look back again

Chapter 10

When Lu Yuanhang woke up, he had a splitting headache, raised half of his head and fell back heavily, the world was spinning in front of his eyes, and the memories of last night came flooding back together with the endless pain.

The pain was still painful, but when he sobered up and the sky was dawning, Lu Yuanhang felt that he could hold on any longer.

It's nothing, it's been five years, and it's only a few days, so I'm not so useless.

Moreover, since Lin Chen has made himself so embarrassed, if he doesn't respond to something, he doesn't look like a self who must take revenge. It's enough to be aggrieved, Lu Yuanhang thought, his behavior these days is as kind as a little girl. Like a sheep, a ninja alone, suffer alone, and even drank a dull wine...

No, where is Chen Xicheng?

Lu Yuanhang looked around and found that he was in a hotel. He was alone in the room, and he didn't remember how he got in. Could it be that he left Chen Xicheng somewhere?How come there is no impression at all.

Lu Yuanhang took the phone and played Chen Xicheng's number. After a few rings, he picked it up.

"Hey, are you still alive?"

"You have the nerve to say that I risked my life, and tell you, there will be no next time!" Although Chen Xicheng's growling voice was not one-tenth as powerful as before, he could still shout like this after hearing him, Explain that there is nothing wrong.

"Take it easy, your head will break." Lu Yuanhang replied impatiently.

"You can do it, you can do it, Lu Yuanhang, I owe you in my previous life." When Chen Xicheng thought about the bad things that happened in the morning, ten thousand muddy horses galloped past.

"Speak seriously, Xiaocheng, I will go to your company to find someone later, don't ask, just let me vent my anger, don't worry about it." Lu Yuanhang hasn't called Chen Xicheng this Xiaoming for a long time, and usually only has really important words He only called himself that when he was alone, so he really didn't ask any more questions.

"Remember to keep your breath."

Chen Xicheng knew that Lu Yuanhang had sense of proportion. If Lu Yuanhang was a few years ago, he couldn't guarantee it. At that time, he was like a leopard. When there was nothing wrong, he might be like a big cat. But if something happened, It broke out every minute, and it was considered a bully among the group of peers at that time.

It's just that in recent years, he has restrained himself so much that he can no longer see the wildness before, and he has not really become a big cat, but has become a stone with a cold heart and a cold heart. There is nothing that interests him, no matter what Even going out to play, no matter how feasting and feasting, no matter how much you are surrounded by fair and fair ladies, even if you are favored by suave and suave young people, you can't attract his attention, not even a single glance.

"Lin Chen, someone is looking for you, and he is in the conference room now." Xiao Liu's words interrupted Lin Chen's dazed thoughts, he hurriedly put down the paintbrush in his hand, and followed Xiao Liu for a few steps before he felt something was wrong. He has only been here for a few days, who will come to him.

Just when Lin Chen was feeling uneasy, the door of the conference room opened, and Lin Chen saw the person sitting with his back facing him at a glance, with wide shoulders, narrow hips, and neat short hair. He stared at this figure for a dozen times yesterday Minutes, and dreamed back and forth several times at night, it is too difficult to forget.

Lin Chen subconsciously wanted to back out, but it was too late, Xiao Liu quickly closed the door, so that Lin Chen stepped back and directly stuck to the door.

"Why, are you still so timid? Are you afraid? What are you afraid of? Me?" Lu Yuanhang turned around and stared at Lin Chen.

It seemed that as long as he said "yes", he would tear Lin Chen apart and swallow him alive.

Of course, Lin Chen didn't dare to say yes, he actually had difficulty even pronouncing a single syllable, he never thought that he would be so alone with Lu Yuanhang, such a closed space made him suffocate.

Unknowingly, Lin Chen grabbed his left wrist tightly with his right hand, probably because he was too nervous, and he didn't even feel the pain from scratching.

Lu Yuanhang just watched Lin Chen's every move, watched his face slowly turn pale, and watched him unconsciously hold his left hand until it lost all color.

Time passed bit by bit, both of them felt that it was so long that it was breathless, but in fact, it was only a few minutes.Lu Yuanhang stood up suddenly, grabbed Lin Chen's right hand, pulled him up fiercely, and slapped him on the glass door behind Lin Chen.

Lu Yuanhang was only ten centimeters taller than Lin Chen, but his body was much stronger than him, so he approached all of a sudden, the sense of oppression made Lin Chen follow him and raised his head, and met Lu Yuanhang's angry eyes just like that eye.

"Why, I can't even speak!"

It was only when his right hand was pulled away that Lin Chen felt that his left hand was numb, but the wound on his wrist started to ache. It had obviously healed for so long...

"You, me, what's the matter, come to me—" Lin Chen spoke incoherently, he was afraid of such a Lu Yuanhang, his eyes were fixed on his own Lu Yuanhang, his face was frosty, without even a trace of anger, that was not himself The Lu Yuanhang in memory, no.

"Looking for you? Heh, Designer Lin—" The latter sentence "Who was that man yesterday" almost followed, but Lu Yuanhang bit his lip hard.

"Didn't you come to me first?"

Lu Yuanhang sneered all over, but found that Lin Chen's wrist that he was holding was shaking slightly and slowly losing its color. For some reason, Lu Yuanhang let go of him, then turned around and sat down, leaned on the back of the chair, stretched out Limbs, eyes raised.

"Mr. Lin is really forgetful."

"I, I already saw you yesterday."

Lu Yuanhang finally stopped leaning close to him, Lin Chen heaved a sigh of relief, and tried to stand close to the door, but Lu Yuanhang's eyes still followed him everywhere, and the pressure was still omnipresent.

"Yesterday? Oh, I remembered. I went to the ribbon-cutting scene with your good friend. Why, we have been friends for so many years. Why did you sneak around in front of your ex-friends after making new friends? Be modest!"

Lu Yuanhang bit the word "friend" very hard, and every time he said it, he seemed to step on Lin Chen's heart.

"friend"?New friend, ex-friend?

"No, it's not." You're not my ex-friend, you're not.

With sour eyes, Lin Chen didn't know why he still refused to admit that he and Lu Yuanhang had become a thing of the past, and he pressed the end button himself.

It seemed that the two figures who were entangled with each other were still replaying in front of my eyes. At that moment, Lin Chen couldn't bear to live.

I didn't do anything wrong, Lu Yuanhang's way of provoking a teacher to ask a crime is just unreasonable, yes, I did nothing wrong, it was Lu Yuanhang who was wrong, he betrayed their love, he betrayed himself, he tarnished his love , It's him, it's him, it's him!

"It's not because of work, I am, I won't appear in front of you, Lu Yuanhang."

The blood on Lin Chen's face faded completely, he finally found his breath in the endless tension, yes, he was not wrong!

"Good! Good! Good!"

Lu Yuanhang said three good things in a row, and he couldn't believe that Lin Chen still had such courage, and dared to be so righteous.

"You said, don't appear in front of me again, remember!"

Lu Yuanhang pushed Lin Chen away and walked out. Although he walked gracefully, only he knew that, in fact, from the beginning to the end, although he was full of momentum, Lin Chen was timid and could not even say a word. Okay, but in the end, I still lost.

No matter how strong the surface is, it is useless!

Whoever uses affection is the loser. Lin Chen, you always make me retreat again and again. In front of you, I probably have no bottom line...

***

The pain in his left hand was severe, and he didn't know whether it was his illusion or he was scratched. After Lin Chen returned to his seat in a daze, he didn't even have the strength to pick up a pen.

"Xiao Lin, I don't think your face looks right, what's wrong?" Xiao Liu asked with concern. In fact, he was even more curious about why Lu Yuanhang met Lin Chen alone, but seeing Lin Chen's expression was so bad, he didn't dare to ask.

"it's okay no problem."

"I think you should go to the hospital. Anyway, it's almost time to get off work. I remember that the Third People's Hospital is next to our company. You can go. If Director Gu smells it, I'll explain it for you."

Lin Chen hesitated for a moment. He felt that his hand was really hurting badly. He was afraid that the old injury had recurred, and he was out of cold medicine and cooling medicine at home, so he should go to the hospital to stock up.

So he didn't delay, and obediently went to the hospital to register.Before registering, he hesitated between internal medicine and orthopedics, and finally registered for orthopedics.

I didn't expect that when I went in, I found that the doctor was an acquaintance, and it turned out to be Zheng He.

"Why, what's wrong?" Zheng He stood up without waiting for Lin Chen to come in.

"No, no, I, my wrist hurts a little." Lin Chen was afraid that Zheng He would come and pull him directly, so he hurried in and sat on the stool next to the doctor. After watching Zheng He sit back, he hesitated, stretched out out his left hand.

This is the wound that I am most afraid of showing, if it is not because Zheng He has helped me twice for no reason, if it is not because Zheng He looked at himself with tenderness in his eyes, he would not trust others easily, Not even a doctor.

However, Zheng He is different, Lin Chen thought, people who can help others for no reason must be very kind and gentle, and will not hurt themselves.

His wrists were hidden in his sleeves all year round, because he was afraid that they would be exposed if he moved too much. He also made two sets of wrist gloves, which could tightly cover the interlaced wounds on them.

Zheng He saw the intertwined scars on Lin Chen's wrists, and he could tell at a glance that some scars had been there for a long time, and they were not only strangle marks, but also knife wounds. There was only one explanation for such wounds appearing on the arteries.

There was surprise and distress in Zheng He's slightly dilated pupils, and in just a moment, everything was cleaned up.

"Today, I was nervous and lost my hand for a long time, and now it hurts a little." Lin Chen said in a low voice, not daring to raise his head.

"Well, let me see."

Zheng He found the glove from the drawer, put it on, held Lin Chen's left hand with both hands, moved it up and down slightly, and asked, "Does this hurt?"

"It doesn't seem to hurt much." Because Zheng He was wearing gloves, Lin Chen relaxed a lot.

Zheng He hesitated for a while, and then said to Lin Chen: "The new injury on your wrist is not serious at all, it's not even a strain, it's just a little red from being pinched by you, it shouldn't hurt like you described , Lin Chen, do you mind if I tell the truth?" Zheng He looked at Lin Chen sincerely.

"Ah."

"I suggest you go to the psychiatry department for consultation. I have no other meaning—" Zheng He also wanted to explain his thoughts, because Lin Chen felt that the pain was entirely due to psychological factors, and had nothing to do with the superficial injuries.

"I know." Lin Chen interrupted Zheng He's explanation. In fact, he felt it. Every time he was stressed, he would habitually hold his wrist. The more nervous he was, the worse it became.

"Thank you, Dr. Zheng."

"Don't be so alien, we should be friends anyway, this little thing is nothing."

After bidding farewell to Zheng He, Lin Chen lingered in the hospital lobby for a while before walking out of the hospital gate. If it was a problem in his heart, it would probably be useless to see a doctor, because he knew where his source of stress was. As long as you stay far away, it will be fine naturally...

The author has something to say:

Let’s add a little more, it’s been a long time since I’ve written about the rivalry between the two protagonists…

Everything about stressor medicine is made up ^_^