look back again

Chapter 31

There seemed to be no one talking outside, only the sound of clashing with the cutting board and the sound of pots and pans. After Lin Chen stayed in the room for a while, he mustered up the courage to go out.

"I, can I go for a walk?" Lin Chen asked Lu Yuanhang.

"You want to go out? I'll accompany you. You can cook for a while, you—" Lu Yuanhang wanted to continue, but stopped because of Lin Chen's obvious frown. Lu Yuanhang thought, since Lin Chen can Greeting him instead of going out directly had already shown his attitude, but his own words were a bit out of control, so he immediately changed the subject.

"Oh, me, don't go too far, my meal will be ready in a while, it won't taste good when it's cold."

"Yeah." Lin Chen didn't look at Lu Yuanhang's expression of being so obviously unwilling but had to smile to let him go out. He didn't know why he suddenly felt it was particularly dazzling.

Lin Chen walked out quickly with his head down, the Lu Yuanhang in front of him was not the Lu Yuanhang he knew, the almost humble Lu Yuanhang in front of him was not real, the Lu Yuanhang who would stand in the kitchen washing his hands and making soup was not real , so what is real?

Lin Chen did not go too far. After he stepped out of the elevator, he sat down on a chair for people to rest in the community. Just like many times before, he looked aimlessly at the occasional people passing by, their faces The smile on the face was blurred in Lin Chen's eyes, and some people hurried past, leaving only an afterimage in Lin Chen's eyes. Only in such a busy and busy atmosphere, could Lin Chen let himself be completely Let go, without leaving a trace of distracting thoughts.

He was afraid of thinking wildly, and he didn't want to speculate on Lu Yuanhang's purpose anymore. He felt that guessing a person's heart was just too tiring. He couldn't even manage himself well, and he really didn't have the energy to manage others.

"Lin Chen?" Lin Chen was interrupted, he raised his head, and found that standing far away seemed to be Lu Yuanhang's cousin who had just visited Lu Yuanhang's house.

Seeing Lin Chen raised his head, Lu Qingfeng was sure that Lin Chen was right. He hadn't walked too far just now. Ever since he walked out of Lu Yuanhang's house, he wanted to run back. It wasn't that he was hesitating, it was really This matter has been lingering in his heart for too long, like a thorn in his throat, he doesn't feel it if he doesn't move, but he makes himself hurt from time to time.

But he didn't have any good way to solve it for a while. Lu Yuanhang's attitude was very clear just now. He still loves Lin Chen, and it may even be deeper than before. If he knows the truth, his own life is real. There is no way to guarantee it. Could it be that they are looking for Lin Chen directly?

He had this idea just now, but he didn't expect that Lin Chen, whom he was talking about, would appear in front of him. Lu Qingfeng rubbed his eyes in disbelief, thinking that he was probably daydreaming.

I didn't expect that when he yelled so cautiously, that person really responded to him. Who else would it be if it wasn't Lin Chen?

"Hello." Not only was Lu Qingfeng at a loss for what to do, even Lin Chen was not used to such a scene. First of all, he was not familiar with Lu Qingfeng, so he didn't know why he would take the initiative to greet him under such circumstances, and he appeared inexplicably. At Lu Yuanhang's house, he couldn't explain clearly. If he asked some other questions, he really didn't know how to respond.

"I, I have something to tell you, but I promise I didn't do it on purpose!" Lu Qingfeng swore to Lin Chen, with a sincere expression, no longer his usual flow.

"I'm sorry, when I was young and ignorant, I let you and my cousin separate for so long without reason, I dare not tell my cousin directly, I am afraid that he will kill me, but I have always felt guilty, especially for you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."

After Lu Qingfeng said this, he took out a box and held it in front of Lin Chen with both hands. His head was lowered all the time. He was afraid of Lu Yuanhang, but he was also afraid of Lin Chen. His guilt made him unable to lift it up in front of Lin Chen. start.

Lin Chen was frightened by Lu Qingfeng's expression for a moment, he didn't dare to pick up the things in his hand, his heart couldn't help beating violently, as if he knew what was going to happen, it made him almost feel like The feeling of jumping out of the chest.

Every time this happened, something special would happen, like a sixth sense, but every time it was not a good thing, so Lin Chen didn't dare to pick it up.

"Lin Chen, take a look. This is the beginning of everything. Do you really want to live in such a vague way? Don't you want to know the truth?"

Seeing that Lin Chen didn't even have the courage to connect to the past, Lu Qingfeng could only beg in a low voice, as long as Lin Chen took it and opened the box, they would all be free.

"What do you want to say?" Lin Chen finally squeezed out a few words this time, yes, he didn't want to, he didn't want to know what was in it?The determination to not want to make up is changing, he has been doing this for many, many years, and he is used to it.

"Lin Chen, what you saw in the room was not my cousin but me. It was just a scene I played with him under the bewitching of my uncle. That year I took my cousin's mobile phone and sent a text message. According to the news from my uncle, I just played a play for you according to the time you came. Lin Chen, it was because you were timid that you didn't rush in. If you had the guts, we wouldn't have succeeded so easily. Lin Chen, in the love between you and my cousin, you really have no reason to back down, because even if my cousin doesn't know anything, he still loves you!"

As Lu Qingfeng spoke, his voice became louder, because Lin Chen's timidity made him a little bit unbearable. At this moment, he was almost worthless for his cousin.Regardless of Lin Chen's resistance, he opened the box directly, and what lay inside was the wallet that Lin Chen left at Lu Yuanhang's house that night.

"Stop talking!" Lin Chen saw the wallet, and he recognized it. He could hear every word Lu Qingfeng said clearly, but he couldn't understand it. He had always resented, hated, The reasons for pushing Lu Yuanhang away time and time again are so shattered. He has hated and resented him for so long, and he has so many incomprehensible things. Now the veil has finally been lifted. Have you not betrayed yourself?Lin Chen's eyes suddenly flashed the familiar feeling when he saw Lu Qingfeng's back. By the way, he was kidnapped first, and then came to Lu Yuanhang's house in a daze. Seeing such a shocking scene, the whole The spirit is chaotic, and being able to appear at Lu Yuanhang's home, it is almost a matter of course to admit that Lu Yuanhang and Lu Qingfeng are wrong. At that moment, I have no trust in Lu Yuanhang, and he has no courage. , once again missed the opportunity to correct.

Could it be that all this is his fault?Then, without knowing it, how did Lu Yuanhang face his sudden change, what kind of mood did he feel when he pushed him away fiercely and let him go, and how could he put his heart out again? Take it back to this home by yourself?How could he still guard himself without complaint or regret?

What is it worth for him to do this?Lu Yuanhang, Lu Yuanhang, I don't deserve you, I'm just a coward through and through, I'm just a coward!

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The author has something to say:

This chapter is a bit short. I have been delayed by some things at home recently. I will update it on the recovery day^_^