don't sacrifice

After that, he really couldn't find Zhou Qichen.

No one answered the phone, friends couldn't explain clearly, and Zhou Qichen's school was a police academy, and people from other academies couldn't just go in.

Sometimes Haojun would stand at the gate of Zhou Qichen's school and look in. Every distant figure felt like his, but they didn't think so.

Gradually, the maple leaf was turned yellow by him, and the wind and rain were also turned cold by him, but he still didn't see Zhou Qichen.

In fact, the only hope left in Haojun's heart has long since died. His current attachment is just to wait for Zhou Qichen to tell him that he doesn't love him anymore, and he just hopes that even if it is a breakup, he will say it from his own mouth.

Some people around him sympathized with him, feeling that he was being played by a scumbag so pitifully.But more people laughed at him, saying that his infatuated concern is really stupid, can the relationship with a man be taken seriously, everyone at this age is just for fun, and that kind of lifetime promise is unreliable at that age.

But Hao Jun didn't care about those gossips, and he didn't want to blame whose fault it was, he just wanted to get that ending and heard Zhou Qichen say that with his own ears.

Finally one person couldn't stand it any longer, he ran over and quietly told Haojun that two days later a friend of Zhou Qichen's birthday was, and they would go to Candy Kty to sing.He also gave the room number to Wei Haojun, telling him that Zhou Qichen would be blocked there at 09:30.

That night, Haojun came to Candy KTV with this news in mind.He was anxious along the way, hoping to see Zhou Qichen soon.But when I got to the door, my heart began to feel melancholy again.

He even wanted to go back like this.Forget it, if you don't see it, you won't see it, he thought to himself, his hands gradually clenched into fists.There seems to be a thousand gold chains tied to the feet, and it is impossible to enter or retreat.

Just then, there was a bustling noise behind him.Among the many chaotic voices, he immediately recognized Zhou Qichen's special voice.Haojun began to tremble slightly, and stood there with his head down, at a loss.

The voice was getting closer and closer, until Zhou Qichen passed by him, he didn't raise his head.

Watching that person pass by him like this, his fingertips slightly brushed against the corner of his clothes.He no longer pays attention to himself, no longer finds himself in the crowd at a glance, the scar in Haojun's heart is uncovered again, bleeding secretly.

"Zhou Qichen!"

He couldn't bear to watch that figure go away from him any longer. He raised his head and looked at the figure that stopped for a moment, and tears flowed down his face for a while.

The group of people turned their heads curiously, and looked at the tearful teenager in surprise.Only Zhou Qichen, he just stood there without turning his head.

"Achen..." Haojun walked towards him slowly, feeling as if there were thousands of mountains and rivers between them, a distance that could never be reached, "Why didn't you come to find me?"

Zhou Qichen waved to the people around him, signaling them to go away first.When everyone was gone, he slowly turned around.

Not seeing each other for half a year, Hao Jun was slightly surprised by Zhou Qichen's change.His face seemed to have lost the childishness of the past, and there was a little sense of vicissitudes between his brows.And those eyes that were once full of love are now full of indescribable indifference.

"Didn't Shang Yunxiao tell you?" His tone was cold, as if he was talking to someone who had nothing to do with him.

"...But, I still want to hear you tell me about this kind of thing in person." Now it seems that he has finally met the person he was looking forward to day and night, but seeing him so indifferent, Haojun's heart is full of unspeakable sadness.

"Tell you personally?" Zhou Qichen raised his eyebrows, his current expression looked like a jerk.

"Yeah, isn't it too sudden?" Hao Jun said anxiously, "I want to know why, Ah Chen, why?"

His eyes were full of expectation, and he looked at Zhou Qichen with tears in his eyes.

Zhou Qichen was silent for a while, then lowered his head, and said the reason he least wanted to hear,

"I do not love you anymore."

It was these words that once again pierced into Haojun's heart like a sharp sword.His already numb wound was torn open again, and all the blood in his body seemed to flow out in an instant.

"Do you understand now, I don't love you anymore! So don't pester me anymore, you can go..." After saying that, Zhou Qichen turned his head and planned to leave without any nostalgia.

"Wait!" Haojun grabbed his sleeve and said the words that had been in his heart for a long time in one breath, "You don't even have a reason, and you want to dump me? Don't pretend to be scumbags here. Man, I know you are not this kind of person, you must have a reason! Tell me why!"

His tears burst down the embankment, as if all the grievances of the past six months broke out at this moment, "You said you would always love me...I haven't flinched yet, why did you leave first..."

He just kept crying like this, as if he knew that this might be the last time he cried bitterly in front of him.Tears blurred his vision, but the person in front of him seemed to remain indifferent.

He heard Zhou Qichen sigh slightly, his hand hung in the air on his shoulder for a while, and then retracted again.

"You are wrong, I am such a person." Zhou Qichen's tone was indifferent, as if he was not in the same world as Haojun, "I'm sorry, the promise of a lifetime, in the future, don't believe it casually."

After speaking, he turned around and left Haojun's world step by step.That step was so resolute, it crushed the last good memory in Haojun's heart.

Haojun's whole body was numb from crying, it seemed that the tears that had been secretly suppressed for half a year were pouring out today.

The lights in the corridor were so dazzling, but in his eyes, it was like the polar night in Antarctica, everything was dead.

He didn't know how he returned to the rental house, and he fell asleep for two days after returning.After waking up, he lay on the bed in a daze, but this room seemed to still have the laughter and laughter of the past. The ceiling reflected Zhou Qichen's face, and the unfeeling words of the farewell echoed in his mind...

He can only continue to sleep, sleep all the time, because the wound on his heart will not hurt so badly only in his dream.

Until one day, a person actually came to see him.It's Qin Chuan.

"Why are you here..." Seeing that he was coming, Hao Jun got out of bed, and was still slightly dizzy when he stood up.

"You haven't come to class for so many days, are you sick?" Qin Chuan picked up a bag of fruit, saw him get up, and handed the fruit to him, "I remember you like peaches."

"Thank you." Hao Jun replied with a polite and distant tone, just because his heart was still numb after being traumatized at that time, and he failed to notice the small care from others.

"Where's Zhou Qichen?" Qin Chuan looked around and asked.

He hadn't been in touch with Haojun for too long, so he didn't know that the two of them had broken up.

"..." Hao Jun hesitated for a while, "Going out."

"Okay." Qin Chuan seemed a little disappointed in his tone, "It's fine if he takes care of you."

Hao Jun felt uncomfortable again when he heard this, and quickly changed the subject, "I haven't seen you for a long time, what are you up to?"

"Ah, by the way, I'm actually here to say goodbye to you. I'm going abroad." Qin Chuan shrugged.

"Are you going abroad?" Hao Jun looked at him with a little surprise, and suddenly thought that Qin Chuan's grades were indeed good, and his family had the conditions to send him out, so he hurriedly congratulated him, "That's not bad, congratulations!"

Qin Chuan smiled, "My dad said that those who study finance will have to go abroad for further study sooner or later, so it's better for me to go there earlier to improve myself."

"Yeah, not bad." Hao Jun echoed.

"What about you? You're graduating soon, have you found an internship company?" Qin Chuan suddenly asked him with concern.

"I..." Haojun suddenly got stuck, he was so busy being sad during this time, he forgot everything else.

"If you haven't looked for it, I can recommend it to you." Seeing him hesitate slightly, Qin Chuan had guessed it.He hurriedly took out a business card from his pocket and handed it to Hao Jun, "I have been to this company, and I was supposed to intern there, but in the end I decided to go abroad. You can try it, I think you will be able to." of."

"Ah, thank you then..." Hao Jun quickly took the business card, scratching his head in embarrassment, "Look at you helping me so much, I..."

"We're all classmates, why are you being so polite!" Qin Chuan couldn't help laughing when he saw his appearance.

"Oh, by the way, there is something else for you." He suddenly remembered something, and took out a letter from his pocket. "This... um... you take it first."

His expression suddenly became a little unnatural, Hao Jun took the envelope hesitantly, but he stopped him when he was about to open it, "Don't open it now, read it after I go abroad..."

"Huh? Alright." Seeing him like that, Hao Jun didn't touch the envelope, but put it in a drawer beside him.

The two sat down and chatted casually, and Qin Chuan stood up to say goodbye.

"Goodbye."

After going out, he waved his hand like Hao Jun, with a smile on his face.

Haojun was dazed by that smile for a moment, but he came back to his senses immediately.

"Goodbye."

He also squeezed out a standard smile.

Later, he went to that company for an internship, but he couldn't do it due to various reasons.However, two years after graduation, when he heard that Zhou Qichen was transferred to Beihai City, he moved with him, and opened a tailor shop according to his dream.

And as for the letter, he seemed to have moved with the table.But it was never really opened.

Everything was settled, as if it was going through it all again.The night was already deep, the stars above the head were covered by dark clouds, and a plane slowly passed overhead, drawing a long gap in the night.

He told Xiao Bai all this this morning, and what he said was general, but he also felt very uncomfortable.I can't say why I told him all this.

Haojun suddenly remembered the letter, he got up, and walked slowly towards the back room.The table was old and full of books that he didn't use on weekdays.

The drawer was pulled open and creaked a few times.The letter was still lying there quietly, as if it had been waiting for his arrival.

He slowly opened the envelope, and there seemed to be only a few words on it.

He walked to the window and carefully read those friendships that were long overdue after many years.

"I won't give up on you.

Qin Chuan"

These are just nine words, but it made his heart feel calm for a long time.