look back again

Chapter 18

His mouth was so dry, Lin Chen wanted to struggle vaguely, but his eyes were sore, he didn't have the strength to open them all of a sudden, and his head was dizzy, what's wrong with him?

"Hmm—" This uncomfortable feeling was enough, Lin Chen felt as if he was being driven by a car, and he couldn't muster the strength to move.

As soon as Lin Chen made a sound, Lu Yuanhang woke up suddenly, and found that he was hugging Lin Chen in his arms. He seemed to want to move, but he only moved his head a little, and then fell down with a frown. go back.

Lin Chen felt so strange, why couldn't he open his eyes all of a sudden?In fact, he forgot, he cried for a long time last night, so his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't even open them for a while.

Seeing that Lin Chen was feeling so uncomfortable, Lu Yuanhang got up and prepared to get him some water.He stood up and shook the bed.

"Who! Who is at my house." Lin Chen was taken aback, and struggled to sit up, but was blocked by a hand.

"it's me."

Although he was still dizzy, Lin Chen could still hear Lu Yuanhang's voice. How could he appear beside him? By the way, he drank too much last night, but he didn't remember anything after that. What happened?

"You, why are you here." Lin Chen's throat was still hoarse, whether it was because of a hangover or just waking up, it was very different from his usual voice, low and hoarse.

He finally opened his eyes a little, it was already very bright outside, he hurriedly raised his hand to block the sunlight coming in from outside, and waited for a while before he got used to the light, then he realized that he was not in his own home at all, and Lu Yuanhang was sitting beside him, holding a cup to his mouth.

"Drink water first."

Lin Chen was really thirsty, so he drank a few sips from the cup in a hurry, and forgot where he was for a while. After Lu Yuanhang fed the water, he felt embarrassed. He actually half-lyed in Lu Yuanhang's arms , drank the water he fed, what kind of god is this unfolding?

"You, let me go first." Lu Yuanhang didn't bother to care about his struggle, and after he put two pillows behind him, let him lean on them, and then stepped back a few steps in order not to put pressure on Lin Chen, Stand one meter away from Lin Chen and talk to him.

"You were drunk last night, so I brought you here."

It was really difficult to explain the specific content clearly at once, so Lu Yuanhang didn't bother to explain in detail.

"Oh, then, thank you, I, I'll go back first."

As he spoke, he wanted to sit up again.It was just because of dizziness that he got up very slowly, so before his head left the pillow, Lu Yuanhang held him down.He came in front of Lin Chen, pressed his shoulders, and faced his eyes. It only took a short second. Then, he saw the corner of Lin Chen's eyes. With tear stains, eyes, swollen like a pair of rabbit eyes, but still full of confusion and guard.

"Until you sober up, you can't go anywhere." Lu Yuanhang's tone was not a discussion, but an affirmative sentence, probably because he gave the order to shake it, and he didn't pay attention to his tone all at once.

Lin Chen looked at Lu Yuanhang, who was so close, and forgot to resist for a while. Moreover, even if he resisted, he was probably not an opponent. He is really suffering now. Maybe he really wants to leave, but he can't go anywhere go.

So he gave up trying to get up, relaxed, and continued to lie on the pillow.

"Don't think about leaving now, just lie down." Lu Yuanhang went out with a thermos. Although he didn't want to go out at all, seeing Lin Chen's defensive eyes, he decided to go out first. Moreover, he just woke up Come here, you must be hungry.

In fact, Lu Yuanhang had already woken up once. After making some porridge, he went back to sleep and waited until Lin Chen woke up.

After serving a bowl of porridge, Lu Yuanhang waited in the kitchen until the porridge was warm before returning to the room. In the room, Lin Chen was still lying down as before, but it was probably because he was a little nervous, and his right hand was habitually tight. He tightly grasped the wrist of his left hand, only relying on this slight pain can make him wake up a bit, instead of feeling that everything now is just a dream.

If all of this was just a dream, then he could be unscrupulous, but the pain in his wrist told him that all of this was real, not a dream.

"Let go!" Standing at the door, Lu Yuanhang said unquestionably, but Lin Chen didn't understand at all, and was so frightened that he grabbed his wrist even more.

Then Lu Yuanhang grabbed his right hand and pulled him away.

Lin Chen didn't dare to look at Lu Yuanhang's suddenly serious face, because he couldn't do the movements he was used to, and he didn't know where to put his hands.

"Open your mouth." Lu Yuanhang didn't give him another chance to do anything else, but ordered directly, and as he spoke, he picked up a spoon to scoop up some porridge and put it to Lin Chen's mouth.Although his tone was strong and his face was serious, his movements did not match his voice at all. Instead, he slowly sent it over and touched Lin Chen's lips lightly.

This light touch sent the sweet taste of the porridge into Lin Chen's nose, smelling this smell, Lin Chen felt that his stomach was so empty, he opened his mouth subconsciously, and drank the porridge go down.The warm porridge and Lu Yuanhang's awkward tenderness entered Lin Chen's esophagus together, and then his stomach became warmer, and the hangover feeling finally eased a little, as if his head wasn't so dizzy or so painful anymore .

One mouthful after another, Lin Chen finished his bowl of porridge, Lu Yuanhang put down the bowl, took a piece of paper from the napkin box next to him, folded it in half, just like when they fell in love, and wanted to help Lin Chen wipe the porridge. The mouth, but the hand, was blocked by Lin Chen.

Lin Chen looked at Lu Yuanhang's hand that was about to wipe his mouth himself, so he quickly reached out and stopped it.

"I, I'll do it myself."

In fact, the bowl of porridge just now should come by himself, Lin Chen thought, it's just that he was nostalgic for the feeling of being cared by Lu Yuanhang, it's just that he was suddenly confused by Lu Yuanhang, so he forgot to struggle, and he forgot all the time duty of.

It's probably not that I forgot, maybe it's just that I can't bear it...

"I, I'll do it myself."

Lu Yuanhang didn't let go, and his expression probably still wasn't very good, because Lin Chen who was lying down almost stopped his hand with a trembling expression. Although he understood Lin Chen's timidity, but showing it so bluntly still made Lu Yuanhang The voyage is a bit cold.

He directly pulled Lin Chen away with his other hand, and then wiped off the porridge marks hanging from the corner of his mouth vigorously.

"Hmm..." Lin Chen was startled, and subconsciously wanted to turn his head away.

"Don't force me to be rough, don't force me to be angry with Lin Chen, you know, I have a bad temper."

After speaking, he threw the napkin on the ground.

"What do you want, Lin Chen! You can only be satisfied with what you want from me! You can leave as soon as you say, but I can't! You can lose our love, but I still remember! You can start again, but I can't Now, you are satisfied! Satisfied!"

Lu Yuanhang was like a trapped beast. He stood up frantically and then sat down fiercely. He was going crazy. He had the power to break through his body, destroy it, and go crazy, but when he saw Lin Chen's eyes couldn't vent anything, because he was afraid that if he let him vent, he would accidentally hurt Lin Chen. It was this fear that trapped him within this square inch, making it difficult to move even a single step.

"I'm not."

Lin Chen finally regained his strength, he grabbed Lu Yuanhang's sleeve.

"It's not me, it's not because of me!"

Yes, it wasn't me who was wrong, Lu Yuanhang, you have no reason to blame me so much, in our previous love, it wasn't me who was wrong!

"You, say it again!" Lu Yuanhang couldn't believe it. Now, in Lin Chen's heart, he was the one who was wrong. However, he had thought about their experiences countless times, and they were always good. Did nothing wrong at all.

"Then what about Cheng Yu, what's going on with Cheng Yu!"

This is Lin Chen's eternal pain. How much love he has for Lu Yuanhang, and how much hatred he has after what happened to Cheng Yu. If he hadn't heard it with his own ears and experienced it himself, he would not have believed that it was that It was arranged by Lu Yuanhang, who he loves so much, that night, Lin Chen almost felt like he died once.

"Cheng Yu? Cheng Yu, I didn't send him to prison. I know you were almost bullied by him, but he has already paid the price for it. I have avenged you. He will never dare to bully you again. rest assured."

Lu Yuanhang thought that Lin Chen was still afraid of that incident back then, so he grabbed Lin Chen's hand comfortingly.

"Let me go!" Lin Chen couldn't stop trembling anymore, yes, he thought of the night that made him fall into darkness forever, the night that made him feel sick and wanted to vomit, and all of this was What Lu Yuanhang, who loved so deeply, gave him, was an eternal nightmare, a nightmare from which he would never wake up.

Lin Chen ruthlessly shook off Lu Yuanhang's hand, finally gathered enough strength, got out of bed unsteadily, put on his shoes and wanted to go out.

"No, you can't leave now, unless you make it clear that you can't leave." Lu Yuanhang stopped Lin Chen.

"I have made it clear to you back then, and I have already told you."

Lu Yuanhang, do you really want to be so hypocritical?I, Lin Chen, am really blind, why are you pushing all this to someone who is not related at all? If it weren't for your instigation, how could Cheng Yu ruin his bright future and go to prison? Yours Killing two birds with one stone is really a joke, do you still want to pretend to be innocent in front of me now?Is it just because I like you that I can't leave you, but I am no longer that Lin Chen back then. I have been away from you for more than five years, and no amount of love can stand the test of time. Without you, my Lin Chen Chen can also survive.

"Dirty? Just because I sent Cheng Yu to prison, shouldn't I take revenge when he bullied you? So what if I played tricks, it's not because of you!"

"Don't use me as an excuse."

Lin Chen didn't want to think about the past again, and didn't want to repeat the unbearable past in person, so he bravely stood in front of Lu Yuanhang and said to him.

"Don't make me hate you a second time."

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A lot of typos, change it