nominal girlfriend?"

"Deng Yi was treating autism in the north and studying in a local middle school. Once his father went to visit him and found a photo of him and a friend in his mobile phone...with no clothes on. That He was only 16 years old at the time. His father planned to send him to a mental hospital in a fit of rage."

"... Even if you fall in love early, there is no need to send him to a mental hospital."

"That friend...is a boy. I heard that he is a local hooligan. Deng Yi said that he wanted to take music lessons and asked his family for a sum of money. In fact, he wanted to play in a band with the hooligan. What's wrong with you! It's okay , your wine spilled, hello!"

"Where is he in the north, BH City?" Zhong Xian trembled all over.

"How do you know? He told you?"

Zhong Xian drank the wine in the glass in one gulp: "What name did he use at that time..."

Zhao Qi poured wine into his glass: "He didn't have that name at the time, and you know that? His father changed his name later, and hoped that he would start a new life. I love you deeply and take responsibility."

"Do you have his contact information now? Even though he is abroad, you must be able to contact him. Tell me! Don't ask me for a reason, I can exchange anything...tell me." Zhong Xian shook excitedly With Zhao Qi.

Dumb

108

It was as if there were thousands of troops trampling through Zhong Xian's life, smashing his real world to pieces in an instant.

He saw countless shadows in the fragments, like the countless reflective surfaces of a shattered mirror, and some fragments would cast a ray of sunlight from the past-the grass was green, the breeze was wandering, and the sunlight was just right.

Some fragments can vaguely glimpse the shadow of a person - the corner of the immature mouth, the slender arms, the eyes with dodging eyes.

He couldn't spell a whole person.

He can't recall complete memories.

But there was someone there—in the depths of his forgotten memory—who might have provoked and then been ignored.

Zhong Xian returned home and sat in front of the computer all night writing letters to Deng Yi.

Zhao Qi just gave him an e-mail address.She said she knew very little, and she didn't think she had ever walked into anyone's world.

After sitting all night, Zhong Xian never wrote a word.In the chaotic and disorderly memory, he could not find a trace.Occasionally think of a certain boy's playmate, but after thinking about it, it is definitely not Deng Yi.

Before dawn, he just typed the following words on the keyboard.

"Sorry. Forgive me."

He hates himself.I can't tell which part I hate.His world was chaotic and divided, never ordering.I just learned today that some opportunities may have been favored, but he couldn't see them like a blind man.He will only be like a low-level animal, walking out of desire and living in order to live.Whether he has power or not, he doesn't know what he wants and can have.

But now he knows.

109

Something happened at the construction site.

Ou Hang's expression looked like the sky was about to fall.

All the goods sent to the construction site failed the inspection.

When Ou Hang rushed into Zhong Xian's office in a panic, Zhong Xian was staring absently at the two potted plants in front of the French window.

"Why didn't your mobile phone get through all morning!" Ouhang was sweating profusely while running in the early winter morning.He sat on the sofa that Dake often sat in Zhongxian's office.He unbuttoned the coat, revealing the blue and white striped T-shirt inside.

"There was a problem with the inspection of the two batches of goods..."

"Is it your first day to do this?" Zhong Xian interrupted the other party, he didn't want to hear Ouhang describe the process again, Dake had already explained the whole story to him on the phone last night.

Zhong Xian stood up, closed the blinds, and protected the two pots of nameless plants under the shadow.

Ou Hang rubbed his hair angrily: "Didn't Dake say that he has already taken care of it? Since he stuffed a red envelope for the supervisor, it doesn't make sense. Could it be that he didn't tell us the truth, would he pick a stick in the middle?"

"What's the use of complaining to each other? He won't get any benefit if the monitoring fails." Zhong Xian didn't feel startled.It may be because of his recent confusion, nothing can make him panic. "Just figure out a solution."

"You already knew, why didn't you come forward?" Ou Hang was puzzled.It can be seen that he came here deliberately to drag Zhong Xian to the construction site.

"He can solve it." Zhong Xian took out a small blue transparent watering can for a sample experiment from under the desk, and sprayed the water mist evenly on the leaves of the two potted plants. The ordinary and ugly plants looked a little different. vitality.

In fact, it is common for the goods delivered to the construction site to fail the inspection.The reason why people are flustered this time is because they have already taken care of it in advance-collecting money for people/elimination of disasters is a natural rule.What's more, they used all genuine products in this batch, just to cope with the initial strict inspection.

Unexpectedly, there was a problem where there should not be a problem.The problem should not really lie in the quality of the goods.

"The first batch of goods entering the construction site will be stricter. What are you in a hurry for?" Zhong Xian murmured, and he glanced at Ou Hang on the sofa.That guy looks a little different today, seems to have more style. "You changed your hairstyle? This hippie style suits you quite well. Of the three of us, you have been in this industry the longest. You have been with Mr. Li for so many years, and you have never seen anything in the world. How could it be because of such a thing?" And messed up the size."

"It's not that I'm messing up, it's just that you're too relaxed. It's because I've been in the engineering industry for a long time that I think this is a bit unusual. It doesn't make sense. The top and bottom are all arranged. Why? There will still be problems. Unless...unless someone deliberately targets us. Will there be other competitors who have found a stronger relationship and want to replace us temporarily?"

Zhong Xian shook his head: "We signed the contract and won the right to supply. They will not change their minds. This is an unwritten industry rule. Other colleagues will not interfere again. It is possible to make some small money secretly, and it will not affect us. It will be big."

Ouhang sighed: "Although I have been with Mr. Li for seven or eight years, I have always been doing administrative work, and I rarely go to the front line. I don't have much contact with construction site affairs, and even less experience in large projects. To be honest, when you come Before, Mr. Li had never worked on a huge project, and you still have the ability. But, why do you feel absent-minded recently? There are not many opportunities to win a big project, and it is not a trivial matter to supply the goods for a big project. Since the big There is a problem with the responsible part, I suggest that you should use this to understand clearly."

"He's fine. He can handle it himself.