i love you as you love me

Zhou Fang didn't close his eyes all night last night, and he only squinted on the sofa for less than an hour in the morning. Now the brain feels very uncomfortable due to lack of oxygen. He came upstairs with the cat in his arms. He didn't have an appetite to eat, so he collapsed on the bed Fell asleep.

A vague dream of "the cat came and disappeared", which caused him to fall asleep and hugged the cat all the time without daring to let it go. The cat was so hot that he couldn't stand it, so he struggled hard to get out, and was hugged back by him, which was also very wronged.

He slept until night before he barely woke up. The cat in the quilt was rubbed into a mess by him, completely missing the beauty that should have just taken a bath. He relaxed his arms a little, and the cat barked and jumped out. , hiding far away, sitting on the floor with legs raised and licking.

It's already nine o'clock.

Zhou Fang got up, feeling dizzy, and touched his phone to call Guan Gu. While waiting for the other party to pick it up, he was worried every second.

He was afraid that Xiao Zhuang would come out again unexpectedly.He knew that he regretted it, and he shouldn't have teased Xiao Zhuang so thoughtlessly from the beginning.

Fortunately, Guan Gu picked it up, it was a bit noisy over there, and Guan Gu's voice was a little erratic in the noise: "Hello."

Zhou Fang said: "An entertainment?"

Guan Gu said, "Yes."

Zhou Fang thought that it might be inconvenient for him to talk, so he said, "Then let's do this first, and then come back after work..."

Before he finished speaking, Guan Gu hung up.

Zhou Fang: "...say."

Normally, he would lose his temper again, but today he is very guilty.

He remembered that in the morning he lost his temper with Guan Gu for no reason, and it was also because of his guilty conscience.

He suspected that he might be cheating, even though he didn't have any substantive contact with Xiao Zhuang.

But Xiao Zhuang has changed from a "personality" to a "person" in his eyes. You must know that every conversation he had with Xiao Zhuang some time ago was full of fun and joy.

So he fell in love with Xiaozhuang?

……no.

His favorite feelings are still taken care of.

He finds Xiaozhuang interesting and cute, also because he thinks Xiaozhuang is caring.

After unraveling himself in this way, he felt that he had figured it out.

He is more caring than gold, and he has no second thoughts.

It's just that he accidentally took a detour, not going astray.

Don't bother with Xiao Zhuang in the future and you'll be fine. Anyway, Xiao Zhuang also said that he doesn't want to play with him anymore.

He had been hungry all day, and there was nothing in the refrigerator. He went downstairs to look for food in Gu Gu’s refrigerator, filled his stomach without taste, lay on Gu Gu’s sofa and watched TV, and hugged the cat pillow in his arms. Staring at the TV, my mind was full of random thoughts.

Xiao Zhuang said today that his roommate sold him Maolai, and Maolai will be his cat in the future.

These are obviously things he imagined, and Zhou Fang has no way to refute them.

Xiaozhuang also said that he will move out of here in a few days.

In the past few days, Zhou Fang had to put the cat upstairs, otherwise Xiao Zhuang really moved with the cat if he didn't pay attention, so what should he do?

But where can Xiaozhuang move?If you move away from here, can you also move away from Guan Gu's mind at the same time?

The phone rang.

Zhou Fang's scalp tingled, and he had a bad premonition.

really.

Xiaozhuang: "Husband."

Xiao Zhuang: "I feel so uncomfortable."

Xiao Zhuang: "I regret it, I shouldn't have said that to you today."

Xiao Zhuang: "I don't care if you have a boyfriend or not."

Xiao Zhuang: "I don't care if you're bored to talk to me."

Xiao Zhuang: "You can love anyone, don't ignore me."

Xiao Zhuang: "I promise I won't disturb your life again, and I won't make trouble like today."

Xiao Zhuang: "Can we still be as good as before?"

Zhou Fang didn't dare to reply, nor did he dare to blackmail him, so he closed it after reading it silently.

It would be a lie to say that I don't feel guilty. When Xiao Zhuang first appeared, Sunshine was confident and high-spirited, but now he is so pitiful and even a bit cheap. This blame will last for more than half a week.

But now, what else can he do?

After eleven o'clock, Guan Gu came back, reeking of alcohol.

Zhou Fang got up quickly and said, "Why are you so late at the party?"

Guan Gu rested his hands on the shoe cabinet and did not change his shoes, his eyes were a little blank.

Zhou Fang frowned and said, "How much did you drink?"

Guan Gu raised his leg, threw the leather shoe off his right foot, and said, "I want you to take care of it."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Guan Gu took off his left shoe in the same way, then came in barefoot, walked to the refrigerator, took out a can of beer, pulled the tab and drank it with his neck up. He drank very urgently, and spilled half of the can on the front of his clothes. superior.

When Zhou Fang called him at noon, he was very upset.It was the same two hours ago, and he hung up Zhou Fang's call before he finished listening.

The sticking point is probably still this morning.

When he woke up, he thought Zhou Fang was still awake, so he secretly kissed Zhou Fang, but he didn't expect to be caught, and he blushed a little.

It was supposed to be a moment full of warmth, but Zhou Fang stayed up all night, dizzy and only thinking about yesterday's big-headed Kitty. Not only was there no warmth, but he even yelled at him as if he had taken the wrong medicine.

But is this little thing worth sulking all day?

Guan Gu crushed the empty beer can and threw it into the trash can beside him. He took off his soiled windbreaker and put it on the back of the dining chair beside him. He went into the bathroom and closed the door behind his back.

Zhou Fang went over and pushed open the bathroom door.

Guan Gu stood in front of the toilet to urinate without looking back, and it took quite a long time.

Zhou Fang waited for him to finish zipping, and then said: "It was my fault in the morning. I didn't sleep well, so I lost my temper with you."

Guan Gu flushed the water and went to wash his hands again, and he didn't intend to talk to Zhou Fang.

Zhou Fang said: "You also lost your temper with me several times today, it's even!"

Guan Gu said nothing, still washing his hands with his head down.

Zhou Fang can't bear this kind of thing the most, if Guan Gu is really unhappy, he will have a fight at worst, what's the matter with such cold violence?

He took two steps inside, turned to Guan Gu in the mirror, and said, "Then what do you want? Don't keep talking!"

Guan Gu raised his eyes, and the two met their gazes in the mirror.

Zhou Fang: "..."

Guan Gu's eyes were flushed, and there was unconcealable moisture on the thick and long eyelashes.

Zhou Fang was speechless, what happened?

Guan Gu turned around and said, "Come here."

Zhou Fang didn't know why, so he walked over obediently.

Guan Gu put his arms around his waist with great force.

Zhou Fang: "...what's wrong with you?"

Guan Gu's eyes were clouded, and he said, "Don't like others."

Zhou Fang was taken aback.

Guan Gu leaned forward, put his forehead on Zhou Fang's, and rubbed against Zhou Fang's, and said in a low tone, "You only like me, can't you?"

This fucking is obviously drunk!

Zhou Fang put the unhappiness just now out of his mind, only felt that Guan Gu's appearance was very charming, and said honestly: "I only like you in the first place."

Guan Gu said: "Liar."

Zhou Fang said: "Really!"

Guan Gu said, "You like Li Zifeng."

Zhou Fang: "...who likes him!"

It was his first love in high school.

Guan Gu buried his face in his shoulder, and said in a rambling manner: "He plays games with you, helps you with your homework, you say he is cute, and even thinks I am him when he is drunk, saying that you have liked him all your life, You still want to kiss him and sleep with him, how can he be better than me?"

Zhou Fang can't laugh or cry, how long will he remember this matter?

Guan Gu was still chattering: "The next day you were still kissing and hugging that guy in front of me. If it wasn't in broad daylight, would you have gone to bed? He wanted to go to bed with you a long time ago, and he didn't like it at all. You, just want to sleep with you, don't think I don't know, and come to tell me that you are very tight, damn, if you dare to show off again, I will kill him and feed the cat."

Zhou Fang echoed, "Okay, okay."

Guan Gu said, "What's the matter? Do you want to sleep with him too?"

Zhou Fang said: "No!"

Guan Gu said, "Yes, I know."

Zhou Fang was dissatisfied and said, "Is there something I don't know? Don't give me shit because I drank too much."

Guan Gu suddenly said angrily: "You know what a fart."

Zhou Fang was full of "what the hell!", so he had to beg for completeness and followed him: "If you say you have done it, then go for it."

Guan Gu said: "It's just that... I did it for him."

Zhou Fang: "!!!"

He seemed to know a great thing.