i love you as you love me

Zhou Anxin asked in shock: "What do you mean you did it for him?"

Guan Guhuan loosened his arms around his waist a little, and raised his face on his shoulders, his eyes were still hazy.

Zhou Fang coaxed in a rare soft voice, "Tell me, what does that mean?"

Guan Gu didn't say anything, those still moist eyes just looked at him so quietly.

He was particularly enlightened today, feeling that his caring eyes were full of love, the kind of love with boundless love, and the kind of love with selfless and wide-ranging heart.

He licked his dry lips and said, "I didn't just kiss you that night, did I?"

He couldn't help laughing, and asked with a grin, "Did we do something else?"

Guan Gu blinked his eyes slowly, the single eyelid and long eyelashes are really in golden ratio, they are so beautiful.

Zhou Xin was fascinated and said: "Little boy, what have we both been doing? Tell me about it."

His little caregiver didn't seem to want to talk, but just leaned close to him with a wooden face, kissed his lips, and wanted to drill in with the tip of his tongue.

He didn't want to do anything with Guan Gu at all now, he wanted to know if he did something that night, but when Guan wanted to kiss him, he naturally opened his mouth slightly.

Guan Gu kissed him deeply, so hard that he became short of breath, his waist was a little soft, and his body was hot. He was still thinking about what he hadn't finished speaking, so he wanted to push Guan Gu and ask for clarification. His hands pinched his neck, it wasn't a gentle touch, but a particularly hard pinch. He was already short of breath from being kissed, but he couldn't breathe after this pinch. Guan Gu was still kissing him deeply, he completely said I can't speak, even if I want to push Guan Gu, I can't do it.

He could feel himself rolling his eyes, he was going to be kissed to death by care!wrong!Choked!Even kiss and pinch!dying!

Of course Guan Gu didn't want to kill him, so he let go of his hand very quickly. He seemed to be born again, his chest heaved, and he wanted to gasp for breath, but Guan Gu's lips and tongue were still blocking his mouth. Can't stand.While continuing to kiss him, Guan Gu pushed him out of the bathroom, staggered into the bedroom, and the two of them fell on the bed overlapping each other.

Halfway through, Gu Gu's movements gradually slowed down.

Zhou Fang, who was about to be driven mad by Ri, felt that he had finally come back to life.

He asked strenuously, "Are you sober?"

Guan Gu moved slowly and said, "I woke up early."

Zhou Fang scolded: "Woke up early and is like an animal in a hurry to breed."

Guan Gu stopped talking and resumed his previous speed.

Zhou Fang couldn't swear anymore, and felt like he was going crazy again.

The other half is also done.

Guan Gu sat aside, touched Zhou Fang's wet chest, and said, "Is it okay?"

Zhou Fang's mood was very low, and he doubted: "Are you pretending to be drunk?"

Guan Gu said: "No, I'm really drunk, I don't even remember how I got home."

Zhou Fang said: "Don't worry about me, I can't even ask you anything."

Guan Gu lay down and hugged him.

Zhou Fang said disgustedly: "Stay away from me, you smell like alcohol!"

Guan Gu said: "Don't you want to lose face? I didn't dislike you when you smelled like alcohol."

Zhou Fang, who never liked drinking, said, "Since when did I smell like alcohol?"

With a "ding" in his mind, he came to his senses and said, "The day I was admitted to the Film Academy?"

Guan Gu said, "Yes."

Zhou Fang didn't care about the weak legs and the pain in the butt, so he asked with great enthusiasm: "What did we two do that day? You said you did something for Li Zifeng, what do you mean?"

Guan Gu said: "That's what it means."

Zhou Fang didn't understand, and lost his temper again: "What do you mean!"

Guan Gu sat up again, turned his face away, and said, "Didn't you ask what else you were doing that day? Just do what you just did."

Zhou Fang: "!!!"

He couldn't control his expression again, his mouth was about to reach his ears, and he said, "Did I... go in?"

Guan Gu: "...um."

Zhou Fang supported his back, sat up too, and asked with bright eyes: "Then did I finally come out?"

Guan Gu turned his face to the side, unable to see the expression, and said after a long while: "Yes."

Zhou Fang: "Hahahahahahahaha!"

The veins on Guan Gu's neck burst out.

Zhou Fang hugged him triumphantly, and said, "Why didn't you say it earlier!"

Guan Gu said, "What can I say?"

Zhou Fang was overwhelmed and said, "I told you that we had a good relationship early! Take care of your little one!"

Guan Gu Yuyu said: "I was not your little heart at that time."

Zhou Fang said: "Who said it wasn't you! I've only been a little heart in my life!"

Guan Gu squinted at him and said, "Then who hugged and kissed Li Zifeng at your door the next day?"

Zhou Fang pointed to the sky and swore: "How can there be hugs and kisses! He came to me, and I rushed him away. He is just like that, sticky and endless. I don't like him at all. I have always been like that. never liked him!"

Guan Gu questioned: "You don't like him? If you don't like him, why did he get drunk and drag me to call him by his name? Kiss him? Go to bed with him?"

His face was ferocious, but his eyes were full of injuries.

In an instant, Zhou Fang's joy and exuberance disappeared.

He didn't know what happened after he was drunk, the first kiss and the first union between him and Guan Gu, he didn't know anything about it.

Now he knows, so early on, he and Guan Gu had the closest relationship in the world, no matter whether it was because of his strong force or Guan Gu's grievance, they had each other at that time.

However, Guan Gu has never mentioned this exciting past event for so many years.

That drunken romance was a beautiful dream for him, he seemed to have dreamed about Guan Gu every night since then, now that he knew it really happened, he was of course overjoyed.To Guan, however, it may be full of humiliation and anger, and Guan may not want to remember it at all.

After he and Guan Gu got together, they gradually expressed their feelings for each other for many years, and they realized that they had been silently liking each other, from adolescence to now, but no one dared to take the first step.

Because he wishful thinking that Guan Gu is a straight man, and Guan Gu is sure that he has never forgotten that so-called first love.

In the past, when Guan Gu talked about the past, he was always brooding. Zhou Fang was still complacent because he ate that kind of old vinegar. Now think about it, what is there to be happy about?

Guan's mother said to him, "Gu cares about such a confident person. I don't know why, but he can't be confident in front of you. He always feels that you don't like him. While worrying about others hooking you up, he is too cowardly to confess."

When Zhou Fang heard Guan's mother say this, he still thought why Guan Gu is so cute, what's so cute?Guan Gu has been excellent in everything since he was a child. He is the proud son of heaven. If he likes someone, the one he likes is only worthy to kneel down and be grateful. No one is qualified to make him shrink back, no one deserves it.

Who caused Guan Gu to become like this? It was that night, the wrong romance, and the drunk and ignorant Zhou Fang.

Last month, Zhou Fang did No. 0 for the first time. The pain was so painful that he was already 26. Guan Gu had carefully expanded and lubricated him, but he still felt so painful. At that time, Guan Gu was only eighteen. It's also impossible to have a condom and lube, he was so drunk that he didn't remember anything, how he got in, he still strangled Guan Gu's neck, why didn't he strangle himself first?

And when Li Zifeng came to see him the next day, did they really hug each other at the door?He really didn't remember it, he just remembered that Guan Gu came out of his house with a pale face, said "excuse me", and didn't show up again for half a month.

Guan Gu used to say that he was a late bloomer and scolded him for being mentally retarded. He thought that Guan Gu was joking, but he was really mentally retarded.

He was in a complicated mood and could no longer laugh, saying: "I don't like him, I don't want to kiss him, I don't want to sleep with him."

Guan Gu obviously didn't believe it, turned his face away and said, "Stop talking, it's been so long anyway."

Zhou Fang is not willing, said: "This is not what you think, I really never liked him, what I told you is true, I was with him at that time just to play, he helped me with my homework , and then play games together, I have no other thoughts about him, you are right, I may be a late bloomer."

He moved closer to Guan Gu and said: "At that time, my family was in a mess. I was afraid that I would not be admitted to the film school, and I was also worried about my father's illness. My mother scolded me all day. I felt very tired. When I am happy, you come to play with me. I look at you and listen to you, and I am very happy. Sometimes you can’t come because of something, and I feel as unhappy as losing money. I think I might like you Yes, and then you sent me a cat, bathed it, fed it, and became a father to it with me. I thought, if this cat can live to be a hundred years old, you can accompany it I'm 100 years old."

Guan Gu turned his head abruptly and blinked hard, those eyes were shining.

Zhou Fang had never said such a careless word before. He felt his face was a little hot, touched his face, and said: "I received the admission notice that day, and I was very happy. I will call you immediately and tell you that you have come here just by running." , happier than me, the two of us secretly drank my dad's wine together, I have never drank alcohol, and I was so dizzy, I thought at the time, you are so fucking good, my parents are not as good as you Hello, I don’t like who do you like? I confessed to you through alcohol, and then I was afraid that you would be angry. At that time, you said that I liked men all the time. I think you must be liked by me. You want to disgust me, so you pretend to be drunk as soon as you confess your confession, pretending to admit the wrong person."

He looked at Guan Gu, who stared at him, and said, "Are you making up nonsense?"

Zhou Fang was even more wronged than Dou E, and said: "I didn't make up nonsense! I just wanted to confess to you. I was not drunk at all. At that time, I really had you in my eyes and in my heart, and there was no one else."

Chief Guan took a deep breath, rushed over and hugged him forcefully.

Zhou Fang: "..."

Guan Gu's breath was in his ear, his voice was a bit choked, and he called him softly: "Zhou Fang."

His eyes became hot, thinking of how hard Guan Gu has been all these years, his heart ached so much, he raised his arms and hugged him back, saying: "En."

Guan Gu said: "If I had known you would think that way, I would have given you a turtle."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Guan Gu kissed his ear and said, "I can accompany you for 1 years."