look back again

Chapter 9

Will anyone be anxious because of his injury?Will there still be people who are afraid of others approaching with good intentions, but will take the initiative to hold their hands and say "what to do, blood" full of worry?Obviously, such a person never appeared again.

Lin Chen's hands were cold, and he could still feel his slight trembling while holding his hand, until he was sent to the hospital, Lu Yuanhang did not comfort him, no matter how many times he said he was fine, it was useless, the last self , clumsily leaning on Lin Chen's body, as if he wanted to use his own weight to flatten his fright, but the effect was particularly obvious. Originally, Lin Chen was just worried, but now he became paralyzed, and the position where he was in direct contact with Lu Yuanhang It's like being pressed the pause button, and it's dead.

"Student, please let go first, let me take a look at the wound." The school doctor came soon, Lin Chen hurriedly wanted to step back to make room, but before he raised his hand, Lu Yuanhang grabbed him. I had no choice but to try my best not to hinder the school doctor's examination. After hiding again and again, my whole body was caged in Lu Yuanhang's arms.

Lu Yuanhang completely disregarded the wound he was examining, and the mountains and plains were covered with flowers in his mind, and all the entanglements of the past few days were soothed at this moment.

"Well, it may take a few stitches, the wound is quite deep, follow me back to the infirmary."

In the end, there was still a little scar left on his hand, and because of this small wound, Lu Yuanhang got the opportunity to get close to Lin Chen, and slowly walked into his heart...

"You, are you okay?" Gu Weiren yelled softly, afraid that if he yelled too loudly, it would shatter the sadness on Lu Yuanhang's face.

Yes, sadness, his expression was a sadness that Gu Weiren had never seen before, he was just looking at it, he was a little out of breath, let alone himself.I saw him just looking at the bloodstains on his arm, wanted to laugh, but couldn't laugh, wanted to cry, but couldn't cry, his whole body seemed to freeze, letting sadness spread all over his body.

"Lin Chen..." Lu Yuanhang murmured Lin Chen's name, as if this could give him enough strength.

"Lin Chen..." I miss you so much, I think about you all the time, even if it hurts deeply, I can't help but miss you, miss you, miss you...

"Lin Chen?" Gu Weiren heard the second voice very clearly. It should be that these two words are correct. Could it be that he is calling the company's new designer Lin Chen?Then what was the relationship between the two of them, and where did Lu Yuanhang put Chen Xicheng.

All of a sudden, Gu Weiren's curiosity was startled by the subsequent speculation.Lu Yuanhang put Chen Xicheng where it is none of his business, really strange this association.

But subconsciously, he recalled the first time he heard Chen Xicheng talk about Lu Yuanhang in his mind.

It was caused by Gu Weiren accidentally seeing a photo of Chen Xicheng's home. The photo happened to be placed on the desk of Chen Xicheng's study, and there were no other photos on this desk.In the photo, the two of them leaned their heads against each other, looking at the camera with a silly smile.

"Oh, this is my childhood sweetheart, Lu Yuanhang. We used to have a very strong relationship growing up together. Even if he wanted my life, I would give him the kind of iron without saying a word." Gu Weiren remembered, that That was the first time he felt that Chen Xicheng's smile was so dazzling.

Later, I seemed to have never been to Chen Xicheng's house again, no matter what excuses he used, and I also slowly and deliberately kept a distance from him, because at that moment he discovered his jealousy, and he felt jealous of his boss. , what he harbored was not pure admiration, what he wanted was to occupy his entire world.

This kind of relationship is too scary, it almost overturned his whole cognition, and from then on, he frequently called up his girlfriend to hope that one day, a woman would appear to pull him back to the normal track.

"Lin Chen..." Lu Yuanhang finally couldn't hear his voice clearly. He closed his eyes, sat down against the table, and then fell down on the table.

Finally, stop it...

Gu Weiren didn't know where Lu Yuanhang's home was, so he settled him in the nearest hotel, and then sent Chen Xicheng home.

It’s been a long time since I’ve been here. The house is still Chen Xicheng’s style, chaotic and orderly. The places related to his work are messy, but the areas related to his life are orderly, clean and spotless, as if he doesn’t mess around occasionally When not angry.

When he is working seriously, his whole body will glow, and he is also like this, attracting himself, constantly staying, leaving one step and staying ten steps, for a whole year, he still hasn't cut off the love he has sprouted.

After putting him on the bed, Gu Weiren knew that he had to go, his task had been completed, but his feet couldn't be controlled by him at all, so he just stopped in front of the bed, and his eyes were uncontrollable. His hand, his whole mind, when he woke up, he realized that he had bent down and pressed a kiss on his rosy lips from drinking.

Gu Weiren was frightened and quickly backed away several steps to stabilize his body. He took a few breaths, but it was still useless, because the whole space was filled with the smell of Chen Xicheng, and no matter how much he breathed in fresh air, he couldn't stop it. Chen Xicheng's smell entered his nostrils, and his lips were more obvious, still retaining the soft touch, his heart was beating like thunder, and he finally understood the meaning of these four words.

Not daring to stay any longer, Gu Weiren escaped from Chen Xicheng's room in a panic, sat down on the beanbag sofa in the living room, and fell into deep thought.

He didn't dare to leave, because he was afraid that Chen Xicheng would feel uncomfortable when he woke up in the middle of the night, and it would be too pitiful for him to vomit without anyone to take care of him. Even if he could sleep until dawn, he wanted to indulge himself a bit, thinking that he would actually stay closer to him, wanting to When he woke up, the first person he saw was himself.

The first thing I do when I get up tomorrow is to break up with my current girlfriend. I can’t hurt any more girls. This problem of mine is probably really hopeless, so let’s give up struggling...

"Brother Gu, this is the size of Lu Yuanhang's clothes, please take a look."

Gu Weiren put down the work at hand and took over the data brought by Lin Chen. After a glance, he raised his eyes to look at Lin Chen. He specially observed Lu Yuanhang's body shape yesterday when he was drunk. He was afraid that Lin Chen would not be able to get in touch with Lu Yuanhang. So I deliberately got a rough idea of ​​his body size by supporting him, just in case, I didn't expect that the number in my heart was almost the same as the one that Lin Chen took over, it seems that he really didn't mishear yesterday, Lu Yuanhang There must be an entanglement with Lin Chen, and it's not as simple as a small entanglement, otherwise a person like Lu Yuanhang would definitely not lose his composure like this.

However, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't understand how Lin Chen's shrinking look attracted Lu Yuanhang, who was so high-spirited. In Gu Weiren's eyes, Lin Chen was simply not as good as Chen Xicheng. If you don't know how to appreciate Yuanhang, it would be great.

"Well, you can put it aside, are you interested in Mr. Lu's casual clothes, or what do you think if you make such a design?"

"I, I'm a newcomer. Is it inappropriate for me to come here?"

Lin Chen panicked, he didn't want to appear beside Lu Yuanhang so casually, but it was difficult for him to explain, as an employee, Gu Weiren could be said to be his senior, he valued himself so much, it was really hard for him to refuse, so, He stuttered in fright.

"I believe in you, Xiao Lin, do it with confidence." Gu Weiren said to Lin Chen encouragingly, and then pushed the size that Lin Chen brought back into his arms.

"Go ahead. If you need it urgently, remember to show me the first draft tomorrow."

Lin Chen walked out of Gu Weiren's office with a heavy heart, hesitated to speak a few times, and procrastinated, but seeing that Gu Weiren was already busy with his work, he was too embarrassed to disturb him, so he had no choice but to sit back in a depressed mood. Sitting on his office chair, he stared blankly at his desktop.

After Lin Chen closed the door, Gu Weiren threw away his paintbrush with a flick of his hand, got up irritably, and after walking a few steps, he got a glass of water for himself.

He knew that he was angering Lin Chen. He was just a small employee who had just joined the company. Yuan Hang has anything to do with it, but Gu Weiren just couldn't get angry and wanted to find an outlet to vent his anger.

"Ding dong", the phone's text message rang again, and Gu Weiren didn't even bother to pick it up to look at it.It has been ringing for a whole morning, and every sound is like a slap in the face. His face is hot, but he just holds back to reply.

Gu Weiren felt that he was a fool. After waiting for a whole night, it finally dawned. When it was about time for his current girlfriend to wake up, he sent out the breakup text that he had decided to edit after most of the night.

This is a girlfriend he has been with for a long time. Although he doesn't particularly like it, at least he doesn't hate it. He even thought about getting married, so even the girl's parents have met her. If there is no accident, let's talk about it for half a year. Right or left, it's time to talk about marriage, and then embark on the end of getting married and having children, which the family loves.

It's just that accidents are always unexpected, or it can be said that it is not an accident, but that I indulged myself and didn't want to embarrass myself.

Just after the text message was sent, he heard noises coming from Chen Xicheng's room. Probably the hangover was too bad. Gu Weiren picked up the water glass that had been kept at hand all the time. Because he kept changing it, he walked into Chen Xicheng's room warmly. Room.

Chen Xicheng hasn't woken up yet, but he probably knew someone had come in, so he said vaguely, "Hangzi, thirsty~"

Gu Weiren, who had already stepped through the door, stopped suddenly. Chen Xicheng acted too logically. The voice that seemed wronged and coquettish was heard in Gu Weiren's ears, which made him feel more uncomfortable than a slap in the face. Suddenly, he took Holding a water glass, it was difficult to move forward.

Do you want to go there?Is there any need to go on?Will there be a place for me in your heart?

"Ugh~" It seemed to be really uncomfortable, Chen Xicheng scratched his hair impatiently, struggling to get up, and opened his eyes in a daze.

Gu Weiren walked up with a stride, wrapped his arms around his body, then gently covered his eyes with one hand, and handed the water glass to his mouth with the other.

After Chen Xicheng's lips were lightly touched by the edge of the cup, he knew it was water, so he took a few sips in Gu Weiren's hugging position.

Finally, he was no longer thirsty, but his eyes were covered by Gu Weiren, which made him feel a little uncomfortable, so he blinked a few times, his eyelashes swept across Gu Weiren's palm, as if he had been scalded, he pushed Chen Xicheng away, and then Fleeing.

He didn't know why he covered Chen Xicheng's eyes at that moment, it seemed that he didn't want to see Chen Xicheng's disappointed eyes because he was not Lu Yuanhang, and he seemed to hope that he could regard himself as his most trusted Lu Yuanhang at this moment, so that he could feel at ease Leaning on his body, he seemed to be nothing. He just didn't want to face the current Chen Xicheng, and he didn't want him to wake up and see himself with haggard eyes.

There were so many reasons that when Chen Xicheng's eyelashes swept over his palm, he realized how sad he was at that moment, like a coward, with nowhere to vent his love, afraid that others would not want it , I'm afraid it's not enough weight, so I have to run away.

What he didn't know was that Chen Xicheng, who was pushed away by him, didn't open his eyes for a long time, but slowly brushed his hands over the eyes that he had covered just now, and then smiled wistfully.

coward!

"Ding dong~" Another text message came, and Gu Weiren finally had the courage to pick it up. He saw that there were a dozen or so unread text messages sent by his girlfriend, not his ex-girlfriend. Angry because he didn't reply, at the last point, he simply said "Get out of here, scumbag!" Slowly stroking the screen of the phone, in fact, Gu Weiren has many ways to coax this simple silly girl back, and he is good at it , but after waiting and waiting, he didn't even turn on the phone screen.

Now he is full of unwillingness and anger, but he has not suppressed it. Loving someone and being jealous of someone is a normal experience, but suppressing his own nature is much more painful than these. He can bear sadness, Chen Xicheng can not love However, I can't force myself anymore. If I live my whole life in the expectation of my family, get married and have children, then he will not only harm himself, but also an innocent woman. He can't do it.

So be it, Gu Weiren said to himself, so be it, try it out once, be brave and see it once, even if there is no ending, it is better than never starting.