look back again

Chapter 11

Lu Yuanhang drove aimlessly around the outskirts of the urban area, driving as he pleased, not knowing where he wanted to go or what he wanted to do. Noisy, directly press the shutdown.It seems that the mobile phone for private use has rang a few times, because the volume is not turned up too much, so Lu Yuanhang didn't care about it, and now he just wants to be alone and quiet.

He felt that his current state was a bit wrong, not only wanting to take revenge on Lin Chen, but if it was pure revenge, then in the conference room, he would not take the opportunity to pull Lin Chen's almost self-harming hand away, but facing When Lin Chen was afraid, he was more angry, why Lin Chen was afraid, why he would rather lean against the door and leave him far away, just like the original determination.

Yes, Lin Chen hasn't changed all this time, and even though he said he wanted him to disappear immediately, it was still painful psychologically, and he was gnashing his teeth while dripping blood.

This kind of cognition frustrated him. After so many years, it turned out that he had never gotten out of the encirclement named Lin Chen.Maybe it can be done, but I don't want to.

The fuel gauge was already red, and Lu Yuanhang had no choice but to find a nearby gas station.The moment he opened the window, the wind from outside suddenly blew in, and Lu Yuanhang shivered violently. He belatedly remembered that yesterday the radio station seemed to have said that a Siberian cold wave would blow to the city today.

Lu Yuanhang refueled and parked the car in the parking space of the gas station. He looked around and saw that the road was full of pedestrians in a hurry. Most of them were wearing very thin clothes because of the sudden cold, so he had to hold on tightly. He hugged his body to prevent the heat from being blown away by the north wind.

I don't know what came to mind, Lu Yuanhang patted the steering wheel hard with his hand, unexpectedly it just hit the small wound on his arm, the slight pain attracted Lu Yuanhang's eyes, he stared at the small Not far away, there is also a faint, almost invisible scar.

I don’t know how many times, every time a friend of his who is a plastic surgeon sees him and sees the wound on his hand, he suggests that he go for a scar. However, Lu Yuanhang never agreed.

He knew that he was probably a little stupid, he seemed to have this scar, because this scar was the opportunity for him and Lin Chen to start, how could he be willing to do so.

He still remembers that time, it was just winter, and a cold snap made the wound that had already started to scab hard, especially when it was blown by the wind, it hurt so badly, so on the way back from physical education class, Lu Yuanhang stopped Lin Chen.

He raised his arm and handed it to Lin Chen.

"pain!"

Lin Chen was stopped in the corridor in a daze, unable to advance or retreat, not understanding what Lu Yuanhang meant when he said it was painful.

"I, I'll take you to the infirmary." Lin Chen said cautiously.

"Don't go." Lu Yuanhang thought, with such a small injury, he must go to the infirmary every day to be sick, although he forgot that he is now threatening others to repay his favor because of this small injury.

But he obviously underestimated Lin Chen's ability to understand. As soon as he heard Lu Yuanhang's refusal to go, he became confused and didn't know what this person wanted to do.

By the way, I have always felt pain in my left wrist these days. After I bought a sleeve to wrap it up, it felt much more comfortable.Then look at Lu Yuanhang carelessly exposing his arms, letting the cold wind blow, no wonder it doesn't hurt.

Lin Chen thought for a while and said, "Why don't you pull down your clothes."

Lu Yuanhang became angry when he heard it.

"You weren't very worried when I rescued you. You covered it for me all the way. Now it's safe. It's like you don't admit it. If you cover it up and you can't see it, you can't see it!"

"No, no, no." Lin Chen quickly denied it. In fact, he really didn't understand what Lu Yuanhang was going to do. It didn't seem like he wanted to make trouble for himself.

"Let you keep covering me, idiot!" Lu Yuanhang was very angry, and moved his hands closer to Lin Chen, wanting to use this to narrow the embarrassing relationship with Lin Chen.

But Lin Chen's body was always faster than his head. When Lu Yuanhang's hand was about to touch him, he took a step back in fear, but he didn't take a big step back, just a small step.

But this step was enough for Lu Yuanhang to feel an eyesore.

"If you retreat again, if you dare to retreat again, I will tie you back to my dormitory immediately!"

The words were harsh, but Lu Yuanhang's hand was carefully pulled back a little bit. He finally found out that Lin Chen was very afraid of others approaching him suddenly, but he was able to resist the fear when he was injured, and held on tightly. She covered herself tightly, explaining that she should be special to him. After thinking about it, she decided to treat him better. She didn't believe that Lin Chen could still refuse him.

Lin Chen also saw Lu Yuanhang's hand retreating slightly, and carefully looked at Lu Yuanhang who was threatening him. He was not the same person as the person who tied him up because he didn't see anything in his eyes. The icy chill, only a bluff look, slowly, he seems to have returned to the time when he wanted to make friends with Lu Yuanhang, after a few times, he knew that Lu Yuanhang was a bit hard-spoken and soft-hearted, although sometimes he would be domineering, But his heart is also warm.

"You, you won't." Lin Chen stopped looking at him, and when he lowered his head, he was actually a little happy. He hadn't wanted to smile by himself for many years, and the corners of his mouth were gently pulled up, like It is because the bondage of the whole heart has been loosened a little, no longer so depressed, no longer feel that life is hard to bear, no longer feel that the eyes are always dark, as if seeing a ray of dawn ahead.

On the other hand, Lu Yuanhang was dumbfounded because of that faint smile that disappeared almost instantly...

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The sky has changed, will the injury on Lin Chen's wrist still hurt?I still remember that I didn't pay attention at all at first, and kept calling him to cover my hands, take things, use the wound on my arm, and find various reasons to approach him and embarrass him. Let himself feel satisfied, until one time he saw the sleeve on Lin Chen's wrist and asked curiously.

"What is this, bitch chirping."

Lin Chen seemed a little panicked, and hurriedly covered his left wrist with his right hand. Lu Yuanhang took a closer look and found that he also had one on his right wrist.

"What is this?" Lu Yuanhang grabbed his hand and pulled it in front of him. That's right, now that Lu Yuanhang is grabbing Lin Chen like this, Lin Chen won't subconsciously throw it away. Struggling for a while, and finding that you can’t break free, forget it.

"The temperature has changed greatly in the past few days, and my wrist hurts a little. The doctor said that it will be better to keep warm." Lin Chen explained softly.

Lu Yuanhang was taken aback for a moment, only to realize that the wound was caused by himself, tormenting Lin Chen in the changing days, but Lin Chen never gnawed, and was silently ordered around by him without a single complaint.

Lu Yuanhang grabbed both of Lin Chen's hands, and then held one wrist with one hand, slowly rubbing against each other, hoping that his warm palms could pass over to relieve Lin Chen's pain a bit.

"It's okay, it's already much better. The doctor said that as long as you take good care of it, there won't be any sequelae." Because Lu Yuanhang grabbed both hands, the two of them were almost face to face and leaned very close. Lin Chen He could feel Lu Yuanhang's warm breath passing by his ears, and then his ears turned red uncontrollably.Lin Chen was afraid of such a strange feeling, and hurriedly wanted to break free.

"Don't move, if you move again, I'll really tie you up!" Lu Yuanhang was upset, but Lin Chen wanted to run away, so he simply pressed his two hands together and surrounded him with his own.

"Look, let's tie it up~" Lu Yuanhang became happy for his masterpiece, his eyes that had been looking at Lin Chen's wrist raised up, looking at Lin Chen as if he wanted to be praised.

Eyes full of pride met Lin Chen's panic-stricken staring eyes. Inside, the water was rippling, clear and bright.

For a moment, Lu Yuanhang felt that he was holding his breath. The panic in Lin Chen's eyes was more than panic, and the panic was not only panic, but also made Lu Yuanhang indescribably emotional...

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Lu Yuanhang hammered the steering wheel again and again, until his hands were so red and swollen that they were about to bleed, and then he didn't want to stop. Lin Chen's charming eyes at that time seemed to be still in front of him. Chen's sex has penetrated deep into his blood, and it surrounds him all the time, never letting go of any opportunity.

Lu Yuanhang accidentally started the car, and in a daze, he drove to the door of Jue Se again.Just when I got off work, because the weather was still good this morning, people who came out of the office building were blinded by the cold wind at the door, and ran out quickly in groups, some of them went to the subway station Some of them walked into the car of their boyfriend and girlfriend. Lu Yuanhang stared at the door for a long time before seeing Lin Chen coming out of it.

He was still wearing the white sweater he saw this morning, but a sweater was the most useless in this kind of weather, a gust of wind would blow his whole body through.Lu Yuanhang saw it, and his heart tightened.

Sure enough, when Lin Chen walked outside the door, like everyone else, he hugged himself with both hands and walked quickly to the bus stop.

The words "don't appear in front of me" that I said a few hours ago, the words that I fled in despair a few hours ago, and the words that I vowed to never think about Lin Chen again, are like a moving pantomime. It didn't seem like it really happened, Lu Yuanhang opened the car door, slapped all the cruel words he had said back on the car door, and then walked quickly towards Lin Chen's direction.

He came in front of Lin Chen in a few steps, and then grabbed his arm and walked back regardless of the three seven twenty one.The only remaining reason allowed him to avoid Lin Chen's injured wrist.

"You, what are you doing!" After Lin Chen was taken aback, he wanted to run away, but now he is no match for the angry Lu Yuanhang, his struggle will only add fuel to the fire, and Lu Yuanhang walked back to the car The strides are bigger.

Lin Chen stumbled and followed behind him, and was thrown on the co-pilot's seat. Lu Yuanhang got into the car and locked the door, almost in one go.

Lin Chen stared at Lu Yuanhang in disbelief, and couldn't say anything at once. He just took a few breaths and cleared his breathing before opening his mouth.

"Let me get out of the car."

"Fasten your seat belt." Lu Yuanhang said coldly as if he didn't hear Lin Chen's voice.

"I don't—" Before Lin Chen finished speaking, he was startled by Lu Yuanhang's actions. He was too lazy to talk nonsense, and leaned over directly to help Lin Chen fasten his seat belt.

It was not only Lu Yuanhang's body that leaned over all of a sudden, but also his strong sense of oppression that made Lin Chen unable to breathe.

"I, I, I will do it myself." Lin Chen frantically turned around to pull the button of the seat belt. His hands were shaking badly. After pulling twice, he finally successfully buckled the seat belt.

Following the ear-piercing "click" sound, Lu Yuanhang slowly withdrew his leaning body, and by the way, also withdrew his hand that had been staring at Lin Chen's wrist. Because of the action of pulling the seat belt just now, the sleeve on his wrist If there is a shadow, will it still hurt there...

While thinking about it, Lu Yuanhang fastened his seat belt expressionlessly, turned on the air conditioner to the maximum, and drove out along the traffic flow.

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