half paper youth

Shan Ren didn't follow up directly this time, it's no good to push people into a hurry, the gain outweighs the gain, he sat for a few minutes in the cold night, and he also needed to calm down.After thinking about it, I went back to the bedroom.I was a little bit lost before, and the sorrow has not yet happened, and I have lost the person in front of me. Now I just need to guard him well.

And the turning point between them is not what they said that night. Sometimes the impact of words is not as strong as the stimulation of pictures.

In the classrooms of the third year of high school, many students would make some ginseng tea to refresh themselves and warm themselves up in the cold winter months. In one classroom, what smelled more was not the exhaust gas exhaled by people, but a stream of traditional Chinese medicine. taste.They sit and study all day long, lack of labor, and their brains are overloaded. They always need to replenish their bodies, and some weak students can hold on.

Yi Yuanxin never believed that someone could pass out while sitting for no reason, he didn't believe it if he hadn't seen it.And when it was time for the third English class, Mr. Meng wrote on the blackboard with his back to his classmates, and everyone lowered their heads to copy it. Pen.

It was Lin Lan who couldn't hold on and passed out directly. Cai Tingting next to her was so frightened that she couldn't respond. A big living person suddenly fell down next to her, without any warning, anyone would be shocked!

Meng Xueli turned around and immediately put down what she was doing. She went to Lin Lan and helped her up. After all, she was a teacher, and she handled these things in an orderly manner. She preliminarily judged that she just passed out because of hypoglycemia, and she was a little relieved.

"Shan Ren, Zhou Tai, you carry her back to the infirmary; the other students study by themselves first, Cai Ting, go and take care of her with them, and Lin Ting, come up and follow the content in the textbook and continue writing on the blackboard!"

Teacher Meng's instructions were quick and clear, and everyone acted according to what the teacher said. Almost all the boys in the back row stood up to see if they could help. Yuan Hao was among them, but he didn't take the initiative to step forward.Sang Yu and the others dispersed, and the teacher left, so he turned around and glanced at Yuan Hao.The eyes of the two met, and then they immediately looked away. Yuan Hao sat down slowly, turned his pen with his head down, and turned it back and forth. No one knew what was going on in his heart.

When the fourth class was over, he came to Yi Yuanxin and asked him, "Are you going to eat at noon?"

Yi Yuanxin thought for a while, Yuan Hao must be looking for him for something, and he doesn't have much appetite recently, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't eat lunch. "Tell me, what's the matter?" Yuan Hao lowered his voice again, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "I just want you to accompany me to the infirmary to see her. It won't be like this with you. Let others misunderstand."

Once upon a time, Yuan Hao also began to care about what others said.Knowing how to keep a distance is a good thing for Sang Yu and Lin Lan.That being the case, Yi Yuanxin agreed, and took Wusan to accompany him for a walk.

When he arrived at the infirmary, Yi Yuanxin was sitting in the corridor outside, breathing heavily, and still doing his homework.It was cold, but he didn't bother them either.Although the windows were closed, they could still see the situation inside through a layer of fog, and they did not avoid other people.

"This is the medicine you put in my place before. Judging by your appearance today, I think you may still need it. I'll bring it to you." Yuan Hao put the box of medicine on the cabinet next to Lin Lan, without looking at it the whole time. Her eyes were not guilty, but she just didn't want to give the other party any hope.He went on to say: "Don't skip your meals, it's your body that's being ruined, it's not worth it. If it's because of me, then I apologize to you again, it's over, people have to look forward."

It's not easy for Yuan Hao to say these words. In Yi Yuanxin's view, he also has the responsibility of a man, which can be regarded as a change in his opinion.You will always grow after touching and rolling a few times, just like yourself.

Lin Lan could listen to these words quietly, but her eyes still couldn't control the tears. She was leaning on the hospital bed, her face was pale, and she was afraid that she would faint at any time even if she was hit with a bottle.Yuan Hao still has a little bit of distress left, but he still wants to finish what he has to say, and this time he can probably cut it clean.

"I still can't forget... It's only been two or three months, how can you let me forget?"

"It's not that you can't forget it, it's just that the time hasn't come yet; you've only said it for two or three months, so you will naturally forget it after a long time."

In the white ward, Yuan Hao, who was standing in school uniform, also looked a little pale. They seemed to have grown up overnight in the third year of high school, just after the coming-of-age ceremony, maybe it was not a formality, but after they really started to think about it.He once imagined that he and Lin Lan would finally enter the wedding hall, but they...fate is not as good as fate.

Lin Lan was choked up, but everything was normal. She wanted to make a final struggle and asked, "Is it possible...in a few months..."

"There will be no such possibility. We both know each other that the main reason for our separation is not those external reasons, but that we are not suitable. Even if we are together again, you still won't feel at ease with me. I can't give you a sense of security. I'm sorry for that. "Yuan Hao faced his shortcomings very calmly, and some of his actions would indeed misunderstand his female partner, "So, let's stop here. If you think my apology is not sincere, then you can make other requests, except for me. This person. I am no longer worthy of handing over to you, nor will I spend my whole life, I admit that I am selfish. "

"When the college entrance examination is over, if you change your environment and city, you will also change me in your heart."

After Yuan Hao finished speaking, he stepped out of the infirmary directly, and without looking back, Yi Yuanxin got up and left with him. The intermittent crying in the back made him look back several times, but he still held back.It's okay to stop here for the unseen scenes.

They performed a textbook breakup for Yi Yuanxin, but it also made Yi Yuanxin more shaken in the idea of ​​separation.Who will be lying on the hospital bed tomorrow?

When he returned to the dormitory, he found that Shan Ren was not there, and he felt a little sore in his heart. When he wanted to see him, he couldn't see anyone.Zhou Tai stood beside him while washing, but said to him: "Director, have you and the squad leader made up yet?"

Yi Yuanxin didn't know how to answer this kind of question, he didn't want to tell others about himself, but Zhou Tai and them were getting closer, so he nodded silently.

"Director, you also know that I like to meddle in other people's business, and persuading peace and not persuading to leave is my consistent principle." Zhou Tai, the "moon old man", is definitely competent, "When you leave in Shanghai, the squad leader I went directly to you, Wen You and I only stayed at Qibao for a while, and when we arrived at the station later, we found that the squad leader hadn't left yet, and he seemed to be in a bad state."

"I don't know what happened between you and the monitor, but the monitor really has you in his heart. During the summer vacation, he talked to me and said that he might like someone. I didn't guess it was you at the time. I thought he was just talking. But it seems that he really put his heart into it this time. He told me everything about him, especially about his relationship. If it was because of Liao Yifan, then I can tell you frankly that the squad leader only likes One for you. Director, you really shouldn’t give up lightly.”

Yi Yuanxin listened to all these words, and he whispered thank you, many times the words of others are far more effective than the words of the person involved.A bystander can tell, Yi Yuan believes in this truth.Yifeng from the back came in again, as if he and Cheng Shiling had a problem again, with a face like someone owed him 80, Yi Yuanxin left the bathroom first.

He leaned on the bed and was covered with a thick quilt. He didn't eat, and his body was extraordinarily cold. He lowered his head to do exercises. He hadn't been able to study quietly in the dormitory for a long time.

It wasn't until Shan Ren sat next to his bed that he lost his attention again.

"You didn't eat lunch again, did you? Is it just so annoying?" Shan Ren also went to the infirmary to see Lin Lan before he knew that Yi Yuanxin had come at noon, and he knew right away that Yi Yuanxin had skipped another meal !He was angry and distressed.

He handed forward a bowl of packed noodles, "I bought this by the way when I went out to buy food for Lin Lan at noon, you can eat it." It's actually his lunch, but Yi Yuanxin is more important now, give him a change Appetite might allow him to eat some.But Yi Yuanxin still shook his head, Shan Ren withdrew his hand helplessly, and sat there to open the lunch box.

He personally handed the noodles to Yi Yuanxin, so that he couldn't ignore them no matter what. Yi Yuanxin turned to the beginning because he really had no appetite. "If you don't eat it, you will be the next Lin Lan! And if you don't eat it, I won't eat this bowl of noodles either!"

Yi Yuanxin cares about his studies, and he also cares about Shan Ren's body. These two threats have to be faced squarely. He leans on the bed to see the other party's persistence, and suddenly he doesn't understand. What is it that makes Shan Ren so hard to let go?

He still didn't say a word, his eyes were fascinated by the heat of the bowl of noodles, his eye sockets gradually became moist, and finally a line of tears fell from the corner of his eyes uncontrollably.Shan Ren kept looking at Yi Yuanxin, this was the first time he saw him cry in front of him, from scratch, his expression never fell for a minute, that made him even more worried!

His hand holding the chopsticks trembled helplessly for a second, and slowly put it down, "If you really want to break up, I can promise you..." He was still defeated by Yi Yuanxin's line of tears, no matter how persistent he was, he couldn't bear it. But the sadness of the other party.He couldn't see Yi Yuanxin's sad appearance, if he was the one who made him suffer, then he could...let go.

"Would you like to eat this bowl of noodles?"

His voice was extraordinarily gentle, and the bowl of noodles was still persistently handed to Yi Yuanxin. This time, Yi Yuanxin was fed mouthful by mouthful silently with the tears she just shed.That bowl of noodles was probably the best bowl he had ever tasted in his life!Later, I wanted to eat the same bowl of noodles many times, but I couldn't find it anywhere.

After eating the noodles, it's time to leave. The second Shan Ren got up to leave, Yi Yuanxin grabbed his arm.He stared blankly at his hand, almost spilling the soup.

"You... didn't you eat it too?"

It turned out...just for this.

"I have some buns in the box, I will eat some."

After he finished speaking, he didn't push Yi Yuanxin's hand away, he wouldn't take the initiative to push away, and Yi Yuanxin was still holding his arm, so he went to look at the person under the shadow, and understood that person with just one glance thought.

He reached out to hold the hand that was holding him, only to realize that this person's hand was as cold as ice. This person really doesn't know how to take care of himself!He really wanted to get angry, but now getting angry would scare people away, so he had to say with a little reproach: "Okay, I know what you mean, take a nap at ease, it's all over. And your hand, want to I didn't say it earlier when I was too hot! Next time, I'll hold you by my side all the time!"

Yi Yuanxin withdrew his hand and shrank into the quilt, he didn't want to, he was afraid of the cold, and his hands and feet were cold in winter.He signaled that Shan Ren could go back, and if he stayed here again, the roommates would really be suspicious.It didn't seem strange that everyone just took a second look at feeding him noodles and chose to ignore it.

Shan Ren rearranged his quilt with one hand, touched his long-lost face by the way, and went to dispose of the garbage with a smile.The division between them is inexplicable, and it is only natural that they got along. 90.00% of the first breakup was due to impulsiveness, so there may be 90.00% chance of recovery.After separation and reunion, the chances of recombination are less.

Before it was completely zero, Shan Ren wanted to pull Yi Yuanxin into the coffin together in advance, because meeting in several lifetimes is not as good as meeting in one lifetime.